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news, information in education

2011-03-14T10:36:00.000-07:00

News & Information in Education
Red, White & True Mysteries, The little-known true stories of the Men and Women who shaped America. What a joke newspapers telling their readers of past hero’s that created and protected the USA for future generation when today’s newspapers will not publish the opinion of their readers unless it conforms to the editors controlling wishes. Freedom of the Press, Free of Expression, Freedom of Speech, is the willingness and obligation of the citizens of the USA to correct the wrongs of government through the newspapers. The newspapers may feel obligated to protect elected officials with good reputation from citizens such as I but that defies what our Constitution states as the Supreme Law of the USA. Elected government officials and newspapers can never be allowed to harm the character of any citizen to gain the trust of the majority to stop free speech. Newspapers can never be allowed to refuse to print an unedited response from the person the newspaper wrote an article about.
The NH Supreme Court is not above the law. It is the right of every citizen to be able to question and correct the wrongs inflicted on society by the NH SC. The NH SC refused to hear a case where a NH judge used criminal judicial court rulings to enable the Madbury NH selectmen to harm local residents with the trusted power of the people, granted them. It is the intent and meaning of our Constitution that the newspapers print the opinion of the people expressing these wrongs. For the newspapers to censor from the public that the NH Government and VA stops a 100% disabled US military veteran’s medical care for combat related disabilities until the veteran stops writing of government wrongs can never be tolerated. For the newspapers to not tell that the VA uses Red Flags to limit or give sub-standard medical care to US military Veterans that do not obey government demands to conform to criminal acts defies humanity, especially under the label safety. Red, White and True Mysteries is the Bull that the newspapers believe they are gaining over the everyday citizens to protect their special class. I have not stopped writing for as so many before me, I give my life to protect and save the USA from any person or nation wanting to diminish our Constitution.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

NH Governor Lynch and Shea-Porter 7-1-09

2009-07-01T05:58:00.001-07:00

NH Governor Lynch and Shea-Porter 7-1-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
It seems that I am not good enough to talk with you governor even thought I have a receipt for money that I paid to do so. It seems that you Shea-Porter criminally violate the law and Constitution to stop my opinion letters of you. The news refuses to print them any way but they do print articles to harm my character to interfere with a free election. Can one disabled U.S. Military Veteran be such a danger that even his opinion will harm THE CONCORD CLUB MEMBERS public image that this individual should be fingered by our government. I have violated no laws yet the truth that I place in each of my letters is viewed by our government as a danger to control the public perception of me. Governor you changed the number of words allowed to be sent to you by email to limit my letters. Should not the public word be your concern? Should not the public welfare and the Constitutional rights of the individual be primary in both your goals?
I am a 100% disabled Veteran from the Vietnam Conflict. My medical care has been stopped. Last week the VA gave me a physical. On my ride over and during the appointment my left eye would not stay open. I had to think it open each time. Dr. McCullom as the appointment ended winked with his left eye many times toward me. I do not want to infer that he was mocking me but? The appointment only lasted a few minutes any way. This should make our elected officials happy because you are the ones that had it stopped to stop my letters. The primary words of our Constitution is ALL MEN SHALL BE TREATED EQUALLY. Can this be true, only if we are a member of the concord club? Shea-Porter you should be happy because your criminal acts has placed my health on a downward slope. Should the public be informed of the truth or is your image more important than the truth?
Our government is based on truth and the welfare of the people. A 100% disabled veteran brings a case of criminal violations of our Constitution by judge Peter Fauver to the NH Supreme Court. The NH SC covers up the case. The Case is brought to elected official only to have the news and our government harming the character of a U.S. citizen to alienate the public from learning the truth. Our government uses the State and local police to attempt to intimidate me. Fauver uses the local sheriff to interferer with my day to demonstrate his power. Washington DC sends the secret service to my home several times to inform me that they are the power and we must obey. The courts are here to protect the people from government wrongs, at least that is why we created them.
I do not feel good today. My head is thumping at the beat of my heart. My ankles keep giving out as my legs tingle from my back and hip pain. I read the paper over coffee this morning in down town Durham NH looking at the front page to see if it was the Stars and Stripes. My reality kept feeling their! as if I was dreaming that I was back in the world. To many parts are incomplete to assess how to best complete the mission.
No governor or elected official should have the power to limit or stop any U.S. citizen from having the right to speak to them with out having to pay first. No newspaper should have the right to censor the opinion of the people at any time. Life exists here only to be if you are alive in the seconds that follow each in time.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Kevin Guay Developer targeted by NHAG 6-30-09

2009-06-30T04:50:00.000-07:00

Kevin Guay Developer targeted by NHAG 6-30-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
The NH Attorney General gets a false search warrant to spend millions of state dollars in a which hunt to find something criminal on a developer that someone in the government does not like. The worst part is that this happens everyday to average citizens struggling to get along. Joe or Jane Smow want to sub-divide there property to sell to pay college tuition for their children. Someone on the Zoning board or government official does not like this person, believes this person does not deserve what they have or some other personal reason that has nothing to do with what is proper or legal. They use government authority to delay, cost excessive money or sway the vote to deny. Now the average citizen is stuck with paying a lawyer (whom will suck you dry) trying to prove that the wrongs were committed. Evidence and minutes disappear or the judge rules inadmissible because he favors those that placed him in office and control his promotion. Our elected officials favor those that can improve their public image so the average no body gets placed on the back burner. It is like yesterdays letter on the Exeter Hot Dog Vendor being harmed because someone does not like him. The Attorney General is to represent the people not aid retaliatory government persecution of the innocent.
The people of the United States and NH must wake up. The government has made you believe that I am a terrible person. I am a 100% disabled veteran that even today will volunteer to help others because I care. I have violated no laws but what I did do is piss off the Madbury selectmen and Judge Peter Fauver. These trusted government officials criminally violated the law to harm other U.S. citizens. The NH supreme court covered up the case when it was presented to them. Every one wants to shy away because they see the power that can inflict harm on them and their families if they speak up. I paid Governor Lynch good money to speak with him but we never met. The NH government has taken my freedom, money and more to scare me. My family and friends are harassed by the State and local police. Fauver uses the local Sheriff to attempt to intimidate me to stop writing opinion letters exposing their criminal acts. U.S. Rep Shea-Porter used her federal powers to inflict pain and suffering on me. The VA stopped my medical care for service injuries to stop my letters. Some Combat related. I still volunteer my time to help this Madbury Family because government can not be allowed to dominate the people.
Kevin Guay is someone. He is just like you or me. He may have more money but that is no reason to allow government authority to inflict pain and suffering because some one does not like him. You will be next without even knowing whom it was that you Pissed off. The unbiased press will taper their facts to aid the powerful leaving the average reader to believe Guay is wrong and the government is right. The evidence is only opinion letters favoring Shea-Porter are printed until they start to dislike her.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Exeter Hot Dog Vendor 6-29-09

2009-06-29T06:31:00.001-07:00

Exeter Hot Dog Vendor 6-29-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Here is a Man that conducts a business that in a way benefits everyone in Exeter NH. He does everything legal but because someone on the farmers Market does not like this man trouble starts. People with authority start picking apart every little thing to find ways to evict or dismantle this business. Never looking to pick apart the wrongs that the Farmers Market is committing. This is the United States of America why do the sides not talk and the people with authority not choose sides. Lets work for and achieve prosperity verses turmoil. A farmers market is for small business and farmers to exchange ideas and products with the community. Does not a hot dog vendor fit in that definition. Can the editors of newspapers understand even though they are a private business that their responsibility, ethics is to bring unbiased communication into the community.
This is like the family in Madbury NH that had a small business. Selectmen Hodgeman did not like this family. The selectmen spot zoned this property to cause hardship on this family for retaliation. Judge Peter Fauver committed the most grievous of criminal acts in the history of NH. The NH supreme court covered up the case when the people presented it to them. The editors took the government side and criminally violated the ethics code of unbiased reporting of the facts. When I volunteered my time to help this family the government put me in jail as a terrorist. The NH State and local police have harassed my family and friends. NH Rep Shea-Porter used her political powers to medically harm me. Then when nothing else works my VA medical is stopped.
Yes I am 100% disabled veteran. I have been stereo typed mental and the public tells me to take medication all the time. I refuse to take medication because why should I see life that way. Freedom is something WE the U.S. Military protect and defend for you. Enduring the pain even as my legs tingle and the feeling in my arms is lost from my broken back I still volunteer to help others and do family things. I step out of sight of others when the shooting pain in my head cause me to slump. I hear less than 50% of what is said around me from the nerve damage from being blown of the runway during a Vietnam offensive. I have no memory of my brothers, sister or parents growing up from another injury during my tour as a U.S. Marine.
The NH governor charges me money to speak but we never do. Is not the government here to help the people and the newspapers to spread communication unbiased? I write because it is my way of telling our elected officials and judicial branch about what Judge Fauver did. The reason that I can write such letters exposing criminal acts by judges and elected officials is because they are true. I have no idea where the words come from or why I can write. I have no idea why or how to wire or plump a house but I have done several friends homes. I was hit by a car several years ago because I crossed a street wrong. In my head I was on convoy deep in the bush. I asked the corpsman to shoot me right there so I would not come back to the world less than a man. Can the mind be such a strange evolution that traveling between worlds and time has no domination. The strange thing is that most likely I will never remember this letter. Letters are something that happens as I cross over. The Hot Dog Vendor is just a Cambodian local that I helped while on convoy one day and now during the boredom of waiting for the next mission, I place him back here in the world hoping some day that I will come home. Peter Macdonald USMC Semper Fi

Sick of life 6-27-09

2009-06-28T06:15:00.001-07:00

Sick of life 6-27-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
What a statement, Sick of Life? Getting attention, making people aware, being good enough to have your letters printed in the paper. Government, in a free society has dominated our freedom. Once a nation where people cared about others has turned to a nation where the citizens need to protect their own and forget about others. We give tens of millions to other nations that hate us with the belief that they will see us in a better light. A nation of the people for the people is now a place where elected officials protect government against the individual citizen guaranteed rights lessoning their political power. Call it for the good of the majority, limit public awareness and place judges that are aware of their political necessities, this is what the U.S. is now! Sick of life because the few are controlling by using the Communist theory of diminish the opposition slowly until dominance is achieved.
I should be an outrageous lunatic, but I am not. I believe so much in the people of the U.S. and what I learned our forefathers stood for. I should become violent for what is happening to my life, but I will not. I can not become violent because my life is not the life that matters, it is your life and your families, it is the U.S. that matters. I should become silent and live as all others in a tranquil setting of just accepting the wrongs for the good of peace. I can not because I did something in my life where the pride will not allow this. I became a U.S. Marine. I took an oath to protect and defend our Constitution. Good men and women (our children) are giving their lives for what? So you the American public can have a pass se attitude of protecting what we did it for? Violence in civilized society should never be necessary. Knowing where one comes from can be an important part of life. Can an outrageous lunatic be a U.S. Marine that came back to a nation that does not want him? Can I be someone that for over 30 years filtered through life and never have been here? I came to a land that I do not belong!
The NH Supreme Court covered up a case of criminal acts by judge Peter Fauver presented by a citizen. No one cares because the news media and government have stereo typed this U.S. Marine a lunatic. Government officials and the news, violating the one document (Our Constitution) by harming a citizens character to stop any public awareness to these criminal acts They are doing this with the Courts protection.
The people should be outraged. I have volunteered every day in some way to help others since coming home over thirty years ago. I do it for you the American People. Do you not believe that this 100% disabled United States Marine has the right to stand in front of the NH Supreme Court and lay out the criminal acts of Judge Peter Fauver. I gain nothing out of this except to full fill my obligation as a U.S. citizen. Can we ever be so sick of life that the U.S. no longer matters? WE have NH elementary students giving their class money to WWII Veterans so they can travel to DC to witness the memorial. Nine percent of these same children will some day serve in our military, for what? To come home to a place that is Sick of US… I am a 100% lunatic that cares about you.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Where do I want to go 6-26-09

2009-06-26T05:47:00.000-07:00

Where do I want to go 6-26-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Confused, suicidal-where do I want to go? I am a no-body caught in a world that just does not make sense. You endure the pain of your disabilities but people do not believe you are disabled because you do not show it. VA health care is to help Veterans back in the world but the politicians can cut you off to stop your opinion letters. Government officials use the law and courts to control people that do not obey their demands. The courts are used to enforce these demands legal or not unless one has enough money or public support to stop them. They are called the goody two shoes or the righteous ones. The moral perfect citizens until you look in their closets. The average citizen is to scared of loosing what they have to speak openly to stop this minority. Support is silent until it can benefit those trusted with the power of the people. Elaine and Ed Brown had the American dream until the law showed them not to speak to correct the wrongs in government. The newspapers inflame the public by denouncing the free sprit of the individual. All newspaper articles are now tainted to support those willing to control the majority with out mercy from an unnoticed way. The Marine in Loon NH that is praised for saving a cops life one day and sent to jail the next because some one with power did not like this Hero.
The pain in my back will become unbearable today as I volunteer to help others. My mind will wonder off to my alternate worlds as others see me as distant. The wave of a tree will bring back the boredom of the conflict and the hawk killing the pray will remind me of a time unacceptable to where I am. Shooting pains in my head will only be handled by the cover of a rock or wall so others do not have to be concerned. The bloody nose will end my day of volunteering because society will want to show pity.
Living in a world that does not make since. One day I am tied up at a camp fire deep in the bush only to kill and escape to save freedom. I come back to a land that gives me everything accept freedom. People question my not knowing anything because no one can grasp the idea of full amnesia. I volunteer to help others because that is what even in the Marine Corps believing everyone needed help was my passion. Helping the farmer in the Bush or the Marine with a dear John letter. Volunteering to help fix a childs bike or helping other Marines fix a 272 million dollar launch catapult.
I volunteered to help a Madbury family that the selectmen were using government powers to drive them out of town. Judge Peter Fauver criminally violated the Constitution to help the Madbury selectmen. The NH supreme court covered up the case when presented to them. The support that I get is overwhelming as long as these public citizens are not named. People are to afraid that what the government can do to a 100% disabled U.S. Marine illegally and get away with it will be far worse for them.
I have done nothing wrong. I have violated no laws. I volunteer to help. Can this be my punishment for coming home to a land that I do not belong. I must go volunteer now because pain is my way of stopping the depressed state of mind.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Getting Attention 6-25-09

2009-06-25T05:13:00.001-07:00

Getting Attention 6-25-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Newspapers like the Maine Portland Herald and others want to get new readers by giving away papers to get the new readers attention. May be if the editors from across the nation would print the unbiased truth no matter whom it hurt, the readers would come. Can any one understand that it is the people that matter. Private businesses are at the mercy of the people because we in an odd way control if you survive or not. A free source of information is the opinion of the people yet editors are compelled to edit and change what the people are saying to meet the papers point of view. The people care about the editors point but they also care about what is the truth about their communities, towns, state and country. A free nation is where the people can communicate freely about wrongs in government as a means of correcting the wrongs. Newspapers feel compelled to alter the truth to inflame the public to sell more papers. The people want the truth not hyped altered facts. Once the trust of the readers is gone the stereo type RAG will be the start of the end. A free newspaper may be nice but one must question if something is to good to be true. See there is that word again, TRUE.
I am a 100% disabled veteran that has my good days and bad. Suicide is something that I put aside everyday. It is odd because I have no memory of what my life was before the Marine Corps. I remember some things since and others as the entire day of yesterday I have no memory of. I can write letters as if I remember things but some facts are forgotten and others are retained by rereading past letters. I can have conversations with people as if nothing is wrong with me other times my mine retreats into it’s own world. I can not forget the long boring days of just waiting. The excitement of the mission being blown off the runway only to get right up to continue the mission. Braking my back for the safety of one of my men during an offensive. People want and need to read the truth because that is how understanding what we did it for comes alive. The people around you may be hurt if you commit the act but now I realize will I even be aware of others. People question my disabilities but can you walk in my shoes. The pride of when I killed to escape and get my M-16 back this civilized society continuously implies was an inhuman act. Can you the readers have even a chance to understand if our opinion is not published or God forbid edited to some other view. A view of some one that has never been there. Some one that never served in our Military.
The blogs and underground sites make it possible for me to volunteer my time to help a Madbury Family. The town selectmen use government powers to harm and retaliate against local residents they do not like. Judge Peter Fauver used the power of the courts to aid these selectmen in their criminal acts. The NH Supreme court covered up the case when presented to them. Is it inhuman for me to kill as a U.S. Marine for your freedom or is it inhuman for you to loose what so many over the history of the U.S. have given their lives for to be in VAIN?
Newspapers will not print the truth because opinion letters such as this one are from some one that once dreamed of what it must be like back here in the world! We scare the public because we did something that you can not, or want to try to believe.
We are the U.S. Military and we made it so the opinion of the people mattered
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Ask the Editors how they sleep. 6-24-09

2009-06-24T06:28:00.001-07:00

Ask the Editors how they sleep. 6-24-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
It is a game played with the lives of our U.S. Military. Politicians believe that it is their right to jeopardize the individual constitutional rights of the people if they can have more for themselves. Judges have become so powerful that to question authority is out of the realm. Editors believe so much they are a private business that they publish what they feel is in the best interest of the readers. Forget the ethical obligations and the unbiased truth. They tamper with the truth to hype up the story to increase the readership. Innocents no longer matters to the news or authority. Hang everyone freeing society from those that are not good enough in their eyes. Our children give up their lives fighting for what? So you back here can ridicule and shame us when we return. Editors refusing to print the unedited opinion of the people. U.S. Military Veterans opinion disregarded because it questions the very reason our military exists. You question our sanity but we became what we are because of what we did for the U.S. The major response on the phone and blogs to my letter about NH governor Lynch is to ask the editors how they can sleep? Ask the editors, not me.
Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal that is getting away with it because the NH Supreme Court covered it up. The Madbury NH selectmen are allowed to decide whom is good enough to live in their town. All others can be destroyed using government powers, sanctioned by the courts. The Governor Lynch can charge disabled Veterans money to speak with him and never meet. DO YOU HEAR WHAT I AM SAYING? The past NH election for state senate was fixed to help anyone else win other than me. Federal U.S. Rep Shea-Porter filed false police complaint to stop my opinion letter. She used her federal powers to have a VA Dr. attempt to lock me in a nut house. The VA after nothing else works stops my military health care. The news not only refuses to print my opinion and response to their articles they harm my character knowingly to limit public support. NH locks me up as a terrorist to stop my opinion letters.
I do not get mad or violate the law. I continue to respond in a peaceful manner trying to do what is right for the people of the United States of America. I volunteer so I receive no self gain. I do is so that the U.S. Military that give their lives is not in VAIN. It is not only the editors that should not be able to sleep it is every single United States Citizen. We have only one nation, lets keep it for the people.
Our U.S. Military give their lives to stop this very destructive act on foreign soil. Why do you allow the news to censor a 100% disabled Veteran speaking the truth?
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Open Letter NH Gov Lynch 6-23-09

2009-06-23T04:44:00.001-07:00

Open Letter NH Gov Lynch 6-23-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Lynch you charged me money two years ago to speak openly with you but we still have not met. To charge a voter money to speak with a public official is wrong but that is how important I believe our conversation would be. Do not feel as if you are out of the loop because newly elected State Senator Amanda Merrill stopped talking to me the day she was elected. All the Concord club members have stereo typed me a nut and only talk to me when I can benefit them in some way. You know the subject, it is wrongs in the NH government. Some people have told me that my letters and subject are repetitive. Any one individual can not have any Constitutional rights diminished. The Madbury selectmen used government powers to openly seek and get retaliation against local resident that the selectmen do not believe are good enough for Madbury NH. Judge Peter Fauver used the power of the court to criminally violate the Constitution. The NH Supreme Court when presented this case covered it up. It is the peoples obligation to bring up and correct the wrongs of our government.
I am a 100% service connected disabled Veteran. I have four separate disabilities three are combat related. I am one of the nine percent that join the U.S. Military to defend and protect our constitution for citizens like you that never serve. Your silent belief as the majority of society that we should not have come back alive is well felt by even todays returning military. The parades and jesters are a nice touch but the innuendos and attitude toward veterans returning is strongly felt by most if not all veterans. The rules of engagement dreamed up by politicians that never served limit our military in action. The prosecution and neglect of those that gave when we return mocks the false sentiment portrayed. Fifty some odd years after WWII veterans return, a bus is chartered to transport these heros to DC to see a memorial. You can not feel or understand what we went through and we can not explain it to you. Silence is the norm driven into returning veterans to limit the questions and innuendos civilized society stereo types us if we divulge our problems.
I served our nation and I am not good enough to speak with you?? The Newspapers censor my letters but my letters go out to over 2800 people. Judges, courts, police, politicians, newspapers and many more. Blogs across the nation publish my letters. The only people that do not care is the government officials that we the people trust with our rights. You can Google my name and read about this subject.
For you to deny me a public meeting is wrong and the newspapers should tell the people.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

People do not care.6-22-09

2009-06-22T05:28:00.001-07:00

People do not care.6-22-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
I am not going to knowingly KILL myself, so lets get that clear right off the bat. It does not matter any how? People do not care about anything except what is of immediate concern for their self interests. Newspapers no longer print the unbiased truth because they believe that they are a private business that can choose for them selves what the people want to read. Advertisers are putting in fewer ads so the newspapers are getting thinner believing less news means more profits. It is sort of like the U.S. has reached a turning point where the only chance for survival is to _ _ _ _. The NH governor charged me money to talk, but we never did. We live in a civilized society. People should want to talk to solve other problems and maybe your own self interest would be met. Police create charges and mock up social issues as in Epping where the man fired a rifle during his daughters graduation party. Dumb act that needs to be corrected for public safety but at what cost. Tens of thousands of dollars in prosecution to punish a man that did a stupid thing so police can look great on mocked up charges influencing public out rage. Selling newspapers with articles written with the truth in a bogus manner to make a profit rather that print the unbiased truth.
Ed Brown and his wife protest paying Taxes so the government teaches them a lesson using our laws. Years later the government brings more charges to highlight to the public, never question authority. Newspapers do not print the truth they tell what will sell more papers. The perfect example is Joe McQuaid editorial about Sharp-eyed readers lie in wait. Once the star of a free nation now the newspapers (a private business) mock the thoughts and concerns of the citizens that question. Newspapers no longer print the unbiased truth or publish the opinion of the people. The Brown family stood for the meaning of the U.S. Maybe they did it in the wrong way but losing everything is not enough keep them in prison for the rest of their lives. We have become a nation where communication has faltered to protect the powerful connected parties. The people protest silently by buying less papers. The advertising dwindles so the papers get thinner and eventually go bankrupt. The powerful parties now have control.
These thoughts are coming from the mind of someone that is not here. It is kind of like the Marine in loon that one week saved the life of a police officer and the next week a police officer that did not like this man harasses him. The Man whom lives in the world of combat and back here, you can not grasp. The newspapers persecute this man with bogus articles. The public sees a tainted picture and the law is made the hero. The public wants to be outraged at me. I have a great life, family and more but where am I?
The powerful do not want to communicate. The editors censor what this nut has to say. Volunteering has become my means to survival by helping others believing that there has to be an end to not knowing. You the public want to hear the truth but you can not get it. Self interest and self protection make you protest life in Iran rather than see the destruction of your very own nation. Newspapers praise sending Veterans to see the WWII monuments in DC rather than point out, not accepting those that come back to a place we do not belong. The editors refuse to inform the public that the governor charged a disabled veteran money to talk. Can death be the only solution?
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

To catch the eye. 6-18-09

2009-06-19T05:02:00.001-07:00

To catch the eye. 6-18-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Channel Seven News out of Boston is sitting in down town Durham NH for two days to interview Professor Collens about his child. Can there be nothing better to report on the news than an innocent man that made a dumb mistake? Every one is tired of hearing about Judge Fauver criminally violating the constitution to help the Madbury NH selectmen run local residents that they do not like out of Madbury. How would you feel if the selectmen did not like you? Can you imagine being run out of town. This happens to too many U.S. citizens. Police or government not liking someone and using government powers to destroy these peoples lives with the help of the news.
100% disabled U.S. Military Veteran Blows His Brains out in a Car, he did not notice that the lights had changed. Can you grasp the magnitude of the investigation that should happen? Will there ever be one because this U.S. Marine probably never came back from the Vietnam Conflict. I remember this song blaring over the Armed Forces Radio as the sniper bullet passed with in inches of my head. TAD to Vietnam twice to repair gear between my second and third convoys as an American Adviser. Why do I re-live this? Am I here or there? Maximum TAD hours seventy two, twice but the memory is as if it is now. I remember nothing but then like driving the car here is where I am. Do I exist now or then? Grasp the Magnitude of a 100% disabled veterans medical care being stopped to stop this veteran from writing opinion letters of government wrongs.
People every day tell me that no one can be a husband and wife so much in love with each other over 30 years and still be happy. My life if it is not fiction can not be true. The VA helps veterans, it is the law. Newspapers report the facts it is the ethical norm. People stand up to correct the wrongs done to others so it will not happen to them. We live in a society that the Constitution protects us against government wrongs to allow the people to control government. A 100% disabled veteran volunteers every day since seventy four to help others but is alienated by the very people that he helps. Can a society exist if I am not here? Did I come home to a place that will not accept us?
The news, (not just channel 7) (all news) would rather destroy a person by manipulating the facts (not violating the truth factor) to inflame the public even if the person is innocent. Then other times if the facts will correct the wrongs in government if they harm a person with a good reputation (power) the news will not even investigate. The NH Supreme Court covered up the Madbury case to protect the monopoly of power over the people. The facts exist in public record. An innocent U.S. Marine is put in jail as a terrorist to stop opinion letters by police and gov officials miss using the power of government. Will this letter get me arrested again?
Ask your self do you really want someone so demented back here in the world (US)? What we do is try to bring peace and harmony to the world. You the people that are to scared or want a rich future never go but make rules and laws to prevent us from ever coming back if we have the chance. An American Advisor on Convoy with all unarmed foreigners with orders not to lock and load until in eminent danger of death. Do I really exist or am I that Killing Machine that the Marine Corps creates everyday out of your children?
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

I want 6 17-09

2009-06-17T05:37:00.000-07:00

I want 6 17-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Has our society become so safe that now the less fortunate, ignorant, mentally ill citizens can lose their freedom for the sake of others. The homeless man in Portsmouth NH arrested 153 times, why? Drinking in public, he is homeless. Homeless, sleeping on a park bench. Or the latest trespassing on the RR tracks. Should this man be put away on a habitual offenders law? UNH Professor arrested for leaving his child in the car. I know and do not like this person but should not we consider that maybe he was ignorant. He left his child in the car because the child was sleeping. The professor was only sitting a few feet away hoping to hear the child when he cried. Dump act but a crime? Can we label free speech a crime if the justice department can for see a threat with intent even if the author meant only to enlighten the public on government wrongs. The newspapers write articles to inflame the public to reduce the sympathy for the bad side of society. (Less fortunate) Has our society become safer or the birth of a society where Hitler wrote the program?
The pounding, throbbing pain in my head from my MC disabilities continuously over the past few day makes my left side of my face tingle and my eye closes involuntary. The tingling in my legs from the pain in my back limits my sleep. The difficulty in justifying (WHY) my actions in the reoccurring memory that just will not go away. The actions of people around me wanting my help but do not hear my words. Strangers willing to need and want me to help them never to remember my short time in their lives that a stranger gave. The NH government pointing the finger at me but refuses to respond to the government wrongs that are identified. Police (State and Local) disrupt the life of my family, friends and me to make the point the my actions are angering government officials. The local sheriff sent by judge Peter Fauver to inform that the opinion letters pointing out this judges criminal act can not be tolerated. Federal Rep Shea-Porter filing false criminal complaint to stop a U.S. citizens opinion letters. Shea-Porter using U.S. Marine Corps disabilities to harm another U.S. citizen. But she goes free to do it to others. The VA stopping a 100% disabled Veterans medical care to stop this veteran. The VA suicide hotline pushing this disabled veteran into suicide. This society has become safer for some but did this disabled U.S. Marine ever really come back? Does reality really exist in my world even if my world does not exist accept in my mind?
There is no points to my letters because no one hears my words. I am like the Marine (or any U.S. Military) laying in the benjo ditch waiting for the action to start. Will I be the one to die? Will that round eyed girl back in the (world) states ever get to meet me? Whom is she? The questions just ramble through your head, then it starts and you no longer care if you live or die. The mission takes over and your life is nothing except a machine to complete the mission to protect and defend our Constitution. You indiscriminately kill against the norm of a civilized society to make the U.S. citizens safe even for the less fortunate, ignorant, mentally ill or even the rich responsible because our society is based on a law that all must be treated equally. This is in some eyes a repetitive, rambling letter but as I lay here on the ground knowing that in this free society the opinion of the people is what matters. Dieing to end the torment of being a U.S. Marine might be the only solution to get out of here.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Letters from a Conflict 6-16-09

2009-06-16T05:32:00.001-07:00

Letters from a Conflict 6-16-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
There is an entire side of this civilized society that can understand and wants to read letters from Veterans. What more important aspect of a newspaper than the opinion from Veterans that gave for this nation. People believe that since I can write letters and fill these letters with facts over and over that my disabilities must be a fake. The News and others flagg or censor my opinion. The VA stopped my medical care and they are waiting to pounce on me as an example to the power of government to catch some one cheating this great nation where all have equal rights. I have not hidden anything from you or the government. I speak openly and freely about my life and what I do. I broke my back during a Vietnam Offensive. I have nerve damage in both ears from being blown off a runway during another Vietnam offensive. From a Traumatic Brain Injury right out of Parris Island I have no memory of any part of my life before boot camp. Every day since I came back my mind re-lives what and where I have been. Volunteering is the way that I choose to attempt to live in a society that can not accept people like me. Some people want to understand what it is like but society blocks the truth to protect it self from the atrocities of what we did. Veterans understand and want to read opinion that tells the truth but do not want to reveal the silent demons that they have hidden for so many years. Some Veterans opinion do not make since to you individually BUT?
Volunteering allowed me to learn how to survive in a society where reality makes no since. Helping others is how I made it in the Marine Corps and how coming back gave me a chance to see, what we did it over there for. I believe so much in this U.S. society that exposing publicly that Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal is the right thing to do. Fauver allowed the Madbury NH selectmen to use government power to seek and drive local residents they did not like out of their town. The NH Supreme Court covered the case up. NH elected officials and Federal officials would rather protect the legal empire than represent the values and responsibilities of the U.S. citizens constitutional rights and stop judicial miss conduct. Enduring the pain and discomfort from my disabilities is a small part to give for a nation that so many gave their lives for to help the U.S. to continue to exist. Communication is what a civilized society says is the way to solve problems (Not Violence). The NH governor charged me money to speak but never met with me. I have been shunned and ignored by all government officials. The news media censors my everything. The VA stopped my medical care.
When in a alternate world attempting suicide has been my goal to stop the mind from trying to accept reality. Reality makes not since. For anyone to ignore the words of a Veteran. Not just me. Any veteran because Veterans have done something for you that society just can not conceive the gravity of. Our letters may be in coherent to some but the words ring so true to those that have been there. Should the ones that kept your voice from being censored have their words censored just because this civilized society can not accept the atrocities that made us this way.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Vietnam Conflict 6-15-09

2009-06-15T07:09:00.000-07:00

Vietnam Conflict 6-15-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Some one wrote an opinion letter about the comparison of the Vietnam Conflict to the disgust and disgrace of the Iraq and Afghanistan wars. I wanted to answer it on the comment line of the computer but the words just would not come. My opinion over the years as I volunteer has been greatly formulated by my experiences during my tour. I left the U.S. with no memory from a car accident right out of Parris Island. An admin error sent me back to active duty and over seas with the memory of a child. There was nothing in my mind of where I was from or even any member of my family. I was seventeen and referred to as a U.S. Marine. I learned and worked to eventually become a Sgt on truck convoys deep into the bush of Thailand, Laos and Cambodia delivering surplus supplies to friendly camps. I was TAD twice to Vietnam by chopper to fix some Absorbers (brakes systems on the side of a runway to stop fighter jets) for less than seventy two hours each time. My mind was developed by the deadly experiences lived through each day to fight for a nation that only existed in my dreams. The base of my knowledge comes from a Marine Sgt with no memory other than of living in a world where killing is the norm for a nation someplace on the other side of the world that existed to me only in other peoples words.
I would read in the Stars and Stripes about protests and Politicians back in the States making decisions on how we did our job. I was an American Advisor on Convoy with orders not to lock and load until in eminent danger of death. Some one too scared to join the U.S. Military is telling us this? I was deep in the bush where I stopped the convoy at a friendly village for the night. I was taken by three, late that night from the village whom were the enemy. Tied up and taken to their camp site. I escaped and kill one to get my M-16 back. This boy that I killed could not have been but maybe ten years old. This was one of the proudest moments of my life at the time. I come back here to the world (US) only to have people not willing to give to defend their nation mock and despise me. I go out of my way to obey the law and volunteer to be accepted in a nation that does not want us. I learn about the Constitution and the reasons it was created. I stand as a U.S. Marine for a nation that was build on the pride of the people for the good of all the people equally with no exceptions.
The Madbury NH selectmen use government power to harm local residents that the selectmen do not want in their town. Judge Peter Fauver violates the constitution to aid these selectmen. The NH Supreme Court covers up this case when it is presented to them. The NH government and press go out of there way to stop me from making the facts public. My VA medical is stopped unless I stop my opinion letters. Some of your children will go off to Iraq or Afghanistan to fight for a belief. They will come home to a nation of people not willing to stand up for their own rights. These same people will write opinion that mocks The Vietnam, Iraq and Afghanistan jobs that we did to keep politicians that were to scared to serve (have a legacy impressive) was with our lives.
We are the Men and Women that fight for your freedom and you do not even appreciate it.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Children will Lose. 6-14-09

2009-06-14T05:05:00.001-07:00

Children will Lose. 6-14-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
A deep opinion of something no one wants to hear. A repetitive opinion of pain and anguish of a life that does not exist. Sympathy has nothing to do with it. Real life seems to exist, it just can not be found. A society that wants everything but does not want to follow the rules as others. Imagine talking and no one hears you. Just look and see if ones own mind can live in a society and never really be here. You the people do not need to hear about my TBI. Never knowing what it is like to be a child in NH growing up with brothers and a sister. One day getting off a plane and being spit on and called a baby killer to think how nice it is to finally be back in the world (US) and welcomed home. It is as if I have everything and can not get out of the benjo ditch in the bush. Was I really a U.S. Marine? Did I come back or read it in the Stars and Stripes?
I went to a graduation party and talked with a lot of people. My questions and participation the entire day were never responded to. My grown children and wife did as they wish never hearing what I was saying. I went to watch the baseball game to think if reality was here. Writing letters is something that I learned because the MC came out with an order that Marines had to write home once a month. I talked to people through the mail for thirty one months that I had no memory of. Writing letters became easy but remembering what I said never happen. Following orders was what I did because there was nothing else. The graduation party was like distance was coming between my mind and the reality of being a U.S. Marine. These children most if any will never serve in the military. All at this party have been accepted to college. My talking at the graduation party was like mist blowing in the air.
Killing is wrong but as I stand here watching this child fall to the ground pride overwhelms my mind. I wipe the bayonet off, pick up my M-16 trying to decide if going back to the camp fire and killing the other two or get the convoy moving again. I run through the darkness of the bush to the friendly village and silently wake the drivers to move the convoy. The deep opinion of a demented mind where is it. Can this be a repetitive letter or a letter in the mind of a Marine waiting to die in a benjo ditch?
The Veterans administration does not hear my complaints of illegal actions by them. State and Federal elected officials do not hear my words of criminal acts by judge Peter Fauver and others. The police State and local use harassment to silence my opinion violating what we are over here to prevent. Newspapers silence my opinion as if the U.S. Marine Corps is to be used and extinguished before coming home. The NH governor charges me money to talk with him but it does not happen. I am in a world that I do not belong.
Can the mind of a U.S. Marine be extinguished by the editors censoring what we really are? Marines are created to do a job and society can not accept that we exist. The children will lose because that is where Marines come from (Your Child)
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi

VA Justice 1012-09

2009-06-12T11:00:00.001-07:00

VA Justice 1012-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
U.S. Rep Shea-Porter was written about in the opinion page of the Concord Monitor newspaper today. This elected federal official is a self servicing, attention getter. She claims that her husband did 20 years in the AF so that qualifies her as a Veteran or Veteran representative because she knows what it is like. Granted the people that serve in the Military do earn awards and medals. Personally other than the Medal of Honor these medals and awards are deserved by every single U.S. Military personal. To award these 50 years after just does not make sense. If the military record qualifies you then it must be awarded. If it is not then the person in charge should be fired for not issuing it when requested. What or why would anyone want to expose their family to memories of war by hanging reminders on the wall. Shea-Porter filed false police criminal complaints to get me arrested to stop my opinion letters about her. Nothing was done to her. She then used my Military disabilities to attempt to stop my letters. The VA then stopped my medical care to as any reasonable person would see it to help Shea-Porter. Ask why the opinion letters telling the public are censored by the Newspapers to protect Shea-Porter?
Does the general public understand that our military even today give so that your rights under the constitution are not diminished. Should editors be allowed to censor or edit opinion letters telling the public of wrongs in government? If my telling the public that Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal for using the law to allow the Madbury NH selectmen to criminally violate the Constitution to harm other U.S. citizens he has legal recourse if what I say is not the truth. The Madbury selectmen have the same recourse if my words about them using government powers to discriminate against people that they want out of their Town. Should Governor Lynch be allowed to charge money to speak with him about NH. He did. Should NH officials be allowed to use the State and local police to attempt to scare and intimidate a citizen that uses Freedom of speech to expose wrongs in government? Should the editors be allowed to use the newspapers to stop the free voters choice by stopping the free flow of facts about candidates running?
The public may not like my repetitive letters but I volunteer to help people every day. I receive nothing for helping this Madbury family stop the Use of Government powers to run them out of Madbury NH. Helping to stop criminal government actions the officials will use every illegal act possible to stop you. I am a 100% disabled U.S. Marine and I will do everything legal with in my means to stop such criminal acts. Telling the truth about Shea-Porter should not be censored.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Freedom 6-11-09

2009-06-11T05:31:00.000-07:00

Freedom 6-11-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Freedom do we know the definition of this word? There is some one every day that questions my opinion. Never do the editors or the others question my facts because they are recorded in the NH Supreme Court records. They do question my medical disabilities once in awhile. Like my memory. I some times remember things, other times there is on memory of my wife or kids names. Sometimes I can recall events that happen other times there is no memory of what I did just a few seconds ago. My broken back is documented by way of x-rays and my loss of hearing from being blown off the runway is just fact by my medical records. PTSD well that is something that the government dreamed up. Since 74 when that Hippy Girl spit on me at the SF airport and called me a baby killer the civilized societies (condemning what we did) atrocities of my Marine Corps actions to survive signal me every day and night. They are memories that conflict with what is and what we did to keep our freedom.
Freedom to me is something that I believe that I earned, and we share it with a nation so peace has a chance. Freedom is allowing each individual to speak the truth and let other people know it. The truth may hurt people with good reputations but they are the ones that made their bed and must accept it. We have laws and rules to protect those less fortunate against government wrongs. People can not make up the truth to get even or damage someone. The truth is documented and if it is not the truth it is defined by the word lair. We have court action to stop such damaging people from hurting others by lairing. The people every day that comment about my opinion being repetitive must understand that this Madbury Family has been damaged by the courts and Madbury selectmen. Judge Peter Fauver used court powers to let the Madbury selectmen to discriminate by deciding whom may live and work in Madbury NH if the selectmen liked them. Can we a free nation with equal justice allow such a mockery of justice exist just because some one believes it is repetitive. The NH supreme court covered up the case to protect their monopoly over the people. Can you imagine a 100% disabled veteran believing so much in the people of the U.S. that he repeats these criminal acts to the people every day.
Freedom is a combat injured U.S. Marine losing his freedom for six months because the NH government must show the people whom is in charge. Freedom is a 100% disabled U.S. Marine losing his medical care because the government wants to demonstrate whom is in charge. Freedom is my allowing the government and police State and Local to harass my family and friends to stop free speech. Freedom is the peoples choice to stop such atrocities or accept them as a repetitive norm.
Freedom to me is when the newspapers are allowed to print the peoples opinion unedited to correct the wrongs in government.
We must ask We should have a government without newspapers or newspapers without a government, I should not hesitate a moment to prefer the latter. These are the words of Thomas Jefferson.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Gods wishes 6-10-09

2009-06-10T05:29:00.000-07:00

Gods wishes 6-10-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Can there be such a thing as GOD? For example yesterday someone responded to my letter with the caption LOONEY TUNE! I agree that there must be something wrong in my head. All my medical disabilities are Marine Corps related. Some are even combat related. There is a law to protect veterans requiring the VA to respond to complaints as requested by the veteran. I have in over 1000 complaints that requested that response in writing. Dr Potenza is the first response in writing. The letter told how the VA will still read my letters but not on a daily bases. Can the facts be that clear discrimination by the VA is accruing here? Can I have less rights than other veterans. The letter says that I have the right to go to the VA hospital out patient for services. I am a 100% disabled veteran that can not get treatment. Putting it in writing only makes a record to answer future questions if care was available. The records show one thing but reality is the care was not there. Reality is that this is not just about me. Reality is that this happens to many (even todays) veterans. Veterans are neglected or rejected because of some flaw or criminal act in the system. What about those veterans unable or unwilling to question the reality of what they are being told? Would GOD take the memory from a Marine in a benjo ditch and make this Marine dream of a land where the Constitution protects all citizens against government wrongs. Does a LOONEY TUNE have the right to think of GOD?
How can someone (A Disabled Marine) complain with written criminal accusations and be denied his guaranteed constitutional rights. The facts exist and are recorded in NH Supreme Court records. Retribution for my willingness to volunteer my time to help a Madbury NH family expose criminal acts by Judge Peter Fauver and the Madbury NH selectmen has been inflicted on me. The NH government has made the public believe that I am a LOONEY TUNE through the news media. The news media has interfered with a free election by censoring the facts and publishing articles that the truth is altered to defect the voters free choice. Would GOD protect a LOONEY TUNE?
NH, and even federal elected officials have taken a blind eye or criminally violated the Constitution themselves to cover up wrongs in our government. I have heard so many other Marines around me question if there was a GOD why would he create such a state as war. Can there really be a land where Equal Justice and rights exist in a document called the Constitution that we are here to protect and defend on foreign soil? Can this Benjo ditch be where if there is a GOD that I am to stay for eternity and create such a land in my head. With a letter like this one I must be a LOONEY TUNE!
Does a 100% service connected Disabled U.S. Marine have the right to have opinion letters telling the public about wrongs in government published. Can the opinion on the public no longer be necessary in a free society?
Live Free or Die
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper FI

Do Not give me Pity 6-9-09

2009-06-09T05:31:00.001-07:00

Do Not give me Pity 6-9-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
I do not need or want your pity. My life has been filled with adventures and life altering events that people like you can not even conceive as possible. My goal is to make life better for every U.S. citizen even you. My goal is to make this nation aware of the U.S. Military Veterans returning and being unknowingly discriminated against because society can not grasp the mental and physical changes that silently grow and some times dominate these men and women that gave everything for your freedom. Your comments of my crying because things are not going my way could not be further from the truth. I served as a U.S. Marine during the Vietnam Conflict. I survived with four life changing disabilities received at separate times. Since I have come back Volunteering every day to help others, allows me to accept being in a place that does not believe in what (We) did. I killed before remembering kissing my first round eyed girl. I came back with no memory of how to live in a civilized society because of my head injury. I drive big rigs, wire homes, built houses, wrote and published two books, and have been successful at these and many other adventures. I volunteer over thirty years teaching children different subjects in schools and other places. My goal is to give so life can be better for you and future generations.
Can you even grasp if this Madbury family was your family? I volunteered because these people that I did not know asked me for help. Judge Peter Fauver used the power of the courts to allow the Madbury NH selectmen to decide whom can live in there town and those they do not think are good enough. Our elected officials and the NH supreme court want to cover up this case. As a volunteer they can not stop me. My belief in the U.S. is so strong that I will not quit. No one wants to talk with me for fear the facts will become public. Governor Lynch charged me money to speak with him yet he will not meet. They stopped my VA medical to stop my free speech. Last night after 9:30 the VA suicide hot line harassed me on the phone to disrupt my life. If communication is a civilized society’s means of solving problems why will they not speak with me?
Using my freedom and medical conditions to control my exposing Fauver in his criminal acts can and will happen to you if it is allowed to continue. The best thing that could happen to me is my death. This way my being proud of taking other human lives will no longer stop society from not accepting us. My ordering other Marines under me in life altering and deathly situations will finally be over.
Dr Potenza sent me a registered letter yesterday because I do not answer his phone calls. This gives them documents for my records if this becomes public. I can not get medical care or pain medication but the government waste money on registered mail. I do not need your pity. What you need is to realize that the government has gone to far.
We (meaning U.S. Military Veterans) gave to protect and defend your rights under the Constitution that you are allowing so few to diminish. Pity has nothing to do with it. It is everyone’s obligation to see that Our Rights are not diminished in any way.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper

Another Day 6-8-09

2009-06-08T06:19:00.001-07:00

Another Day 6-8-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Can we go another day? I can go on writing about the criminal acts of the NH governor and Judge Peter Fauver but if no one wants to make the U.S. better by correcting the wrongs where do I go? There are some out there willing to tell me where they would like to see me go! Can we allow the Veterans administration to stop a service connected disabled veterans medical care to stop this veterans opinion letters? Think how bad it would be for your family if the local selectmen did not like you for some dumb reason. The selectmen using the trusted power of the people are allowed to remove or eliminate U.S. citizens that they do not want in their town. It would kind of be like a country that did not like Jews. We could have gas champers or mass graves where the local residents that the powerful do not like placed and buried. Or maybe we could brain wash the mindless citizens to carry bombs to blow up groups of people that do not believe the same as the ones in charge. Can time be running out?
Governor Lynch refuses to speak with me even though he took my money for just that reason. NH state senator Merrill spoke constantly with me when she was campaigning but now is a member of the Concord elite and no longer cares. You do not have to like what I am saying. The truth about judge Peter Fauver being a criminal is documented in the NH Supreme Court records which the SC covered up. The powerful are so afraid that the public will learn that violating the Constitution has become routine. Can we go another day allowing U.S. citizens rights to be violated to make the government more in control. The newspapers refuse to publish my letters because the truth will make the people aware of wrongs. The newspapers went so far as to criminally violate the trust of their readers by interfering with a free election. Can we go another day with newspapers censoring the opinion of the people.
Judge Fauver used court powers to allow the Madbury selectmen to criminally remove citizens that they did not like from their town. NH put me in jail because I volunteered my time to help other citizens (that I did not know) that called and asked me. The NH government, police and VA are trying to use my medical condition from servicing in the U.S. M.C. to get me to commit suicide. I will not kill my self for what is happening here. Coming close is something that happens when my other life takes over and escaping leaves no choice. Can we go another day with allowing citizens to be eliminated because they dare speak (piss off) against a government power enhanced (muscle) leader. If what I write about were not true many years ago legal action would have been taken to stop me. They do not want the public to learn the truth, so they use government powers to violate the Constitution to silence me. Can we go another day allowing one by one those that the government does not like be eliminated. Can we remember past such a state. Can we see as history is being made in other countries such a state being used. Can it be that such a state is growing in our owns yards because no one is willing to speak up. I can not blame you because I volunteer every day and I have not violated the law but what have they done to my family because I volunteer to help others against government wishes. Do you know why I ask that all my letters be sent to Dr Potenza of NH VAH? It is because this Dr I believe is capable of making life better for other returning U.S. Military. He may not have been there but he at least tries to learn. Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Veronica from Craigs list 6-5-09

2009-06-05T06:03:00.001-07:00

Veronica from Craigs list 6-5-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
I got an email from Veronica today. She read my letter on craigs list. Many thousands of people every day read my letters it is hard to understand why the newspapers do not publish them. Any way Veronica told me about her boy friend whom everyone believes is crazy because he served three tours in Iraq. This illustrates what I have been telling you all along. People believe that U.S. Military that return and are no longer in uniform should just fit into society. Veronica in her email to me indicated that she is a wonderful (unknowingly) person just like my wife. She may not understand but tolerates and hope that we last another day because there must be some good in us that just has not come out yet. It is our dark moments that are very seldom revealed to anyone in the present but are our ever lasting ghosts. This is why society just does not get it. Our rambling opinion from crazy repetitive unpublished letters escapes yours and our reality. In Veronica writing to me, understanding that some day citizens that have never been in country may some day accept U.S. Military veterans coming home.
I, was in a way lucky because my memory was taken from me before I left the U.S. from a traumatic brain injury. Learning how to survive and live as a Marine gave me a chance back here. I volunteer helping others every day. Like yesterday enduring the back pain and throbbing head pain until finally blood burst from my nose. Suicide is not my goal. Being on the government statistic of U.S. Military committing suicide does not interest me. Although the scare on my leg from last year when I jumped from a cliff to move on to a different place to achieve harmony is a reminder. I volunteer to make life better for others because it is the right thing to do. If dyeing in this fashion shames anyone it will not be the Military. My luck is that with three other disabilities from the MC learning how to survive back here as taken me on many adventures. Doing things others can even believe as possible. Helping others in situations where no one will go but silently aids society.
We (and I can put my self in this place) came back to a place that we do not belong. I believe in the U.S. as a place where the Constitution protected all the citizens equally. The NH supreme court covered up Judge Peter Fauver criminally violating this law. Fauver knowingly allowed the Madbury selectmen decide whom was good enough to live in Madbury NH. Those that were not good enough are driven out using the government powers illegally. I volunteer to help this family and our government put me in jail as a terrorist, took my money, VA medical care and much more. The Newspapers censor my opinion letters to protect their powerful friends. Some goody two shoes that read my letter mock them. Many in the public like Veronica see what is happening. Most stay silent because they are afraid of the power of government if helping me puts them on the bad list.
I thank everyone of you for and against what I am. Coming back alive was wrong because many better than I will never come home. I volunteer to show respect and honor so what they gave for will never be in VAIN!
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Absolute power corrupts 6-3-09

2009-06-03T05:51:00.001-07:00

Absolute power corrupts 6-3-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Another Mass politician is taken down on corruption charges. We in NH believe that this state is above this. Well guess what! We are not> Our political leaders and justice department use the trusted powers granted them by the people to inflict pain and suffering on those that they need to control. I read today another opinion letter in the paper about Shea-Porter and the great job that she is doing. The paper refuses to print conflicting opinion letters that tell the other side. Ask your self if so much corruption is going on why do the newspapers not report it until after the politician is out of office. It is because these trusted government officials are connections for the newspapers. These politicians while in office have so much control that no one dares speak against them until they no longer carry a big stick. Shea-Porter took office and the editors immediately started kissing her _ _ _. Shea-Porter filed false police reports to get me arrested, yet nothing is done to her. Shea-Porter used her federal trusted powers to have a VA Dr attempt to use my combat related disabilities to take my freedom. The VA stopped my medical care to help Shea-Porter stop my opinion letters. The newspapers and our elected officials do not care about the people, only those that can benefit their own jobs or life. It is not just Mass, right here in NH Governor Lynch charged me money to speak with him, yet we never meet. Can talking be the proper way in a civilized society?
The facts are public record of NH and the courts protecting Judge Peter Fauver in his criminal use of the Constitution to harm U. S. citizens. NH Supreme Court case 2003-0477. The NH supreme court covered up the case. Fauver allowed the Madbury selectmen to discriminate by using government powers to remove local residents that the selectmen did not believe were good enough to live in Madbury NH. I volunteer my time to help this family and my world is torn apart. I do not stop though. I continue to help this family against all odds because government powers can not be used to harm the voters that speak out on wrongs in government. Absolute power corrupts and as long as you the people refuse to tell the editors to print the truth our nation will continue to diminish. The newspapers have done such a good job of scaring the people about me that my right to run for NH state senate was tampered with. I scare people because my belief in the U.S. is so strong that I can not back down no matter what they do to me. I have but one life and that belongs to the United States of America.
Can this 100% disabled United State Marine be so bad that the NH governor will not even speak to me? Can I be so bad that allowing the VA to inflame my head pain, back pain and loss of reality to make me commit suicide is justifiable? Absolute power corrupts but death brings Absolute peace to U.S. Military returning to a nation that will not accept us because our political leaders pet projects are more important until election time. During the campaign praise the Veteran and promise the world then place us on the back burner until next election year.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Where does a U.S. Military Veteran GO! 6-2-09

2009-06-02T08:37:00.001-07:00

Where does a U.S. Military Veteran GO! 6-2-09
A copy to Dr Dan Potenza NH VAH
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Everyone wants to help, except those that label my letters as spam or repetitive. My letters are not spam because I do not just send them. My letters go to people that have the power and obligation to change the wrongs in government. My opinion goes to judges, lawyers, editors, government officials and more. The United States is our country and we must work to keep it free and equal justice for all. Everyone wants to help but no one does anything. Do not let politicians diminish our rights given by OUR Constitution.
The computer gives this 100% disabled veteran a way to inform the public of the wrongs, that judge Fauver is using court powers to create. A good family from Madbury NH asked me for help. I had never met this family before their phone call in 99. Can we the people allow rogue government officials to decide whom will be allowed to live in their community. People, this is discrimination and Fauver can not be allowed to inflict discrimination with his court rulings. The NH supreme court covered up the case to stop it from becoming public knowledge. You would think in this civilized society elected state officials would want to talk about this in a civilized manner. They not only refuse but use court and government powers to control and dictate that the little people must obey government orders. This is illegal. They (our government and judges) can not stop my writing opinion letters legally because they are true. No one wants to talk about it publicly. The governor took money from me for time to talk but he refuses to meet. I have a receipt. Our newly elected officials like Amanda Merrill NH State Senate was willing to talk while trying to get the vote but that stopped after elected. I have followed every legal procedure allowed by law. They have put me in jail, harassed my family and friends, took money and much more. They went so far as to stop my VA medical care for combat related disabilities. I volunteer my time to help this family. I gain nothing from helping the U.S. People, because the U.S. is ours not the governments.
I am confused. I honestly hope one of these times that I die in my attempts to end the memories of lonely ness and that I feel something for what this civilized society calls inhuman acts committed by me in the line of duty. I honestly feel like I am still there. I feel as if what I am doing does not make since. Why would a child be called a Sgt in the Marine Corps in charge of millions of dollars of equipment as an American Advisor on convoy deep in the bush. I had no memory of the U.S. I had no memory of anything because of Traumatic brain injury. What is happening to people back here according to what other Marines told me can not be. I feel like I escaped the homeless veteran scenario to be wrapped up in a conflict of rights. Dropped into a society with no memory to attempt to see how a Marine trained to kill would react when all is gone. This U.S. Marine has been alienated from speaking to the governor or any elected officials. Governor Lynch just tell me why? Why I came back alive? Why nothing makes any since to what the U.S. is suppose to be? I am a United States Marine that will respect the Constitution at all costs but I will not be violent against another U.S. Citizen. This is the United States of America where each individual comes before any government powers. Can you see why the homeless veteran or the returning veterans of today would rather commit suicide before being ridiculed in todays civilized society. I am asking for your help not your pity.
Peter Macdonald

Donations Please 6-1-09

2009-06-01T06:19:00.001-07:00

Donations Please 6-1-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Why am I here?? The largest newspaper in NH, front page asks donations to pay for a funeral. Give me a break. We all have bills. On the same front page donations are asked for, to help a Coe-Brown girl go to college because her mother died. She smoked, drank, burned rubber in the Coe-Brown school parking lot when picking her girls up from school. The paper made it seem cool burning rubber where children could get hurt, by writing it on the front page. The paper refuses to tell stories about homeless veterans or veterans being denied medical care because of lost records or to stop some veterans from writing opinion letters. Why am I here, are the words spoke in times of desperation or lonely ness either waiting for the engagement to start or as the conflict rages around you. These are the words most U.S. Military Veterans have asked themselves one time or another. Should these be the words a 100% combat related disabled veteran should be asking while trying to survive in the State of New Hampshire?
The news refuses to tell of NH elected officials charging money for a voter to speak with them or just refusing to speak. How about the news refusing to speak about how they wrote articles to sway the voters not to vote for one candidate by printing half truths. Then they refuse to print that candidates response opinion letters stating his platform. The news refuse to tell NH that the VA stopped my medical care to stop my opinion letters. I do not burn rubber in any school parking lot but I do volunteer every day to help others. Why am I here?
I like Dr Dan. He is my VA nut doctor. He is a person that cares about the people that he treats. The VA is using him to tamper with my medical care to show that the VA is treating me. Dr Dan called me this morning but? There is no answers. I collapsed a few minutes ago in the arms of my wife. My back gave out. I broke my back during a Vietnam Offensive this is one of my four disabilities. I asked for pain medication over a year ago. The VA refuses but does send me to a civilian DR, then sends me the bill for the visit and medication. The VA suicide hot line called me several times this past weekend. The VA is using manipulation to try to get me to commit suicide. Why am I here. Or better yet why did I come back to a civilized society that does not want us to come back.
This is the NH judicial branch demonstrating not to tell publicly that Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal. I volunteer to help a family that I do not even know because they called me and asked. Judge Fauver uses court powers to help the Madbury selectmen decide whom to allow to live in their town. The NH supreme court covers up the case. NH takes my freedom by putting me in jail as a terrorist then drops the charges after six months, four days before the trial to stop newspaper coverage. Federal Rep Shea-Porter files false police reports to take my freedom and worse and nothing is done to her but the police come down on me. Why am I here?
Every elected official, newspapers and people with power refuse to speak with me. The NH governor Lynch tells me on the street to call him to set an appointment to speak but he never answers. Why am I here? With out falsely portraying, ridiculing sympathy understand that I volunteer to help you, at no cost to you the U.S. people. Can you understand the question Why did I come back alive, why am I here?
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Home Less U.S. Military Veteran 5-31-09

2009-05-31T06:03:00.001-07:00

Home Less U.S. Military Veteran 5-31-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
People talk but do they really see? This homeless veteran that I met under a bridge on the NH seacoast yesterday profoundly entered my mind. A brief encounter with a person whom appeared down on his luck. My facts may not be perfect but my need to convey this to anyone willing to listen. Daily my mind goes back into a place reliving life as a U.S. Marine. I see the face of the child that I killed, but even more so is the deep empty space that surrounds me as I sit complacent with death in a benjo ditch asking (why are we here)? I came back to enter the civilized society (a place that I have no memory of) that soon will be threshed upon me is unwilling to accept my kind as I stepped off the plane. Today, here under the bridge, I soon learned is a U.S. Veteran from the Vietnam Conflict. He married his high school sweet heart in his final year of college. I believe he was ROTC but that may be an assumption. He was a LT in the Army. He did a thirteen month tour in Vietnam about 5 meters from the DMZ. His daughter was born while on his tour. He came back, with an honorable discharge getting a good job and living life to the fullest. A few years back after his second child was born he started seeing his wife as a VC on and off. One day he just left believing that he might hurt his wife unknowingly. He has traveled across the U.S. working on and off trying to understand. He carries an old picture of a young lady, being his wife as he remembers her the day he left. He still loves and cares about her but never over the years went any closer than to see her from a distance as he watched his children grow. He gave up everything for the safety of his family with out telling a soul about his visions. People see this man as a bum homeless on the street.
I shared my take out last meal with this man as we talked. He came to NH because one of his grandchildren was now living up here. It was a bit of travel from the Midwest (where his wife is) for this now aging veteran but he wanted to see his grand child and family from a distance. Forgetting why I went to the coast I gave this man my last five dollars and left to go the bank. When I returned this veteran was no where to be found. I remembered later while thinking of this Veteran that suicide was my goal on the coast that day. I have everything any one could want in life except a memory of my child hood. Here was a U.S. Military Veteran that gave everything up for the safety of his family. Stereo typed as a bum he watches from a distance the family and country that he loves. No one knows or will even try to understand the difficulties that take over the mind of our returning U.S. Military even from todays wars and conflicts.
Society and the VA talk about preventing suicide among veterans, but do they really see what a returning U.S. Military veteran is?
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Good changes 5-30-09

2009-05-30T05:33:00.001-07:00

Good changes 5-30-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
With the Web and Blogs, no opinion should be censored. People may disagree or think others opinion are a waste of time. That is your choice. At one time Hitler was believed-in by the people that followed him. This was their choice. As a lot of other people disagreed with Hitlers view and when he tried to take over the world was rightly stopped. Your opinion should not be cut because some one did not like it. Editors hate to see my letter each day. They censor it because they believe my opinion is not worth publishing for fear of pissing off the (right) people. Finding other means to get the word out as a nation we the people can celebrate. Newspapers are a form of communication to inform the public. When editors believe any persons opinion is not to their liking, as a private business they are free to censor it. This may be wrong but that is the price of freedom. The truth as I see it can be delayed but not stopped. The peoples opinion especially when it documents wrongs in government should never be censored. The web allows editors to let the people read and decide for themselves. You-any one individual may not like my words but they are honest and truthful. I volunteer so what I do is of no gain to my self or family. It is hard to believe someone would put his life, family and everything else on the line for his country. This is what our U.S. Military do every day that they serve. We are the people that defend and protect your freedom so people can tell editors that Good Changes are censoring opinion that is not liked by some.
Can you imagine having your medical care for combat related disabilities stopped as a weapon to stop your opinion? Are judges so above the law the NH supreme court is allowed to let a judge like Fauver violate the individual rights of U.S. citizens to benefit the power of the Madbury selectmen to dictate whom is good enough to live in their town. Do editors have the right to censor opinion of the public that exposes these wrongs in government because certain readers do not agree with this opinion. Was this not Hitlers view of domination by the third Reich? Can you imagine NH governor Lynch taking money from a 100% disabled veteran just to give this veteran the time to speak with this elected official? Then the governor never meets. Is not talk the civilized manner to correct the wrongs? Can you imagine the impact on a returning (even today) U.S. Military that this civilized society rejects even if the rejection is unintended but believed by the Veteran. Do we remember Hitlers impact on life.
I went to the seacoast yesterday to kill my self. It was the homeless man under the bridge that I shared my last meal and coffee with. He was a Vietnam Veteran lost in a society that he could not understand. Here was a person with nothing, willing to live homeless because he did not want to burden others with his memories. I gave the man my last five dollars and left. I forgot what I had gone to the seacoast for because of my memory lapse from my head injury TBI. I went to the bank to get money, but when I returned the Veteran was no where to be found. These are the people forgotten and left homeless Good Changes can and do hurt the most.
Why because we became veterans so Hitler could not grow here in the U.S.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Public Causes 5-29-09

2009-05-29T06:12:00.001-07:00

Public Causes 5-29-09
Please forward a copy of this letter to Dr Potenza at NH VAH and the newspapers around the US. You should send a copy to all politicians because the righteous ones are not allowed to survive in a communist state
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Concord Monitor censors public opinion letters from their blog. I write in response to a letter about no shows at memorial day parade and it is taken off the blog with no reason given. Granted my subject matter is one that no one wants to talk about but it is here. The paper prints a letter from David which ridicules and denounces U.S. Military Veterans which documents societies hidden agenda with our returning veterans. The newspapers and the public do not want to hear the truth. You have some mystical belief that your child going off to war will do the civilized acts and come home a hero. Truth be it, was is hell! You the public can not conceive that every moral, civilized fiber instilled since child birth is removed by the time you escape boot camp. We, the now veteran go far away and attempt to survive to keep you the people like David safe and free. The unlucky U.S. Military believe coming home alive is the best thing in the world only to realize once back silence and death are the only ways to be accepted. We become this way because the other side (enemy) do not play by your rules. The other side plays to win at all costs because they know returning to their dictators without victory, death will be better. The Concord Monitor as all the other newspapers censor this Veterans letters with the belief it is the right thing to do? Are the two sides (our country or theirs) different?
I have volunteered every day since coming back in seventy four, 100% disabled from the Vietnam Conflict. David as the other righteous do gooders believe we invaded Vietnam and destroyed it. We, the U.S. Military gave because your politicians (most whom never served) sent us to do a job. We lived and survived uncivilized, inhuman conditions to complete our mission only to be hampered by righteous politicians giving the enemy the advantage by restricting us to a civilized manner of war. We come home to be labeled baby killers and alienated from our communities because we are not the promising child that left. I was lucky finding volunteering made me feel whole again as I believed showing honor and respect to those that will never come back by helping other citizens have a better life.Lets talk about the comparison of Vietnam to what NH is doing to a 100% disabled veteran. Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal using the power of the court to dictate that the Madbury NH selectmen can dictate whom is good enough to live in their town. The NH supreme court covered up the case to retain their monopoly of power over the people. Our elected officials are so afraid of the power of the court they violate the law to stop my opinion letters. My freedom is taken as well as my VA medical care. Can you moral, righteous do gooders see the difference between Vietnam and here?
The Concord Monitor as well as every newspaper in the U.S. censor my letters. This U.S. Marine writes and talks about what NH and our State and Federal politicians are doing to me because freedom is what we gave for. The History of the United States of America is made up of those willing to give so you could be free and have equal justice for all. Every newspaper not just the CM must realize the importance of this public cause. Suicide or silence should not be our only way back.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Why People ask 5-27-09

2009-05-28T05:23:00.001-07:00

Why People ask 5-27-09
Send a copy of this letter to the newspapers, Dr Potenza at the NH VAH and VAOIG
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
A newspaper opinion letter today asked Why people did not attend the Memorial Day parades to say, thank you to the Veterans? I write letters everyday telling of criminal acts by the public and our elected officials against veterans. Where are the people? I wrote a stunning letter yesterday about the American Legion and VFW yet the people do not care. The VA stopped my medical care, no one cares. I write about homeless veterans on the street, or the ones being denied medical care because their records from service to this nation were lost. The newspapers stereo type my opinion as libelous so they are censored even though blogs across the world publish my letters every day. You can Google my name and all my letters will come up. The truth is a powerful weapon, but censorship by editors of the peoples opinion can destroy truth and a nation. Our elected officials would rather waste money replacing sand on beaches for political leverage than spend on a veteran. Suicide among veterans is caused by society not understanding what happens to a child that goes, only to return a U.S. Military veteran with the demented since of survival over correctness. The safe guards built from child birth to boot camp by our upbringing is completely removed by graduation from boot camp. A U.S. Marine is born for the primary purpose to Kill to protect and defend our Constitution. This society trains us, sends us to do a job and when we return prosecution or alienation is bestowed upon us for what we did. The truth is so upsetting that the newspapers censor it to protect the public from knowing the reality of war.
I am 100% disabled from four separate disabilities received during my tour in the USMC. From my head injury no memory of my life prior to my 31 month tour overseas exists. I came back to a nation (with no memory) that would rather spit on me and label me a baby killer rather than listen to my words. I have many times tried to kill my self but the flash in time ended just before it happen. Reality (if it exists) is that I came back to a place that can not accept us for what we became. Guilt ridden for coming back when so many better than I will never, volunteering became my reality. Every day since 74 helping others to try to show respect and honor so what so many have given in defense of the U.S from the beginning will not be in vain.
Volunteering to help a Madbury NH family I came across a judge (Peter Fauver) using court powers to harm local residents. Fauver use court powers to allow the Madbury selectmen to decide which local residents deserved to live in Madbury NH. The NH supreme court believes they are above the law so they refused to hear the case when presented to them. I am put in jail, my medical for combat related disabilities is stopped, and much worse to stop the U.S. citizens from hearing my words. The American Legion from Manchester NH booted me off the club property because Shea-Porter was coming to a picnic open to the public. Shea-Porter used my medical condition to try and harm me.
The Memorial Day parade is not for Veterans. This day is for politicians and the public to tell each other how much they care and are doing for the U.S. Military Veteran. The newspapers across the U.S. will censor this letter because the truth is the hardest thing to believe.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

VFW, American Legion 5-27-09

2009-05-27T06:02:00.001-07:00

VFW, American Legion 5-27-09
Send this letter to Dr Potenza of the NH VAH and the VA inspector general.
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Why has the American Legion and VFW alienated me from their veteran organizations? Across the United States people are becoming aware of my letters and asking to read them. Veterans Today Web Magazine has increased their scribers to over 86 thousand and they sometimes print my letters. Veterans Today lists me as a staff writer. I was invited in the beginning to have a web page on Veterans Today so Veterans across the U.S. could read my letters every day. That stopped after a few months and now I am blocked from the site except when notified that my new letter is being published. My letters touch home to so many that hopefully it helps all the people. There are the homeless and forgotten veterans just getting by, because of lack of medical care or understanding. There is the returning veteran even from the conflicts today that will some day lose it because of the silent war in their heads. I silently skated by in life happy and feeling as the luckiest person in the world for what I have. Believing volunteering every day was my reason for existence. Everyone that gave so that the U.S. could be free with equal justice for all my volunteering gave respect and honor so that giving their lives would not be in vain. I never talked with anyone about the memories that tormented me every day. Are the leaders of the American Legion and VFW so afraid of politicians that they would leave a member on the street with no cover because this U.S. Military Veteran dares openly correct the wrongs in government. Will my letters free all veterans to be understood and cared for?
Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal that violated the Constitution and law to intentionally harm other U.S. citizens. Fauver allowed with the power of the court the Madbury selectmen to drive local residents out of town that they did not like. The NH supreme court covered up the case presented and documented with facts. The NH supreme court covered up the case to protect their monopoly on power. I volunteer to help this family even though I am from a different town and did not know them. NH takes my freedom, family and friends and medical care to scare me, to stop me. I am a United States Marine and I believe in the Corps and the United States of America that I will give everything to keep her safe and free. I told Judge Fauver this in open court.
We have become such a politically correct country that the people are no longer a prime concern. The American Legion and VFW which are organizations made up of Veterans has become obsolete. Members show power but are an asset only to influence the political parties by numbers of members only for leadership influence. The American Legion and VFW raise money not to help other veterans in need. The money raised is to help children with college money or disabilities. It is used to party and the travel of leadership. Veterans are as with the politicians only helped when it can be to the advantage of the help-e.
Do you know why I can write a letter like this. I am a Sgt in the United States Marine Corps. I spoke honest with my men no matter what the outcome. I will speak honest with the people of New Hampshire and the United States of America because the consequences for not doing so can end this nation. Readers of my letters far exceed the Veterans Today numbers. The Politicians may not see me coming but I will be there.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

State of a Nation 5-26-09

2009-05-26T05:21:00.000-07:00

State of a Nation 5-26-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
I am a fifty seven year old person. Why do the memories of my days as a child in the Marine Corps never leave me? Why do I talk and no one hears me? Like yesterday many people that never responded to my opinion letters before responded to my Memorial day letter. Yet the editors and elected officials refuse to acknowledge that I even exist. Many, many people read my letters every day yet do they hear what I am saying? Can this be real? I am 100% disabled from my time in the MC. I am the luckiest person alive because I came back. I came back with no memory from a traumatic brain injury. I build and learned everything in my life since wakening up in a Military Hospital. The MC shipped me overseas with no memory at all. I did a thirty one month tour in and out of combat situations learning as I went. I kill before I remember kissing my first round eyed girl. I came back and learned to volunteer every day because I needed to give because many better men than I will never return, given their lives for your freedom. I came back with three more disabilities from separate missions only to have the VA stop my medical care to stop my opinion letters. The checks and balances in our system fail when elected officials control the power, yet no one hears me!
People tell me that in a civilized society people talk out their problems rather than use violence. Yet our elected officials charge me money to talk, they never talk to me! I ran for NH state senate this past election only to scare those in power so the election was fixed. Do I exist or am I still in that benjo ditch from long ago? I write about returning veterans being left out in the street because of failures in our system. No one hears my words but they do listens to them. The NH Supreme Court refused to hear a case presented to them by me that detailed and documented the criminal violations of our Laws and Constitution by judge Peter Fauver to intentionally harm U.S. citizens. Placing the facts in letters, by me made public so many times yet no one hears my words. My letters tell the people that a judge is a criminal getting away with crimes against the people would be criminal if not true. People cry about the state of the economy but no one hears the words documenting the criminal acts of the leaders spending the money.
I live in two worlds but does anyone hear my questions of reality. I many times have come back to realize death is near as the demons of my conflict, flash in my mind. Months ago I jumped off a cliff fully aware, with out the demons only to have the wind lift me to the top of a birch tree that safely lowered me to the ground. The scare on my upper leg has faded as the memory will soon.
I am a 17 year old U.S. Marine on convoy as an American Advisor deep in the bush. I crash land in a c-117 or catch a fighter jet doing 600 hundred knots with a tail hook. I am blown off a runway only to get up in time to catch the next pilot in need. Enemy mortar blows the out house that I just left and a sniper bullet passes with in inches of my head. These memories never leave can the people hear your child when they return from.
You the people back here can not see what is in a Veterans head but trying maybe you can hear. We gave to protect and defend our Constitution so that freedom existed and equal justice for all would continue. Save the nation by hearing the people.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Veteran response Memorial Day 5-25-09

2009-05-25T06:02:00.001-07:00

Veteran response Memorial Day 5-25-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
A day to remember those that gave their lives over the history of this nation as members of the U.S. Military in a war or conflict. Joe McQuaid writes a great editorial thanking those of the Salvation Army for their volunteer hours. What was Joe thinking? This lost perspective can be seen in all newspapers ethics these days not just the UL. The papers no longer want to inform the voters of what the people want and need to know. The editors believe (and it is true) that they are a private business and they can do as they wish. The near sighted might see it this way but in a free society it is the consumers that make the ultimate choice. I am a strong believer in volunteering. I have volunteered every single day since seventy four when I returned from a conflict. Memorial Day has become a day to celebrate and party without thinking of those that will never come home. It is as our society has become complacent with their responsibility to protect and defend our constitution. The U.S. society would rather let someone else stick their necks out verses risk anything themselves. Our children join the U.S. Military go off to fight and some come home to be called Veterans. You can not become a U.S. Military Veteran by joining the Salvation army.
The UL as all the newspapers in NH refuse to print my letters. I am a 100% disabled veteran. I regret every day that I came back alive. I have as many other veterans that returned tried to commit suicide many times. It is not what NH and the rest of the U.S. has done to me (as well done to many other veterans). The fact is that explaining even to the VA the ramifications of living in two worlds never ends. The belief that silence is necessary to protect the innocent society from dead reality is a myth. Silence of the demons is necessary because society can not grasp the reality of what we did. You label us baby killers yet you were unwilling to go. You lose our medical records so you can reject us from medical care for disabilities received defending your rights. You stop our medical care to stop us from writing opinion letters that the newspaper will censor anyway. Society is so complacent, the blind eye believes Memorial Day is for the veteran when it is so that society can rationalize their lack of understanding.
Memorial Day is to remember what they died for. If the newspapers refuse to print opinion letters that document Judge Peter Fauver criminally violating the constitution to harm other U.S. citizens. Fauver allowed the Madbury NH selectmen to use government powers to drive local residents out of town because the selectmen did not like these people. This is as bad as the UL writing articles adjusting the truth to sway the voters choice against me when I ran this past election for NH state senate. All the newspapers refused to print my opinion letters explaining my platform to inform the voters. The election was fixed. The editors believe that censoring my letters will silence this U.S. Marine. My letters are printed on blogs and goggles every day around the world. What Joe McQuaid did to the memory of Memorial day is as repulsive as the citizens of the U.S. shaming every U.S. Military Veteran by allowing so few to diminish what so many over the history of the United States of America gave their lives for. Respect and honor what these heros gave their lives for that is Thank You enough.
Our Constitution.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Send a copy to letters@unionleader.com plus a copy to Dr Dan Potenza at NH VAH

States Largest newspaper 5-24-09

2009-05-24T04:56:00.001-07:00

States Largest newspaper 5-24-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
The largest newspaper in NH does a great story on helping immigrants have better work, pay and benefits. These same newspapers refuse to print articles about disabled veterans being screwed by NH elected officials. The editors refuse to print articles telling how the VA stopped my medical care to stop my opinion letters. The NH government took my freedom for six months to stop my letters. The now NH governor charged me money to speak with him, but we never spoke. The news refuses to tell that the NH supreme court covered up Judge Peter Fauver using court powers to allow the Madbury NH selectmen to use government powers to drive local residents from their town. The list goes on but the reason that I can put this in writing is because they are all documented facts. Newspapers no longer print the truth they favor the largest most power group to aim their news to benefit. Illegal immigrants happens to be the most powerful group in the states these days. Forget the Veteran help the Immigrant!
I heard a story on how a veteran was refused medical care for service related injuries because the VA lost his medical file. The VA used this same excuse in seventy four on me. When I was in the military a friend whom was our unit clerk made me a copy of my medical file and told me to up date it every time that I transferred. I sent a copy each time to my family in NH. When the VA used this excuse on me, I just gave them a copy. After a couple times they approved my medical care. This same excuse is still used on todays returning veterans. These are the children that went of to keep you safe that our society cast to one side and favors helping immigrants first. My medical care was stopped last year as a show of the power our government has over the people.
The United States is celebrating memorial day but do you even listen to what is happening to returning U.S. Military even today. Granted some get the best care in the world but think of all the ones rejected because the VA would rather build a new building rather than help those that gave for your freedom. Think of your elected officials that will ignore a veteran asking for help because it is not to their political advantage. Think of the newspapers that would twist the truth in articles to harm a veteran running for state senate because disabled veterans drain the budget. Think of newspapers refusing to print a candidates opinion at election time that would inform the voters in a free election, but print letters approving other candidates. Celebrating memorial day in one hand and screwing veterans behind the scenes. This is the United States?
I am a 100% disabled veteran to stupid to stay silent. I believe the opinion of the people must be told because violence is the only alternative and that should never be necessary in a civilized society. Sorry I must go, in a short time my mind feels as thought the day will be spent in my alternative world trying to die. I must stay busy to defray the temptation. You should just talk about immigrants because they are more important than Veteran to our politicians. Veterans are a disposable item in the newspapers game plan. Censorship of a veteran letter documents this fact. Live Free or Die
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Memorial Day Veteran 5-23-09

2009-05-23T05:34:00.001-07:00

Memorial Day Veteran 5-23-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
My opinion is carried on more blogs across the U.S. yet editors across the U.S. censor these letters. More people read my letters than most newspapers have scribers. The Fact is that my letters only contain true facts exposing criminal acts in government. People are to afraid to speak up for fear of government retaliation if associated with my name. No one cares that the government department created to help veterans has criminally violated the law to stop my opinion. The Concord Monitor just blocked my letters from their blog. Someone on the NH Craigs list flaggs my opinion everyday. The newspapers went so far this past election to censor my opinion to stop my possible election to state office. These same newspapers had no trouble writing damming letters adjusting the truth to make my character appear bad. What do we send our U.S. Military to fight on foreign soil for if there is nothing back here to fight for. The Veterans Today blog censors most of my letters. Does any one care about the truth any more?
Memorial Day is to celebrate the dead that gave for our freedom. Memorial Day is where politicians take credit for proclaiming to help veterans only to finger us when the cameras stop rolling. No body wants to tell the NH supreme court that covering up criminal miss use of the constitution by Judge Peter Fauver can not be allowed. Fauver allowed the Madbury NH selectmen to use government powers for retaliation against local residents that the selectmen wanted out of Madbury. I volunteer my time to help this family and the courts and government come down on me to protect their monopoly on legal power. Can anything be more wrong than violating our Constitution for protecting the Dominance of power by the judicial branch of government? Can anything be more shameful to the Citizens we honor on Memorial Day than to see what they gave their lives for be diminished? Does not the writers of the Constitution describe the importance of the peoples opinion as one of the factors that Keeps America for the people.
I have four permanent disabilities from my time in the U.S.M.C. Three are Combat related. I to this day remember nothing of growing up before the Marine Corps from my head injury. I came back from the Vietnam Conflict with no memory of family, friends or the U.S. I have survived a lot of events in and out of combat situations than most of you could even conceive. The one part of my life that makes me the proudest is I did it as a United States Marine for the people that I respect and honor. I have not and will not violate the law or be violent. Our NH elected officials have charged me money to speak with them, yet they refuse to talk to me. My VA medical was stopped. In a civilized society people talk to correct the problems. Why will no one talk?
Ask if I paid to speak with the governor and elected officials, take a case to the NH supreme court, continues to put in writing by way of Opinion letters, why have I been ignored. Our newly elected officials like Amanda Merrill turned a deaf ear when elected. Shea-Porter uses here government power to harm me. Can the people survive?
This is Memorial Day and respecting and remembering what each hero gave their lives for as U.S. Military is more important than celebrating so politicians can get credit that they do not deserve.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Baby killers Free 5-22-09

2009-05-22T10:18:00.000-07:00

Baby killers Free 5-22-09
Send a copy of this letter to Dr Dan Potenza NH VAH please
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
The United States of America is our nation. We the people must protect and take care of our rights. To allow any one individual to be harmed by any government official or law can not be allowed to happen. Our elected officials refuse to discuss the situation. The Newspapers censor the truth. The federal government stopped my VA medical for combat related disabilities to stop my opinion letters. The truth is that no one cares unless the situation is effecting your family. My opinion letter yesterday was about my vision of the Vietnam conflict that I lived through. Yes I have serious health and mental disabilities received while doing my duty as a U.S. Marine. I live in constant pain and in and out of delusional states of mind. If that is what you want to label my two worlds as? To accept that I do not belong is all in my head. How do you chose between being proud of sticking a bayonet in a child to get your M-16 back and escape, to living in a civilized society that has determined you to be a baby killer. The truth is the waving of the flags on holidays and the talk of how to help our U.S. Military come back is delusional. Society can not accept that we are no longer the child that left. Society can not under stand or even wants to understand what is in our head. Can you accept the facts of life starting at 17 as a U.S. Marine because of a head injury taking your memory. The world of a 17 year old living in and out of a conflict never knowing what it is like back here in the U.S. Writing letters to family members and friends whom you do not know but they know you. Feelings of joy stepping off the plane in the U.S. for the first time. Proud of a ladies words baby killer as she welcomes you home because you have no memory of what the U.S. is! We give our childhood so that you can be Free and feel Safe.
Volunteering to help others every day since I came back is my way of respecting those that will never come back from the many wars and conflicts. I have asked the NH governor to talk with me. He even granted my request if I paid him. I did pay but we never talked. Talking is a civilized societies desired way of solving problems. NH U.S. Rep Shea-Porter does not talk. She files false police complaints to get this disabled veteran to stop writing opinion letters. She uses federal powers to have doctors lock me up. Then my VA medical is stopped. Is this the United States of America?
If I falsely in public tell the U.S. that Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal because he knowingly used the power of the court to discriminate and harm other U.S. citizens falsely then I would be arrested and they could stop me. They do not because the truth will come out if they even talk with me publicly. The NH supreme court refuse to hear the case when it was presented to them. A cover up by the people (Supreme Court) whom have the sole job of protecting our constitution rights from being violated by government officials. The newspapers whom were given constitutional protection not for themselves but so the truth could be free exchanged censors my letters. The news censors the facts going against everything the United States of America stands for.
My wife last night told me that my memory of what I have done happen a long time ago and I have never mentioned it until the Madbury case. I was silent until now but it has been with me every second of every day since coming back. The United States is our nation and if my talk will bring her back lets talk and be as a civilized society does?
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
PS A phone call from the NC VA just called me to tell me that they would have nothing to do with my letter. The VA was created to serve the U.S. Military Veteran. Any VA government worker that will disregard a 100% disabled Veteran that is straight out calling the VA for miss use and criminal violation of the Veteran’s rights must be fired (dismissed) immediately.

Memorial Day 5-21-09 Send a copy to Dr Dan Potenza NH VAH

2009-05-21T05:18:00.001-07:00

Memorial Day 5-21-09 Send a copy to Dr Dan Potenza NH VAH
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03024 603-659-6217
Is life real? I read in the paper today about a new Play called Letters. The description highlights how people will get the feeling of the U.S. Military writing these letters. The lonely ness, separation, complacency with life and death as a daily ingrown part of our permanent mental image of where we are. Erasing the memories that haunt you in untimely, daily flashes at the most inconvenient moment. The conflict of what we did! To the unacceptable description from the people that have never been there qualifying our actions as despicable and uncivilized. Our youthful development of the desire to give to a nation that we call home through deplorable, inconceivable conditions and events that society can not believe ever could or did happen. The need and want to come back to a world “nation” that can not and will not accept us for what we did. A nation that we gave everything for that we no longer belong. We lose our families, friends, jobs, place in society to become that loser that at one time had great potential. The homeless bum on the street (U.S. Military Veteran) accepts that keeping what we did, must be silenced to protect this innocent society from learning what they will never be able to accept. Can all this be real.
The funny thing is that I learned to write as a way to learn how to accept that I had no memory from a car accident right out of Parris Island. I left on a thirty one month tour over seas with no memory at all of life back here. I learned to write to keep in touch with people that I had no memory of ever seeing before never mind family that I lived with or girls that I dated. The NH government put me in jail to stop my writing opinion letters under the Patriot Act. I have three more combat related disabilities from separate missions only to have the freedom that we gave for be publicly taken way. Society questions my mental state but accepts the criminal acts committed by our judicial and government personal to stop my letters. I question reality in most of my letters because to identify what is real has plagued me since waking up in a military uniform at 17 to kill the enemy only because? I accepted the deplorable condition and daily experiences with only to hope to one day see the nation other Marines talked about while waiting to die. Writing has become my way of silently telling society what is real only to find that reality does not exist in my world. Funny thing is that my letters are censored to keep society from learning the criminal acts of the people we trust.
I want to talk about all the other Veterans that this civilized society can not accept. The veteran returning today or the many of past, lost in a world that those that never served call home. A place that our reality, you can not perceive because it makes no since to others. The VA stopped my medical care and I write about it. It is the thousands of others that do not write that my case should highlight. These are the neglected, forgotten Veteran society believe that a play or a parade will bring us back. You say welcome with open arms only to watch our politicians turn their faces away if we ask.
Reality is that we should never have come back. The smart ones will always see the reality of war in their final memory. Those lucky enough to come back will use suicide to be accepted in a place that can not accept us. I have tried suicide only to be sent back to a society to learn to accept reality before my mission is complete.
We give to protect and defend our Constriction. Can you see my reality?
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Shea-Porter, Why respond 5-20-09

2009-05-20T05:38:00.001-07:00

Shea-Porter, Why respond 5-20-09
Send a copy to Dr Dan Potenza at the NH VAH and the VA inspector general
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Shea-Porter is a politician working for the NH Residents and the U.S. Can any one tell me why the newspapers print her articles and refuse to print responses when they tell the truth. Shea-Porter used her political influence to interferer with my service connected, combat related medical disabilities. I was injured four times while I served in the U.S. Marine Corps, three during separate offensives fighting for you the American people. Shea-Porter never served a day in her life for the U.S. Military. She will boost about how here husbands service makes her so well qualified in the subject. Shea-Porter boosts about ethics yet hers are so well camouflaged even a rat would have a hard time seeing. The newspapers treat her as if she is a spiritual awakening or something. The news is one sided to benefit her. Lets talk about how she can use a false police complaint to get me arrested, yet nothing is done when the complaint is proved to be false. Dover police complaint 7002-42. What has become of the U.S. ethics for the people.
Shea-Porter filed a false complaint with the VA using my medical condition to attempt to have me put in a nut house to stop my opinion letters. Here is a politician claiming to the U.S. people that she works for the veteran, yet the newspapers refuse to print a response. I served as a U.S. Marine. Yet the newspapers censor my words because they question the ethics of their princess. The VA then stops my medical care completely to help NH and Shea-Porter on their quest to stop my opinion letters. The VA after many, many months restarted my medical care but with an armed guard even in the examining room at all times. Now the VA gives me medical care and medication as long as I pay for it. They do have a VA psychologist Dr Dan Potenza whom is a very caring and professional doctor and I trust and like this person. The VA has used this person to build a bond with me so they can fix the books to demonstrate medical care is given. Dr Dan calls all the time yet I never answer the phone. I am caught between the need to understand where I am and the Need to Die for what I did for the United States of America.. We understand what Shea-Porter wants, but what about what she is?
People tell me they are tired of hearing about my questioning the criminal acts of judge Peter Fauver. The NH supreme court went so far as to cover up these criminal acts committed by Fauver. Fauver Miss Used the power of the court to inflict discrimination and many more crimes to harm a Madbury NH family. Everyone believes you must trust and support the courts. I believe in the U.S. and I believe it is my duty to stand up for the U.S. citizens rights no matter what. Should Shea-Porter be allowed to use the power of government it inflict pain and suffering on a 100% disabled veteran and the Newspapers censor the truth from the citizens this voucher represents. My words are kept silent because this U.S. Marine came back to a nation that he does not belong. I was trying to stop writing because my end is needed. Shea-Porter was published in many newspapers telling the people of her ethics. Her letter made me sick. You can censor my response but the people will hear because the rights of the people must come before this political princess. Even the VFW and American Legion place political image about this veteran right to live. Powerful words but the truth will stand for ever.
The truth is a powerful weapon but it can also be a very dangerous virus if hidden.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Peter takes time off 5-14-09

2009-05-14T12:46:00.001-07:00

Peter takes time off 5-14-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
People call me names and such (as a wanna be). People believe that I place my life and family on the line for some self motivation. People Flagg my letters or censor them to keep others from reading them and learning the truth. The NH government and courts use illegal and criminal tactics to stop me. Police use harassment to attempt to get me to violate the law so they can arrest me legally. I volunteer every day to help others with out concern for the pain or discomfort from my four permanent life changing disabilities received in the U.S. Marine Corps tour during the Vietnam Conflict. I have unsuccessfully attempted to end it many times since I returned in seventy four to a (World) U.S. that I do not belong. I have mental lapses that take me into a world that no one belongs and there is no answers. I jumped many months ago off a cliff only to be carried by the wind to the top of a birch tree that lowered me to the ground leaving a scare on my upper leg to mark the memory. The VA stops my medical care to stop me from writing opinion letters about the Criminal Judge Peter Fauver.
What happen to freedom of the press? What happen to the Constitution? Can anyone tell me why the NH supreme court would cover up Judge Fauver using court powers to allow the Madbury NH selectmen using government powers to drive people that they do not like out of town? Tell me what satisfaction the newspapers get out of refusing to inform its readers about the truth? Why would the newspapers want to protect criminal acts by Fauver and the NH government? The VA suicide hotline drives me to commit suicide with continuous phone calls. The VA sends me to out side doctors and then sends me the bill. The out side doctors give me medication and the VA makes me pay for it. We have laws and rules that the general public must follow but the judges and connected government officials do not have to obey.
My attempts to end it have failed. The police attempts to get me to violate the law have failed. The VA attempting to get me to commit suicide have failed. I can not shame the U.S. Military that every day since the start of the U.S. have given, just so that this nation would have equal treatment for all. Freedom is no more, where the people are deprived of the truth because a few want to cover it up. When the NH Supreme court can refuse to hear a case that spells out and documents Judge Fauver using judicial powers to allow discrimination and other more serious crimes of the Madbury NH selectmen some one must give at all costs to expose it. I lay here in this benjo ditch listening to the little feet silently move in the distance, while looking up at the sky wondering what the U.S. is like. There can be no answers, I tell my self if this is a dream and I am a wanna be. May be time off, can end it for all. This is the last letter for a few days or more.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Disabled Veteran 5-13-09

2009-05-13T04:51:00.001-07:00

Disabled Veteran 5-13-09
Please send a copy of this letter to Dan Potenza Doctor at the NH Veterans Hospital
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
New readers of my letters may have a few facts wrong. I am a high school drop out. At 17, I left home and became a U.S. Marine. Right out of boot camp there was a auto accident which I lost my complete memory for ever. Because of an admin error I was sent back to active duty with no memory at all. Spending the next 31 months over seas fighting for this nation. I came back in 74 seeing the U.S. for the first time that I can remember. I received three more life changing disabilities combat related before coming back to the world (US). I volunteer every day since coming back and that is how in 1999 I met the family in Madbury NH. They read a letter of mine in the paper and called to ask if I could help them. With out hesitation I went to talk with this family. It was a zoning issue. The Madbury NH selectmen admitted in public that they were using government powers to run this family out of town because one of the selectmen did not like them. Judge Peter Fauver under a little used NH law appointed me as their attorney. WE proved with documents, facts and witnesses which in any reasonable persons mind the criminal acts committed by Madbury beyond any doubt. Judge Fauver knowingly and with intent to harm used the court powers in a discriminatory manner to protect the selectmen and the illegal acts. The NH supreme court refused to hear the case presented to them because it spelled out with no doubt that Judge Fauver was a criminal. The High court in NH could not let a high school drop out prove that the NH judicial system needed to correct the wrongs of discrimination and abuse of power. These facts have been stated and documented in court records this is why I can openly write them with out fear of libel. NH is acting in a Hitler like manner and the people are to scared to react openly.
The NH courts and government violated the Constitution in their attempt to stop my informing the public by opinion letters. They use the State and local police to harass my friends, family and me. Fauver uses the local sheriff to for this harassment. The governor charges me money to talk but we never do. The terrorist charges under the Patriot act were used to attempt to demonstrate the power of government. Four days before the trial the charges were dropped after 6 months loss of freedom. The newspapers refuse to print the facts or my opinion letters. The News went so far that during this past election they printed articles bending the facts to destroy my election chances. A Mr. Pingree in todays paper writes about how someone comparing Obama to Hitler may be wrong because Hitlers tactics can not be used in the U.S. The people of NH take a blind eye because of Newspaper censor ship. Censorship is coming to a close because of people like the NH Free Press and now a Calif. Writer named Bobby Florentz. The movement to take the United States back is coming alive. There is to much crime and corruption in the government not to correct it now.
I am a 100% disabled U.S. Marine that volunteers every day to help others. I do this to make the United States better for all in the future. I do this to show respect for those U.S. Military that will never get to enjoy the freedom that the public take for granted. My letters are a way of hoping any one that reads them will help bring this nation back to the reason it was created. Equal justice for all.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Veterans Today Staff Writer 5-12-09

2009-05-12T05:20:00.001-07:00

Veterans Today Staff Writer 5-12-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
I have been a staff writer for the Veterans Today Blog for awhile now. My page is banned from there site but every once in awhile they print my letters. I hold dear to my heart the welfare of every U.S. Military, Past Present and Future with my every word. I care about the U.S. citizens and our rights guaranteed under the Constitution. I am simply amazed at the number of people across the U.S. that read my letters every day as if this nobody has the right to say anything. I openly talk about my plight with memory that never leaves me. My openness never would have happen if I did not volunteer every day helping others. Helping this one Madbury NH family with a zoning issue is what sharpened my ability to be open. Being put in jail as a terrorist by the NH government to stop my opinion letters made me aware of the hardships placed on innocent U.S. citizens by people with to much power. The VA stopped my medical care for my service rated disabilities to help NH stop my opinion letters. Veterans Today writes about how it is now a daily routine for senator to read this site to learn about Veteran causes. It is not just Veterans Today that has banned me, every newspaper in the U.S. has banned my letters. My words are ringing across the U.S. any way.
My head injury left me with no memory of my life in the U.S. before the accident. I spent the next 31 months overseas as a U.S. Marine wondering what the U.S. was like. I now endure the pain in my head and back everyday volunteering hoping that it will cause my death. The articles in every newspaper talks about U.S. Military and Veterans committing suicide and ways to prevent it. You see over the years since 74 when I returned many times while in one of my other worlds I have attempted to do what many wish would happen to me. I have come close many times but seem to come back to this world and stop my actions. The one time that I remember that I did not come back in time the wind caught me and placed me on the top of a birch tree which lowered me to the ground safely before snapping. It was as if another Marine gave his life so that I can continue. It is like the torment and torture from the NH government is my incentive to teach the American People why it is not right for us to come home. The conflict of being proud of what we have done and what this civilized society taught us (and reminds us every day) what is correct, never come together. My plight with no memory of the U.S. prior to coming home left me to learn just how much silence is necessary to exist in a place that can not accept us. Silence has driven me to be open and write harsh, honest letters of what is necessary to you, the American people understanding that you will never conceive why we are proud of the atrocities of what we did.
I write the truth of the criminal acts of Judge Peter Fauver. The discrimination that the Madbury NH selectmen use to run local residents out of Madbury. The cover up by the NH supreme court. The Constitutional crimes of the NH elected officials and VA officials to stop a U.S. citizen from writing opinion letters. My heart is with every U.S. Military, Past, Present, and Future because we give everything to protect and defend that what you have become complacent with as if you expect it will always be here to protect you. Constitution.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Suicide, Veteran, Call 5-11-09

2009-05-11T06:04:00.001-07:00

Suicide, Veteran, Call 5-11-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
The response from Veterans that the (VA does not care) letter was unreal. Veterans telling me how correct my letter is. The turmoil and neglect facing them each time they turn to the VA for help, medical or other wise. I did receive one letter that told how great the VA is to him. So I guess there is two sides to every story. The Concord Monitor Blog did provoke one Mr. Satire to respond to telling me that I should not drive. No concern about my medical care being neglected by the VA and our NH elected officials violating the Constitution to provoke my suicide. The scare on my leg (from the top of the birch tree) has faded to just a line to remind me each time that I see it how this U.S. Marine has failed to achieve the VA wishes of completing my death. Veterans for common since paper talks about how Veteran suicides are down for April. The Veterans Today blog zeros in on the Veterans problems but no one wants to cross the line to help veterans in need. No one can see the line drawn in most veterans heads (of veterans that have been there). Can a veteran live in two worlds and not be aware the effect this draining memory is doing to their lives? Can a veteran go into this alternative world and no one around him being aware of the content of this veteran? Society labels these human beings as losers and wasted potential. The NH governor extorts money from this veteran to talk but never does. Do disabled Veterans have anything to warrant us to drain money from the pockets of our politicians if it does not help the politicians image. If the response from other neglected veterans is so strong maybe the editors should think of telling their readers the truth of what Veterans are saying. My letters are harsh and true but so is the reality of our two worlds that you will never understand.
To use government powers to stop a disabled veteran from telling other U.S. citizens that judge Peter Fauver is a criminal does not make since. To stop a 100% disabled veterans medical care to cause suicide is outrageous. The NH supreme court covered up this case of the Madbury selectmen driving local residents they do not like out of Madbury using government powers. Fauver used discrimination to protect these crimes and the NH elected officials turn a blind eye because it is a disabled veteran that hopefully will commit suicide as a needed element to cover the crimes of the NH judicial and elected officials.
A writer from Calif just called me (Bobby something) he wants to write a story of the criminal acts being perpetrated on this disabled Veteran. I give my permission to this man and anyone else that wants to verify my facts. Call a Dr Dan Potenza at the NH VAH you have my permission to see my medical and any other records. At the NH Supreme court case 2003-0477. The facts in this case is so overwhelming it just does not make since why it continues. Criminal judges must be abolished.
If you read the cards correct, this U.S. Marines line was drawn in the benjo ditch that it looks like I never really got out of. Does reality really exist.
Veterans are children that become killing machines to protect that what those that never serve take for granted. Many veterans have responded to my letters with that untold fact of neglect. I do want to thank Dr Dan and the other staff of the VA you put the greatest care out but it is your senior staff that use political games to harm Veterans.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

VA does not care 5-10-09

2009-05-10T05:13:00.000-07:00

VA does not care 5-10-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
The VA officials have shown that they do not care about disabled veterans under their care. Public opinion letters detailing medical conditions being not only neglected but criminally dismissed. The VA has taken to openly in the public eye to not treat a veteran in need of medical care. This is a 100% disabled Veteran (service connected). If the VA officials are so bold to do this to one NH veteran think of all the returning U.S. Military today that are set aside because the VA officials just do not care. I send not only every letter that I write to the VA but local and federal elected officials, judges, newspapers and more. 2800 copies of my letter go out each day. The NH Craigs list has brought a great response from NH residents but the torture continues. The public is silent because it is not their concern. The thing is that if this is happening to me it can and will be someone you know or related to that fought for your freedom next. What NH and the VA have done to me, I can be open with you over. My life is over. There is nothing left here for me to be concerned with. The pain in my body and head can be so bad at times as I wrote about yesterday. Other U.S. Military Veterans are not in a position to enlighten the public to the criminal acts of the VA.
Public praise of U.S. Rep from NH Shea-Porter is so miss placed. She does not work to help Veterans. She strictly works to improve her public image. Shea-Porter to stop my opinion letters about the criminal acts committed by judge Peter Fauver used my VA medical conditions to stop me. She filed false police reports to stop my letters. The VA stopped my medical care to get on her good side. You the public do not want to hear about my problems because they are not yours. You cry publicly for veterans that commit suicide on paper but is it real. Think about the Madbury NH family that the selectmen do not like. The selectmen used government powers to run this family out of Madbury NH. Fauver used court powers to protect the selectmen use of discrimination to harm NH residents against the peace and dignity of the state. The NH supreme court covered up the case to protect the legal empire dominance over the people.
I volunteer every day to help people I have not violated the law or committed a violent act. Are You safe from government totalitarianism?
If the VA and NH can do this to me and you the public do nothing the consequences are beyond your ability to conceive. Freedom is not Free.
The day that I became a United States Marine this nation came first in my life and I will do nothing to dishonor her.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

That’s Better 5-9-09

2009-05-09T07:13:00.001-07:00

That’s Better 5-9-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Kathleen writes an opinion on we talk about the bad in society to much, lets talk about the better part. Anne writes about war crimes and how it is immoral to kill innocent civilians. The dramatic ends of two views of the world. Talking about the good in the world is always a good way to start off the day. Yesterday, for free mind you, I helped a friend with his self employment. He was short handed so I drove truck for him. I do have my commercial license. It started out that I was just going to hall two loads of sand while he used the heavy equipment to redo this mans driveway. The beautiful part of the job was watching the scenery as I drove back and forth to the pit. What a wonderful time it was when the left eye closed and my cheek began to quiver irately. I pulled the truck over and dreamed that I was in a box with no sides, just floating. After about an hour my eye opened the head pain stopped sending knife like stabs into my scalp. I believe it was about six loads that I completed that day.
Marines killing people in a war zone. Hostile forces use innocent people for cover to kill Marines. The goody two shoes complain because to protect freedom in our nation, so two shoes can complain with out fear of reprisal, people die. These children that become Marines are sent there by your politicians whom most have never served. The Marines are just doing what they are trained to do: Protect and defend our Constitution. Take orders. We (meaning U.S. Military Veterans) come home to be neglected and tossed aside by society. We are spit on, called baby killers and left to die on the street if we are lucky. U.S. Marines are created and we kill because it is what we are trained to do. The good part of being a Marine is when we drive the enemy out, the people left have less to be fearful off tyrants controlling their lives. Freedom Exists.
The good part of society back here in the world (US) is that we have the freedom to write about the wrongs in government. The good is also that people do not have to read the opinion if they do not appreciate the harm Judge Peter Fauver can do if he is allowed to continue to be a criminal on the lose. The good can be the diminishing of our constitution if we allow the NH supreme court to cover up crimes committed by judges to keep third domination in tack. This way selectmen like in Madbury NH can evict illegally local residents that the selectmen do not think are good enough for the elite community of Madbury NH. This is what is so good about freedom you can deprive a veteran of medical care and feel good about it. The VA stopped my medical care to stop my opinion letters. Our checks and balances are controlled by Fauver’s community elite.
Is not freedom wonderful
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Can words be wrong 5-7-09

2009-05-08T05:31:00.001-07:00

Can words be wrong 5-7-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
The newspapers refuse to print the opinion of the people. Can words be wrong? People in government refuse to speak with me. These same officials charge me money to talk with them but never do. Violence in a civilized society can not be the only alternative. The public should be outraged that communication has stopped between U.S. citizens and the government. The news is quick to print an opinion comparing Obama to Hitler but these same editors refuse to print the discrimination publicly enforced against this disabled veteran. The news is quick to print an opinion on (Wrong on guns) can this be portrayed as encouraging violence. Change in a civilized society will come it is just a matter of what form it will be started with. People that do not know me tell me that they are afraid of me. I have volunteered every day helping others since returning to the states in seventy four. People (even ones that I do not even know) ask me for help. I do not hesitate to volunteer my time to help. I have not violated the law. I have not been violent. I wrote a letter yesterday on discrimination that got the best response yet but the discrimination did not stop. People are hearing my words yet no one will step forward to help. Newspapers went out of their way to harm my character in the voters eye this past primary when I ran for state office yet they refused to print my response. Am I a crazy U.S. Marine caught in a bubble of time that the newspapers are jointly reinforcing. Can the only way to break the bubble is to end the nightmare of where I am. Can it be that newspaper ethics is no longer the truth or the opinion of the people?
I write the VA inspector general every day telling of crimes by VA officials. My letters are ignored. Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal that uses the power of the court to enforce government wrongs against the people. My VA medical was stopped to stop my opinion letters exposing Judge Fauver. The NH supreme court covered up the case when it was presented to them. The VA sends me to a civilian doctor for my service disabilities and then sends me a bill. Fauver and the NH Gov use the state and local police to intimidate me to commit suicide or violence. Fauver uses the local sheriff for Gusto tactics to scare me. Newspapers with their great code of ethics refuses to tell the public.
Am I a disabled Veteran? Did I actually come home. Reality has never been further from the truth. Everyone can not be wrong so it has to be me. I have been to hell and back but this time I can not find the road. I do not need medication or pity the end is the only solution where is it?
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

NH Senate-Discrimination 5-6-07

2009-05-07T06:03:00.001-07:00

NH Senate-Discrimination 5-6-07
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
It is discrimination when a citizen is put in jail as a terrorist to stop opinion letters labeling judges and government officials as criminals. It is discrimination when the NH Supreme Court covers up Judge Fauver using court powers to protect the Madbury NH selectmen using government powers to harm local residents. It is discrimination when Judge Fauver uses the local sheriff for personal Gusto tactics against U.S. citizens to stop exposing criminal acts by Fauver. It is discrimination when newspapers write articles harming a free election to stop the voters informed choice. People are worried that Sylvia Larson NH state senator is calling the gay marriage bill discriminatory. Not only is it discrimination to stop my VA medical care for combat related disabilities it is against the law. People are afraid to openly support me. I am a scary character because of my U.S. Marine Corps disabilities. Where does a disabled veteran go when it is the Government and the courts harming intentionally U.S. citizens. I volunteer every day just to accept that I do not belong here. People every day ask me for help as a local restaurant owner this morning to fix his antique can opener. Because NH declared me a terrorist the local schools have stopped asking me to volunteer with the children.
It is discrimination for NH governor Lynch to charge me money to have the right to speak one on one with him. He took my money and we still have not talked. Do you get the point. None of this can happen in the U.S. It is like the two books that I have written. My first book tells of my tour in the Marine Corps. People tell me that no one could live through and do what is in the book. Well the book is true. As is my second book of Judge Peter Fauver using court powers to illegally harm U.S. citizens. Our NH elected officials as Sylvia Larson, Amanda Merrill and all the others ignore me unless they need my volunteer help. They are hoping that I go away. When they need to distance them selves more or stop my opinion letters exposing government wrongs they use government and court powers to harm my family, friends and me.
I asked the VA for pain medication over six months ago for my head pain. The VA sent me to a civilian specialist and then sent me the bill. The nose doctor could not help my TBI because she did not understand Neurology. The VA I am sure is trying to have me commit suicide to stop me. I know the head and body pain from my disabilities some times gets so bad that death would be preferred. The VA suicide hotline haunts me and causes tension with my wife with their phone calls. What really tick my wife is when the VA hotline sends the police to harass us.
You want to talk about miss use of government powers and discrimination look at the U.S. Military left on the street with out care. Did I ever rally come back to the world (U.S.). You the people of the U.S. want the U.S. Military to protect and defend our Constitution but you are unwilling to stop our politicians from criminally violating every thing that we give for your freedom.
The people in the NH government and the courts are so afraid that if they publicly talk with me that the truth will be an open book. If we the people can not correct the wrongs of the NH supreme court and government officials what is left.
Discrimination is a harsh word but useless if allowed to continue.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC

U.S. Military Veteran Question 5-6-09

2009-05-06T05:17:00.001-07:00

U.S. Military Veteran Question 5-6-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Volunteering is something that is a part of my life. Taking a thank you is ok but a gift or any other compensation is taboo to me. Understanding that other people have to work to survive there is no problem with doing a job, beside and with paid employees. Actually is that not what a volunteer is, some one to ease the work load with out increasing the budget. Volunteering every day is my selfish way to show respect to those that did not come back alive. You can call it luck or any thing else but why? Men far better in character and education died and a no body like me is allowed to come back with no reason allowed.
Everything has come to me. My experiences in the Marine Corps and after, far exceed that what others can conceive. I got a beautiful, intelligent, financially and socially responsible wife that loves sex and is totally in love with me. I have three great daughters with college and now their masters degrees. I have built, wire, plumbed houses, operate heavy equipment and trucks, been a lawyer and many other things. I have written two published books, but I can not remember things. I am 100% disabled with four separate disabilities from the MC. One of my injuries is TBI, a head injury. I do not remember a thing before I left for my 31 month overseas tour in nineteen seventy. My thoughts of the world being as was over there always had me asking why? From the smallest event to killing, every thing was new to me in life. Then the MC tells me that I am no longer a Sgt and dumps me into the world (NH). Killing is taboo and no longer is it my place to order others to do jobs. Round eyed woman are all around. People laugh when I dive for cover from the sound of loud noises or subspecies of peoples motions even of others not with us. Every thing is different and no one could tell me why? Volunteering to help others in the MC taught me social skills and educated me with out other questioning my motives
I started college when I first got back because education during my tour kept me going. At UNH I learned how to volunteer in the local communities to learn about living in the U.S. Volunteering has allowed me to survive all these year trying to find the answer why? Many days I volunteer because I have that feeling as now. Coming back was a mistake, but how do I correct it. What I learned we fought for does not exist. What is reality? The obstacles in my world now question every thing that I learned. Judge Fauver is allowed to criminally violate the law. The NH supreme court covers up the crimes by Fauver. The NH government violates to constitution to stop my opinion letters versus protecting the people. The VA stops my medical care and pushes me to suicide. My attempts over the years question reality because they never succeed.
The pain in my head tells me it is time to go. I see the fatal eyes of that child as my bayonet drains his life. The world (U.S.) is a place that some day may be will accept me.
I will volunteer until the end because I came back alive with out reason. Volunteers are used freely.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

NECN Veteran Program 5-5-09

2009-05-05T06:13:00.001-07:00

NECN Veteran Program 5-5-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
I watched the NECN program on U.S. Military returning disabled. Believing that the subject would be a fictional account of what is real my thoughts were negative at the start. The program was informative and told the truth. The prospects and encouragement are there and people are becoming aware of the disabled U.S. Military veterans. I do not remember the names of the individuals Veterans in the show but each story took me deep in thought. Can this be real. I can identify with what they were saying from back in the seventies when I came home from a conflict. The program highlighted how well the system is improving but it left out the U.S. Military veterans that have the silent disability that eats in there mind until they become homeless, divorced or have lost the positive future to become a nothing that society look at as a loser or a criminal. Veterans helping veterans and politicians working for the good of veterans was a positive step. The problem is that politicians only work for those subjects that can improve their image in the public eye. These Veterans in the program needed and got the care that they needed and deserve but the ones lost in a VA system that just does not care is what I write about. NECN I praise you for your program but tell the other side.
My repetitive letters only anger the public. I get positive responses from most but here and there a negative one comes. The VA stopped my medical care for my four service connected disabilities, some being combat related. They stopped my medical to aid NH to get me to stop writing opinion letters about government wrongs. It is not just me, or me at all. It is the veterans lost on the street today or the ones in jail because those returning even today see society different than you that have never been there. NECN want to and try to but understanding dieing ever second of everyday until you become so complacent with it that it no longer concerns you. Killing others daily. Ignoring injured or dead Marines that you have lived and fought with until the mission is over. These are the mind altering memories that educated you as you lived like a pig, to protect freedom.
The opinion letter today about quit complaining and lets only talk about the good things in life, sums up the sixty love style that protested the Vietnam Conflict. These Veterans were lost in red tape and conflict in the VA. Lets not let the U.S. Military Veterans returning today get the same. Can it be repetitive for the news media to censor that the VA stopped a disabled veterans medical care. Can good news come from bad situations. We gave so that the Constitution could give equal treatment to every U.S. citizen. NH judge Peter Fauver is a criminal that violated the Constitution to intentionally harm other U.S. citizens. NH governor Lynch charged this disabled veteran money for the chance to talk with an elected official. We never talked because a disabled veteran is not good enough. The VA suicide hotline haunts me to commit suicide and the VA stopped my medical care. I have tried many times since I came back to kill my self, not for what NH is doing but because I do not belong back here. The one time that I did not come out of my flash back to not do it is the time I jumped off a cliff and a birch tree snagged my pant leg and lowered me to the ground. This letter is not about me it is about the NECN program. My facts just highlight the negative part of society that illustrate how veterans are miss treated by the U.S. people. NECN should listen because doing what we did will never make a good program although it is why you can be free to do any program that you wish. Innocent people die in war that is what freedom comes from.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi

Tom McDemott 5-05-09

2009-05-04T14:25:00.001-07:00

Tom McDemott 5-05-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
This is a return letter to Tom. I do hope that Tom does not mind that I am publishing this letter as one. I have never said to anyone that the world could not hear my words freely. I stand behind every thing that I say. First of all Tom, I want to thank you for dropping me a line. I want you to know it does not matter that you did not see a war zone. Any one that served deserves and gets my greatest respect. I understand there are people that want to feel as I do but you fail to understand that they can not. As I can not feel as they do. I did not experience being a tunnel rat, climbing a hill under fire, just because a superior wanted that hill. I only know what it is like to be the only person deep in the bush that speaks American on convoy as American Advisor. I only know what it is like to kill a child with a bayonet to get my M-16 back and escape. I know the lonely times of waiting to die and the joist times when that one beer a day is engulfed. I know what it is like to crash in a C-117 and having a sniper bullet pass with in inches of my head. I have jumped to my death only to safely land and move on. The problem is it that it does not a matter with these veterans moving on. Where do we move to? How do you get the memories out of you head every time some one in this civilized society question ethics of what the military has done. It is not a matter of waiting to obtain benefits. It is a matter of this civilized society curtails the benefits to obtain money to spend on their pet projects. Veterans are no longer needed so forget them, this is what happens.
The media does not want to tell the plight of veterans. What the media wants is to hype up news to make papers sell. Veterans feel a part of society. That is our point. You just do not get it. Our actions are something this civilized society can not accept. I am a baby killer. I launched and stopped aircraft that destroyed thousands of lives. I am proud of every thing that I did. Where do I go, when I do not belong?
It is not that the federal government does not enforce the laws as they pertain to veterans. You see we gave so that the Constitution could protect every citizens equally. That is the point. People have become so complacent with life that the Constitution is a worthless piece of paper. People have to understand that the homeless veteran on the street or the one in your home that can not forget, can not adjust, because you can not under stand what it is like to day after day year after year die every single day until life no longer matters. You can not see that taking life is as easy as eating mothers apple pie. You just do your job hoping the short calendar ends or life is over.
Your words mean a lot to me. You are a Veteran and I respect you. I did not believe in God in country. If there was a God there would not be war. I am not alone and I understand this. There are to many of me out there that this civilized society is neglecting. I do not care if they see me but seeing those Veterans returning today can not be aloud to receive the miss understandings of yesterday.
Thank you Tom for your letter. You are doing a great benefit to Veterans by trying to help those in need. My only joy will be when I am successful seeing the light.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

New Hampshire Look out 5-4-09

2009-05-04T05:04:00.000-07:00

New Hampshire Look out 5-4-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
People from across the U.S. are reading my letters. Political leaders in NH should start thinking about may be repaying me for the money they charged me to speak with them. It is called extortion. NH governor Lynch charged me money to speak with him, one on one about criminal acts committed by Judge Peter Fauver against the peace and dignity of the State of NH. It is against the law to charge any person to speak with an elected or government official. The newspapers should start thinking about publishing my opinion letters. It did NH officials no good to get my medical care for combat related disabilities stopped because my opinion letters continue. Censorship hurts all U.S. citizens even the credibility of the newspapers. The NH craigs list and the Concord Monitor blogs publish my letters and people are reading them. The web is making it so newspapers are only a link to communication. We the people can in seconds tell those connected to the web facts undistorted by the editors. The newspaper did a great job in distorting the truth to stop my bid for the NH state senate this past primary. The U.S. people will learn the truth even if the editors believe they control the word.
People like to flagg my letters but the importance of people reading them is confirmed in the response that I receive. I have lived a secret life in a different world since I came back. This is a common experience for U.S. Military returning. My case may be a little different because one of my four disabilities is TBI traumatic brain injury. I have no memory of any part of my life prior to the Marine Corps. I came back to a world the U.S. for the first time that I remember when I came home at 21. I did 31 months of my four year tour over seas. I learned silence and volunteering is the way to be accepted into this civilized society. The criminal acts of judge Fauver is what made me start speaking publicly about life. The NH supreme court was presented a case that documented and proof beyond any doubt of these crimes by Fauver and covered it up to protect their dominance over the people. I speak openly about it and the editors and NH government wage a war against my opinion becoming public.
The importance of my letters is the public is becoming aware of the silent demons that may lurk in the returning Veterans. Several mothers wrote me to tell me the difference in their child when they came back. One mother talks about her childs friend whom returned as a different person. She tells about how her sons goal is to enter the Marine Corps to fight for our nation. She is scared.
I would not wish what my tour in the MC was on anyone. I would not change a thing in my tour. I have lived and done things most if any will ever even conceive as possible. I am proud of everyone of my situations. My only grief is that I came back to a world (U.S.) that I do not belong. The importance of my letters is that they are making people aware of what the NH and U.S. government is doing to the peoples rights. My letters are also making people aware of unawareness of the understanding of the silent demons that linger in returning veterans until years later when they grow like a cancer and destroy a other wise promising life. My life is over as the NH government wants it to end. A line in the Union leader today (we stopped believing in tomorrow for the cheap thrill of today) tells why this civilized society dishonors the Veterans of past and present. People across the U.S. are reading and learning the truth.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Depression, Veteran, Suicide. 5-3-09

2009-05-03T05:26:00.001-07:00

Depression, Veteran, Suicide. 5-3-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Feelings are what make my words appear on the pagers. What are feelings? Defined as a capacity for emotions. The opinion page on the computer has many great points today. Inflaming the public. Is this not how newspapers hype up news to make people want to buy. The facts in the article may be correct but are they slanted in a non truth full way to hype up the story. Like the Nazis opinion tells of committing crimes against humanity. I get a kick out of, unborn rights opinion, or torture is illegal, immoral. Do you the public ever look at what is happening in NH and the U.S. Do you even care that U.S. Military Veterans are being neglected and cast aside. NECN did a great story on disabled Veterans living years in hospitals and being scared to come home. The story is a start but it still refuses to discuss the veteran coming home believing they are ok yet the seeds in the mind are growing destroying the veterans right to live in a civilized society. The news and the U.S. people want to understand but can not achieve the feeling of what it is to be one. A U.S. Military Veteran.
Drum out of your mind every aspect of social, moral, character instilled since birth by your up bring. Learn how to kill in every inhuman way possible and then live the actual education. Survive in living conditions that the most discussing human in the world wood be appalled by, for years. Most Veterans come home and set aside the memories and live. Others come home and that once bright future is lost in a world of crime or homelessness. Divorce and lonely ness, loss of job are factors that society labels as a loser. How can we be close to our children when we are scared of saying the wrong thing or doing the wrong thing. Society tells us someone with no emotions that kills back in the U.S. (world) belongs in prison. Does society define the guilt that we should feel until the confusion drums to the reminder of what we became. Have we become Nazis taking unborn rights because we are neglecting the Constitutional rights of others. Can torture by the people around us toward the veteran be correct?
You call my letters repetitive but do you hear my words. Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal that used the court illegally. The NH supreme court refused to hear the case that question the courts ethics. The NH government uses the police and prison to harm a disabled veteran to stop opinion letters. The VA uses a 100% disabled veterans medical care to stop opinion letters. U.S. Rep Shea-Porter files criminally false police complaints to put a veteran in jail to stop opinion letters. Shea-Porter contact the VA to put a veteran in the nut house to stop opinion letters. The Newspapers only publish letters and articles that praise Shea-Porter so where is the Humanity. People tell me that I need medication but is drugs to silence free speech what disabled veterans need? Is it not repetitive to drug the veteran that questions crimes against humanity and unborn rights that you will witness gone if you do not wake up and protect your rights.
The constant feeling of being there and questioning reality never leaves as if it is a repetitive opinion. The constant reminder that I do not belong haunts my ability to socialize and relate to the ones that I love and care. I am a normal human being in appearance but do you see that veteran in your family. I can put my feelings on these pages but where do belong. A Veterans dream when we are there is to some day come home but once we get here the lesson is learned that we came back to a place where society does not believe that we belong. Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Why Violence comes 5-2-09

2009-05-02T05:22:00.001-07:00

Why Violence comes 5-2-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Violence seems to be the only way to make people understand there is a situation that no one wants to see. Yaw all think that I am nuts and need medication for mental conditions. You fail to hear me when I tell you my VA medical care for disabilities obtained while serving in defense of the U.S. has been stopped. Citizens of the U.S. can not believe that the NH Supreme Court (SC) would and did violate the Constitution to intentionally harm U.S. citizens to protect their dominance. No body wants to step forward because of what the NH government is doing to a 100% disabled U.S. Marine to stop this Marine from writing opinion letters. I have in depth written about crimes by the NH government and Judge Peter Fauver. The news media censors my facts but my words are heard loud and clear across the U.S. Legally there is no way the NH government can stop me. People tell me that they are tired of hearing over and over the illegal acts the NH courts and government are committing against we the people. The situation is continuing every day against me so why should I not write and tell the public. I keep saying violence can not be necessary in a civilized society. We should be able to talk out situations in the U.S. Censor the public to kill the disabled Marine, situation solved.
President Obama gets my letters every day, just like John Lynch, NH governor. Obama does not believe the welfare of a disabled Marine is worth his time. Lynch charges me money to talk but refuses to meet. The NH SC covered up the case by refusing to hear it. Where does a 100% disabled U.S. Marine go when it is the country that he became disabled for, ostracizes him. My two worlds grow further apart but this civilized society believes silence by U.S. Military Veterans is the only way to protect the people back here in the U.S. (world) from what we did for you. Is not the main purpose of the SC to protect the peoples rights? How do you make people understand even a dumb ass Marine believes so much in the U.S. that the SC can not escape his willing ness to protect her. Yaw All complain about the problems plaguing our country but will do nothing to correct them. Did I ever come back? Can my existence be real? Did I fight so a Black Person could some day be President of the Nation that we all believe is home? Was violence used to correct the wrongs as our government grew? Can Violence be the only way to solve situations when the government refuses to listen to the people?
I read a letter today about Old War Horse. It is about how the Past governor is complaining about the present governor. You can say the same about this President doing the same as the last. He will leave the U.S. in worse condition than his predecessor because he refuses to correct the situation. Hearing the words of the people can and must be the way to solve situations. Violence can never be used, but seems to be the only way to make the elite society realize that the majority of the people under you, will only take so much. I will never use violence because I never really came home. I see the face every day of that child that I killed with a bayonet to remind me there must be a better way to make the situation be seen and corrected peacefully.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Old Veteran 5-1-09

2009-05-01T07:06:00.001-07:00

Old Veteran 5-1-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
I am just an old Fart, a Veteran that came home to attempt to under stand the demons acquired by youth and a belief in a nation to love. As most if not all Veterans, silence and control to keep the public from learning the harsh reality of what we do for their and our Freedom. Most Veterans get on with their lives as these demons relish in the memory only to be heard from less and less as the years go on. A child left home to become a member of the U.S. Military and some get educated with cruel, in human, uncivilized acts of life. We live like pigs and feel lucky just to be alive. We endure some of the most horrific non believable conditions and experiences, only to be unable to talk about them. If for some reason we do talk about our experiences we are not believed or referred to as baby killers or worse. We create death all around us and dreaming our end is near just to end reality so something is real. The contradiction of wanting to survive to live out our lives in a country where freedom is real. A country that secretly does not want us but at the same time praises us for what we have done. The image of politicians telling the public Veterans deserve our care but behind closed doors slash any money to carry out that care. We will end up old farts unable to contribute to their coffers of money so let the disabled veteran fade silently into the streets.
Reality is if we ask for help, it is considered a plead for pity. The consequences of the appearance to let out what we have become takes over in silence. People back here in the U.S. are just incapable of accepting the impossible. What idiot would stand in front of an F-4 doing 600 knots and stopping with in 15 feet of you. Whom would be stupid enough to toot a load M16 through the country side just to kill others or be killed himself because the enemy was quicker. Can it be socially acceptable to stick a bayonet in a child to silence that child for eternity? Do we push aside wounded or injured until the mission is complete before attempting to aid these fallen friends. Did we become killing machine incapable of emotion toward others for ever. Will those of us trying to fit into society learn to display false feelings to demonstrate we belong back here. Will the word pity be used as a catalyst to shame us to remain silent until we can be disposed of in a civilized social manner.
What idiot would believe in a document called the constitution and volunteer to help other U.S. citizens? Can people be so dumb to believe exposing the criminal act of Judge Peter Fauver would be accepted? Is any one so naive to believe that if a dumb ass U.S. Marine presented a case to the NH supreme court of criminal constitutional violations of the Constitution by a judge that the SC would protect the peoples rights.
I am proud of my service in the U.S. Marine Corps. I am proud that I volunteer every day to help others. I am proud of being put in jail as a terrorist for believing in our constitution so much that I am so dumb to present such a case to the NH Supreme Court. I will not be violent or violate the law but I will stand till my death if that is what it takes to represent those that have fallen, this respect not to let any one group diminish our Constitution in any way. Our children gave their lives for this Constitution.
The reality is this letter will be censored because it is the words of a U.S. Marine. I am just an old fart that society needs and wants to expel.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper FI

Response to question 4-30-09

2009-04-30T05:02:00.001-07:00

Response to question 4-30-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Does the Veterans Inspector General have to follow the law. I send this government dept my letters every single day. I receive the acknowledgement that they received it every single day. I ask for my answer in writing, it never comes. I send my letters to NH elected officials every single day only to get the police at my door every once in awhile to tell me to stop writing. The VA stops my medical care to stop my opinion letters. The NH officials use the police and Sheriffs dept to intimidate me to stop writing my letters. My letters clearly tell the U.S. people that Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal. That Fauver knowingly and with intent to harm individuals violated our highest law, the Constitution. The NH supreme court covered up the case. Capt Joe DiGregorio of the Strafford County Sheriff Dept while detaining me, tells me that it is illegal to call a sitting Judge a criminal. These are criminal offensives by the people that we trust to obey the law. A Free Stator is arrested and prosecuted for cruelty to animals over a dispute with a tenant, yet nothing is done to these protected government officials. I ran for NH State Senate last primary only to have the Newspapers kill me with bad articles and refuse to print my response. The news refused to publish my opinion letters telling the public my platform. I tried so hard to kill my self a few months ago by jumping off a really high ledge. The wind caught me as I fell and blew me to the top of a birch tree. The tree stuck in my pant leg and lowered me safely to the ground. My only marker to remember is the scare it left as the tree stuck in my upper leg.
I did not try to kill my self over these criminal acts by our trusted officials. Suicide by veterans is a growing problem that our government refuses to recognize because no one will listen to what the returning veteran says. No one can identify the two worlds that we (meaning Veterans) live in. Are our two worlds real (whom Knows)? Can we and do we hide what we are going through to try to be accepted into a world that we do not belong. Are we mental defects because sheltering our inabilities to come back works in our minds and you just to not see it. I have a memory problem, yet I can not forget. I am proud of what I have done as unbelievable as it is to conceive. This civilized society can only reinforces the fact that my acts were and are criminal acts. Surviving living like an animal in sub human conditions day after day to be proud of just does not make since.
The irony is that what we (meaning U.S. Military Veterans) did is to painful for the newspapers to publish as an opinion. How can a civilized society learn why we kill our selves when you refuse to accept that it is better for all of us if you just do not let us come home in the first place.
Censoring the words of Veterans keeps the facts in a newspaper pleasant to read. Learning the animals that we became makes since why the VIG covers up the needs of veterans and this civilized society just does not care. Do not even think that I am looking for pity. I am trying to tell you what no one wants to know or talk about, (Veterans.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Veterans in NH 4-29-09

2009-04-29T05:03:00.001-07:00

Veterans in NH 4-29-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
I sat in my car and cried yesterday. The overwhelming guilt of coming back alive when so many better than I did not. I helped people yesterday, volunteering in Alton and Rochester NH. On my way home I drove down Rt 125 in my Geo Metro convertible trying to make since out of the day. I went past the Lee circle and straight to a bar on Rt 125 in Epping. At the bar a young farmer from Kingston NH started a conversation with me about his girl friend in the hospital recovering from open heart surgery. His voice was in a tone that only a few intermitting words were in my range to hear. I lost most of my hearing being blown off the runway during my tour in the Marine Corps. The words that I did hear allowed me to understand and give some consoling words to encourage him but not elaborate on the social agenda. He noticed the words Marine Corps on my cap and asked if I served. I acknowledged that I had and he thanked me for my service as he exited the bar. Some one that I knew from past times at this bar then came in and sat next to me. He noticed something different about me and asked the question “What is up”. I then started to explain to this U.S. Military Veteran (friend) that it bothers me when someone thanks me for my service because I do not deserve it. I told him what I did for the U.S. during my Vietnam conflict tour does not even compare to those in the bush every day. I could not finish my second beer as the sharp pain in my head alerted me. The childs eyes as I pulled the bayonet out and he fell to the ground filled my head. I sat in the parking lot unable to start my car right off because of the tears running down my face. It was not guilt or emotions, coming back to a place that I do not belong made a U.S. Marine Cry.
It is like following the rules and laws back here does not matter. Judge Peter Fauver violated the Constitution to harm other U.S. citizens. The Madbury NH selectmen used the courts and government powers to drive local residents that they do not like out of their town. This family reads an opinion letter in the paper that I wrote and called me for help. I volunteer my time because it is the right then to do. NH violates the laws and constitution to stop me from exposing criminal government wrongs. The newspapers censor the public from learning the truth. The NH supreme court when presented the case covers up the criminal acts of Judge Fauver. I lose my medical care for combat related disabilities and my freedom unless I stop writing opinion letters. I lost all of my memory of the U.S. from one of my service disabilities. TBI. I came back to a nation that I do not remember or belong. I came back to a nation that thanks me with one hand and rejects me for returning with the other. What has happen that makes tears cloud my geo metro windshield /
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi

Diplomacys Merits 4-28-09

2009-04-28T05:11:00.000-07:00

Diplomacys Merits 4-28-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
My opinion tends to illustrate how the people just do not understand. One law for me, one law for the senators. The average citizen is handcuffed by our law makers because they want control. I personally am not for or against gay marriage. A union is a union if in a free world the parities involved want it. Freedom is not letting the government interferer with your right to be. We the people have diminished our rights by allowing those with power to deplete our rights to freedom. You are tired of my talking about Judge Peter Fauver committing criminal acts to harm this Madbury family. You are tired of my talking about my VA medical being stopped to stop my opinion letters. This is how they win. They slowly erode the little persons rights and slowly this scares the public from being willing to expose their existence to aid others. Laws that do not benefit the majority are laws that should not exist.
I have (as in the past) ask our NH elected officials for help. I honestly thought when our New NH senator Amanda Merrill got to Concord she would be some one that helped the people. You know I heard from her all the time during the election but not a word since. It is like a private society that tells the people one thing and does only what will benefit the concord society once they are in. Our biggest demise and advocate is the newspapers which for some reason protect the powerful with slanted news that strings the public along. What ever happen to reporting the unbiased facts no matter whom they exposed.
I ran for election this past primary only to have the newspapers refuse to print my response letters to their biased articles. It scares the elected and powerful government officials if I was to get elected. I would represent all the people with out hesitation to bring the U.S. back to the people. I would expose every wrong full act committed in our Capital to the people so the people can make a honest choice. It did not happen but I still write opinion letters. My letters are carried across the U.S. I have serious medical disabilities from my time servicing this nation. I do not let them deter me from doing what shows respect for those that gave everything over the history of this nation to protect and defend our constitution. These are the Boys and Girls that serve in our U.S. Military. You do not have to like me to realize that what my letters illustrate is the truth and the truth is what by your ignoring will some day destroy the nation you love.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Do you understand why 4-25-09

2009-04-27T10:26:00.000-07:00

Do you understand why 4-25-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
I volunteer, I have not violated the law, I do this all to make life better for the citizens of the U.S. Newspapers mock Veterans with their cartoon about U.S. military not being able to identify the difference between hostile combat and rejection from U.S. citizens if we come home. We meaning veterans have given, to keep you free and the humiliation and rejection when we return just does not cut it. I met a Marine yesterday that came back from the Vietnam Conflict in 66. He was describing to a twenty year old lawn care person about dieing every second of every day. The words rang so true, as the words I have used so many times before. Someone actually knew what I felt for so many years. The situations of every day life back here which people can not conceive that some one whom is pictured as a outstanding citizen, can show no emotions or feeling toward others in pain or pitiful times. This was a man whom had been in trouble many times since returning because survival instincts took control in social situations that society could not understand or accept. People can not understand why we stand or sit with our backs to a wall or solid object when possible. People can not know that survival is to, at all costs complete the mission and once this happens this veteran joins a club that he can never leave. We return to a place that we do not belong, but try to learn silence is the only way to be accepted in. Having your complete social up bringing whipped out at boot camp and replaced with the need to Kill is reinforced in your memory with the practice until it can not be diminished. One night you kill a child with a bayonet to get your M16 back and escape, or you take a piece of the enemies throat out in your hand as you choke him. You watch one of your men cut in half with a deck pennant that snaps as the F-4 hooks and you just toss the parts to the side until the mission is complete. Can people back here in the “world” US understand that child will never come home. I volunteer every day because for some strange reason better men than me will never come home and I owe them this respect to not let what they gave for to be in VAIN.
I have four life changing disabilities from different times during my tour. I have to be thank full for everything the U.S. has given me. I can not let the NH supreme court violate the constitution against the peace and dignity of the U.S. citizens. Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal. Law enforcement tells me it is a crime to tell others a judge is a criminal. The NH supreme court was presented with a case that documented and proved beyond any doubt the facts. The NH supreme court covered it up. No matter how many laws and constitutional rights the NH government and VA have violated to stop me they can not. I am a member of a club that at all costs places the United States of America first. I publicly speak about the NH judicial being in violation of the law. I do it to make life better for all you, U.S. citizens. I do it because your children as U.S. Military give everything they have to protect the very rights you are saying can be diminished because the NHSC is to big and strong a branch of government to correct their wrongs by a citizen. I volunteer to make America better for everyone equally.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Response to Veteran 4-24-09

2009-04-24T06:23:00.001-07:00

Response to Veteran 4-24-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
People respond to my letters every day. I want you to know that I read and respect every response good or bad. You All can say what you want but every thing I am doing is as a volunteer and for the good of the U.S. The problem is that the politicians commit crimes to stop me and the newspapers censor my words. I take each obstacle as a challenge because I believe the people of the U.S. are worth every effort no matter how uncomfortable or deadly it may be to me. People tell me all the time that I need medical help but they do not seem to read my words that the VA stopped my medical care. People tell me that I need medication but no one wants to listen. The VA now sends me to an out side doctor at my own expense and I have to pay for the medication. Money my family can not waste on such a wrong full expense. My head pain is great at the present time and my left eye is closing on its own but this letter is most important.
A response the other day told me to get over my memory of what I have done. I have four disabling injuries from my time in the Marine Corps. One is a serious head injury TBI which left me with no memory of my life before the MC. I have a loss of hearing in both ears and a broken back both are combat related. My newest is something called PTSD. I agree PTSD is a crook. It is a debilitating memory that we must learn to deal with on our own. I do not believe in medication unless it is when the pain in my head and body is so serious. I endure a lot of pain because I do not want to be doped up when this beautiful country is my domain. You see I am fitting in to a world that I should never have come back too. Through all the obstacles I have managed a great wife and daughters. With good management my wife has struggled to give us as a family a comfortable life. She and my daughters have tolerated my forgetting things including their names at times. I respect this gentlemen opinion but to forget the he-ll that so many endured for your freedom would be disrespectful to our U.S. Military (past and present). I volunteer so what so many over the history of the U.S. gave will not be in VAIN.
The NH supreme court covered up Judge Peter Fauver committing criminal acts in violation of our Constitution. Fauver used court powers to allow the Madbury selectmen to drive local resident they did not like out of Madbury NH. These citizens that I had never met read my zoning letter and asked for my help. I volunteer because it is the right thing to do to help other citizens in time of need. All the criminal acts committed by our government and courts to stop me, (such as taking my freedom, money, friends, family and medical care) has not deterred my opinion that this is the greatest nation in the world and we must protect her. I stand tall even as the NH supreme court (our protector of the people’s rights) violates our constitution to silence my exposing government wrongs.
Ask the newspapers and the government if one Marine can tolerate so much wrong against him but not waver in volunteering to do right for the people is this not what the United States of America is all about. The NH supreme court can not be allowed to violate the very laws and the reason they exist.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

In-ability to 4-22-09

2009-04-22T05:45:00.001-07:00

In-ability to 4-22-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
The NH newspapers refuse to print my letters and the Concord Monitor because one or two people complained refuses to post my comments on their letter page. What type of freedom do we have. Is only the opinion of the people we like or those opinions that are liked printed. Has this diverse society become limited to only the select. I have not harmed anyone or called anyone names. What I have done is tell the truth. The truth scares people but it stands on its own. The responses from other veterans living in hell because they can not get out of it. (the place our minds will not let us leave) encourages me. This is the importance of the opinion page. I noticed in the UL today a letter crediting Shea-Porter for helping Vets. My letter about the truth of what Shea-Porter does will be censored. Can our freedom of the press be allowed to limit the truth from the readers. I personally like Shea-Porter and I voted for her. That does not mean I will not tell the truth when she violates the rights of the people. My Shea-Porter letter appeared in the Veterans Today on the web. It called me the author as a staff writer. Can you imagine the people that are reading my words. The words of someone that has been there and can not come home. What I did over there and what I have done back here are sometimes unbelievable. The joke in the UL yesterday defined what our U.S. Military over there feel. Home is a place that we do not belong and a place that will never accept what we have become. The UL with its joke illustrated the very thoughts of veterans yet the editor is unaware of its meaning.
The people that complain about my letters tell me to get medical help. The VA stopped my medical care. You just do not seem to be convinced. The newspapers call my letters repetitive but my health is not. What our elected officials past and present have done not only to me but the lost forgotten veterans on the street. The Veterans coming home now and in the future can not be tolerated to be forgotten. Yesterday a lady talked in the opinion page of a paper about helping Uganda soldiers with U.S. money. This is the attitude of the people and our elected officials. Help only the situations that will give the most imagine building publicity. Wasted tax dollars that can be diverted to pet projects that will do nothing but drain the budget. Forget the U.S. Veteran when possible.
Yesterdays letter had dark moments in it. Veterans across the nation and beyond contacted me to tell me (what you that have not been there will never know). Because of my head injury when that lady spit on me the moment that I stepped off the plane on U.S. soil did not hit me for years. This was the start of a mirage of people praising veterans with one hand and giving us the finger when no one is looking. Yesterdays letter should be a wake up call for your child that is coming home now and in the future. You that are complaining about me what will you think when it is your child or relative that joins the military and comes home as one of us ( A Veteran that does not belong).
The NH newspapers may refuse to print my opinion but I am a U.S. Marine and our country the United States Of America will all ways come first. Our elected officials and public may not want us (Veterans). The In-Ability of our mental state gives you the upper hand but I will not give up even with my death.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Veteran Suicide Jokes 4-21-09

2009-04-21T06:24:00.001-07:00

Veteran Suicide Jokes 4-21-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
We all recognize that even today U.S. Military returning are not getting the care that they need. We realize that our Military are afraid to come home. The joke in todays paper “are we going to another country where we’re considered a threat. Yeah…home” highlights how we (Veteran) feel. You are tired of hearing my facts over and over. I have attempted to end it so many times in the thirty years that I have been back. Just a few months ago I jumped from forty foot high rocks to end it. A strong gust of wind blew me across to a birch tree where the top stuck in my pant leg. The tree as if it was bowing lowered me to the ground then it broke. I noticed the scare on my leg yesterday so I went back to see if it was true. I saw the top half of the birch tree pointing toward the ground at my missing keys. The letters that I write are repetitive as is my continuous memory of every day wittiness to what we did. Newspapers are afraid of scaring this civilized society to print this 100% disabled Veterans opinion. Returning U.S. Military today are being denied medical care and many homeless on the street. Do we all realize that the news media is censoring the call from veterans for help.
Leanna from NH in todays opinion writes how she would like to give to the Uganda soldiers. This is her right but what about all the U.S. Military over the years that this nation has ignored or left out in the cold because it did not fit a politicians pet projects. Many people praised my letter yesterday about Shea-Porter and her mirage of helping veterans. It is as if the majority of the U.S. Public believe that your rights will always be here. It is as if you do not see the need to protect your freedom. We are one nation in a large, corrupt world. Out of the many, many letters of support, there is always one telling me that my letters are repetitive. It can never be repetitive to expose Judge Peter Fauver using court powers to allow the Madbury NH selectmen to drive people that they do not like out of Madbury. The NH supreme court covered it up. It can never be allowed for the NH government and the VA to use a 100% combat related disabled veteran medical care to stop an opinion letter. People in NH and the U.S. would rather speak up and rally for the Uganda soldiers or others rather than speak for those that gave just so you would not feel the need. The Veterans administration has shut me out.
Yesterday my nose bust into a blood bath as my head pounded and my mind took me back to where I have been. The pain in my back increased as my movements got chaotic. Until my legs went numb and I came back laying on the floor. It is hard to hold a conversation with anyone because most of my hearing was left when I was blown off the runway. I do not want your pity or praise. I have no medical care.
I want you the people of the United States of America to realize that the veterans of today and tomorrow do not feel that we belong. Todays joke is a reality check to what those that gave for your freedom feel. It is like the “homeland memo warning about Vets”. Enjoy your freedom Leanna and the rest of you, because if you feel that it will always be here that it does not need you to protect it. Bye, Bye some day maybe the end will come.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Shea-Porter Response from Veteran 4-20-09

2009-04-20T04:48:00.001-07:00

Shea-Porter Response from Veteran 4-20-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
NH U.S. Rep Shea-Porter is pressuring the Pentagon for answers in the death of a Pennsylvania Soldier. Veterans back in the U.S. that returned from Wars and Conflicts are being denied help and she is fighting what our combat troops are doing. She wants answers. Let me give her an answer. Our children go through grueling training that completely wipes out their social up bringing. These children now U.S. Military go off to some foreign country, under the most life ending situations and set up base camps. The conditions mentally and physically are something somebody like Shea-Porter can never understand. Days that never end as the next one starts. Pressure to complete tasks that can not be met, under conditions unbearable to endure with every precaution to see that mistakes are not made. The military will investigate why and see that it does not happen again. Remember these are children only a few week earlier. People die in war. Some goody two shoes back here in the states is going to judge what our children do in combat. Reps like Shea-Porter is what screwed up our military in the Vietnam Conflict and they are doing the same today.
Right here in her home state Shea-Porter used a 100% disabled veterans medical condition to stop this veteran from writing opinion letters. She also filed a false police report to get this 100% disabled Veteran arrested to stop the opinion letter. Shortly after this 100% disabled Veterans VA medical was stopped. The newspapers refuse to print opinion letters that question Shea-Porters criminal acts. Shea-Porter knows that Judge Peter Fauver uses court powers to harm local residents in Shea-Porters district. Shea-porter knows that in her own district the Madbury selectmen use the courts to drive local residents that the selectmen want retaliation against out of their town. Shea-Porter is aware of Discrimination by Fauver and the Madbury selectmen and she does nothing. Right here in Shea-Porters own state Veterans are being neglected had denied medical care for combat related injuries and she neglects her job. If the head lines are not big enough Shea-Porter sees no reason to help constituents. Shea-Porter is to busy to worry about the people of NH.
Yes and by the way Shea-Porter will tell you that her husband served over twenty years in the Air Force so she has experience. Opinion letters are the words of the people of the United States of America. Opinion letters that question Shea-Porter are being censored by the newspapers, has to raise questions. I am that 100% disabled veteran that Shea-Porter tried to put in jail and got the VA to deny my medical care. May be if the newspapers in Shea-Porters home state printed opinion letters we could pressure her to help NH and stop harming the children that we send to foreign countries to do a job. Give Shea-Porter my name, address and phone #, this is the reason that I place it on my letters. I send her a copy any way so there can be no reason not to publish this letter.
Peter Macdonald

Blank Page 4-19-09

2009-04-19T07:46:00.001-07:00

Blank Page 4-19-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
The Concord NH Opera director believe the closing of any sister community arts organization is a loss. Life is a loss if you can not afford it. We have people starving or Veterans returning from war going home less or with out medical care. We have children in need of help and schools with out enough funding. Our Politicians are so screwed up that the Governor wants to use tax dollars to rebuild the Alton Church grounds of peoples tax free summer camps. Our Federal government gives money to Banks to save their own retirement investments with our tax dollars. Stimulus money meant to help the people is going to repave Rt 101which is un-needed. Washington representatives are wasting trillions of dollars that we as a country do not have. The newspapers refuse to print the opinion of the people unless the editor likes the letter. People have become so obsessed with their own nest egg they have forgotten it is the United States of America that is our safety net that we are lucky enough to live with. Society has become two forces, the elite that believe their rights are a token asset that will always be there and the rest of us that sit back to scare to speak up for fear the elite will take what little we have. The Director has a point but maybe he should look at the big picture. We can do with out an Opera but can we do with out equal rights for all?
Some of those elite believe that my letters would be more interesting as a Blank Page. I love the word Repetitive that they use because I do not think telling you that Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal can be said enough. How would you like to be this Madbury NH family that Fauver allowed the Selectmen to use court powers to run out of town, if it was you. I do not believe telling you about all the Veterans left out in the cold after returning from defending and protecting your nation can be repetitive enough. Can you as a nation accept the VA stopping a Veterans medical care as a weapon to stop free speech. Do the elite scare the average person that much to let the other persons rights be violated because it can not happen to you? I am that 100% disabled veteran that has donated his life to making the U.S. a better place for all as a volunteer. I do not want your pity or your praise. I want you to realize what our children that will become U.S. Military have given you as a nation. Is it repetitive to ask people like this director to lift their blank page and show some respect for the very reason that WE THE VETERAN fight to defend that which you place the community arts organizations a head of “Constitution” Speak now because if it becomes a blank page: look out?
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Clear the Air 4-18-09

2009-04-18T07:52:00.001-07:00

Clear the Air 4-18-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Lets clear the Air. I do not want any pity for any part of my life. I choose the path to be a U.S. Marine and I am proud of every part of my service. What I did as all others, we did for the United States of America. There are always those two faced individuals that call our actions uncivilized or criminal. You notice those are the people that believe that they are elite but enjoy their freedom off the backs of others. We live in a difficult time where separate groups are diminishing our constitutional rights in the name of public good. The state goes after some one for the death penalty knowing it is a waste of tax money because it will never happen. We have county prosecutors going after the owners of bars to stop drunk drivers. Drive business under while wasting tax dollars. The newspapers believed that they had the public in hand but are now finding out that we the people are never locked in. Newspapers believe that they have the right to print what they want. This is true except the public has the right to ignore. The most important part of a newspaper and the welfare of the U.S. is the opinion of the people. Our children (U.S. Military) do not give their lives for freedom of the press. We do it for freedom of the people. When newspapers censor the people they are violating the peoples trust.
My letters are being carried by so many individuals across the U.S. that the response is taking strong aim governor. The individual is now becoming aware that the NH put me jail as a terrorist taking my freedom for six months before the bogus charges were dropped. Governor Lynch charged me money to speak with him but we never met. To top it all off the VA stopped my medical care for combat related disabilities to aid NH politicians in stopping my opinion letters. I ask everyone that reads my letters to ask their local papers across the U.S. why they are not printed.
The NH government and newspapers believe covering up Judge Peter Fauver criminal acts to use court powers to harm people is a must. I am just the opposite. I believe when a judge violates the Constitution he should be hung out to dry. The NH supreme court covered up the case and the newspapers censored the facts. The NH governor has used the police for harassment and the power of government to stop my VA medical. No matter what they do to me I can not let them get away with these criminal acts. It is your children that are and will suffer more and more if some one does not speak up. Most elite citizens tell me that I have carried this to far or to long. Their favorite line is that my letters are repetitive. Protecting freedom goes for ever. No time or word limit.
We have state senators as Jack Barnes and Amanda Merrill whom sit on their butts and claim to be public servants. We have Bradley running for state senate because he was not good enough for the federal level. These are the people telling you how great they are and wasting your tax dollars and diminishing your freedom. These are the public servants leaving U.S. Military Veterans to live on the street with out medical care because their pet projects are more important. Lets clear the air I am not asking for help for me. I am telling you that we as a nation are in trouble. My life ended when I came back to a nation that I do not belong. Lets make todays returning veterans be wanted and respected not just a political tool so the politicians can look good. Do you think Jack Barnes, Jeb Bradley, or Amanda Merrill will hear my word governor Lynch?
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Rob Rowe NH Rep. 4-16-09

2009-04-16T05:02:00.001-07:00

Rob Rowe NH Rep. 4-16-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Our State Rep believes that NH is becoming California East. Here is an elected official that ignores our NH Constitution when it guarantees the people (US-the public) the right to a redress of grievances to expose the wrongs in government. Never mind the newly elected officials in Concord right now like Amanda Merrill. They all talk about frugality and family values as an election toy to make people believe in what they are saying. Once they get elected they become a member of the Concord club, Republican or Democrat, pet projects take priority over the peoples needs after the election. We can vote these people out of office only to elect some one whom believes in what the news media and political power house allows us to vote for. I ran for state office only to have the news refuse to print my opinion letters stating my goals and platform. The news had no trouble printing articles harming my character in the public eye but refused to print my responses. This is a crime against the people. Every state Rep should be out raged about my letters no matter what district they represent because they expose criminal acts by judges and state officials. Ask your self if my letters are so repetitive and I have been writing them for so long can they be any thing but the truth. No one wants to talk about what my letters tell, only how can we make Macdonald appear wrong to quite the public.
We do not need radical changes in the state. What we need is elected officials willing to stand up for their Constituents even if it is against the Concord club rules.
Judge Peter Fauver criminally violated the Constitution to harm the peace and dignity of the State of NH. Fauver allowed using court powers for the Madbury NH selectmen to drive people that they do not want in their town out. Discrimination and miss use of government powers for personal retaliation can not be tolerated. The NH supreme court refused to hear the case because it questioned the dominance of power the judicial branch has over the peoples welfare. NH governor Lynch charged me money to speak with him and we still have not talked. It is a crime for an elected official to ask money from a voter to talk. These are harsh words but the truth is a powerful tool that will endure elected officials like Rowe worrying about California verses doing his job of representing the people of NH. We are talking about NH using a 100% disabled veteran that volunteers, medical care to stop this veterans opinion letters.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

NH-U.S. Rep Shea-Porter 4-15-09

2009-04-15T05:10:00.001-07:00

NH-U.S. Rep Shea-Porter 4-15-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Constituents of Shea-Porter are becoming disheartened. My letters about Shea-Porter have been censored from every NH newspaper because they say my letters are repetitive. I voted for Shea-Porter and for her victory party, she invited me. I am friends with her brother whom lives in Durham NH. My first letter about Carol was at the victory party were she told me she is to busy to listen to Constituents problems, she will be leaving that to her staff. The next day when I wrote an opinion letter about what she said the Dover Police arrested me. Case # 7002-42. When the Dover police released me after about a half day of integration Carol contacted the VA to get me put in a nut house using her federal powers. When this failed some how my VA medical was stopped until I stop writing opinion letters. Carol claims to be the Veterans best friend but she is in camouflage. She is a politician looking for the vote and does not care whom she steps on as long as the media paints the step in a good light. Is it insipid drivel from Carol or the editors censoring opinion that depicts the truth as a form of freedom of the press?.
I am not liberal or conservative. I am a 100% disabled Veteran that received 4 live changing disabilities while I served in the U.S. Marine Corps. Three are Combat related from separate missions. Carol never served but is the first to speak about experiences from her husbands career. The VA stopped my medical care and now every time they send me to a doctor I get a bill. If that Dr prescribes medication I have to pay for it. Carol does not care unless it can make her look good. Do the newspapers want to hear the truth. My opinion may be repetitive but so am I . Every day my mind takes me back to the bush. Carol can talk about her husbands time but did Carol ever stick a bayonet in a Childs gut to get her M-16 back and escape? Did she ever live every second as if it is the last because it was? I did not write a letter yesterday because I felt sick. It was not as most of you do. It was all the pain in my head and body and the need to keep busy to stop the memory of where I have been. I spent the day volunteering to help others. Yesterday was a reality check of a place in time where people like Shea-Porter boost about but do not even care to understand those that actually live with it. Carol does not care about the people only how she can get the people to vote for her.
Can any editor understand We are the freedom of the press because we are the child that gave our future to keep you free. We are called U.S. Military Veterans.
Are the words of a disabled veteran worth printing if they question Shea-Porter’s disheartened remorse to Constituent.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Just tell me why 4-13 09

2009-04-13T06:29:00.000-07:00

Just tell me why 4-13 09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Fire ravages my home town of Alton NH. A child (U.S. Military) is killed in Iraq. Newspapers refuse to print the unedited opinion of the people. Veterans are left with out care or understanding for what we did. The government wastes more money because our trusted politicians are out of control. We the people are blinded by our own greed to take care of our own personal self image, before helping care for the U.S. I wrote a letter yesterday that on the Concord Monitor opinion page some one commented that I was hijacking this sight also. A disabled Army Veteran praised my letter. The flames that ravage my head everyday just seem to ignite over and over. The need to question where I am and how did I get here can not be answered. The Veterans administration refuses this 100% disabled veteran medical care yet people call me a nut. If the VA does send me to a doctor, shortly after I receive a bill. Volunteering every day for over thirty years helping others is held against me by society as a weapon. I was injured four separate times while serving in the Marine Corps. Once I wanted to come home from a conflict so bad, to a country that I had no memory of. I stepped off the plane to be spit on and called a baby killer. I ran for election this past primary to be blinded sided by the NH newspapers and government interference. We are setting fire to the quality of life to bring the need to want something to the child that has everything and never needed before..
Staggering Dept is the question of the day. People write and tell how contacting your elected official will help remedy the situation. Politicians only act when the results can in sum way make them look better. The newspapers censor the opinion of the people unless it is to benefit the profit margins of the newspapers. Shea-Porter publicly claims to be the angel of the Veterans. The newspapers refuse to print letters that contradict her self-righteous image written by veterans. Silence is the term veterans returning learned so well in our attempts to try to come back to a “world” that we do not belong. People tell veterans to stop looking for pity. Politicians freely give tax dollars to bail out big investors because it is their nest eggs on the block. The public writes and tells me that my words do not belong. My exposing wrongs by NH judges and government officials may scare the public. I see it as my duty, no matter what criminal acts our elected officials do to me to stop me, to publicly tell everyone. The newspapers and righteous do gooders may not want this but my words are being heard. U.S. Military give their lives so you do not have the need to feel for your freedom. We came back as U.S. Military Veterans asking only to be protected equally by the laws we felt needed to be protected. Don’t let fire ravage our home the United States of America.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Can Anger, Suicide Win 4-12-09

2009-04-12T05:54:00.001-07:00

Can Anger, Suicide Win 4-12-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Fight forest fees. I use the womens room. We need laws. Fair Share, Leave retirees alone. Tough times for states auto dealers. Responsibility, please, Farewell, Fair point. The Federal government is violating the law to increase the budget on the backs of the people, says one letter. A Angry word was used in describing the outrage. Each one of these letters are from someone wanting the public to help in exposing wrongs. Some people are even angry over how the newspapers will blow a cause out of proportion to sell newspapers. It does not matter if the person is innocent or not. If the reason is, rage the public to buy more newspapers. The news can not be held responsible because of freedom of the press. If an opinion letter is written to respond to such inaccurate articles the papers only have to print them if they want and if the changes they make can make the opinion the editors. If a government worker does not like your fighting words they can manipulate the law to temper or even destroy your life. Then there are the righteous do gooders that will comment on the uselessness of your opinion which they will describe as looking for pity. A repetitive letter is one where someone exposes wrongs in government that is taboo to those above average citizen, known as the Concord Club members.
There are people like Kat, editor of the NH Free Press willing to devote their lives to making the U.S. better for all. It is a small, growing group that scares the elite in our government to the point where the law is miss used to sway public opinion against them. These are the people in every town that help and do not require even a thank you because. It is hard for a society that has never needed anything to understand to make life better for all, is the reason. To make the nation where you had no needs because of the people in the past that wanted more for the next generation (YOU). I am not saying that any persons opinion letter is worthless. Each letter has meaning and should be printed. The letters, unedited if it is in response to an article denouncing that individual by a righteous do gooder or government worker must be required to be printed. Our U.S. Military can also be labeled the special class as Kat. These are the children that go off to give so the next generation have more than what they had and they come back neglected Veterans. These were our children that had such great potential that returned useless.
Look around you and see the discrimination against Veterans and especially the disabled Veterans. Gay staff writers for the newspaper get there letters printed claiming discrimination and I am sure unedited. Can you understand whom I am. I am that Volunteer that came back from the conflict 100% disabled that you spit on, passing on the street. Discrimination against the average citizen you, those that never needed is the reason our economy is in such turmoil. Fighting Forest Fees is an issue but so is neglected Veterans across the United States. You can edit my comments but my word is spreading across the United States of America. Freedom of the people, not press.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Remove Peter Veterans death 4-11-09

2009-04-11T05:56:00.001-07:00

Remove Peter Veterans death 4-11-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Flagg my comments, remove my letters from the papers, hide or cover up the truth for what reason? The fact that my opinion is based on documented facts that reveal that Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal. Fact is that the NH Supreme Court did cover up crimes against the peace and dignity of the State to protect their monopoly on power. Fact that the NH-VA is using my medical care for disabilities receive during my tour in the U.S. Marine Corps to stop my opinion letters. Fact that Shea-Porter used her federal powers to attempt to put me in a nut house. Fact is Shea-Porter filed a false police report to get me arrested and got away with it as she tried to stop my opinion letters. Fact that Governor Lynch charged a voter (me) money to speak with him and we still have not talked. Fact is that the newspapers are censoring my opinion letters to protect their dictated ways. The point is that I volunteer to help others every day and you honestly believe that I would hurt the country that I love.
I wrote a letter yesterday talking about a lady that I helped. I do things like this every day continuously. I have a head injury TBI that causes me to live differently than others. My memory starts as a U.S. Marine on tour. I did things in the MC that would make most people puke. Everyday, normal occurrences that we back here in the world do not talk about. Parts of my life that come back on me everyday since coming home. Head pain and back pain that disrupt my daily life. Yesterday my bloody nose that surprised everyone after for no apparent reason dropped in head pain for only a few minutes. Difficulties in hearing what others are saying or remembering whom I am or my own daughters names. You see I broke my back during a Vietnam Offensive and lost my hearing being blown off a runway during another one. I volunteer because for some reason I came back and I should not have. Reality is that I am here and I am not. The laws and rules that govern this civilized society do not pertain to others. I do not violate these laws and rules yet exposing those that violate them is your reason for expelling me. Continuing to volunteer to help others as this lady is only detained by the obstacles placed in my path by you that Flagg or censor my opinion letters.
Is there room for Miss Placed Anger? Do we need to have a Tea Party as the radio stations are pushing to get their ratings higher. Maybe if the newspapers would take a different approach rather than censor the opinion letters they disagree with is the answer. Communication is a civilized society’s best solution. This could cause the newspapers to become the information communicator that they once was and avoid bankruptcy. The people would be the monitors of government wrongs and our economy would become stable again. Did I ever really come home or is this a dream and I am stuck in that benjo ditch as a Marines home for eternity? Maybe instead of Flagging my opinion you should just NUKE the benjo ditch where I am at. Let me come home in a box. because society is not ready to accept Veteran’s returning.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Crying lady 4-10-09

2009-04-10T05:49:00.000-07:00

Crying lady 4-10-09
A copy to Dan Potenza Dr At the NH VAH
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
I go to the local restaurant every morning for coffee. This morning a lady crying had locked her keys in the car. I get a call to help this person out. I am having my coffee and reading the paper when a waitress hands me a phone. Yes I let the school teacher on her way to school into her car. I then went back to the restaurant to read my paper and have coffee. I volunteer every day to help people out. Volunteering is one of the greatest adventures to help others and yourself plus make the U.S. better. This is the person NH declared a terrorist and took my freedom until the bogus charges were dropped. NH declared me a terrorist to stop my opinion letters. Shea-Porter used her federal powers to stop my opinion letters by trying to take my freedom using my head injury from the U.S. Marine Corps to put me in a nut house. Next the VA stops my medical care for four service related disabilities to stop my opinion letters. You the few that question my rights to express free opinion is why I am telling you this. I want the editors to be aware that Volunteers have rights also. Censoring anyone opinion letters is wrong. This person that I help can be anyone of you, even the one that questions my right to exist. I do not care because my helping friend and foe is the entire adventure to make the U.S. better.
Can anyone dream of the ability to exist in a society that you do not remember or belong in. It is the world that constantly shadows your mind of your ability to exist in circumstances the people around you question. Condemned for uncivilized acts of war adventures that are to unbelievable to have occurred. The fact that questions your mental and physical abilities to exist with out medical attention, not that you want but that people want to force on you. The fact not to be able to get the medical care for disabilities received in the line of duty that you want. A civilized society where armed guards sit in a confidential Drs session to stop one from writing opinion letters. A governor that charges you money to speak with him and he never meets you. The head pain that at any moment will stop your motion dead in its tracts until it subsides moments later. The broken back that causes so much pain that your legs tingle. The inability to hear some or most of what others are talking about around you. Can any one dream of a life like this.
Pity will be used as a way to distract your minds from realizing my existence does not belong in your society. The next time some one freely helps you in a time of need it could be me the person you question as a terrorist because the elite society says.
I am the thousands and thousands of Veterans that you the people that never served neglect or do not even notice until a politician believes waving us in your face will get them elected. I am not looking for your pity, thanks or any thing else just the right to exist under the same protection of the law as you.
Do you think Gov Lynch, Shea-Porter and the others even care? Do You Care?

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Homeless Man 4-9-09

2009-04-09T05:43:00.000-07:00

Homeless Man 4-9-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
A homeless man in Concord NH writes on the Monitor opinion page how he is taking responsibility for his loss. Some of you will take this letter wrong. Some will take it as compassionless. I will say right up front that I do feel for this person. I have been lucky in my life. All the good and bad have always been learning experiences for me. My letter yesterday was censored from the Monitor blog. The censored letter was about Veterans homeless and miss treated but did not show any compassion for this man. My point is that we are going to go through a lot harder times because you would rather feel sorry than take responsibility for how it happen. If some one speaks up against the system, our government manipulates the subject to make that persons character devious. The newspapers no longer print the opinion of the people unless it supports the goals of the paper. My letters are called repetitive and vicious. Years ago when someone wrote about the miss handling of money they were manipulated in the news to look bad because everyone’s pockets were being filled. It turned out that it was only paper money (imaginary money) filling your pockets. I write about criminal acts by judge Peter Fauver and other government personal and a few people question my words. I tell you how to stop me, the NH politicians got my VA medical stopped. The newspapers have you questioning my character rather than these government criminals. My letters are printed over and over across the U.S. and I receive responses from hundreds about them. Veterans telling me of homelessness and lack of medical care is killing them. I tell you how politicians make a big deal to help veterans when it is to the politicians public welfare. These same veterans are ignored the rest of the time. Veterans are miss treated medically and physically by a system that needs reform. People across the U.S. have ignored this for countless wars and now the generation that has not had to worry about hard times it is at your back door now. It is no longer just the forgotten veterans A few years ago this homeless man did not believe it could happen to him. Feeling sorry or compassionate for him will do nothing.
With all the public insults that I receive every day helping others is my way of thanking those U.S. Military that never returned. It is my way of saying thank you for coming back alive. Far better men went through much worse over there and mentally and physically never returned or returned and never speak about it. I can understand why many veterans commit suicide. I many times when reality does not make since attempted it over my thirty years back. I volunteer every day to help people just like this homeless man but it will do no good if we do not correct the system. It is people like Judge Fauver violating the constitution and getting away with it, that is creating these hard time. Fauver could use the court system to stop my letters if they were not true. The record exists in the NH supreme court which is covering up to protect the powerful. Any pity you have for me give to the homeless man. I do not want your pity, because if you do not wake up, you will be next. I tell the truth with out hesitation and that is why the system is trying to stop me. The system wants you to believe that I am Paranoid, Mentally Ill, a Danger, what I am is a 100% disabled Veteran with out medical care. I feel lucky because I volunteer to help those whom have less. I would like to thank Governor Lynch for charging money me to speak with him, only to never make the meeting.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

2009-04-08T05:38:00.001-07:00

Classic Signs N.Y. Gunman’s letter 4-7-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
“A rambling letter” people describe other people’s letters that way when they are trying to deflect what the person is saying. “A glimpse inside the mind of an angry, paranoid man who saw himself as a victim” Da’ shar voo is this not another way of stereo typing people that someone does not like, to mask society’s values as correct. Can we say if friends or relatives should have noticed? Can we really say if this man was or not being harassed by police or government? The records may indicate that he was not being harassed but records kept by those whom did it, can be believed right? Look at the Alaska Senator, charges dropped for Prosecutor miss conduct. We the little people do not have the money or connections to have the law protect us like this. Look at me I am the last person in the world to be defending a VC but my pride can not interfere in saving the U.S. A little ironic huh! A U.S. Marine that should never have come back doing this:
The righteous do gooders tell me these exact same description of my letters all the time. The problem is I am a 100% disabled veteran and my injuries came from defending the very laws and society that calls me Paranoid. When society arrested me as a terrorist these are the very words that the judge used to put me in jail. The bogus charges were dropped but the records show no miss conduct on the part of the people writing the records. Society all the times tell me that I have mental problems and I need help. My medical was stopped by these very government officials keeping the records. My head injury is one of my four military disabilities from my tour. The records show my medical care exists. It does not. Now even my unanswered calls from Dr Potenza have stopped. The Dr called me to fluff up my record to imply my medical care existed. Funny how the government can cover up for public consumption with records. The government has painted me as a paranoid, angry rambling man whom believe he is the victim. An you the righteous do gooders suck it right up. I am a 100% disabled veteran that cares for you.
I have not violated the law and the records clearly show that. I have every day volunteered to help others because I did come back alive. You have no idea of the pain and mental anguish that I set aside every day to help others. I don’t want your pity or for you to even look in my direction. Am I suicidal as the indication should reveal. No, my death will be only what should have happen in a world that never should exist. When it happens.. That world exists because we want a country that has freedom for the law to protect us all equally. Stereo typing returning veterans is what makes our silence to what we did inevitable. I use myself as an example to demonstrate to society what you are doing to returning veterans. A record (of what you describe as rambling) letters of the torment and torture of veterans because society will stereo type rather than understand and help. May be the VC saw in this country what he was trying to get away from by leaving Vietnam. May be some one should question the records or whom is keeping them. Does a disabled veteran need the medical help that was stopped? No it is cheaper for the budget crunch to leave us on the street. We should never have come home any way!!! Ask why a Veterans opinion letters are censored by every newspaper in the U.S.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Veteran’s Issues 4-7-09

2009-04-07T05:59:00.001-07:00

Veteran’s Issues 4-7-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
It made me proud when the Vietnam Veteran wrote a comment to my letter the other day. It made me sad in away because I felt the understanding of the life this person has been living since he came home. We (meaning the Veteran) can be successful and appear to have everything in the world. We can be anyone that you meet and speak to on the street. There is a good chance that the homeless, bum that you see is one of us. The divorced father whom lost privileges with his family because he had no feeling or may be that person the politician just brushed off whom appeared did not look to have enough money. No one forgets where we have been or done.
I was not stationed in Vietnam. I was TAD twice to repair flight line gear in isolated camps. I did not do the 30 days minim to get my campaign ribbon In my 31 months over seas I participated in two Vietnam offensives and was station at Royal Thai Air Force Base Uborn Thailand. I did eight convoys as American Advisor across Thailand, Laos and Cambodia delivering surplus supplies to friendly camps. I had enemy mortar destroy the out house that I just vacated and a sniper bullet pass with inches of my head. My first kill was a child deep in the Bush to get my M-16 back and escape. I still remember how proud I felt the very moment. The most memorable part is my memory of the day that I set my feelings aside to complete the mission. I became a Marine that day that would effect the rest of my life. I have been blown off a runway and watched as one of my men was taken down by hung ordinance skipping down a runway. I got out of the U.S. Marine Corps with four permanent life changing disabilities. Three are combat related at separate times. I continuously remember every day the long, endless mission where this was the last second of your life. A Marine’s feelings take second place to completing the mission for the rest of his life. Even when he comes home the feeling never do as you know them.
I was in a car accident right out of boot camp. I lost my complete memory for the rest of my life. After ninety days in the hospital because of an admin error I was sent back to active duty. I learned every part of life from that day forward. I was a 17 year old Marine with no memory of life back here in the world (US) at all. I have no memory of kissing my first round eyed girl until after I came home. I met my brothers and sister for the first time when I came back. My parents had visited me in the hospital. I to this day do not remember them raising me as you do your parents.
It made me proud when the Vietnam Veteran commented on my letter because I do not belong in the same league. The existence of this Vietnam Veteran is something every U.S. citizen should be aware of. Not him in particular but all Veterans that come home from doing your dirty work. Veteran’s are your child that left high school with the hope to be a CEO, Dr, Lawyer and came home sometimes with only the memories of what he did that limited his future to just exist. I can write letters like this because my silence is a pen that never hears the degrading comments from that civilized person that has never been there. The Vietnam Veterans comments made me feel like someone cared.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi

Killing fields 4-6-09

2009-04-06T06:21:00.001-07:00

Killing fields 4-6-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Police detective tell TV news that Depression and Frustration are what is driving people to mass murder. People, over and over ask for help or tell others their case only to be ignored or cast aside because others are afraid it will take away from their nest egg. On 60 minutes last night about the Las Vegas cuts to medical budgets to cut care to the once average income now unemployed. If you are the person that paid your bills and had a good job now you are not eligible for state aid. Should these people just let their medical condition kill them or make a statement on their way out. I have been writing letters for 9 years about criminal acts by judge Peter Fauver and the NH supreme court. NH elected officials have violated the constitution to stop me from writing opinion letters. There is the few people that tell me my letters are repetitive but the majority want me to continue. I sit here today in so much pain it is unbearable. The VA stopped my medical care for my 100% service connected disabilities. Should the government be able to use a 100% disabled veteran’s medical as a weapon to stop opinion letters. Is it repetitive to ask help from the people, U.S. Military Veteran’s gave it for. You the few that complain about my letters tell me that I need to get help. When you are denied care there is nothing but to suffer. It is difficult to understand why the newspapers censor letters from a disabled Veteran. It is difficult to understand why you that complain about my letters allow government personal to violate the Constitution. You could be next.
We meaning Veterans come back to a place that can not accept us. Many returning veterans are lost in a system that just ignores them. For years now I have been telling you in my letters about neglected Veterans asking for help. Only when it is to some politicians political advantage does the news bring it up. Do you understand what it is like to be able to kill another human being and be proud of it. This is harsh cruel reality of surviving in conditions that the majority of you could not. The memories never leave you but most of us become silent. Silence is the only way society can forget what we did. Depression and Frustration leave many veterans homeless on the street or lost marriages and with low income. Lack of medical care for veteran’s, so the politicians can have money for pet projects.
Most Veteran’s learn to keep to them selves because violence does not belong in the nation we gave it for. I do not violate the law or use violence to make my point. As long as newspapers censor the truth and the government officials violate the constitution to stop me I will use other avenues. The police detective and everyone else knows the problem. Now that it is coming home to the unemployed average citizen some day it will be in your back do also. Neglecting Veterans is like cutting your own arm off.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

One out of twenty letters 4-05-09

2009-04-05T08:29:00.001-07:00

One out of twenty letters 4-05-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Can you answer why? One out of every twenty piece of mail that I get each day is someone saying my letters are repetitive, incoherent, Rambling. Is it not repetitive that I live every day traveling back in time to the child I killed with a bayonet, the member of my squad injured by hung ordinance skipping down the runway that I pushed into a ditch until the mission was complete, watching the out house that I vacated seconds earlier be destroyed by incoming mortar, the sniper bullet that passed with in inches of my head all for a constitution that’s job is to protect us from government wrongs.
Are my letters mean and libelous for telling the truth about wrongs in government? People today write about Mandatory insurance, library is a bargain, death penalty, health reform, to try to make people aware of their life. Can we have the right to change wrongs committed by our NH supreme court. I guess it takes a fool but to me when this court believes it is above the law it is time to speak up. This NH court protected it’s power over the people by covering up Judge Peter Fauver’s crimes. I volunteer my time to help this Madbury NH family that was so desperate they called me someone they did not know. I am well known across NH because of the Volunteer helping others every day. The Madbury selectmen used government powers to seek and get retaliation against this family. Judge Fauver used the courts power to knowingly approve these wrongs. Judge Fauver used the power of the courts to inflict pain and suffering on a 100% disabled veteran that volunteered to help this family. To stop me the NH governor declared me a terrorist and took my freedom for 6 months. The bogus charges were dropped four days before trial. To stop my opinion letters Rep Shea-Porter uses here federal powers to attempt to use my medical disabilities to get the VA to put me in a nut house. I may belong there but it is not her choice to take my freedom away. The VA to help get on Shea-Porter’s good side stops my medical care for combat related disabilities to stop my opinion letters.
The town of Madbury gave this family a order to stop their commercial business of thirty years, because the town wanted to put a park in the old pike plant property some day. Now that the Pike plant wants to open a concrete plant the town selectmen support them. Madbury knowingly destroyed this family with court powers when their property is completely surrounded by other commercial businesses. Discrimination is against the law. The NH court knowingly ruled this is ok as long as it is a no body family. The town selectmen openly talk about how they do not like this family, so they want them out of Madbury. It was presented in court. The court record was presented to the NH supreme court which ignored the evidence because it put Fauver’s butt out to dry by Me a high school drop out that came back from the Vietnam conflict 100% disabled. Can you righteous do gooders that question and insult my letters why this one family can have the very rights you hide behind taken away. If Fauver can get away with criminal acts for so long does that make this family worthless in your eyes. I volunteer my time with out limitations to help people just like you. My medical care was stopped by our government that Veteran’s give their lives for to protect. The other nineteen pieces of mail support me and tell me to keep going. My letters are factual and honest unless you do not believe in our Constitution. Discrimination is against the law even for the NHSC.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

VA Death 4-4-09

2009-04-04T05:05:00.001-07:00

VA Death 4-4-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
People are reading my letters. People tell me that some day others will hear my words and realize the truth. The Concord Monitor just started allowing my letters to be placed as comments for other letters on their pages. Craig’s list prints all my letters on the NH Rant and Raves page. Craig’s list also carries my art work under NH arts and crafts. It is the ASM collection. You have to ask! if my letters can be published nationally and people are reading them if they were incorrect or a lie wouldn’t they be stopped. People should be asking how if a letter can flat out tell you that Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal with his criminal violations of the Constitution to intentionally harm natural born U.S. citizens then why do the newspapers not publish them front page. Are not the newspapers main task to communicate the truth to it’s readers. If my letters can be publicly obtained by printing my name into the computer and have been for 9 years they must be the truth. They can not stop me because the truth is to powerful.
It is around 2 o’clock in the afternoon on this Friday. I am starting this letter a day early because My head pain and my ability not to stay in this world is growing. Writing gives me something to hold on to but the problem is just how long. The VA stopped my medical care for my four separate medical disabilities, three being combat related. The VA sent me to a civilian Dr. and I just got a bill from the VA for her. The VA refused to pay for her services even though the VA sent me. The VA stopped my medical care to help U.S. Rep from NH (Shea-Porter)stop my opinion letters: such as this one. They can not stop me legally so they violate the law and trust of the people to stop me. The NH supreme court violated the constitution to cover up Fauver’s crimes in an effort to protect their monopoly of legal power over the people. The case started when Fauver used court powers to allow the Madbury NH selectmen to criminally harm residents the selectmen did not want to live in their town Madbury NH. I volunteered to help this family and the only way for Fauver and the NH government to stop me is to stop my medical care for injuries that I received defending this great nation the United States of America. More and more people are reading my letters every day. People are beginning to realize trusting the government freely can and is economically and socially effecting their own lives everyday, to the determent. This trust is causing newspapers to go bankrupt.
I can not under stand how any American citizen can allow returning Veteran’s to be neglected and dumped on. The People are probably right that we do not belong here. It is a task every day for me not to do what I was trained too. Many Veteran’s come back from a place that never leaves you. Most of us struggle and fit into society unknown except for being stereo typed losers because of our struggle. Society does not want to know whom we are. Society just wants to praise us when it meets their needs. I am not hate full or resent full. I am proud to be a U. S. Marine. I am a 100% disabled veteran that the VA is trying to cause my death to help Shea-Porter. Harsh words but some day the truth will be known. Print the truth and help Veterans across the U.S.
People should be outraged not about me but about what trusted government officials and newspaper censorship is doing to you the People of the United States of America.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Inspector General VA 4-2-09

2009-04-02T05:10:00.001-07:00

Inspector General VA 4-2-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
The VA Inspector General sent me an email yesterday telling me that I can reapply for VA medical and other benefits if I want. I am a 100% service connected disabled Veteran. Three of my four disabilities are combat related. The VA stopped my medical care to stop me from writing opinion letters. The VA committed one of the most grieves criminal acts in history. The VAIG’s job is to stop such crimes. The thing is that what is happening to me happens to other veterans way to often. Veterans across the U.S. are miss treated and society takes a blind eye unless it is to the benefit of some politician to speak in the veteran’s behalf. U.S. Rep from NH Shea-Porter used her political influence to interfere with my disabilities and medical care to stop my opinion letters. The news media likes Shea-Porter so they refuse to print my opinion letters. When the constitution can help a newspaper they cry. When a U.S. Citizen is harmed the newspapers only cover the story if it is to increase their profit margin. Newspapers under the law can print what they want but do they not have an obligation to wave the Constitution for their readers also? It is called ethical responsibility. Volunteer’s help others for free.
A 100% disabled Veteran with out hesitation volunteers to help a Madbury NH family with a zoning issue. The Madbury NH selectmen use government powers for personal retaliation. These elected officials control with government powers whom they think should live in their town or not. Judge Peter Fauver criminally violated the law and Constitution to allow knowingly these most grieves crimes to continue. The NH supreme court refused to hear the case when presented to them to protect their monopoly of power over the people. I have lost my freedom, medical, friends and much more but I have not wavered in volunteering to help other U.S. citizens when it is our trusted government officials committing the crimes. The newspapers may believe it is to their benefit to not print the truth for fear of retribution. The truth is the newspapers failure to print the truth is probably a major contributor to our economic and political crises. The people with out the news media’s help are slowly learning the truth by way of my letters. I have not violated the law. I am a 100% disabled U.S. Marine asking for your help.
The Constitution is here to protect the people against miss use of government powers. When we along with the news media allow such criminal acts committed by trusted government officials to inflict harm on any individual the Constitution becomes a worthless piece of paper. We have gone so far as to allow returning U.S. Military veteran’s to die on the street because the VIOG has become a political weapon to harm those it was meant to protect. Elected official’s must serve the people not master them.
I ask people across the U.S. to ask the news to talk about the 100% disabled Veteran from NH. Lets take America Back.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Veteran Apologizes 4-1-09

2009-04-01T05:59:00.000-07:00

Veteran Apologizes 4-1-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
I saw the second letter that I wrote yesterday. I apologize, my memory of writing it is not there. I remember the situation as I was talking to a father who’s son is at Walter Read with combat injuries. The feeling of it was time to be alone came over me. I knew my second world was going to take over. My Geo Metro became my jeep as I flipped down the roof to keep some visibility of the trucks making up the convoy. I was sweating as the convoy proceeded through the Bush. It was time to cook diner when I next realized that I was sitting on the floor of my house. The reality of the letter did not come until today when I read it on the computer.
There are many things to talk about, like the people on the Concord Monitor blog that complain when I attach my letter to the comment section of another letter. I read the letters each one and decide. You in particular may not like my letters but to me, freedom is getting the message out. Ask the Monitor why they do not print my letters. People are reading them and many can understand because similar circumstances have hit their homes or lives. I am a 100% disabled Veteran that to stop my opinion letters the VA stopped my medical care. The only thing worse is if you can silence my free speech.
The pain in my head never goes away. When my left eye starts flickering and my cheek starts tingling getting prepared for the sharp pain crippling my life is needed. The sharp pain does not last long but others around me will not understand. Just as you can not understand remembering the good that we (veteran) did for a nation that marks our actions as criminal but celebrates our return. Can you the people try to grasp the deepness of freedom. I watch young people go off to boot camp every day. Accepting that life as they have learned is going to be wiped out. Your will becomes a government machine to destroy that which we are ordered to do. The chain of command is never questioned and the welfare of your men is only behind the completion of the mission. A person living through such inconceivable life must remain silent to protect the innocents of the civilized society if lucky enough he will return too.
My letters reach across the U.S. People can not believe that NH to stop some one that volunteers his time every day to help others would violated the Constitution to stop him. I am a 100% disabled Veteran that society has ostracized and the newspapers refuse to publicly print my letters. My medical conditions came from you keeping your freedom. It is not me that I speak for. It is you the American people. It is your child returning today that will live through all those memories that society will label them a wasted life because society can not conceive. It is your future that if you allow Judge Peter Fauver to criminally violate the Constitution will suffer. You the people have to keep the freedom to question and stop the NH supreme court when it knowingly allows Judges to violate our highest laws in their efforts to protect their monopoly of legal power over the people. A government that can use the newspapers to harm a 100% disabled veteran’s character to silence his words is unacceptable. The people that allows a government to torture and torment a 100% disabled Veteran with their own silence? Well if you do not get it reality can not be real. My letter was correct but I apologize because you ( The people of the U.S.) are not ready, willing or able to hear it. May be the cool temperature of 46’ yesterday could cool us down for what ever happens today.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

VA Medical loss 30-31-09

2009-03-31T05:13:00.000-07:00

VA Medical loss 30-31-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
NH Governor Lynch attended the U.S. Marine’s funeral at the Veteran’s cemetery yesterday. A Marine died yet the only reason Lynch is there is for self promotion. This is what all politicians use Veterans for. It is in bad taste of me, to use such a sad event as an example of real life back here in the world. Lynch made me pay money to speak with him and I have the receipt. He never met with me. Veterans mean nothing to these politician’s unless they can get some self promotion out of it. The same with our newspapers. If it does not increase sales or promotion of the paper, they do not care. What about the people? Violations of our Constitution by judges and other elected officials described in my letters each day that NO elected official in Concord NH will stand and fight for a Veteran with. Even the newly elected NH officials refuse to even talk with me now that the election is over. These elected officials disregard our Constitution and refuse my “Redress of grievances” demand as guaranteed in our Constitution. I am a 100% service connected disabled Veteran. Three of my four separate disabilities are combat related. The VA stopped my medical care to stop my opinion letters. The news: as with this letter will refuse to print it for fear of, that a veteran may be treated with respect. My opinion letters have reached so many people across the U.S. that the mail I receive is dishearten. Veteran’s tell me of neglect and loss imposed by the nation we gave for. I hear from people telling me about homeless Veterans lost on the street because this nation does not understand the memories that alienate us from the real world. I hear of Veterans in prison because killing is what we did to survive yet back in your safe world you do not understand us. Thoughts that just appear of the right things that we did, that you back here condemn us as uncivilized criminal acts. The confusion from the hate and condemnation you express for what we did and the love you show to generate public support to entice new young recruits for the next wave. Is my letter to strong to be published in a U.S. Newspaper. Does reality really exist?
I do not want to sleep because of the going back. I do not want to live because of the inability to accept veterans unless it rationalizes the guilt of a society that can not accept us. As governor Lynch, society only uses veterans when it meats the need of some feeling of guilt. (The word meat was spelled as appropriate)
Because I volunteer to help U.S. citizens NH took my Constitutional rights away just as the VA took my medical care away. I am a political thorn that has used up his time to exist in a nation that can not accept what we did. I know this U.S. Marine would not mind me using his sad occasion because he is a U.S. Marine and the United States of America comes first even after death. Newspapers censoring this letter to protect Lynch’s name only illustrates my point. Freedom only exists because our young are willing to give before they learn silence is the only way they can return.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Publisher Joe McQuaid 3-30-09

2009-03-30T05:20:00.001-07:00

Publisher Joe McQuaid 3-30-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Joe McQuaid wrote a great editorial on Newspapers making the news. He talked about changes and the economy. He communicated with the people. Now if he would learn to listen to his readers maybe he could write an editorial about the VA and other government personal learning to listen to the people. The people are the best source of news available to the paper. Each town has people writing letters describing wrongs. Let the people tell the news. One letter from each town, from different people scattered across the different pages of the paper would make any newspaper, that of it’s readers. The articles would be opinion of the local people and have no libel to the newspapers. The best part is that it would be at no expense to the papers. Is change so hard to try and maybe find a newspaper taking off because it is the people’s paper. The goal of advertising is to reach the people.
Only the NH free press prints my letters once in awhile. Editors of most newspapers hate seeing my daily letters. The thing is people want to read my letters because they are facts of what is happen to us the people. My letters go out to over 2800 emails. Veteran’s and Disabled want to read my letters because they identify what is happening to them. The newspapers will print a article on miss treatment of Veterans when the story can be sensationalized. Then the veteran is placed on the back burner until. Can there be any more important resource than that of the People. Can there be any more reason than to print the people’s words. Let the people’s words tell senator’s like Judd Greg wasting money on another UNH building just to carry his name, could be better spent on care of the people. Maybe print the words of the people would make our elected officials help all people that write their office rather than only helping those that helping will advance their career. Veteran’s as all U.S. citizens need to participate in making this nation better. Communication is the civilized society’s way of doing the right thing. I have not been violent and will not. It seems violence is the only way to make a difference when communication is stopped. I make a point to volunteer every day to help some one. I volunteer to make you the United States better for all.
I am a 100% disabled Veteran. You are tired of hearing this. The fact is I am tired of the pain in my head and body. I am tired of reliving (what I did to protect and defend your freedom) ever day. I am tired that I came back alive, when so many better than I did not. I am tired of failing each time to kill myself because someone up there decided that it is not my time. I am tired of telling you that the VA stopped my medical care. I am tired of not being able to sleep. The thing is that my letters reach so far that learning how many veterans get neglected or cast aside because of pet project as Greg’s tires me out.
Joe wrote a great editorial. Now Joe and all newspapers just needs to listen to what he is saying.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Judd Greg 3-29-09

2009-03-29T06:03:00.001-07:00

Judd Greg 3-29-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Judd Greg is like the Kettle calling the Pot Black. Here is a U.S. senator from NH that questions politics in DC. Judd did not like President Clinton whom would have had the national dept paid off by now if it was not for Greg’s Republican Bush. I am neither Democrat or Republican. I am a U.S. citizen. Judd has been in office for how many years and done nothing but find ways to spend more and more money while telling us that the Republican party is conservative. The problem is that we the people have to elect those that the Dem or Rep party tell us. This is not a free election. Any one should be allowed to run for president in the primary. The top three vote getters would be on the national ballot. The top voter getter in each state would take that state. The candidate with the most states would be our next president. The Rep and Dem parities could back any candidate that they want but have no say in the election.
I have run for state office as a Dem one year and a Rep the next election. This past election I ran as a Dem for NH state senate. The newspapers wrote articles that were biased to deflate any chance of my winning. The newspapers refused to print my opinion letters that explained my platform and goals. I scare the politicians because I would represent the best interest of the people and let the people know the wrongs in Concord. The newspapers will refuse to print this letter because it questions their ethics and reasonability to the people. Our leaders in Concord are so afraid that I might get my message out and get elected that they stopped my VA medical. Yes, as I have told you in all my letters I am 100% disabled from my tour in the U.S. Marine Corps. Three of my four disabilities are combat related. The newly elected officials in NH refuse to help me by ignoring my requests. Judd does not care about veteran’s needs. Judd only cares about ways to use veteran issues to miss lead the people to get more money to waste on his pet projects. Like a new building with Judd’s name on it at UNH.
Judd has been in office for how many years and look at the disrespectful way that Veteran‘s are treated. Veteran‘s write to Judd‘s office all the time and are ignored unless the issue can benefit Judd‘s career. This is not a hate full letter as you that believe that you are more righteous than God will imply. This is a letter from a United States citizen that happens to be a 100% disabled veteran being SC-REWED by people in Washington of Judd’s caliber. I scare the people in Concord NH so much that Governor Lynch charged me money to meet with him but will not meet. This is against the law to charge a voter to talk with a elected official. I am the citizen that NH declared a terrorist and took my freedom for 6 months before the bogus charges were dropped. The newspapers dammed me when it made a sensational story but refuse to tell the other side when the charges were dropped. Freedom exists because of what Veterans have given to you the people of the United States. Black or White Judd just does not hear us.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Some People 3-28-09

2009-03-28T05:24:00.001-07:00

Some People 3-28-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Some People complain about how disabled people are treated. Everyone has a complaint about there lives but what about the person next to you. Did you ever think about putting your hand out and volunteer to help others? I volunteer every day to help others because it is the right thing to do. You are right that we have laws like the American’s with Disabilities Act. Then again what can a disabled person do to stop the lack of or shorty care given. Some one yesterday wrote in a blog about “The Humane Vote”. Asking that Marijuana be legalized. Society has so invaded our freedom that the rights taken are not noticed until it hits your home. No one is willing to put that hand out to help others unless it can have some self benefit. The law can only work if the people in power have to obey the same laws as the “little people” Us.
Newspapers are a private business and have a right not to print opinion letters that they do not think are appropriate to the editors way of thinking. Can this be proper for the newspapers not to print letters by a 100% disabled veteran that clearly state and document that the VA is using health care as a weapon to stop opinion letters. In a civilized society we must have laws and we must obey these laws or pay the consequences. Laws only work if they are for the good of the majority. Laws only work if the people in power can not manipulate these laws for their own self benefit. Judge Peter Fauver violated our highest law the Constitution to intentionally harm other individuals. Fauver knowingly did these criminal acts to allow the Madbury NH selectmen using government powers for retaliation against other U.S. citizens. The fact is that this case was presented with overwhelming, documented, clear and convincing evidence to the NH supreme court. The court refused to hear the case because if the facts became public the case would have monumental impact to make our court system better. It was a cover up to protect the legal empire from out side correction of wrongs. Where does a 100% disabled Veteran go when the newspapers censor his words and Our government torments and harms this disabled veteran? How do you make the public aware when it is the people in power violating the rights of the individual. The newspaper’s silence on the facts has only prolonged my making the public aware of these crimes against the people public. I have not violated the law and this is a problem for these power hungry government officials.
You do not have to read my letters. My letters should be made available to the public for those that want to know the truth. Flagging or censoring my letters only harms each and every one of you. Why have the American’s with disabilities Act or any other laws if every citizen does not have to obey them. I became 100% disabled doing my duty as a United States Marine. Some people even complain saying that my volunteer help was not enough, but I continue because it is the right thing to do.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Newspapers will 3-27-09

2009-03-27T06:25:00.001-07:00

Newspapers will 3-27-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Newspapers will print story after story about horses being miss treated or front page about gay marriage. Yesterday the pain in my head was so bad that I went to Tellies bar on Rt 125 and got drunk. The pain was still there but I just did not care any more. The Veteran’s Hospital in NH miss treats it’s patients and the newspapers do not tell about this. We are only the disabled veteran’s that drain the budget if you waste money on treating us. It is like an endless chain of high ranking officials that I have sent my complaint letters to. NH elected officials just took office and they ignore me. NH governor Lynch charged me money (which is illegal) to talk with him for thirty minutes and he still will not meet with me. Our elected officials would rather put another addition on the VA Hospital than use what they have to treat the patients in need. I most of the time refuse to take medication. My last pain prescription was over five years ago. I just took the last pill about six months ago. I have been asking for more but the VA will not issue me them. The VA sends me to a civilian Dr and makes me pay for my own medication and the Dr visit. These are service injuries some are combat related. I am 100% disabled U.S. Marine. As long as the newspapers ignore Veteran’s care the government see no need to do anything. The strange thing is that the blogs and the other twenty eight hundred that I send my letter to read them. I do want to make it clear it is not the people that work at the VAH in NH it is the officials in charge cutting care to inflame the public to get more money to waste on an addition. The newspapers will not print the veteran’s side of the news.
The NH supreme court refused to hear a case presented to them with documented facts of Judge Peter Fauver’s criminal violations of the constitution to harm the individual. Fauver allowed government powers to be used by the Madbury NH selectmen to seek and get retaliation on local residents that the selectmen did not like. I volunteer my time to help these U.S. Natural born citizens and my VA medical is stopped to teach me a lesson. I do not remember driving home yesterday or if I even did. Disabled veterans should just be exterminated then the budget could be used for other animals care. The newspapers would be content to print those stories.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Mystery of death 3-26-09

2009-03-26T05:31:00.000-07:00

Mystery of death 3-26-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
What is death? Can it be as that 17 year old child boards his first plane out of the U.S. bound for the eternal play land for U.S. Marines? “combat” I constantly remember the empty, unknowing feeling as I left for my 31 months overseas. Today was going to be a cheerful letter, but at coffee this morning such a deep, dizzy, depressed mess hit me that I could not get out of my chair when it was time to leave. My head was spinning with the thoughts of how lucky that I was with everything that I have. I have a dream life that any person in the world would be content with. Then why do I sit here today in such pain and my head spinning, just to write a letter about wrongs in government? Can this feeling of death then, be the feelings that your child getting on the plane for that same play land feels today? The feeling of the unknown, what will it be, will I be good enough to pass the grade to be called a U.S. Marine?
In some ways I have it easier than others around me because I have no memory of what life back in the world (U.S.) is like. Hearing the stories by other Marine’s makes me some day hope to see it. I have become close to other Marine’s sisters by writing them and they write me back. Receiving mail is always the highlight and that is why I am happy that at MCAS El Toro I was ordered to take a writing course. It has been along time since I left and today is a day to remember. The feeling that I am a qualified Marine Corporal just seemed to come over me. I was taken from my repair hooch to lead the recovery crew on the runway. We were catching F-4’s returning from a bombing mission when the retrieve engine malfunctioned. While taking a replacement engine off the duce and a half it slipped and was going to hit one of my men. I pushed it out of the way hurting my back. I had one of the men duct tape a medal bar to my back in order to complete the mission. The corpsman said that it was just a pulled muscle and placed me on light duty for two weeks. The CO at our unit assigned me to ride as American Advisor on convoys. It should be easy just riding in the lead truck through different countries talking to other men that do not even speak American. I was issued my M-16 and two clips with specific orders not to lock and load until in emanate danger of death. It is like a mystery that this unit’s CO told me not to tell anyone my destination even if I return. I am riding in a convoy of 27 trucks filled with surplus supplies. I have no fear only excitement, what happen on the runway to make me know that feeling that I passed the test to be a U.S. Marine. The day the month it is as if time no longer concerns me. The convoy is leaving in a few minutes and I want to get this letter off. Have a great day. Love
Peter Macdonald Cpl USMC Semper Fi

Veteran’s Administration Beware 3-25-09

2009-03-25T05:31:00.001-07:00

Veteran’s Administration Beware 3-25-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
People are talking about my letters. It is surprising that some one on the Concord Monitor’s site would talk about my letters on the Boston Red Sox site. This person did not give his name. Typical of those that coast through society on the coat tails of the U.S. Military. Every day I write a letter and they are posted across the U.S. My letters basically describe many different aspect of our society. The miss treatment or lack of any medical treatment for returning Veteran’s. The VA and NH governor should take notice that people are reading my letters. The newspapers should ask them selves (why have they been ignoring the truth)? The VA stopped my medical care to stop my writing opinion letters. NH U.S. Rep Shea-Porter used her federal powers to interfere with my medical disabilities to stop my letters. I demanded a Regress of Grievances in the NH legislature. This is a guaranteed Constitutional right and the NH elected officials refuse to give me one. I ran for NH state senate this past primary only to have the NH newspapers write character harming articles about me. These same newspapers refuse to print my opinion letters telling my platform and in rebuttal of their articles. NH and the press interfered with a free election. I paid money to talk with Governor Lynch only to lose and never talk. I am a 100% service connected disabled U.S. Military veteran.
Do you know what it is like to sleep only a hour or two a night because of the recurring memories of where you have been? Can you see the face of that Gook child that you killed in hand to hand combat to get your M-16 back and escape? Do you know what it is to see hung ordinance take a person in your squad out as it is bouncing down the runway? Imagine coming back to the world (U.S.) with no memory of ever being here before because of a traumatic brain injury. NH to scare me took my freedom with jail time. I did not violate the law and the charges were dropped after six months. People should talk.
Judge Peter Fauver criminally violated the Constitution. Fauver allowed the Madbury NH selectmen to use government powers to seek and get retaliation against local town resident’s that the selectmen did not want in their town. I can write statements like this because the truth will stand against these tyrants. No matter how much the newspapers censor my facts people are learning and reading. My medical care was restored for the record, only for public scrutiny. My medical care does not exist. My words are being heard. The VA should take notice. People are afraid to speak on my behalf because of what the NH government and VA are doing to me to protect Judge Peter Fauver’s criminal acts. I continue because even is governor Lynch does not think that I am good enough to talk with him.
I am proud to be a United States citizen. People are talking and that is a start.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Veteran’s Complaint 3-24-09

2009-03-24T05:25:00.001-07:00

Veteran’s Complaint 3-24-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Do you know why I print my name, address and phone on each of my letters? I am a proud Veteran that just happen to be 100% disabled from service related disabilities. Some of my four disabilities are combat related because I fought for peace, honor, justice and the American way. All of my disabilities are from my time served. I served as a U.S. Marine 70-74. Ask the newspapers why they refuse to print the truth, as each of my opinion letters are? In the past couple of days there have been many letters on Veteran’s issues. Some letters by veteran’s and others by people noticing how veteran’s are miss treated. I have done some crazy, uncivilized, unbelievable things in my life time. Events as a U.S. Marine most people back here can not believe as possible. This is why most service men do not talk about over there. My disabilities came because I was doing my job fighting for this nation and if I stopped to cry about the pain Marines fighting beside me would have died. U.S. Military do astonishing things in their everyday lives that you back here can not conceive as possible. I just happen to be lucky enough to come back alive. For this reason I owe the respect to see that what over the history of the U.S. that veteran’s gave for will not be in VAIN.
I do not violate the law. I do volunteer every day to help others. My life back here in the “world” has been just as unbelievable. A Marine dropped off into society with no memory at all (of back here) from a head injury (TBI). Volunteers while trying to make since out of living in a civilized society. The obstacles and limitations are mind numbing but as a U.S. Marine, I do not let pain and emotions get in my way. My mission is to continue to work to make the U.S. a better place for all. Being persistent to complete a mission at all cost is never in question. The newspapers and the NH government doing everything possible to stop me is not a deterrent. WE have laws that the public officials violate to stop me which makes the Constitution a worthless piece of paper. This can not be allowed to happen. Newspaper’s censoring people’s letters is part of the cause.
Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal that must be removed from the bench. Fauver allowed using the court powers, the Madbury NH selectmen to get retaliation on local resident’s that the selectmen did not want living in their town with trusted government powers. The NH supreme court when presented this case refused to hear it because of the repercussions if made public it would have on the legal empire. The NH government paints me as a terrorist to harm my character in the public eye. Shea-Porter uses her federal powers to interfere with my medical conditions to stop my letters. The newspapers refuse to print my opinion letters, openly stating wrongs in government. The Constitution calls for any government officials violating the guaranteed rights of the people “Constitution” to be permanently remove from holding any government position. NH took my freedom to stop me, but I continue because we can not allow what newspapers have become afraid of to control us. This society back here treats Veteran’s by ignoring us because you can not understand what we did. We as Veteran’s can understand where you are coming from because we can not talk about the uncivilized acts that were our daily lives to protect your freedom back here. My name, address and phone means nothing if society back here in the World accepts censorship. My letters are public documents printed on the web under my name every day, why censor them.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Rough Week 3-23-09

2009-03-23T06:26:00.001-07:00

Rough Week 3-23-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-62167
I want to start a new type of media for my art work. Yes of all the other things that I can do Art is another one. I just started listing my wife’s art work on craigs list under “arts and craft”. I have attempted twice to put a photo of these hand carved stage coaches with carved driver and draft horses in full harnesses, with hand carved people inside the coach, but help is needed. I have a friend that will do it for me when he gets a chance? The new media is rock carving. I have always dreamed of carving in stone. It is just something different, as this letter brings another chapter in a world that just does not make since to me. I have written two books that were published, completely wired new and old houses for friends, built houses, operate heavy equipment and many more. The problem is the ability to remember what I am doing as I do it. I drive big rigs but once on a trip hauling fill for a septic I forgot and drove to down east Maine and it took two days for me to realize it. The ability to with stand the pain from my service injuries as doing the tasks and after completed. I am not stupid, there are obstacles in my path consisting of a brain injury, broken back and loss of hearing in both ears. All are service related that the military rated at 100% disabled, including the new one PTSD. Yet the VA stopped my medical care and charges me to get medication and for medical care that they now order, since the VA is using my health as a weapon to stop my opinion letters.
I volunteer every day since I came back in 74 from the big one “Vietnam Conflict”. I have not violated the law, yet the newspapers treat me as a leper. I am like on an isolated island where writing letters is easy and everyone reads them but no one wants to take any action to end the disease. Newspapers will not print my opinion letters because the facts are to traumatic for a society that is being destroyed by silence. Our forefathers saw how the opinion of the people was a tool to keep government wrongs from continuing. Of such importance to our forefathers that a constitutional article to protect freedom of the press, so the opinion of the people can not be stopped. Have what I did ! as a U.S. Marine to defend this nation (US) been so bad that isolating me to eternity is the only punishment available. I volunteer and do not violate the law is this what makes me so bad. I have so many different avenues but nothing goes any where.
My new media is a path that may be the news media should look at? Print the opinion of the people no matter the consequences> Let the truth stand and guide the United States of America. The newspapers can stop my letters in their papers but the word will get out. I may be 100% disabled and have a lot of obstacles to interfere with my goal of doing everything possible to make the United States of America better for all, but with out support can you understand how reality is questionable. A nation that does not want to protect itself from diseases with in, the “media of” silence is stopping the people’s opinion from curing it. What is reality and how does that pertain to me?
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Concord Monitor 3-22-09

2009-03-22T05:48:00.001-07:00

Concord Monitor 3-22-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
The Concord Monitor newspaper did a story on Peter Macdonald last May by Ray Duckler> I had my hopes up that maybe this paper would start printing my opinion letters. When I ran for State elected office as all other papers the Monitor refused to print my opinion letters even when they stated my political platform and goals to the public. The Monitor is not alone. Union Leader, Fosters and every other newspaper in the U.S. refused to print my letters except the NH Free Press. I can kind of understand because I just read my letter from yesterday. I do not remember writing it but when my mind goes back to my overseas tour in the US Marine Corps remembering what I did or where I am at is not always there. I have written many times that my four service related disabilities make my medical condition 100% disabled. I have a traumatic brain injury that I received strait out of boot camp. I have to this day no memory of my life, family or friends prior to and including boot camp at Parris Island. My next three disabilities came during my 31 months overseas tour at separate times and are combat related. I served Our country yet my letters are not welcome even on the Monitor’s or any newspapers blogs or in print. Telling the people whom I am and what I do for society. I volunteer every day>
The Monitor as well as all the other papers when NH declared me a terrorist and took my freedom did exhausted stories on my character to enrage the public. When the state of NH dropped the charges no newspaper ran with the truth. I lost my freedom for six months. The state and federal government do not want my opinion letters printed. My letters clearly state that Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal. Is not the State of our Economy and Government in turmoil? My letters go out to 11 different blogs and are read by thousands of people. Fauver used the court powers to allow the Madbury NH selectmen to seek and get retaliation on other Madbury residents whom the selectmen did not want in their town. Fauver violated the Constitution so bad that the NH supreme court refused to hear the case because of the repercussions it would have on the legal empire. If this was not the truth then why have my opinion letters (that I write every day that I send to Fauver, Police, State officials, Federal officials and many more) Not been stopped other than censorship by the very newspapers we trust. Fauver could use the courts but then the truth would come out. The newspapers are a major contributor to the state of our Economy and government turmoil. Should we ask why?
Everyone reading this letter including Fauver and NH governor Lynch should ask themselves “If so many people are reading Peter Macdonald’s letters why have the newspapers censored them”? How can we allow the Veteran’s Administration to stop this veteran’s medical care? The truth is that the public allows care to be deprived to most veterans unless it serves the political need of our elected officials, so why not?
Can you understand how the opinion letters censored by the Monitor and all the other newspapers is a major factor in the state of our economy and government.
I am a United States Marine and I believe in the US with my complete heart and soul. I have not and will not violate the law, but I will continue to tell the truth>
Censoring this opinion letter only hurts everyone including you.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Deep, Dark, Cloud VA 3-21-09

2009-03-21T04:59:00.000-07:00

Deep, Dark, Cloud VA 3-21-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
A deep dark cloud seems to be at the edge of my mind. It is like I have no idea when it will control my thoughts. I felt it coming yesterday as I finished my letter. It is like I have seen a new light, of that my wife and three daughters have a love for me. Is there feelings here from me that I do not understand? It is as thought I do not really know them. It is the feeling of not understanding where I am or what? The want to stop living is like a deep dark wall that invites me to go. I ask my self if I do write these letters can this be a safety control of the mind to make me live when there is no hope? Can anyone justify why a letter of such criminal acts can go as if they do not exist, unless the fact is they are just in my mind? Do I have to explain to my self that I have no memory. What is memory. I remember what I did. Did I really do that? Can I really write? What is Reality? I can not explain to others what is going on in my mind for many reasons. The first is that no one could conceive that a mind as mine could exist. If it does exist it is not right and must be disposed of. How can I have such thoughts and not be able to solve a solution within my self? Does a cloud exist or am I dead and this is what a Marine is to spend their eternal life in? It is called H-ell.
Should the Veteran’s administration have stopped my medical care for service related disabilities? Is it right to use medical care to stop a disabled veteran from exposing judge Peter Fauver’s criminal acts to harm intentionally other U.S. citizens? Can the Madbury NH selectmen use government powers for personal retaliation against other local resident just because the selectmen do not want this family in their town? Do law and a Constitution exist in the United States to stop government officials from committing such crimes against the peace and dignity of the United States of America? Do newspapers have ethics not laws that make them print the truth no matter whom that it may expose. As I lay here on the side of the runway watching the dots of light when the flack attempts to hit the fighter jets that we imagine are there. The horizon lights up in burst of bright orange and yellow light as the bombs explode destroying the families of those that will mortar us later. In a few hours the squad will return some with damage from the flack as the now not so imaginary planes put us to work. Do we really exist? Can my imagination expose such crimes in a story be real or will I get the chance to live long enough to come home to the land where the Rights of the People come first. Can the deep, dark, cloud every leave this benjo ditch?
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

People Tell 3-20-09

2009-03-20T04:35:00.001-07:00

People Tell 3-20-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
People tell me that I am crazy, a fool for wasting my time bringing forth wrongs in government. I get no compensation at all from doing this. I place the welfare of the United States of America first and fore most. Newspapers refuse to print my opinion letters because they, (the editors) so much believe that no one can change government. I have since 1999 volunteered my time to help this Madbury NH family with a zoning issue but I have helped others every day since I came back in 74. This Madbury family is everyone of you. If the Madbury NH selectmen can violate the law to seek and get (by use of government powers) retaliation on this family then no one is safe. If Judge Peter Fauver is allowed to violate in a criminal manner our highest law the “Constitution” to inflict pain and suffering on this family because they refuse to obey the selectmen we have no freedom. If the NH supreme Court can set aside the guaranteed rights so stated in our Constitution for the purpose of protecting (for own self interest) their political and legal powers over the people some one has to speak up with out giving up. I am nothing special, don’t insult me by telling me that I am looking for your pity. My family has suffered, my friends have suffered but none of this can matter because we have to think of the United States of America first. It is the people’s right! No it is the people’s “Obligation” to correct the wrongs in government. I am a 100% service connected disabled U.S. Marine. The meaning that so many U.S. Military gave their lives over the history of the U.S. to make freedom equal for everyone has to mean something. To me it means not letting what so many gave for our freedom, to not be in VAIN.
Congress approves AIG executives getting bonuses for doing a bad job. President Obama lies to the American people about this and so does congress. We the American people are getting s-crew by the people we trust. Why because we the American people are to afraid to speak up. Look what they are doing to me because I spoke up? People tell me that I am crazy but may be you the silent ones that allow your rights to be violated are the ones? You all believe the NH governor Lynch and the newspapers when they tell you that I am a danger to society. It is ok with you that the Veterans administration stopped my medical care for service related disabilities. I am the crazy one that will stand up for this Madbury families constitutional rights even when it is the NH supreme court that violates the law. I respect the NH supreme court but I am still willing to stand up and expose when they commit a crime. I have been put in jail, deprived of my money, my medical care and much more but the welfare of the United States of America is worth it if we as a nation is to continue to be We the People. Did I ever come back to the land where equal protection of the law exists or am I still in that benjo ditch. I have to go because I can feel it coming on.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

United States 3-19-09

2009-03-19T05:29:00.000-07:00

United States 3-19-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Why can so few in our government make life so bad for people that they do not like? We have the greatest system of government in the world on paper but we must practice what we preach. Greed and power are two of the worst attractions freedom can bring out in people. The nicest people fill the ranks of our government but for some reason nature brings out the worst of our personalities. When some one in government does not want something he/she can manipulate the procedure to run up the expenses or defeat what ever it is. Lets talk about the Wind Farm. Here is an alternative form of power that does not pollute the earth. Some one in the NH fish and game wants a study done to save nature. Think of what all the burning of fossil fuel will do. How about Popcorn Sutton from Knoxville Tenn the government could not get this man, so why not put him in jail for moon shinning? The Wall Green that bought Circle Lee grocery. For years one lady in state government held up the project because she did not like the owners. How about the courts being used to destroy Dodd whom ran for NH elected office. How about the man in Rochester NH that wanted medical help so he became so desperate that he took over Hillary’s office. Then there is Prosecutors whom add charges to give a jury multiple choices in order to get a guilty verdict. No body thinks it will happen to them but if someone in government takes a dislike to you, your next?
The newspapers whom once represented truth honor, justice and the American way now practice biased reporting to aid people they like. Newspapers have become a joke because now the average citizen can get the truth out by computer. The newspapers will not tell you about the criminal acts of Judge Peter Fauver claiming liability problems. The newspapers had no problem not printing my opinion letters when I ran for NH state office this past primary, but they did print biased articles to defeat my candidacy in the voters eye. The newspapers refuse to tell you that the VA stopped my medical care because of U.S. Rep Shea-Porter but they print great articles about her helping veterans. Newspapers can not understand why advisors decline to place adds. Maybe the newspapers are out of wack as our government seems to be.
I refuse to violate the law, yet NH put me in jail as a terrorist to stop my writing opinion letters about Judge Fauver’s criminal acts. The State and local police harass my family and Judge Fauver uses the sheriff to detain me for harassment. I am a 100% disabled Veteran and that is what made me want to write today’s letter. The Air Force Veteran in Dover NH that served 24 years only to loose his home because of a government mistake. The newspapers print great stuff about Shea-Porter but refuses to tell the readers the other side of the news. Just as this opinion letter will go to 2800 government officials, judges, newspapers and others but no newspaper will print, that what is really happening in the U.S. I as a 100% disabled Veteran, high school drop out volunteered help a Madbury NH family bring a case to the NH Supreme Court. The newspapers refuse to print that this court violated the Constitution in order to protect their self interest’s. So few can make life so difficult for so many. I believe in the United States of America and will continue, and maybe some day the newspapers will come back to truth, honor, justice and the American Way, and print both sides of the news.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Motivation and Death 3-18-09

2009-03-18T06:32:00.000-07:00

Motivation and Death 3-18-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
A Friend of mine from college died yesterday. He was years younger than me, actually he was my wife’s good friend back then. He never served in the U.S. Military but this is why Veteran’s are created to allow freedom to let you be what you want to be! Jim had his passions which helped him through the obstacles of life. A newly married fifty something, Jim loved to paint portraits of buildings, people and nature. His new wife is everything to him, along with his daughter. Jim just a few years back lost his teenage daughter to natural causes. Jim was an architect in his professional job but a good friend to those whom ever had contact with him. We have been close friends many years and now he will be guarded by those Veteran’s that never made it back from protecting our freedom over the history of the United States of America.
I can use Jim in my letter today because that is what freedom is. Life is to short and we never know when it is going to end. Here is a man (me) that has been writing letters for years now. Sometimes talking about how many times that I have tried to end it. I relive a time brought on by events. I do not even know if that time ever ended. Is this why your freedom means so much to me? Our government has prolonged exposing the violations of our Constitution to intentionally harm U.S. citizens and the newspapers refuse to print the opinion letters of someone like me. I have not violated the Law. I volunteer every day to help others. My VA medical care was stopped to stop my opinion letters. I openly tell the American people that Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal. Fauver knowingly allowed the Madbury NH selectmen to use government powers to seek and get retaliation against other Madbury NH residents. U.S. Rep from NH Shea-Porter used her federal powers to attempt to take my freedom by using my medical disabilities. She even filed a criminal complaint using deception. How can a U.S. Veteran, 100% disabled tell (expose) such criminal acts and the newspaper’s not inform the people. Freedom of the Press is what Veterans gave for.
We use our children to protect our freedom and when (if) they return they are U.S. Military Veterans, the lost souls of our society. The NH Supreme Court covered up Fauver’s criminal acts to protect their monopoly on power. When a 100% disabled Veteran can present a case to the NH Supreme Court to stop government wrongs and be shot down, something is wrong. NH saw this as their chance to shut me up by declaring me a terrorist and taking my freedom. I have made my case public by never stop writing about it. Because of this learning how Veteran’s across the U.S. are treated has astonished me. Neglect and cruel punishment for being the ones that came back alive. Unless helping Veteran’s fits into the budget with out limiting political pet projects or helping someone get elected we are set aside until needed. To stop a 100% disabled service connected Veteran’s medical care to stop opinion letters is just to much.
I am proud of what I did as a U.S. Marine and just as proud to stand up and give back here to help others and defend what so many Veteran’s have given for. Our Constitution. It may be careless to use Jim in my letter today. Talking about Jim’s death makes me kind of get it? Why you that never served just do not understand. Freedom gave Jim the ability to be what he wanted. Freedom is what allows you to unknowingly miss treat Veteran’s because you trust your elected officials to represent veteran’s also. Jim’s life was to short but let it remind you of what U.S. Military Veteran’s are.
We gave so that freedom allows you to not print a Veteran’s opinion letter exposing wrongs in government. Justice can only exist if the Constitution protects everyone equally. This is what makes the United States of America so great.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Violence In A civilized society 3-17-09

2009-03-17T06:25:00.001-07:00

Violence In A civilized society 3-17-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
We as a civilized society have so much need. Look around you and see the people that could use a hand. The well to do, the well educated, the poor neglected bum on the street, everyone at some point needs a kind hand. Society has let their moral, ethical belief’s get in the way of doing what is necessary. We have accepted being deceived by the trust that our hearts give. How many times has a judge told a defendant that police have no reason to lie? How many times have we trusted our financial wealth to people because we believe? How many times has a government official promised something and lied to gain our trust. We have learned to trust people with important positions because of their social stature. We place so much trust in people that we allow our children to be sent off to war for our president’s legacy. Has the need arose for violence in our own needs to make others aware. Our government considers me a dangerous social outcast. Set aside that I have violated no laws. Accept that I volunteer every day helping others since I came back to the “world” from a political Conflict “Vietnam”. The newspapers have with biased reporting degraded my social life to questionable character in the neighborhood. The courts have labeled me a terrorist, taken my money and more. The U.S. Marine Corps gave me four service connected disabilities and labeled me 100%. I have taken life and given life. People believe what the newspapers print, trust what government officials tell the people and what the judge rules believing that the system will not deceive them. I came from being a 17 year old U.S. Marine with no memory in a conflict to wanting so much to fit into a U.S. society that can not accept returning Veterans. It is not that you knowingly out cast us. It is that personality wise we are not the child that could have been before we left. We have done things that you tell use will make us better if we talk about them, then label us for the uncivilized things we have done. Silence in some situation is a word the newspapers and police can make you look guilty for doing. Silence is the first step in not educating the people to understand what the newspaper, government and courts are doing. It is called deception.
No one wants to accept that Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal. The Madbury NH selectmen used the trusted power of government to inflict harm on local Madbury residents. Fauver knowingly used the court powers to allow this, then violated the constitution himself to inflict harm on others. The newspapers have censored the facts as they will this opinion letter. I volunteer to help Madbury NH residents and the government stops my VA medical for disabilities received defending the very Constitution that we are allowing these deceitful, trusted leaders to violate. The NH Supreme Court covered up these crimes to protect their monopoly of power over the people. It is easy to accept that I am a danger to society because for to many years my volunteer help has been my silent personal need to make life better. My reason was personal because I came back alive and many better than I, gave their lives for a civilized society called the United States of America. Society’s needs are why I volunteer even if the newspapers make you believe that I am a dangerous person looking for pity. Killed in action or suicide is the only way for some Veterans ever really to accept a civilized society’s deceptive needs. I am a danger to no one and I will not violate the law. I believe in you the people of the U.S. I just do not belong here.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

VA Dr Dan Potenza 3-16-09

2009-03-16T06:44:00.000-07:00

VA Dr Dan Potenza 3-16-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
I want to tell Dr Dan that I do appreciate his calls but I do not answer them. Trying to accept what I can not conceive as reality just spins me into wanting it to end. The purpose of the VA is to help Veterans. We are the ones that joined this exclusive club by becoming members of the U.S. Military. We fought and many gave their lives to protect and defend our Constitution. The question is, am I a Veteran? Can it be that I dreamed up all the adventures or were these something our government placed in my head to experiment with the mind? The VA has tampered with my health to teach me not to write opinion letters. No matter how much I make people aware of these criminal acts no one will do anything to stop them. I volunteer every day to help other people as a way to attempt to make since out of a society that just does not make since. I have written to the people in our government that’s job is to stop such criminal acts from being inflicted on the people of the USA. The more that I expose these wrongs in government by government personal the more criminal acts these people we trust commit to stop me. Dr Dan you are a person that cares but you are the one obstacle allowing my file to be manipulated to cover up your superior’s criminal acts. Dr Dan how can I have 4 service connected medical disabilities and my medical care be stopped. Look at the record am I getting care now. No the VA makes me pay for my medical care other than seeing you. This is against the law yet no one will stop them.
The newspapers refuse to print my letters. NH Governor Lynch makes me pay money to speak with him, but never talks to me. The American people must ask them selves is protecting Judge Peter Fauver’s criminal acts worth it? Judge Fauver used the law to allow the Madbury NH selectmen to seek and get retaliation against other Madbury residents with the use of government powers. I volunteer my time to help these Madbury residents and powerful people in NH violate the constitution to stop me. The NH Supreme Court covered up the case to protect their power over the people. It is almost as if the government is telling me that violence is the only way to make a civilized society communicate when the powerful dominate. The news media is so biased, that rather than investigate the crimes they censor the truth.
If what I say is not true than set up a meeting or even a court appearance and prove me wrong. The NH government has refused me a “Redress of Grievances” which is a guaranteed Constitutional right. Judge Fauver refused this Madbury family a jury trial when they demanded it. Judge Fauver in a biased criminal manner covered up by the NH supreme court used the law to criminally harm U.S. Residents. Is the truth a powerful weapon or is it something the powerful can dictate?
Dr Dan we tried but the end must be near. Justifying the reality of the memories of what keeps darting through my head and what I learned about the rights of the people in the USA can not be what is happening. Is it possible that I stood in front of a F-4 doing six hundred knots routinely with out fear, hoping it stops 15 feet from me. How about killing another human being to keep the USA free and being proud of it. Dr Dan when so many wrongs can be criminally inflicted on the rights of the individual reality is not real and being where all Marines end must get me out of this benjo ditch. May be being a Veteran was just a child hood dream and I do not exist.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Veterans Today Answer 3-15-09

2009-03-15T08:09:00.001-07:00

Veterans Today Answer 3-15-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Tom Barnes wrote an article on “American Veterans as loony tunes”. He describes how veteran’s have a tendency to want to over through the government with violence. How Veterans are more likely to belong to a group or organization advocating violence or even killing to achieve a government that works for the people. Tom lingers on what is in plain sight (that our DC is in a time warp of it’s own). Tom diagnosed clearly that government workers don’t care about the people only their future retirement and legacy. Helping returning veterans is a game to occupy time to fill the years to that goal of a pension from the tax payers for creating turmoil in disabled and other veterans lives. I only know Tom’s back ground from what he said “Coast Guard Warrant Officer”. Tom is a U.S. Military Veteran and I respect him for this. But???
The American people have labeled me a loony tune. You all are sick of my telling you and I can justify your thoughts. Imagine what it is like to at 17 start your life. To be a U.S. Marine with no memory at all. You follow orders and do your job because there is nothing else that you know of ! The M-16 and a 45 are your best friends. You have no social life because you have no skills to interact with others. A Military Base is your home where out side the gates no one speaks American. Your MOS (job) is pounded into your head and you learn it because there is nothing else. Killing the enemy is your goal that continuously is driven into your head. You become so good at your job at a moments notice you are TAD (temporary assigned duty) to isolated MABS bases to fix gear. My hearing becomes diminished from being blown off the runway. During an offensive my back is broken while doing my job. A mortar destroys the out house that I just disembarked from. A sniper shot grazes the edge of my helmet. I kill a child guarding the position to get my M-16 back and escape back to the convoy. I do eight friendly convoys delivering surplus supplies across three countries to friendly camps as American advisor. Then one day I am dropped off in a nation where American is the primary language. Round eyed girls are so numerous even some one like me has a chance. I meet the people that I have written to that call them selves my family. I go to a home town where the people that say they are my friends only want my money for booze and cigarettes. I am lost in a world that I do not belong in and a world that does not want me.
I do not believe in violence basically because I can not forget. I am proud of killing. Back here (you all) praise what we did but despise us for the manner we did it. You expect us to come back and be what we once could have been. You do not understand the military took our minds and made us them.
Tom’s article told what is wrong with a government that allows disabled veteran’s lives to expire before receiving any help. A shameful way to come home to a nation that you gave everything for. I may not write letters as some of you professional would like but? This U.S. Marine has come a long way in a land that has clearly demonstrated that I do not belong. Tom’s article even though it was a good article failed to understand some of us live in two worlds. Where we have been (a place that you do not understand) and now a place they say that we belong but are giving the feeling that we do not.
Are we loony tunes or someone foolish enough to defend your freedom at any cost that came back to a nation that silently diminishes us to slum.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

U.S. Military Veteran’s reality check. 3-14-09

2009-03-14T05:13:00.001-07:00

U.S. Military Veteran’s reality check. 3-14-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6317
Can a Veteran’s Hospital be allowed to use medical care to stop a 100% disabled veteran from writing opinion letters? Is giving this 100% disabled veteran a Psy Dr so that the records can demonstrate for public consumption care is given! adequate or legal? Discrimination is against the law. For the newspapers to keep silent such atrocious facts from the public is beyond reality. Where does a 100% disabled Veteran go when reality makes no since? This Veteran writes opinion letters every day stating the facts only to be kept alienated to censor the free flow of information from the public. This veteran ran this past election for state office only to have the newspapers infect the voters with biased one sided information. The NH governor Lynch charges this Veteran money to speak with him. To charge a U.S. citizen money to speak with a public officials is against the law. The VA and the VA suicide hotline use the local and state police to harass this 100% disabled veteran to force suicide. Judge Peter Fauver uses the local sheriff to harass this 100% disabled veteran to stop the opinion letters.
Judge Fauver is a criminal. Judge Fauver knowingly allowed the Madbury NH selectmen to use government powers for personal retaliation against other local residents. The NH supreme court covered up the case when it was presented to them. I am foolish enough to believe in what others have taught me about the Constitution to volunteer my time to help this Madbury family. The Constitution is used to discriminate against me to stop my exposing these wrongs in government. I can put such damming statements in writing and make these letters public because the truth is powerful when not censored.
Do you not think that every day reality is questioned in my head? If I am a 100% service connected disabled veteran then why can my disabilities be used by our government to harm me? Can it be right to use anyone’s medical care to stop the public flow of free information? I jumped from the highest spot that I could find a few months ago. A gust of wind caught me and actually defied gravity and I rose across the sky to the top of a tree where my pant leg got caught. The tree bent over and lowered me to the ground safely leaving only a cut (painful and deep) on my upper let. The mark left on my leg is a constant reminder of the wrongs or reality that make no since.
The U.S. Rep. from NH Shea-Porter is what others call the veterans hope. She is a fraud in my eyes because she file a false police complaint to stop my opinion letters. She used my medical disabilities in a criminal manner to stop my letters. The VA then stopped my medical care completely and sent me a bill for the care to take my freedom.
Ask your self are the purpose of opinion letters to give the public a way of communicating wrongs in government to others? Do you see why situations such as Alabama, Columbine and the school in Germany exist? In a civilized society when the free flow of information is stopped to protect a special class of society how do you communicate? No one wants to believe that a 100% disabled Veteran can be real?
Can A Veteran’s Hospital be allowed to administer medical can in a discriminatory manner to aid this special class of society and the check and balances to stop such criminal acts be manipulated to force this Veteran in to suicide?
Is printing the opinion letter of a 100% disabled veteran even reality?
I will not violate the law that is my promise to the American people.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Ask Why 3-13-09

2009-03-13T05:02:00.001-07:00

Ask Why 3-13-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Repeating the question of what it is like to not remember any part of your life before you were 17 can be monotones. Just like writing a letter that clearly explains and documents criminal constitutional crimes committed by Veteran’s officials, judges and government officials (State and Federal). Traumatic Brain Injury while I was in the U.S. Marine Corps left me this way even today. I left the U.S. and did a 31 month overseas tour during the Vietnam Conflict with no memory of where I came from. My next three disabilities are combat related received at separate missions. I came back to a world that I had no memory of ever being here before. American Bill Boards on the sides of the road and Round eyed girls were something that I could only hope to live long enough to see at least once before I gave my life for this nation that I had no memory of. I was proud when a girl spit on me at the San Francisco Airport and called me a baby killer. When I learned the meaning years later those words would haunt me for ever. Killing the enemy was the only priority of a U.S. Marine. Now I come back to a land where killing is wrong because the people have rights against oppressive and dominating government actions depriving any individual of Constitutional protection. Is what I have learned and done worth repeating or is it a memory kept alive by a Marine lost for eternity in a benjo ditch?
I have no place to go. I have no one that understands if I am really here. Can the perfect life be a dream? Can a nation that U.S. Military give every aspect of their lives for, come back to a place that the people recognize a theory but not the deranged U.S. citizens that return’s exist? Does the courts have a right to use publicity to win a criminal case as the Caylee case in Florida. Does the NH government and newspapers have a right to publicly destroy a candidate’s Character to sway a free election. Can a 100% disabled Veteran be put in jail as a terrorist to stop his opinion letters of government wrongs. Can the VA stop a 100% disabled Veteran’s medical care because U.S. Rep from NH Shea-Porter wants them too? Can the NH government use the State and local police to harass citizens to stop the person from exposing a criminal judge? Can a judge use the Strafford County sheriff to harass some one that tells the public in writing that this judge Fauver is a criminal violating the constitution to harm innocent U.S. citizens? Where can a 100% disabled Veteran go that reality exists. Can the NH Supreme Court cover up the criminal acts Judge Fauver committed and the public be ok with this?
Do I volunteer every day to help others. Did the cut on the top of my leg happen because I jumped to kill my self? How do you answer questions when reality only exists if nothing is real!
The Question is if I repeat such criminal actions in writing by newspapers and government personal in the land of the Free why does no one stop the crimes or stop me? I learned to kill as a U.S. Marine for a Constitution that must have died. Can my actions as a U.S. Marine go against the ethics of a civilized society so much that I must be for ever exempt from death to stop the torture. U.S. Marines never die we just go to H-ell for ever as you have placed me. Repeating the question forever is the place that I must be.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Veteran’s Issues 3-12-09

2009-03-12T05:51:00.001-07:00

Veteran’s Issues 3-12-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Time running out to honor WWII Veteran’s. May be the editors just made my point. Citizens that never served, get elected officials that never served, sixty years too late to want to award those still alive a medal. Never mind the lack of medical care, understanding or life it self. Veterans that went homeless, lost their family, or worst were chastised for being a loser because they could not accept what a civilized society will never understand, but condemns us for. The editors today across the U.S. refuse to print my opinion letters because they are not in the best interest of the paper. My trip to Vermont had it’s problems for me but I chose not to talk about my case. I felt honored to talk about a U.S. Marine that volunteers to help others even though society refuses to give him medical care for disabilities received in combat. Agent Orange and the effects of being a tunnel rat never leave those that gave for the freedom you all relish in. My cousin is just one more Marine that I learned about, that silently gives to help others. If we talk about what we did, people believe we are looking for pity or that we did uncivilized acts that alienates us from this civilized society for ever. People believe that our emotionless attitudes and our suspicious, questionable characters separate us from the ethical, moral society that has never been there. I have wanted to kill my self since understanding what being called a “baby killer” by a young lady the day I first stepped foot back in the U.S. Volunteering is my way of attempting to join a society that I do not belong in. Can maybe Veteran’s from all war and conflicts that time is running out feel this?
Judge Peter Fauver violated the Constitution to intentionally harm other U.S. citizens. The NH supreme court covered up this case to protect their monopoly over the people’s rights. I volunteer to help a Madbury NH family that the Madbury selectmen are using government powers to get retaliation on. The NH government labels me a terrorist to stop my opinion letters exposing criminal wrongs by the officials we trust. My VA medical is stopped to stop my letters. I am a 100% disabled Veteran with combat related disabilities. I did eight convoys delivering surplus supplies to isolated friendly camps deep in the Bush as an American Advisor. I have attempted to kill my self many times not for what I have done. It is because I came back to a place that I do not belong. I volunteer every day to help others to give so that what so many other veteran’s gave their lives for will not be in VAIN. Freedom is not protecting criminal judges and government officials. Editors have lost the meaning of what Freedom of the Press means.
Vermont gave me the reason that I went. Those two ladies and David at Okemo Ski Resort and the people that I met in town are what freedom is all about. Time is not running out, it is just that the citizens of the U.S. don’t try to understand. Veterans do not want your medals we want you to not let what we gave for, to never be diminished.
“Our Constitution”. Is not printing the opinion letter that exposes crimes Freedom? WWII veterans I am sure would rather have you honor the Constitution than pin a worthless medal, so society can feel good and the politicians can protect their image. Veterans are all around you. Veterans are ever day people don’t diminish our rights for what we did. WWII Veterans as all Veterans deserve your respect, that is what we ask.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Success of Vermont 3-11-09

2009-03-11T05:58:00.000-07:00

Success of Vermont 3-11-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Yesterday’s article on Vermont was a hit across the U.S. Do people understand the article was basically about disabled Veteran’s being denied medical care for injuries received in service to the U.S. My cousin lives in Vermont. I see this man maybe once every two or three years. His life was shattered because as a child he was drafted into the Marine Corps. Agent Orange and the silent memories that never go away meant that this now Veteran was returning to a society that will never accept him again as a human being. He moved away from his home State and met the perfect woman whom was from Vermont. I met this Marine for the first time (that I remember) after I returned from my tour in the MC. I came back 100% disabled and one of my four injuries is TBI. I have no memory of ever being in the U.S. before. This unrecognized service connected disabled veteran carved out a life in East Dover Vermont. I learned from two woman that work at Okemo Ski resort about a person that volunteers to help others but has a questionable character because of his unrecognized disabilities. This is a U.S. Marine (A Veteran) that went some place as a child and did uncivilized things in the name of freedom, that will never be able to return to the life he left. The meaning of yesterday’s article was about the cruel and uncivilized treatment of the U.S. Military returning from WAR.
My Vermont article talked about the people that I met. The older gentle man that I helped across a icy street, or the woman that offered to pay for my coffee. I was totally impressed by the two women at Okemo Ski Resort that talked to me all afternoon. I was made to feel at home in a small out of the way town in Vermont. I can see how my cousin (even though his character was considered abnormal) would be accepted in a state that seems to care for everyone equally. I volunteer every day to help others because I came back alive. Until NH put me in jail as a terrorist to stop my opinion letters, I might never have become aware of other Veteran’s giving back so much. These volunteers are Veterans because? The reason I volunteer is because when I first returned it was the only way that I could be accepted into a community that I had no right to be. It was a road that I took for the selfish reason of trying to understand how to live in a place that I had no memory of. I wrote the article because learning about how many Veteran’s volunteer is (my self induced path to being accepted) one so many other veteran’s silently follow.
My article did not talk about 25% of the homeless in the U.S. are Veterans. It did not talk about the lost files. It did not talk about the lack of medical care or miss treatment because the system is a political scrape goat for camouflage budget busting pet projects of our elected officials. The people in the state of Vermont it appears treat the abnormal but do not understand these are Veteran’s. These are Veteran’s swept under the rug because no politician could gain self image by helping.
The State of Vermont is a beautiful place. It is the people that make this state a place to remember. This as all my opinion letters will be censored but let me thank Okemo Ski resort for having two such wonderful women and the state of Vermont for treating my cousin right. Thank You to the people of Vermont.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi

Vermont 3-10-09

2009-03-10T06:50:00.001-07:00

Vermont 3-10-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Do we know the people around us? My wife and I went to Okemo ski area on Sunday so she could ski with friends on Monday. The Ski area is located in Ludlow which is a nothing little town with some of the friendliest people that live their year round. My goal was to prevent my wife from doing the three hour drive to and from, alone in one day. I have a cousin that lives in East Dover Vermont that my wife described as about 20 miles away. It would be a great opportunity to visit and maybe help with some projects around his area. The heavy wet snow and the substandard RT 100, Vermont’s main corridor through the center of the state north to south made the what turned out to be a 2 hr drive impossible. I decided to walk around Ludlow and help people with the snow conditions. Okemo has a great Restaurant Bar and at about one o’clock lunch and a beer would be where I would wait the rest of the day for my wife and friends. What a huge, clean place this restaurant was. I was the only customer for the entire afternoon other than the quick beer stop of the infrequent skier. All the workers except one bar tender and one waitress were sent home. I was talking to the Bar tender about my attempt to go to E Dover to visit. The waitress over heard me and asked whom I knew there. When I told her my cousins name she used my cousins wife’s name and asked if that was the same person. I was shocked that this far from there, these two woman would know my cousin. It seemed that the waitress at one time owned a bakery in West Dover. My cousin started a program of delivering day old goods from several of the businesses in town to needy families in Dover and several other towns. I never quite understood how the bar tender knew him but she seemed too know him very well.
My cousin is the typical Marine story. At 18 he was drafted and went to Vietnam as a grunt. His assignment on patrol was tunnel rat. This is the Marine that goes in the hole to seek and destroy the gooks living in there. He came back to his home in Lynn Mass only to feel rejected. Agent Orange and continuing memories destroyed any chance of living the life that he left so many years earlier. He met his wife from Vermont, married her, took her last name, had three children and continue to inch out a successful life. The VA has rejected his claims of disabilities, which to any normal person the poor health of this Marine is clear. These two women knew of him but kept their distance because of his rough, questionable manners. They respect and cherish him for his continued efforts to help others any time, but ? These two women thanked me for telling them that My cousin was a Marine from the Vietnam Conflict. They told me that now my cousins personality made since and that they wish that they knew back years ago. I did not know my cousin was this type of person that lived in Vermont. I know a lot of people volunteer. It just seems that lately coming across other Marines volunteering, I seem to write about. I volunteer because I came back alive and I have to believe my volunteering makes what so many others gave their lives for will not be in vain. For over thirty years I thought that this was me not being able to forget that what I should not have done over there, (according to this civilized society that I returned to). Since the State of NH declared me a terrorist and took my freedom witnessing the deplorable conditions U.S. Military Veterans are driven to has made it clear people believe we are just rejects on the street. May be we need to understand our neighbors better. Thank You Vermont.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

State Rep. Baldasaro 3-8-09

2009-03-08T05:24:00.001-07:00

State Rep. Baldasaro 3-8-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Al Baldasaro of Londonderry is a nice person, and it is not just because he is a U.S. Marine either. The Marine Corps does not build nice people, we build character and responsibility to the USA. I write this opinion letter because I want to talk about people like Al. What I am saying is about Al but it is also about the others that do nothing but give to make NH and the USA a better place for all with our reservation for personal enhancement. I met Al a few years back. I like him as a friend (that is my thought not his) and as a NH state official. When NH declared me a terrorist and my VA medical was stopped to stop my opinion letters (which the newspapers across the state refuse to print) Al went out of his way to get my medical partially restored. He got it so under armed guard even in the Doctor’s office my right to visit a VA doctor was granted. Al did not have to do this. My district in the state is far away from Al. Al is the type of person that if someone needs help, he is there. The NH state officials from my district refuse to help a 100% service connected disabled Veteran even the newly elected ones. (today)
My reason for this letter is because I want Al and people just like Al to know we the people appreciate what he is doing. It is a shame that it took the position of political office before the Newspapers recognized what people like Al give to others. Volunteer of the year is an application that Al well deserves as he has for many past years also. The countless hours and little things that go unnoticed are a major part of what the article does not tell you. There are a lot of nice people in the USA but volunteers such as Al Baldasaro of Londonderry are what make Londonderry, NH and the USA a better place for all and a future to look forward too. Thank You Al and all the others.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi

The Blue Wall Exists (a response) 3-7-09

2009-03-07T05:35:00.001-08:00

The Blue Wall Exists (a response) 3-7-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
How many times has a person walking down the street seen a meter expire just in front of the meter maid. Some of these people are kind hearted and place 25 cents in the meter only to be given a ticket for interference. In the paper today a police officer in Laconia is honored with a great article. “Officer’s Caring”. The officer is called to Cumberland farms on a shop lifting case. The officer knows the person so the officer pays the nine dollars and lets the criminal go. The newspaper makes this officer sound like a hero. The newspapers no longer print the truth in a manner that benefit’s the general public. The newspapers cater to the people that can benefit their own lives. The newspapers refuse to print opinion letters that are not in the papers philosophic belief. An opinion letter that can be altered to reflect what the papers wants the people to believe is edited before published. Response letters such as this one will not get published because it reflects the feelings of the general public and can not benefit the editors pocket or connections. Ask your self how many times has law enforcement used criminal tactics on some one you know or love in order to give a ticket.
The newspapers will print a great article about someone they want to get elected. If for some reason the editors do not like a candidate the inferences in the articles defame your character to sway the vote. Response opinion letters such as this one to articles are censored because they reflect the general public’s feelings and can not benefit the papers profit or political connections. Our NH government is protecting Judge Peter Fauver’s criminal use of the Constitution. Fauver used the law to allow the Madbury NH selectmen to seek and get retaliation for personal reasons on local residents with government services. Fauver denied U.S. citizen a jury trial because he knew a jury would come down on the selectmen because the evidence proved it. The case is documented in the NH supreme court records. The NH supreme court was so afraid of the facts becoming public they covered it up. The newspapers refused to inform the public. I ran this past primary for state senate and because the NH government and judicial branch did not want me the newspapers condemned me in the public eye. I volunteer every day helping others, I am that person walking down the street. My response and opinion letters were censored to sway the vote.
To stop me NH has labeled me a terrorist and taken my freedom, Stopped my VA medical for service connected disabilities. Harassed my family, friends and I by using the local and state police, Judge Fauver uses the local sheriff to harass and detain me. This all sounds like a pity party. This happens all to often to the general public and censored.
The Blue Wall was erected to protect a certain class of society. I appreciate the Laconia officer helping a less fortunate friend. The law has to be equal for all. This all can be illustrated by the fame the news bombards us with over the past few weeks. The ugly cat. The ugly cat gets more coverage that a 100% disabled Veteran being denied medical care because this Veteran will not stop writing opinion letters that expose wrongs in government. I am that U.S. citizen that will stand up for U.S. citizens rights no matter what the Blue Wall dictates on the public. Some day when you, a friend, a loved one is walking down the street the Blue Wall may expire your ticket, just because they do not like you. Freedom of the press is to protect the people not the newspapers or Blue Wall.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Repeating over and over 3 6-09

2009-03-06T05:40:00.001-08:00

Repeating over and over 3 6-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
I can not get it out of my head. People tell me that my letters keep repeating the same subject but it does not go away. I have military disabilities received in the line of duty, with the pain and limitations just continue day after day. The government and VA discriminate against me by limiting my medical care and now charging me money to get care, medication and see a doctor over and over. The save guards built in to our system fail to listen to my complaint letters time and again. Government (officials and departments) continuously day after day violate our Constitution yet people tell me that I repeat my self in my letters. Editors every single day trash my opinion letters describing government wrongs intentionally committed to inflict pain and suffering on U.S. Citizens with out regards for ethical or moral obligations to the people. Where am I? Does reality really exist as my dream to come home some day just continues over and over as if it is in a repeat letter to the people of the United States of America.
Did I spend the entire night last, on convoy trying to understand if the world did exist out side this mayhem called USMC? Do the people of the U.S. help each other or was that just words from other Marine’s mouths to get me to help? Can telling the truth be the only path to a better world? My experiences are adventures people imply would be impossible. I know so much but I never know when I will remember, if at all. I have done almost everything (building houses, wiring, plumbing, being a lawyer in court, a minister, friend, volunteer, a U.S. Marine and much more) yet it is in a world that I can only briefly touch for moments at a time. The government has built a wall between my best friend (wife) and me to win a conflict that placed me in this benjo ditch. Marines repeat (that four letter word) our job is to k-ill yet my orders on this convoy is to not lock and load until in interment danger of death. I have not violated the law back in this world if laws really exist. If I ever really came back to the world. (U.S.)
A high school drop out that joined the MC at 17 took a case to the NH supreme court about Judge Peter Fauver committing crimes against the peace and dignity of the U.S. The NH supreme court covered up Fauver’s crimes. The Madbury NH selectmen use the power of government for retaliation against local residents they govern. To stop my exposing the wrongs in government I am put in jail as a terrorist. My VA medical is stopped to teach me a lesson. Is this even humanly possible in the U.S.
Do you see the repeat? The mayhem is so vast that I jumped only to have the wind direct me to a tree top and lower me to the ground safely. I have a scare on the top of my leg that keeps reminding me continuing is not an option. Does repeating the crimes of government make the Vietnam Conflict real. Can U.S. Marines do and live through this and expect to some day come home? Did I ever really come home or is this repeat dream ever going to stop. I want to quit but my orders as a U.S. Marine are to protect and defend our Constitution until death if necessary.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi