WHY not die ? 6-23-08

WHY not die ? 6-23-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Why! did I wake up in a military hospital bed, with forever no memory of any part of my life before that moment? Why was I shipped over seas to fight for a country that I did not remember (US)? Why thirty one months later did I return and get dumped into a cruel (yet called) civilized society. Why do I suffer with two other serious, life changing, combat related disabilities? Why do I volunteer to help so many children and adults when society calls me dangerous? Why do memories of events as an American Advisor on convoy’s deep in the Bush keep returning? Why have I not violated the law when so many in trusted powerful positions violate the very laws everyone else must follow? Why did the NH courts declare me a Terrorist? Why do I remember some things and forget others forever? Why do I sometimes not remember my wife or children’s names yet most times I do? Why out of the Blue did a Madbury NH family call someone that they did not know for help (me)? Why do the Madbury NH selectmen violate the law to harm residents that the selectmen do not like? Why is Judge Peter Fauver allowed to violate the Constitution to harm residents against the peace and dignity of the United States? Why did the NH supreme court refuse to hear a case that questioned the criminal acts of a judge (2003-0477)? Why did the VA-NH official and the NH state police tell me to commit suicide? Why did I return to a country that I do not belong?
Why can newspapers violate the very principle that the Constitution was written for (freedom of Press)? Why do newspapers not tell their readers that I am running for district 21 NH senate seat? Why do newspapers freely print articles on other candidates yet ignore a 100% disabled veteran (candidate)? Why do newspapers cover up facts of crimes committed by NH judges and government officials? Why do the newspapers not tell it’s readers that the VA stopped the medical care of a 100% disabled Veteran? Why did the Boston Globe newspaper put in writing they want me to commit suicide yet no newspaper will print the disabled veteran’s response?
I volunteer every day to help others. In a lawful way, I try to make life better for all. Running for district 21 NH senate is not for me. It is for you. I am not paranoid or a mental case. What I am is a disabled Veteran that came back to a country that I do not belong. My hope is that what I do will make life better for future generation.
The Concord Monitor newspaper did an article on me May 28 by Ray Duckler “He’s making his case day by day” bring it up on your computer. Learn why you should vote for a 100% disabled Veteran that every day asks himself (why when so many want me to commit suicide and I feel the need to die) not to kill himself..
Why do I have hope for a nation that treats veterans as second class citizens and does not realize it? Why did I wake up in that military hospital bed to become a killer on foreign soil that changes his way to become a volunteer in a country that he does not belong?
Ask your self why some one can put in writing such criminal facts and no one can question the truth of them, yet newspaper refuse to print the truth. Why did I wake up that day?
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi