Response Making People aware 7-31-08

Response Making People aware 7-31-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
I dream of committing suicide every minute of every day. I received a Traumatic Brain Injury (TBI) when I left Marine Corps Boot Camp. I was sent overseas on a 31 month tour during the Vietnam Conflict with no memory of the U.S. at all. I came back to a land (U.S) that I could not conceive as possible. Can you imagine living every day with death and destruction around you for years at a time. You are taught and pounded into your mind to kill with out feelings or compassion. Can you imagine living with out understanding simple situations or social skills because you have amnesia. Can you imagine going on convoys as American advisor deep into the “bush” days at a time with no one that spoke English. Can you imagine sitting on the side of a runway for hours at a time waiting for the fighter jets you launched earlier to return. You sit there and listen and watch the horizon light up from the bombs being dropped on thousands of innocent people. I returned to the U.S. with no understanding of what a civilized society is. Can you imagine not understanding how to react to people doing every day things. Can you imagine kissing your first “Round Eyed Girl” that you remember after you killed other human beings. Can you imagine feeling no regrets or remorse for the (civilized society crimes) duty you performed and having the citizen’s that you did it for despise what you did. I dreamed every day during my tour of dieing before I had to live through another situation. I lived through two Vietnam Offensives and received three more combat related disabilities I contemplate every day back in the “World” of suicide because back here government officials, the Veteran’s Administration, police violate the Constitution for self gain and society is afraid to speak up. How do I end it?
I read every day about the VA suicide prevention programs to help returning veterans cope. Social propaganda to make society believe in the political games. The newspapers now censor the words (opinion) of the people. The news media keeps the voters from learning that I am running for District 21 New Hampshire State Senate. I volunteer to help a Madbury NH family that the selectmen are using government powers for personal revenge to run out of town. Judge Peter Fauver violates the Constitution to protect these criminal acts. The NH supreme court covers up the crimes to protect their empire’s, dominance over the people. NH elected officials use the trusted elected powers granted by the people to stop me from volunteering. NH U.S. congress woman uses her federal powers to stop my VA medical. These are crimes that I place in writing to the people of the United States that if were not true would be criminally libelous. The news media’s right to censor the truth from the people is in direct contradiction of what the United States of America stands for.
We have check and balances to stop such crimes being committed by government personal. The Checks and balances have failed and the news media refuses to inform the public. My opinion letters contain undisputed facts that can only be stopped by censor ship. I am running for District 21 NH state senate. These criminals are afraid that I might get elected which will expose these criminal acts. The VA stopping a 100% disabled veterans medical for disabilities received in combat situations is a crime of the highest magnitude. The Citizens of the United States of America and the news media censoring the truth to knowingly harm a disabled Veteran is beyond Comprehension
Do I need medical help as you all suggest. I have no medical care available to me because a NH U.S. congress woman interfered with it. The NH government (against the Constitution) harmed my character in the public eye so bad even the VFW and American Legion want nothing to do with me.
I can not stop because it is every American’s duty (obligation) to see that “no constitutional right of any one individual is never violated” U.S. Constitution Article.
Can you imagine coming back to the United States after fighting with your life for her only to be stripped of your rights. The “DEAMONDS of WAR” deep in your head make the VA suicide prevention program useless because the people running it have never been there. Can you imagine?????????
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi