VA ignores veteran’s complaints 8-31-08

VA ignores veteran’s complaints 8-31-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 602-659-6217
The Veteran’s inspector general ignores a disabled Veteran’s complaints of illegal acts committed by VA personal to harm said veteran. The last step was the VA complaint line calling me yesterday to tell me the VA did not want to hear from me any more. The VA suicide hotline harasses me to get me to commit suicide, The VA sends the local police to my home to pressure me into suicide. The director at 275 Chestnut St. Manchester NH VA office tells me to commit suicide. A NH congress woman uses her federal powers to have a VA Dr Biswas file involuntary commitment orders against me. The VA stops my medical care completely for 5 months. It is restarted again but it is now inferior and limited. I am red flagged at the VA. I now see Dr Dan Potenza ( whom is a great person and cares) but he is a psychologist that the VA’s uses to show I am getting care. Every one of these facts is documented in government records. The nation that I learned to love has cast me away. I am 100% disabled with four service connected injuries. Three are combat related.
Is it because I see the conflicts clearly in my head that may be there is nothing wrong with me. I went to a family party yesterday. Before we got to the party my wife told me the people’s names. Everyone there knew me and had grown up with me. I did not remember but a few faces. These were my nieces, nephews and friends from school. Try living every day of your life with no (or limited) memory. I can function as what appears as a normal person. My twin brother (whom committed suicide) ex-wife was there with her new husband. It was her daughter’s (my niece‘s) birthday. I did not realize the situation until after talking with them for over an hour. I knew a conflict existed but I had no emotion that these individual’s expected. Do I belong back here? Should I have come back? I can except that I do not know. I camouflage my ignorance from others. I have clear memories of what I did as a U.S. Marine. The lack of emotions and feelings for other human life. The morbid living conditions you survive through just to successfully complete the mission. The belief that I learned that now as a returning U.S. military Veteran coming home to make a life is dismissed by criminal acts by VA and government personal. Did I really kill other human life to be rejected by even the VA?
The pain in my head, back and body from my other injuries cripples me. I learned it was every citizens obligation to expose wrongs in government. I volunteer my time because people from a different town that only knew me from my letters to the editor asked me for help. Judge Fauver criminally violated the law and constitution to protect the Madbury NH selectmen using government powers to seek personal revenge against Madbury residents that the selectmen did not want in their town. The NH supreme court refused to hear a case that exposed crimes by a judge. I am declared a terrorist and my freedom is taken for 6 months to stop my volunteer help. I have violated no laws although the government would like you to believe that I did. The News papers refuse to print the truth. The Veteran’s Administration has condemned me to death all because I believe in a nation that has refused to accept me. Does pain really exist?
I want to thank the NH Free Press for printing my letters.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Veteran’s Complaint 8-30-08

Veteran’s Complaint 8-30-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-6596217
The VA complaint web site has asked me to stop using this for my complaints. Tell your superiors no, because I will not stop. The VA in NH has stopped my medical care for political self gain. This is a crime (complaint). My medical file has been red flagged, just to harass me. My medical was restored after 5 months but it is now substandard and poor. To use any U.S. citizens medical condition for political reasons is wrong. I am a 100% service connected disabled Veteran. 3 injuries are combat related. These are crimes to use a disabled veterans medical condition to demonstrate the power of VA personal over disabled veterans. You in the VA know about my letters because you complain to me so much about them. Correct the wrongs then complain. You are violating the law to have a veteran medical stopped for your self gain. You are pressing me to commit suicide. You refuse to stop the wrongs. Stop complaining and take action against your co-workers to stop these crimes of harming a disabled veteran. I have violated no laws. What I have done is expose wrongs in government. You have violated the American’s with disabilities act, Laws and constitution to harm this veteran.
The director of the VA in Manchester told me to commit suicide. You are asking me to stop telling people that the VA is harming Veterans. You may not like what I am saying but I do not care. I will say it over and over until the wrongs are corrected. NH Congress Woman Carol Shea-Porter used my combat related medical condition to have VA Dr. Biswas file involuntary commitment papers to stop my letters to the editor. The Lee Police showed up at my home and chained and shackled me in front of my family to hall me off because of Dr. Biswas The local hospital determined Dr Biswas’s papers had no merit. The VA is trying to stick me with this Ten thousand dollar bill. The VA committed a crime in ordering me into a nut house, now the VA is causing finical hardship on me to help Shea-Porter’s criminal use of government powers to harm a disabled Veteran. The rules, laws and Constitution are so clear. You in the Veterans administration are criminally aiding the NH government to shut me up. Judge Fauver criminally violated the law to protect the Madbury NH selectmen using government powers for personal revenge against Madbury Residents.
I say in another day someone in government will wake up and correct these wrongs. I say give it one more day, suicide is not the answer. Imagine coming back to a world with no memory. Learning to respect the law and volunteer to help society. Imagine killing other human beings just to have this privilege. Imagine ordering men into their death day after day because it is your duty. Imagine the veterans administration using criminal acts to harm a disabled veteran for the benefit of other government wrongs. Imagine the news media refusing to print the truth. Imagine I am running for District 21 NH state senate and a free election does not exist for disabled Veterans. Imagine that I am a nut and another day may not be necessary. Why did I come back to a world that I do not belong.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

I volunteered yesterday 8-29-08

I volunteered yesterday 8-29-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
You never really know how good you have it until you look at the person next to you. May be 20 years ago, I met this man at a Pig Roast in New Boston NH. He owned his own stone mason business. A good father and husband, life was grand. A rare eye defect over the years has caused him to become legally blind. Here is a man with every thing going for him, now has to change his life. Unable to build fireplaces, walls and other because of his loss he decided to buy over a 100 acre farm in Canterbury NH. His wife, daughters and him build a horse business with stalls, riding arena indoors and out. They also take in foster children from 1 day to years helping children get started. He works 12 to 18 hour days to make ends meet. At the pig roast years earlier I told him if he ever needed help I will volunteer my time. He was short handed and needed to get some hay off the fields. AS I walked down the dirt road leading to the riding area a man came up on a four wheeler and stopped about 5 feet from me. He got off and did not even see me until with in a foot or so. He did not know whom it was until I spoke. This man checked the Hay to determine when to rake and bale. He drove the tractor around the field raking and bailing over 500 Bales never missing a beat. Here is a man that can not see the beautiful scenery but makes life better for others. What a wonderful world this can be.
I am running for NH State Senate. I volunteer every day to help others. I am a 100% disabled Veteran. I handed Governor Lynch a Redress of Grievances yesterday. Over the years I have handed the NH governor many Redress of Grievances. The law and NH Constitution guarantee the individuals the right to bring wrongs committed by state personal to the full house, senators and representatives.
Judge Fauver intentionally violated the law and Constitution to aid the Madbury selectmen to use government powers to seek revenge against local Madbury residents. The NH supreme court refused to hear a case that spelled out 29 or more constitutional criminal acts by Fauver and the selectmen. NH declared me a terrorist to silence my free speech. A NH congresswoman used federal powers to have a VA Dr Biswas file commitment papers to stop my letters to the editor. Then she filed a false police report to get me arrested. The NH, VA director stopped my VA medical for political self gain. I volunteer my time to help these Madbury residents and you destroy my world.
I am proud to be a United States Citizen. The newspapers refuse to print my opinion letters in direct conflict with our Constitution. Where does a 100% disabled Veteran go. I knew doing hay was the wrong thing for a disabled Veteran (with four disabilities) to do. I guess that I was trying to bring my wish of death to a respectable conclusion. Seeing my friend again and what he has achieved made me realize what so many have giving their lives for over the history of the U.S. is worth it. What I did as a U.S. Marine even though it was morally wrong , I did it for you. My lack of emotion to pain and death is my responsibility. We must all work to correct the wrongs in government to make the U.S. better for all. I am running to bring the government back to the people. Tell the newspapers to print my opinion letters even if the editor’s do not like them. Freedom only exists if we work to keep it.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

NH Official Redress of Grievances.

NH Official Redress of Grievances.
Free and fair elections 8-28-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Every U. S. citizen is injured when the state of NH can fix an election. Keeping a 100% disabled Veteran out of office because of what I will talk about as my platform and opinion constitutes a crime. Newspapers across the U.S. refuse to print my opinion letters because I dare expose criminal activity by judges and powerful government officials. My opinion letters state documented facts of criminal actions by Judge Fauver, NH elected officials, Veteran’s Administration officials and U.S congresswoman from NH. The news media keeping my words from the public does not make since. None of this makes since. Judge Fauver criminally violated the laws and Constitution to aid the Madbury NH selectmen seeking revenge against local residents that the selectmen did not like. This is documented in a case presented to the NH supreme court by me. The NH supreme court refused to hear the case because it questioned the integrity of the courts by a high school drop out. These are facts contained in court records. The newspapers refuse to inform the public. NH declared me a terrorist to stop my volunteer help to the Madbury residents. I lost my freedom for 6 months before the bogus charges were dropped. The news sided with the state and harmed my character in the public eye. Shea-porter filed a false police report to stop my letters to the editor. She used her federal powers to have a VA dr. Biswas file involuntary commitment orders to stop me. The VA stopped my medical care for combat related injuries for political self gain. The news media refuse to inform the public. I send the NH secretary of state a copy of every one of my letters along with judges, government officials, newspapers and a thousand others. The news media has harmed my public image so bad that I am sitting on an island (surrounded by a country that boosts to the world about freedom) with no place to go.
I sit here with the memory of the in-human conditions that our military are living in to protect your freedom. I sit here with the memory of the cruel and unacceptable actions that I did as a U.S. Marine to keep your freedom. The sad part is that I feel no regrets or sorrow for what I did because it was for the country, I loved. Having no feelings is what I can not accept. Since I came back you have treated me as a second class citizen. Not just me but all Veterans. You dropped me one day into a society that I could not live in. You questioned and mocked my actions as I adjusted. You did not even attempt to understand where I came from (even today). I was so naive and proud that I accepted your actions because I knew no better. I should have killed my self the day I set foot in the U.S. Naïve and proud I thought that I could make a difference. I felt guilty for coming back alive when so many better than I gave their lives. I started volunteering that day in 74 and continued even today as my way of giving something back to those that will never return.
Every United States citizen is injured as you allow the state of New Hampshire to spit in the faces of every person over the history of the United States of America that gave their lives to keep her strong and free. I am running for District 21 NH state senate. The news media refuses to inform the public and it makes no since. Every U.S. citizen is injured when a 100% disabled veteran can write a opinion letter as this and it is censored.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Killing a nation, candidate NH state senate 8-27-08

Killing a nation, candidate NH state senate 8-27-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
“Any one right of any one individual can not be violated or that government must be abolished and a new one started”. This is our Constitution. The VA stopping a 100% disabled veteran’s medical care for political self gain is a crime. Declaring a 100% disabled veteran a terrorist and taking his freedom for six months to demonstrate the power of government over the people is a crime. For Judge Fauver to criminally violate the constitution to aid the Madbury NH selectmen’s acts of revenge against Madbury NH residents that the selectmen do not like is a crime. The NH supreme court refusing to hear a case because it exposed crimes by judge’s is a crime. A U.S. congresswoman from NH using federal powers to have a VA doctor file false involuntary commitment orders by using a 100% disabled veteran’s service connected medical conditions to stop this veteran’s letters to the editor is a crime. For this U.S. congress woman to file a false police report to have this 100% disabled veteran arrested to show the power of government over the people is a crime. For the news to embellish this woman record of helping veterans and cover these criminal acts to harm a veteran is called censorship.
For the news media to censor the public from a candidate’s views and opinions is a crime of the highest magnitude. The editor’s write articles about the other candidate’s and publish letters embellishing the record of other candidate’s but refuse to print my letters. My letters are documented truth.
I have serious medical problems. I do not want your pity. If I was looking to protect myself or my family I would just stay silent and let these crimes continue. I volunteer to help other people every day. I believe in the United States of America no matter what you (the People) are doing to me.
I served as a U.S. Marine. I came back with 4 permanent disabling injuries. Three are combat related. The VA suicide hotline hounds me to commit suicide. The VA uses the local police to pressure me into suicide. Judge Fauver uses the local sheriff to maneuver me into suicide. The pressure and conflicts in my head, trying to understand the rational of the people. You send children off to defend and protect a constitution and yet you allow this to happen. I may not remember my child hood before becoming a U.S. Marine but every event that I lived through as a U.S. Marine is constant in my head. I have violated no laws. My mistake seems to be that I volunteer to help others.
Why did I have to come back alive. I know that there can be no punishment destructive enough for what I did as a U.S. Marine. You people “MOCK” what the definition of freedom means to the point reality does not make since. Why do you (U.S.) give me everything and destroy the one thing that means it all to me. What so many or our military gave their lives for. The People’s Rights
Our Constitution is meant to protect every one of you. The family in Madbury NH to even this disabled United States Marine. Will my death help you realize what you are losing. I know it will sure make me feel better. You have violated one individual’s rights (mine) and many others. Criminal acts listed in this letter must be addressed in public session, Yet the news media is violating the trust of the people by censoring this candidates views and opinion. The NH government refuses me a “Redress of Grievances” which is our Guaranteed Constitutional right.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Complaint: who cares. I am a candidate for NH state senate

Complaint: who cares. I am a candidate for NH state senate
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Complaints of criminal acts by government personal and no one cares. People complain to me about my letters every day. My letters are so well broadcast over the internet if any one could question a fact as not being the truth they would. Editors claim my letters are to libelous to print or that they hurt people with good reputations. If a government worker comet’s a wrong it is our duty to correct it. When the people in our government use the courts and power of their elected positions for revenge to stop free speech some one better be willing to speak out. When a NH congress woman in DC can use federal powers to force a VA doctor to file false involuntary commitment orders against a disabled veteran to stop the veteran from writing letters to the editor, some thing is wrong. When a U.S. congress woman can file false police reports to get a citizen arrested to stop free speech some thing is wrong. When the VA in NH can stop a 100% disabled veteran’s medical care for political self gain something is wrong. When the director of the NH, VA can tell a 100% disabled veteran to commit suicide, the Boston Globe newspapers can send a letter telling a 100% disabled veteran to commit suicide, The NH governor can send the state police to tell a 100% disabled veteran to commit suicide something is wrong. The American legion physically removed a 100% disabled veteran, life member from the Veteran’s picnic at the legion, what is wrong?
I have violated no laws, yet the newspapers and government have harmed my character in the public eye (violating our constitution) to destroy me. Judge Fauver criminally violated the constitution to aid the Madbury NH selectmen’s criminal acts of revenge against local Madbury NH residents. This is a truthful statement which not one person disputes. I present it to the NH supreme court and to cover up wrongs in the judicial branch they refused to hear it. The NH government declared me a terrorist by taking words out of context in my letters to demonstrate to the public threatening letters. The bogus charges were dropped. After taking my freedom to demonstrate the power of the criminals I was trying to expose. You notice the news papers did not print the terrorist letters just quoted words out of context.
I am running for NH State Senate. The editors talk about the other candidates but refuse to inform the public of my opinion and views. This effects every citizen in the U.S. I was injured four times while I served in the U.S. Marine Corps. Three are combat related. I re-live the violent , in-human acts that I committed as a U.S. Marine every day. I survived living in some of the most inhuman conditions to come back to this? I survived as an American advisor on 8 convoys delivering surplus supplies to friendly camps deep in the bush of Thailand, Laos and Cambodia. I was captured, I killed with a bayonet and escaped to come back to this. While TAD to Vietnam I had a mortar blow up the out house that I left seconds earlier and a sniper’s bullet pass with in inches of my head. A free and fair election is what our military personal are giving their lives for. I came back to a nation that does not want me. I came back to a nation that I do not belong.
The criminal acts by the VA, NH government and newspapers are in direct conflict with every thing I learned the United States of America stood for. I would suggest everyone that reads this letters pass it on to others because if you do not your family could be next.
Peter Macdonald Candidate for NH State Senate and a 100% disabled Veteran

Hate, love, war 8-24-08

Hate, love, war 8-24-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
A child yells “I will Kill you” to a friend that he is fighting with. Soon after they are best friends again. A child becomes a teenager and is sent off to war where he learns to kill with ease and devotion. A veteran returns to where 89% of the people that he risked his life for that never served never understand; not the same child returned. The government drops you into a civilized society expecting reality to exist in this hardened adult’s mind. Joy and happiness turns to miss understandings and rage. Relationships dissolve as the social barriers grow in defense against this emotion less mind. The veteran becomes alone and defiant. The once innocent child that yelled “I will Kill you” echoes in the Veteran’s mind not as a child but as his defense against the enemy. A civilized society can not recognize the child’s yell as it now comes from a scary adult. The child’s life given in defense of our country is now taken by the people that the Veteran once believe was his friends and neighbors. Veteran death becomes the answer.
I came back to the U.S. after 31 months overseas, 70-74. At 17, I joined the Marine Corps. I am 100% disabled. One of my injuries is complete memory loss of any event prior to my 17th birthday. I have three more combat related injuries. I volunteer every day since I came back to help others. Because I volunteer my time to help a Madbury NH family that I did not know at the time, You the people of NH have become afraid of me. Judge Fauver criminally violated the Constitution to help the Madbury NH selectmen harm local residents. The NH supreme court covered up the case. The NH government declared me a terrorist and took my freedom before dropping the bogus charges. The VA stopped my medical care to stop my free speech. A NH congress woman had me arrested on false charges. Then she used my service received medical disabilities to attempt to put me in the nut house to stop my letters to the editor. The American legion in Manchester NH physically remove me from a Veteran’s Picnic that I was invited too. This congress woman is not a member or Veteran, but I was removed.
I have not violated the law. I am running for district 21 NH state senate. The newspapers and government are keeping the people from knowing me. There is a record of the NH governor, NH, VA director and Boston Globe telling me to commit suicide. The VA stopped my medical care to shut me up. As a child I learned to respect the United States of America while trying to stay alive defending your world.
The NH government, Veteran’s administration and newspapers have violated the law to stop me. Now “Veterans” at the American Legion have inflict physical harm to remove me from a place that I am a life member. I see a child’s face yell with pain every day as I remove my bayonet from his gut. The hard part is that even today I feel no emotion for what I did. I came back alive as punishment for what I did. I came back to a place where even veterans believe what I have done is wrong. There are many Veterans out there cast aside by a society that can not accept what these children have become. Now the American Legion and VFW have become so political that some veterans are not worth the risk to lose political favor. The law is being violated by the people we trust and every one is afraid to speak up. Think of the children we bury every day that return from a war that a draft dodger started to create a legacy for himself. Think about the consequences of leaving one U.S. citizens with out Constitutional rights. Think about that child’s yell as you imagine a Marine left alone on the battle field because brother Veterans were afraid of losing political connections. Think about that child’s yell as you bury your child if you are lucky enough for that child’s body to be returned from a conflict or war. Think about that child’s yell as you realize many returning veterans commit suicide because you swept them under the rug. Think about allowing the government to criminally violate the law to harm a veteran and the American Legion and VFW desert a brother Veteran. Think about how many children gave their life over the history of the United States of American that you refuse to hear their yell.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Abuse toward Veterans 8-23-08

Abuse toward Veterans 8-23-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
I get calls and I read in the paper of Veterans getting abused every day. Until I started sending out emails every day to over 1000 newspapers, judges and others, never in a million years would I believe government abuse toward veterans could be this bad. The Veterans administration in NH stopped my medical care for over 5 months. It has been restarted but it is now sub-standard and limited. I am 100% service connected. Three of my four injuries are combat related. In order to build a record for the public eye the VA has assigned a Dr Dan to council me. Don’t get me wrong Dr Dan is a great person whom puts over 100% to the benefit of veterans. The VA did this criminal act to benefit Congresswoman Shea-Porters need to crush me, and the NH governments need to cover up criminal government acts to harm the public. I hear from some veteran’s that claim the VA is the best care in the world for them. That is great. I am talking about the military that is returning from war with silent demons not yet revealed. I am talking about the ones that the government disapproves their medical claims for years to control the governments budget. I am talking about the Veterans that die on the street because elected officials are more concerned with their pet projects until it is election time. Election year everyone claims how much they do for Veterans and the newspapers suck it up. Veteran abuse is appalling yet the United States ignores it.
Judge Fauver committed crimes against our constitution in his efforts to aid the Madbury NH selectmen’s crimes against local residents. The NH supreme court covered up these crimes. NH declared me a terrorist and took my freedom for 6 months to protect the legal empires dominance over the people, before the bogus charges were dropped. The NH and U.S. government is using my daunting memory of what I did as a U.S. Marine to force my suicide. These are crimes that the newspapers refuse to print even in my opinion letters. Where does a Veteran go?
To help make this nation a better place for all I decided the best way to correct these wrongs in government was to run for District 21 NH state senate. The newspapers refuse to openly inform the public of my candidacy. My words and opinion is censored.
I have read this letter and I agree it makes me look paranoid, mentally de-ranged, or even a danger to society. At coffee this morning at Young’s restaurant in Durham NH a local school board member asked me to watch her pocketbook while she went next door to do her laundry. I everyday do so much volunteer work helping others, people that know me trust me. Many people that don’t know me, ask me for help or I see that they need help and I donate my time to help. How can I have so much good and yet the newspapers and government officials have destroyed my credibility in the public eye.
Yes I do have serious medical problems yet my medical was stopped. The newspapers and government officials are so afraid that I could get elected criminal acts are being committed to stop me. You people do not want the truth. You want to live in your harmoniously protected cocoons. I came back to a world that I do not belong which made me realize life is not short enough. Where does a disabled veteran go when it is the people we trust doing the criminal abuse. Veterans are abused every day and you just do not care. It should be the people’s choice in an election not the news medias. Is my suicide the only way that I can get out of this place that I do not belong?
Print the truth and let the people decide Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Letters to Shea-Porter 8-23-08 NH District 21 State senate candidate

Letters to Shea-Porter 8-23-08 NH District 21 State senate candidate
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Veteran’s every day are treated with disrespect not because people want too! Our system has just become complacent with what we (Veteran’s) do to become Veterans. If as a veteran someone wrote a letter that described constitutional crimes inflicted on a Veteran and no newspaper would publish it. What can be said? It is not just me. Many Veterans across the U.S. are sand bagged every day. In my case I can document what Congress woman Shea-Porter, using my 100% service connected medical condition to have a VA doctor Biswas file false commitment orders to stop a letter to the editor, then she had me arrested with a false complaint to the Dover NH police. The American Legion in Manchester NH physically removed me from Shea-Porter’s Veteran’s picnic. I was invited and I am a Life Member of the legion. The VA stopping my medical care is beyond any crime that I could imagine the government doing. The VA stopped my 100% medical care for political self gain to stop my free speech. The worst part is I have made everyone aware of these and many more crimes against veterans and no newspaper or person will help. I get calls from VA and government officials across the U.S. every day. These people care and want to help me with my medical condition but will not do any thing to stop the crimes that are being committed against veterans. My life ended the day I stuck a bayonet in another human being. I just did not realize it. Helping the Veterans returning today (the child we sent of the fight for the U.S.) that nothing bad is ever inflicted on them as is done to all to many Veterans of past wars.
My dilemma started when a family from a small NH town of Madbury NH called me in Lee NH, to ask for help. They had read one of my letters to the editor. Judge Fauver intentionally criminally violated the constitution to aid the Madbury selectmen’s crimes against the local people. Do you know why I can make such a statement. Because is the truth. The NH supreme court covered up the crimes. The NH government violated the Constitution to inflict pain and harm to stop me. The NH, VA director told me to commit suicide. The NH governor uses the state police to tell me to commit suicide. The Boston Globe sends me emails telling me to commit suicide. Judge Fauver uses the local sheriff to demonstrate the power of a judge. They harass me with false arrests (detainments) Do you see my dilemma, some leaders tell me to commit suicide and others are trying to help me not to. The VA uses the VA suicide hotline to pressure me into suicide. The VA suicide hotline uses the local police to harass my family to pressure me into suicide. Newspapers no longer police ethical crimes by other editors.
I can document every fact in all my letters. I do not need our trusted government officials and newspapers ordering me to commit suicide. Every day when I re-live the cruel and inhuman conditions that I lived and inflicted on others as a U.S. Marine suicide is my favorite escape to reality. Does reality exist.
Some of you care and I thank you for this. Don’t care about this Veteran. I ask you to think of all the Veterans across the U.S. Treating a Veteran with equal rights that we defended for our nation is all that Veterans ask. Most Veterans return to a normal life, and lost the ability to help others. These are the Veterans in the American Legion that lost respect for what we gave our lives for. Constitution.
I am running for District 21 NH state senate and no newspaper will tell the people. Think about it if I can write and publish this letter and no one cares why did I come back alive.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Danger, Veteran, Suicide, Violence 8-22-08

Danger, Veteran, Suicide, Violence 8-22-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
I dreamed of the black hole of death last night. There is no way any one can understand what happens when we die. It is all speculation. I do have an insight because when I woke up in the Military hospital after leaving boot camp I woke up in a world that I had no memory of. My mind was like a child’s empty space wanting to learn. The military said that I was to be medically discharged but because of an admin error I was sent to MCAS El Toro Calif. I was labeled stupid at this base because no one there knew that, I did not know anything and with in 90 days I was shipped overseas. I was transferred or TAD to different military bases every 90 days for the next 31 months. I did many jobs and completed many dangerous missions. I for some reason had the ability with out knowing any thing to be able to repair any thing with what was available to me. I always put my mission first, no matter what the cost and my men second. My men hated me but every one in our unit would volunteer to be in my squad during a mission. I was fearless and had no emotion when in charge. I was injured twice more during combat mission during this 31 months. Now, I learn after being out for over 30 years that the silent demon of war PTSD is my fourth disability. My insight to the black hole is that every place that I went was a new and exciting adventure. To have a bullet pass with in inches of your head, the out house you just left seconds earlier is destroyed by enemy mortar fire, standing with in 15 feet of a fighter jet with hung ordinance doing 600 knots to stop it, killing another human being with a bayonet to get your M-16 back and escape, being an American Advisor on convoys with no one that even spoke your language, doing eight convoys deep into the bush to deliver surplus supplies to friendly camps, being in charge of men during a Vietnam offensive shipping an entire launch and recovery base to be set up. Each day was my last but I dreamed and hoped that some day I might see the United States and remember it.
I survived and came home. This year I will run for NH State Senate. My black hole continues because nothing appears to be real. Judge Fauver violates the constitution on purpose to help the Madbury NH selectmen harm local residents for personal revenge. The NH supreme court covers up these crimes to protect their little empire of legal dominance over the people. Our elected officials in Concord are too afraid of being associated with a nut to help. The Governor declares me a terrorist and takes my freedom for 6 months before the bogus charges are dropped. The American Legion in Manchester physically removes me from a Congresswoman Shea-Porter’s veterans picnic because they believe false newspaper articles. I have a written invitation. The newspapers refuse to inform the public of any of this. I have seen and done many different adventures in my life. Each adventure was like stepping into a black hole to never return. I now have a memory of over thirty years. My memory is like a black hole never knowing what I will remember or when. Can stepping into that permanent black hole of death not be just another adventure that I must conquer.
Let us ask did what I learn and understand about our Constitution wrong after I fought for her. Do government official’s, judges and newspapers now dominate the people. The black hole of death must be better than seeing what our military give their lives for being demolished so that so few can receive special benefits while the rest of the people serve this government “empire“. Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Letter from the heart 8-20-08

Letter from the heart 8-20-08
To Dr Dan Potenza
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
I talked to Dr Dan yesterday. He called to inform me that he received a call from a VA Patient Advocate in Wisconsin. I have no idea which letter it was because I send a letter every day to over 1000 addresses. Because of my service head injury, my memory is limited, so after I write something there is a small chance I will know what I wrote about. I now hide or camouflage my thoughts when talking in a hospital or on the phone to VA personal. If I, reveal any suicidal thoughts or other facts that allows my freedom to be taken, the VA will do it. Plus I forget which pain or problems effect me at the time. It sounds unreal “which pain” try living in my shoes. I was dropped off into the U.S. after 31 months over seas with no memory of ever being here before. I have three serious permanent life changing disabilities from my tour in the Marine Corps. I wondered around my first couple of years back, trying to understand where I was. I did not know my family, friends or social skills. From that day forward I have not lived with out pain. I can be sitting in a doctor’s office in pain and forget to tell the Dr about it. I function every day in serious pain and the people around me do not even know. I am trying to fit into a society that I do not belong. It sounds un-real, factious you should try seeing it from my side with out any understanding of reality. I am not paranoid, just someone in a place that I do not belong. Dr Dan shows me hope because I believe he is really trying to make what is happening to all Veteran’s coming across his path better.
I am talking about the letters that I write every day of criminal acts committed by government (VA included) Personal and police to harm Veteran’s. NH Congress woman Shea-Porter files a false police report on me (about writing threaten letters) and the Commander Past and present of the Manchester Legion yells out at a Veteran’s picnic harmful words to me. I am physically removed. I did nothing wrong. The newspapers refuse to inform the public of the false police report. The news refuses to inform the public Shea-Porter used my military disabilities to attempt to put me away. She had a VA, Dr Biswas file involuntary commitment orders. The VA is now sticking me with the $10,000.00 dollar bill. The VA, to stop my writing letters to the editor stopped my VA medical. These are crimes of the highest magnitude. A lot of government and VA personal say that they want to help me. Every one is afraid of the power of the system to risk their own well being. Look what they are doing to this 100% disabled veteran openly and the news censors the truth to protect criminal government wrongs.
I, with all the wrongs and pain am running for District 21 NH state senate. I am running to make the U.S. better for all Veterans and the public. The news is so biased that they refuse to inform “YOU” the public. The news is so biased that the Boston Globe (in writing) tells me to commit suicide. I live with the reoccurring memory of what I did. You try living with the face of the child that you killed with a bayonet deep in the bush to get your M-16 back and escape. I do have memory. I just do not know what it will be or when it will come. I remember living like a pig and the actions (you call inhuman) that was my daily life as a U.S. Marine.
If a disabled Veteran or any U.S. citizen can write a letter of such devastating criminal acts by government officials and no one does anything about it, if the news media censors such revealing criminal activity, if an election even in the small state of NH can be fixed with the public’s knowledge, where has the United States of American gone? If VA and other people including news media across the U.S. can be made aware of such criminal acts to harm a Veteran and any effort is limited to only doing what will not jeopardize the individual’s position where has the United States of America gone? Dr Dan all hope seems to have expired. What I did during the Vietnam Conflict was hope to live long enough to see the country everyone around me talked about. Today I hope not to see another second of the Country Veteran’s are giving their lives for “even today”.
Doctor Dan I do not believe you talking to me will do any good. Talk to others and tell them what is happening to Veterans is wrong. From Wisconsin, Palo Alto Calif to all the other VA personal that call me I say that if any veteran can expose just one wrong every action possible at any risk must be taken for the Veteran’s benefit. Why do we have a Constitution if Judge Fauver and the NH supreme court can openly violate it at their discretion and the news refuses to inform the public? I can tell you that what I have learned since I returned is that I should have died over there when I had the chance. At the age of 17 maybe the child’s life that I took would have better served to make the world a better place for all. I do not want your’s or anyone’s pity. What I have done in my life is for the better of all United States of American citizens equally. Thank You Dr Dan I honestly believe that you care.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Discrimination, No Place To Go 8-19-08

Discrimination, No Place To Go 8-19-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
A 100% disabled Veteran forced to leave a function at the Manchester NH legion post. The VA stopping my medical care. The Director of the Manchester NH VA telling a 100% disabled Veteran to commit suicide. Congress woman Shea-Porter using her government powers to have a VA doctor Biswas attempt to commit me involuntary to stop my letter to the editor. This same Congress woman having me arrested on false charges. Judge Fauver using the power of the courts to violate the constitution to cover up crimes by the Madbury NH selectmen. The NH supreme court refusing to hear a case that questions the integrity of the NH judicial system. The Governor using the State Police to give me messages to commit suicide. You want me to go on? I can!!! These are crimes of the highest magnitude. Where does a 100% disabled Veteran go.
It was clear at the legion that because Shea-Porter and the newspapers stated that my letters are threatening the public believes it. The Manchester NH legion commander past and present yelling out so every one could hear that I write threading letters. I have done nothing wrong. Yet the VA took it to the level to use my health as a weapon to aid the NH government and Shea-Porter to stop my letters to the editor. My VA medical care was stopped. Why the newspapers censor the truth because my letters “could harm people with good reputations”.
Yesterday I lost function in my right hand. The pain is beyond belief. It just happen. Today it is not much better. Yesterday I spent (I do not know how much time) reliving my tour. I thought so hard of making yesterday my last day but I got a call from a VA advocate in Wisconsin whom said she would help. I guess it was enough because I am writing today. I every day get calls from VA’s in other states wanting to help. No one ever does. It is like the VA, NH government and judges have all the power to discriminate with my VA medical and freedom to stop my free speech. The hard part is, I keep seeing the face of the little boy that I stuck my bayonet in and killed to get my M-16 back and escape into the jungles of Laos.
The news media gives the government this power because they not only censor the truth from the public the editors enhance the government lies to harm my character in the public eye. I have to question why GOD let me come back to a nation that I do not belong. I am running for District 21 NH state senate and the news refuses to inform the public as they do the other candidates. The CONSTITUTION, DISCRIMINATION, a 100% disabled Veteran has no where to go.
IT IS NOT WE THE PEOPLE ANY MORE IT IS PEOPLE WITH POWER CONTROL .
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Suicide by Cop 8-17-08

Suicide by Cop 8-17-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Suicide bombers, Suicide this, Suicide that. Do we understand the basis for such an event. Shea-Porter just sent me a letter asking for money. She (Carol) is a fraud in my eyes (a danger to the U.S.) She claims republican attacks are spreading lies about her record. Carol’s Congress record should be exposed. Carol intentionally used a disabled Veteran’s service disabilities to stop free speech. Carol had a 100% disabled Veteran arrested because she did not like a letter to the editor. Carol told a NH constituent she does not help people that voted for her with government problems. Carol is indirectly responsible for having a 100% disabled Veteran’s medical care stopped. I voted for Carol and She invited me to her first victory party. Carol only helps Veterans and others that can make Carol’s public image popular. Carol does not like my opinion letters and the newspapers will censor them but Thousands of People will read them today and into the future. This is why newspaper censorship does not make since.
The Boston Globe wrote me to inform me that my suicide would be better than another letter to the editor. The NH governor sends the State Police to my home to tell me my letters are causing problems in the NH State Capitol that the governor would prefer my suicide. The VA, NH director told me in person to commit suicide. The VA uses the VA suicide hotline to pressure me into suicide. The VA suicide hotline uses the local police to pressure my family so that I commit suicide. I have four service connected permanent disabilities. Three are combat related. Can some one like Carol even attempt to understand what it is like to get off a plane after 31 months over seas. Can you the 89% that never served in our military understand what it is like to kill someone younger than you at 17 with a bayonet in hand to hand combat. Do you even care about the mental state the silent demons of war drilled into the heads of returning military (even today) that will not appear for month or even years after we set foot back on U.S. soil.
I am running for District 21 NH state senate. My opinion, words and actions should be of public interest. I live with demons in my head every day. I dream of suicide to escape every day. Police, Government officials, VA officials tell me to commit suicide. The newspapers tell me to commit suicide. The VA patient advocate tells me to use Medicare or other insurance to get help. My disabilities are 100% service related. Why did the VA stop my medical care. Confused!! What about me? I am a 100% disabled Veteran and just because I dare state for public record that Judge Fauver violated the law to harm U.S. citizens, I am ostracized. The Boston Globe tells me to commit suicide yet they or no newspaper will print my response. Returning Veteran’s become second class citizens because of what we did in protecting your freedom. Look at the “Shelf People” Veteran’s on Funeral Pallor shelf’s.
Carol invited me to her BBQ at the Manchester VFW today. Will the cops shoot me and claim it is suicide by cop?
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

VFW BBQ for Shea-Porter 8-16-08

VFW BBQ for Shea-Porter 8-16-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
I am a Veteran and a life member of the VFW. I will be attending Carol Shea-Porter’s BBQ at the VFW Sweeney Post in Manchester NH on Aug 17 from 1-3. I write this letter to give Carol and the Police fair notice. I will create nor participate in no violent or disruptive actions. I voted for Carol. I have known her brother many years. Carol is only friends with Veteran’s for her political image. After Carol won her last election she invited me to a victory party at her Dover NH headquarters. I gave her a letter detailing wrong’s in the NH government. She told me she does not handle constituent’s problems. The next day I wrote a letter to the editor explaining Carol’s position to the public. Carol had me arrested by the Dover police. 3 hours later I was released because the letter was not threatening. Next Carol contacted Dr Biswas at the Manchester VA hospital and had me arrested using my service connected medical conditions to put me in the nut house. I was released after seven hours. Next to silence my free speech the NH, VA stopped my medical care completely. Five months later my medical is restored but limited just to produce paper work to confuse the public. I am a 100% service connected disabled Veteran. Three of my four injuries are combat related. I have violated no laws. I am running for District 21 NH state senate. Does Carol have the right to harm Veteran’s that speak freely. Will the VFW respect a member’s right to be there? Will the police be there in force to stop me from getting in?
I volunteer to help a Madbury family that the selectmen use government powers for their own personal revenge against local resident’s the selectmen do not like. Judge Fauver violated the Constitution to protect the selectmen’s criminal acts. The NH Supreme Court covered up the case. Our elected officials in Concord had me declared as a terrorist and took my freedom for 6 months to silence me. Six months and the bogus charges are dropped. I had never met this family before they asked a fellow U.S. citizen for help. The newspapers refuse to print my opinion letters or expose my campaign to the public. I have volunteered every day since I returned from the Vietnam Conflict. I have violated no laws. I have exposed criminal acts by Judge Fauver, and NH government officials.
Carol Shea-Porter willfully and intentionally harmed a United States military Veteran. The newspaper’s are so criminally Biased that they will even refuse to print this opinion letter. I am a Veteran because at 17 this child became a United States Marine. I am a live member of the VFW because I fought for our Country on foreign soil during the Vietnam Conflict. Veteran’s did not pick which citizens we wanted to help and as a Congress woman Carol can not pick only the Veteran’s that will make her look go to help. The Boston Globe, NH Governor and others have told me to commit suicide some in writing. I, as many veteran’s even today come back to a nation that we do not belong. You have no idea what it is like to relive every day in your mind the conditions and acts which made you proud to be a U.S. Marine but now haunt you. You as a civilized society are able to enjoy BBQ’s freely but can not accept what we did to guarantee that freedom. Carol in my opinion is a danger to the U.S. public but censorship by a biased news media is the worst of all dangers.
We are a nation where the Law protects us all EQUALLY.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Climate Warming by CC 8-14-08

Climate Warming by CC 8-14-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
As a candidate for District 21 NH state senate, I today attended the Climate Warming leaders challenge. The meeting was at the Red River Theatres South Main St Concord. The Design of the building should receive awards for efficiently and use of space. The ability of each seat to have uninterrupted view and hearing of the speaker and films was inspiring. The well focused and clear message spoken by Alex Bellone and Gene Karpinski unleashed a force that made you want to lead the country on a better path. Each message rang a bell loud and clear that we as a “world” was in trouble if we do not change the way we are effecting the environment. The charts displayed on the screen showed percentages of population wanting to correct the damage. The percentages also showed that the Republicans and Democrats say what they will do if elected. What a world we live in, when so many people do such a great job presenting such inspiring words and demonstrations. NH senate and representatives promise every thing to voters every election then do as they wish. Candidates lie to get your vote.
I drive a junk car that gets 55 miles to the gallon. I dress in cloths that I am comfortable in not to look great. I say what I mean and do what I say. I believe the state should not spend money that it does not have. I believe that the people’s rights come before the government or elected officials.
You most likely have not heard of me because the news media has censored my opinion from the public. I volunteer my time to help others every day. I am a 100% disabled Veteran from the Vietnam Conflict. I returned home with four life changing disabilities. I volunteered my time to help a Madbury NH family that the selectmen use government powers for personal revenge. Judge Fauver used the power of the courts and law to violate the constitution to cover up the selectmen’s crimes against local residents. The NH governor declared me a terrorist to take my freedom for 5 months before the bogus charges were dropped. A NH congress woman used federal powers to have a VA doctor use my medical condition to take my freedom again. The VA stopped my medical care to stop my free speech. The Newspapers censor my opinion because it hurts people with good reputations. (the editors friends).
I am running for district 21 state senate is my opinion not relevant to the voters. If my words are lies the people harmed have legal recourse. The people holding political positions have lied so much to the voters that they will use what learned at the leaders challenge to manipulate the voters. Political gifts from oil and other’s harming the environment control the political elections. Alex and Gene did a great job and show there is hope but only if free elections are started again. The Madbury selectmen, judge Fauver and others have violated criminally our constitution to harm individuals. No elected official will speak up.
To stop a disabled Veterans medical because the government can not stop this veteran’s free speech is an example to why the leaders challenge will turn out so bad.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper FI

Editors Joke 8-13-08

Editors Joke 8-13-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Does it make it right that all news editors censor my opinion letters? Is not the opinion letter of the people that the U.S. is built on? Thomas Jefferson once wrote “The basis of our government being the opinion of the People, the first object should be to keep that right; and were it left to me to decide whether we should have a government without newspapers or newspapers without a government, I should not hesitate a moment to prefer the latter. But I should mean that everyman should receive those papers and be capable of reading them”. The editors can claim that my letters repeat. That my letters hurt people with good reputations. Does not the editors censoring my letters for what ever reason go against what our nation is built on. The opinion of the people.
I am running for NH State Senate district 21. My being a candidate bothers editors and government officials so much that my opinion is censored. Is not our nation built on a government of “We the People”? Does our Constitution give every individual equal treatment of the law? It started when I volunteered my time to help a Madbury NH family that the local selectmen used government powers for personal revenge to harm local residents. Judge Fauver Violated the Constitution knowingly to protect the selectmen from criminal exposure. The NH gov declared me a terrorist and took my freedom in an attempt to scare me into silence before the bogus charges were dropped. A NH congress woman used federal powers to have a VA doctor use my service connected medical condition to put me in a nut house. The VA then stopped my medical care completely to force my silence. At the time, I did not even know this family. I give my life not for this family but for every U.S. citizen. It is our obligation to (as We The People) see that no right or any individual is violated at any time.
The VFW, American Legion and others all refuse to question government authority in fear of losing government grants. The VA hospital has condemned me. The editors censor my words. Our elected officials refuse to put their necks out for a no-body. Does this make it right to destroy any citizen for doing his duty. Can some people with power control whom is elected by the voters? Let the Voters decide.
I was injured 4 times while I served our nation on foreign soil. Three of my disabling injuries are combat related during the Vietnam Conflict. At 17, I went off to fight for you the United States of America . I did 31 months overseas only to return to a nation that rejects me because I care about you. The VA, NH governor, NH state police, Boston Globe and others have asked and pressured me into suicide. What makes it worse is that I fight every day not to commit suicide because of what I did as a U.S. Marine.
Does it make it right that powerful people do not want me to get elected so editors deprive the voters of the truth? Is my running for district 21 NH state senate so scary that judges and government officials are allowed to violate the Constitution to stop me?
You (meaning) the editors are silencing free speech to harm a nation that has giving you every thing with the lives of children that gave their lives to hold the title as a United State’s military VETERAN. I should never have come back. Whom is the joke on now?
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Imagine Dead Veteran 8-10-08

Imagine Dead Veteran 8-10-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Imagine it is your child servicing in our military that dies defending the rights of the people of the United States. I am running for District 21 NH state senate and the NH government, courts and news media are fixing the election. I speak my words clear and with out fear because there is nothing left that you can do to me with out making the truth known to the public. Imagine you are this Madbury family that the selectmen dislike so the selectmen use government power for personal revenge. You get a lawyer and go to court thinking the Constitution will protect your family. The lawyer drains your money then drops you and Judge Fauver violates the law and Constitution to defeat you. This family reads a letter to the editor in the newspaper and calls this person for help. I am a high school drop out that joined the Marine Corps at 17. I was injured 4 times during my tour, three are combat related. I did 31 months over seas during the Vietnam Conflict. I volunteer my time to help this family. Judge Fauver under some unused NH law makes me an attorney to represent this family. This family and I prove beyond any doubt that the selectmen are violating the law for revenge against this family. Judge Fauver violates the Constitution at least 29 times to harm this family in his efforts to protect the selectmen’s criminal actions. The NH supreme court reads the case and refuses to publicly hear it because it questions the integrity of the NH justice system by a high school drop out. The NH governor and elected officials are made aware of the case and they declare me a terrorist to scare me to stop volunteer helping this family. I lose my freedom for 6 months before the bogus charges are dropped. A NH U.S. congress woman uses my medical disabilities as a weapon to take my freedom. The VA next stops my medical care to silence my free speech. The news media refuses to print my opinion letters because “they harm people with good reputation” the editors say.
I am running for District 21 NH state senate and the newspapers write articles about the other candidates but refuse to inform the public about this candidate. Imagine it is your child dieing on foreign soil to defend the Constitutional rights of the citizens of the United States of America. Imagine every newspaper across the United States of America refuses to print the opinion of other U.S. citizens.
A DISABLED VETERAN RUNNING FOR ELECTED OFFICE AND THE ELECTION IS FIXED TO STOP HIM.
Imagine it is your child that wasted his life serving a nation that does not care.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper FI
NH state senate candidate.

Returning home veteran 8-09-08

Returning home veteran 8-09-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
No one with power follows the rules or law, what state are Veteran’s coming home to. I have absolutely no memory of life before I was in the Marine Corps. I did thirty one months over seas during the Vietnam Conflict never knowing what it was like to live in the U.S. I had to learn laws, rules, social skills and much more just to survive. I received three more combat related permanent disabilities during my tour. I killed before any memory of kissing my first “round eyed” girl. I am running for District 21 NH state senate and the news media refuses to inform the public about me. I came back to volunteer to help others every day because I wanted to. I have violated no laws, yet law enforcement harasses me. I can document the facts yet when it is the courts and government violating the law, people will not speak openly. People with power are dominating and taking our free society away.
In 1999 I volunteered to help a Madbury NH family that the local selectmen were using government powers to seek and get personal revenge on. Judge Fauver violated the Constitution openly to protect these selectmen’s criminal acts. The NH Supreme Court covered up Fauver’s crimes to control the Bar Association’s dominance of judicial power over the people. The NH government used the trusted power of the people to declare me a terrorist and take my freedom for 5 months. The Bogus charges were dropped. Shea-Porter used her federal powers to attempt to put me involuntarily committed to a hospital to silence my free speech. The VA stopped my medical care for service related disabilities. The News media violates the trust of the people by censoring the truth. The Boston Globe in writing tells me to commit suicide before writing another letter to the editor. Why do we have laws and rules if the powerful can dominate and control what we do? I can put such facts in writing and send them to over 1000 e-mails and publish these letters in numerous places with out fear of legal recourse because the establishment does not want the truth to come out. The powerful are blocking the public from my election because the truth is a powerful weapon.
I volunteered helping someone yesterday. Several times in my mind I went to a place no one should go or re-live. At the end of the day I just wanted to have a beer and relax yet this person wanted me to help him more because I was free labor. So much in my mind at that moment, I realize that I should never have returned. I so much when I was there, want to see the United States just once before I died. The U.S. is a tough cruel place to live but I survived attempting to make life better for others for over thirty years. The Documented truth no longer matters. A free state is now controlled by news media, courts and elected officials.
I am running District 21 State Senate yet the people will never learn from the news media whom I am. The Courts and government are afraid that my representing the people with our fear of the powerful will crush their established control. What I learned as a U.S. Marine about the U.S. was truth that no longer is practiced. When the news media and powerful people can control a free election, the Constitution is a worth less piece of paper.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
NH State Senate Candidate.

Shea-Porter fixed a veteran. 8-8-08

Shea-Porter fixed a veteran. 8-8-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03861 603-659-6217
Carol Shea-Porter is not the veteran’s friend the news media makes her out to be. It may be some people’s view but what about the Veteran’s that she knowingly harms or ignores. The news makes her out to be a Veteran’s hero. Hero’s do not harm or leave a citizen to fall into the enemy’s hands. Hero’s risk and give their life for their country and all the people in it. Carol is a danger to the people because she picks events that make her appear good. What about behind the scenes. I am a 100% disabled Veteran. Carol did not like my publicly bringing up wrongs committed by the NH government so she used her elected position to deprive me of my freedom. She contacted the VA in writing to use my service connected medical condition to lock me up. The facts are in writing, yet the news refuses to inform the public.
I am running for District 21 NH state senate. The news refuses to print my opinion letters. The news refuses to inform the public of what I stand for and what I will do once in office The NH government and news are afraid to give me a public platform to exposed the wrongs in government. A free election only exists if apposing views get equal time. I am running for a government position that I will use to represent all the people all the time. A free election does not exist if the government and news can conspire to fix the election. The news and government say my letters are repetitive and harmful to people with good reputations. If I can put it in writing and defend it, it must be the truth. I say fix the wrongs not cover them up. Repeat them until they are fixed.
The Madbury NH selectmen used government powers to seek and get revenge against local residents the selectmen did not like. Judge Fauver used the power of the courts and law to intentionally violate the constitution to harm the people. The NH supreme court covered up Fauver’s crimes to protect the dominance of the legal empire over the people. The NH elected officials arrested me as a terrorist and took my freedom for 5 months to silence me. The Bogus charges were eventually dropped. Carol used the VA to take my freedom by putting me in a locked hospital room. The VA to silence my free speech stopped my medical care until I stopped exposing the wrongs in government. The VA uses the suicide hotline to harass me to get me to commit suicide. The VA suicide hotline uses the local Lee police to harass my family to get me to commit suicide. The NH state police come to my home to tell me that my suicide would be good because my letters are causing problems in the state capital. Judge Fauver uses the local sheriff to detain me for his demented pleasure. The Boston Globe in writing told to commit suicide before writing another letter to the editor. I am a 100% disabled veteran running for public office. Does freedom exist if this can happen and no one cares. This is what happens when the people with power dominate instead of lead.
U.S. Congresswoman from New Hampshire is no friend of the Veteran. She is a Danger to the continued existence of a free nation.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi
Candidate for District 21 NH State Senate.

Protect newspapers rights 8-7-08

Protect newspapers rights 8-7-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03861 603-659-6217
Laugh or cry the Union Leader and Foster’s demands the public has a right to know about the Dodd’s letters. How sweet when a editor wants to invoke the Constitution for their own self interest but refuses to tell it’s readers about my running for NH state senate District 21. Of even more interest is why I am running, what my back ground is and how my mind works. I write letters every day and send these letters to over one thousand newspapers, judges, elected officials and others and the editors censor them. Is it sad or funny that the news media has lost it’s ethical and moral reason for existence?
The news media may not like my reasons or my actions but is it the media’s place to decide a free election. I volunteer my time every day to help others. I set my pain and discomfort aside to make life better for others. I do not want credit or recognition for my volunteer helping others. I am a 100% disabled Veteran. I served during the Vietnam Conflict. I have four permanent disabling injuries. Three are Combat related. I witness every day, since I came back the tragic events that I caused and lived through as a U.S. Marine. I want to commit suicide so bad but I do not do it because I must suffer for what I did. Is it the editors job to punish me to keep the public safe? What I did as a U.S. Marine is our duty. Our duty is living in sub-human conditions and committing acts that a civilized society condemns us for. We keep you safe so free elections exist and the news media can demand the Constitution protect their self (news media’s) interests.
I volunteer to help a Madbury family that the selectmen use government powers for their (selectmen’s) personal revenge against local residents. Judge Fauver used the courts and law to protect the selectmen’s criminal acts. The NH supreme court covered up Fauver’s crimes to protect the legal empire’s dominance over the people. The NH governor used the trusted power of government to violate the Constitution to harm the peace and dignity of the State of New Hampshire. U.S. congress woman from NH used federal powers to use my medical condition to take my freedom. The VA stopped my medical care for service related injuries for the political self gain of the NH director. The news media refuses to inform the public. I put these facts in writing because they are the truth
The news media’s job is not to decide what is news. The Public has a constitutional right to know the truth even if the editors do not like it. Laugh or cry the news media has allowed the United States of America to condemn Veteran. I can document what NH, news media and the VA have done to this Veteran but more important this happens to other veterans every day. Politicians waste money to glass over their token helping Veteran’s with the news media‘s help. One Veteran being treated as a second class citizens makes what we did (a conflict) to laugh or cry for. The news media’s use of the Constitution is like a baby crying over spilt milk.
This letter will be censored because the truth and a free election is the choice of the Biased news not to print responses that the editors do not like. The news media is so biased that the Boston Globe puts in writing for me to commit suicide before sending them another letter to the editor. Do you the public want to laugh or cry? May be it is time to stop my self from the pain because as a second class citizen Veteran’s deserve no better. I laugh and cry every night for a nation that lost it’s way.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Veteran’s Head Pain 8-6-08

Veteran’s Head Pain 8-6-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03861 603-659-6217
A Veteran’s head pain for one of four service related permanently disabling injuries (three injuries being combat related) has his medical stopped. How can this happen? The records are manipulated to indicate that treatment is given, but it is not. I get a call from Dr Dan at least once a week and an appointment at least once a month. I get pills delivered through the mail each month. What more could a 100% disabled Veteran need?
Lets get this straight Dr Dan is a great Doctor. He actually cares about the health and welfare of the Veterans. But he is a head doctor. (Psy) Dr Dan is not treating my pain. Dr Dan is treating what the VA and government officials would like everyone to believe is a dangerous man. A mental case.
I saw a VA specialist many months ago for my head pain and this Dr. told me my pain was imagined and I am most likely faking all my injuries. To give the Dr the benefit of the doubt he (the Dr) was scared because he noticed the red flag in my file. This means that I am a danger. The VA put that in my record for harassment. You see after they stopped my medical it was restarted again with the RED FLAG. Oh and by the way I was injured during my 31 month over seas tour 70-74 the Vietnam Conflict.
I volunteer every day even today to help others. I have violated no laws. My trouble started when I volunteer helped a Madbury family because the selectmen were using government powers for personal revenge. Judge Fauver used the law and courts to protect the selectmen and in-able the selectmen to violate the law to intentionally harm other U.S. citizens. The NH supreme court covered up the crimes to protect the discrimination of judicial powers. The NH government used the power of office to take my freedom and harm my family. NH U.S. congresswoman used federal powers to use my medical condition to take my freedom. The VA stopped my care to aid the NH government’s illegal acts for self political gain.
GOVERNMENT IS HERE TO SERVE THE PEOPLE NOT MASTER THEM
I did not finish this letter yesterday because I got a call from someone in more pain than I, that needed help. Two women needed help doing yard chores but could not afford to hire someone. I do not want reconciliation for this. I help people every day because it is the right thing to do. Trust me it did not stop the pain. My wrists, back, legs, head and more hurt more today than ever before. I am a 100% disabled Veteran running for NH state Senate. The VA, NH government and news media should not be allowed to use my medical conditions to inflict pain to stop me. This is a crime. My medical conditions were received while I served our nation as a U.S. Marine. A free election is what WE VETERANS served for. To use a Veteran’s medical condition to stop a free election and the news media censor the truth. WHY??? It just does not make since. Is reality that I never came home to a place that I do not belong? Is all this just imagined as punishment for what I did. If trusted government officials can commit crimes such as this and the news media covers it up, what does it all mean.
I am the candidate running for elected government office that the people will never hear about. The people do not have to vote for me, just be allowed the choice. Does the government have a right to commit crimes and no one speak up.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC

NH CRIMES against Veteran 8-4-08

NH CRIMES against Veteran 8-4-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
The New Hampshire government wants this disabled Veteran stopped. The Director of the NH Veterans office at 275 Chestnut St Manchester NH has made it his goal to use this 100% disabled veteran’s medical care to stop me. The newspapers and news media refuse to cover the facts. Condemn and destroy a disabled veteran. No one will believe the system is so corrupt, to do these criminal acts to a disabled person, never mind a 100% combat related disabled veteran.
I am running for District 21 NH state senate. The newspapers believe that they have the right to censor my platform from the people. The people have a guaranteed right to know whom I am and what I believe in. My actions and words are the most important part of a free election. My opinion as the opinion of all the people must be expressed and spoken freely and with out fear of censorship or reprisal. How can any newspapers not want to inform the people whether the editors like my words or not.
Correcting the wrongs in government is everyone’s responsibility. The NH government is allowing the Madbury selectmen to use the power of government for their personal revenge against local residents. Judge Fauver used the courts and law to protect the selectmen’s criminal acts from being made public. These are crimes against the Constitution by Judge Fauver. The State of NH used jail to silence my free speech when I refused to stop making these criminal acts public. A U.S. congress woman from NH used my service connected medical disabilities to take my freedom to stop my free speech. The Director of the NH Veteran’s admin at 275 chestnut St stopped my medical care to silence me. The Boston Globe ( a newspaper) in writing told me to commit suicide before writing another letter to the editor. The NH VA director told me suicide was one of two options for me. NH Governor Lynch sends the state police to my home to tell me NH would prefer my suicide. The VA uses the VA suicide hotline to push me toward suicide. The VA suicide hotline uses the local police to harass my family to push my suicide.
Do you not think suicide has been on my mind since I returned from the Vietnam conflict in 74. I think of suicide not for what the United States is doing to me, but because I came back to a society that can not accept the acts I committed as a U.S. Marine for the United States of America. We come back to a society we do not belong!
The sad part is this 100% disabled veteran (even today) volunteers to help others to make life better for everyone. Because I have never asked credit or recognitions for my volunteer actions, (it is a repeat of the hippy girl that spit on me and called me a baby killer at the San Francisco Airport when I returned after my 31 months over seas) you ignore NH killing me. I do not want credit or recognition even now.
I am running for District 21 NH state senate because I care about the people not the position or power. The news media has allowed the NH government to harm a disabled veteran and no one cares because of censor ship. Keep the public blind to the facts and hopefully the veteran will die first. There is no medical help for me because the VA stopped my care. The NH government has taken my health, freedom, money and more. My letters expose criminal government actions and the only way that NH can stop me is to silence my free speech. Was it suicide or murder committed on the NH people by stopping my candidacy? Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi

Reality, Violence, Vietnam. 8-3-08

Reality, Violence, Vietnam. 8-3-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Grip the reality that your motivation in life is to kill. Killing is your job. You are trained to risk everything, even your life if necessary to complete the mission. Other men’s lives are used with out feelings or emotions as if they were toys. You are a trained machine that destroys and uses up every element around until the job is complete or you are dead. A injury leaves you with no memory of what living in a civilized society is but one day “puff” life in the United States begins. My orders are to adjust and maintain. The confusion, chaos, and miss understanding of what is happening. Do I accept this is my mother, father, brothers and sister. Do I believe what people around me say because they identify themselves as childhood friends. I go to school, get married, have kids but my memory can leave me for days at a time. I constantly re-live a place the people around me now say what we did was wrong. The pain and memory of breaking my back during a Vietnam offensive to keep one of my men alive cripples my movements every day. The silence created by being blown off a runway during another Vietnam Offensive limits my social contacts because I can not hear complete conversations or words. At night a journey with my family down a dark highway creates an environment where I re-live being an American Advisor on Thai convoys deep into the bush days at a time. I kill a child with a bayonet to get my M-16 back and escape as if it was the first time over and over again. The Forth of July fireworks each year brings out the hours spent on the side of a runway waiting for the aircraft we shot off the Catapult to return. You listen to the bangs of the explosions, a few seconds after the horizon light up. People around you now question your silence and failure to participate as I grip reality and try to understand what is around me.
I am a 100% service connected disabled veteran with four life changing disabilities. I am running for District 21 NH state senate. The Boston Globe tells me to commit suicide in writing. The NH director of the VA tells me to take mind controlling drugs or commit suicide, my choice. The NH Governor sends the State police to my home to tell me my letters are causing problems in the state capital that my suicide was preferred. The news media refuse to inform the public about my candidacy or these crimes against a disabled Veteran. I have described in depth about how the Madbury NH selectmen use government powers for revenge against local residents. How Judge Fauver used the courts and law to protect the selectmen’s crimes. How the NH government used my freedom as a weapon to stop my free speech. How NH U.S. congress woman used my medical condition to take my freedom. How the VA stopped my medical care for the NH director’s political advantage. No one cares about our freedom>
These are what I understood to be crimes against the peace and dignity of the United States of America. Everyone is to afraid to speak or wants to cover up the crimes for a reason that I can not under stand. The system seems to want to push me to the edge and further. Freedom of speech and the election part (where my candidacy is censored) makes me question. Was I really a United States Marine that was lucky enough to come back or am I still in the “Bush” dreaming of coming back to a place I have no memory of. I am running for District 21 NH state senate. Is it not the news media’s obligation to inform the public? Have I reached the edge and it is time to go? Does reality, really have a grip? Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi

ANTHRAX 8-1-08

ANTHRAX 8-1-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Whom do you believe. A well loved person that helped others all the time commits suicide because the government accuses him of the Anthrax scare. A few years ago the Government paid 6 million to a person that they accused then, of the same scare. The news played up the case to destroy this persons life. Now this person commits suicide before facing the humiliation of big brother. Where does one go.
I am a 100% service connected disabled Veteran. The NH government accuses me of being a terrorist. The Bogus charges are dropped after I lose my freedom for 5 months. To discredit my character in the public eye the VA stops my VA medical. My medical is restored after 6 months but now I am now RED Flagged. The Director of the VA office at 275 chestnut street Manchester NH tells me to commit suicide if I refuse to take mind controlling drugs. The news media would rather scare the public and destroy innocent people that the government accuses rather than report the truth. Where does a disabled veteran go when the nation he gave his life for kills him.
I re-live every day the cruel acts that I committed while serving as a U.S. Marine. The worst part is that I am not ashamed or feel guilty for what I did. I have no feeling at all. I feel more bad for feeling nothing. My wife and friends accuse me of having no emotions all the time. I came back to a society that I do not belong.
Crimes by government officials must be stopped. I dream of suicide every day not for the bogus crimes the NH and U.S. government accuses me of but that I killed others for a nation that does not respect what we the Veterans gave our lives for. Constitution.
I got a call from the VA in Palo alto Calif yesterday. The Advocate was nice and talked to me for quite awhile. When I asked her for help she said it was not her place to help me but she would refer my case to the local VA. The Local VA Red Flagged my file to cause me harm. The local VA director tells me to commit suicide. Both of these acts are crimes that the VA refuses to recognize. I have done nothing wrong. I have violated no laws. Can you imagine the face of the child you killed with a bayonet to get your M-16 back and escape confronting you every day. Can you imagine living with a society that condemns you for these acts, yet this civilized society enjoys the benefits. Can you imagine witnessing this civilized society allowing what you watched fellow Marines die for be diminished and become a worthless piece of paper. ( CONSTITUTION).
Your child joins the military, to protect and defend our constitution: he becomes a veteran
SUICIDE BY VETERAN’S IS BECAUSE SOCIETY CAN NOT ACCEPT THE CHILD THAT LEFT WILL NEVER COME HOME.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi