Voters Choice. 9-7-08

Voters Choice. 9-7-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Drinking yesterday was the first time this did not help with the pain in my head. I started at three o’clock in the afternoon because of the pain. This head pain is from one of my service connected disabilities, I am rated 100%. My medical care was stopped for five months because of the newspapers hero to Veterans (U.S. NH Rep Shea-Porter). I believe it was her because it happen after she filed a false police report to stop one of my letters to the editor. When my arrest failed she used her federal government powers to have a VA Dr Biswas file involuntary commitment orders to lock me up. Right after all this my VA medical was stopped. Does one and one equal Two? My medical was restarted but it is now limited and sub-standard. The VA in my opinion assigned a Psychologist Dr Dan Potenza to see me for the purpose to fudge the records for public scrutiny. Don’t get me wrong Dr Dan is in no way a part of this. Dr. Dan in my opinion is a caring individual that gives more than required to help Veterans. Dr Dan goes out of his way. I write a letter every day informing the VA and Federal government of the crimes in the Veterans Office in NH but my case is covered up.
I am running for NH state senate. The Union Leader calls me up two hours before dead line for a interview. I am volunteering in Canterbury NH so I do not get the message they left until I get home three days later. The Foster’s reporter calls me up at their dead line for a interview. I write a letter complaining and four days later the reporter calls me again. We are talking when I tell her about my letters that I send to the paper every day expressing my opinions, views and platform. In the middle of my next sentence she hangs up the phone. Both papers wrote articles discrediting me. The Voters should have a informed choice. “what are we fighting for, next stop is Vietnam”
I volunteer every day to help others. I ask for nothing in return. I refuse when ever someone that I help offers me a gift or money. I received an award once from the Fosters’ for my volunteer work. I volunteer to help a Madbury NH family that Judge Fauver criminally violated the Constitution 29 times to cover up the Madbury selectmen’s use of government power to get revenge on local residents the selectmen did not like. The NH supreme court refused to hear the case because it exposed the NH judicial system to public scrutiny. NH elected officials have criminally violated the Constitution to stop me from helping this Madbury family. I have four (received at separate times) (three combat related) permanent Marine Corps related disabilities. My running for public office is scaring powerful people, the voters are denied the choice. No newspaper will allow my opinion letters or write an article about my views and opinions. I am a dead citizen to the editors.
I have not slept more that a couple hours at a time in years. I wake up seeing the face of the child, that at 17, I killed with a bayonet deep in the bush. I keep seeing his face because I want to care. People every day describe that my emotions for others does not exist, since I came home. I have a limited memory because of my head injury. At the most in appropriate times remember uncivilized acts that I committed during my 31 months on foreign soil fills my head. Emotions and feelings can not exist in a combat situation. Men are sacrificed so that others may live. Defending this nation is knowing that you are going to die. I should have come home in a body bag.
You the people of the State of New Hampshire, with the help of the newspapers make the freedom (all veterans over the history of the United States give you) a joke. How many disabled Veteran’s are swept under the rug because you the people of the United States use us only when it is to your political advantage. I speak openly telling the truth using freedom of the press to allow citizens to correct the wrongs in government, the editors have stopped. I run for public office, I volunteer to help others, I served this nation as a United States Marine and I must rely on drinking to stop the pain in my head. My right hand will become useless at times because of the pain, then it will be fine. My right arm has lost at least 50 percent of it’s use at times then it will be fine. My right leg goes numb, tingles and hurts at times then it is fine.
If all these facts were not so well documented, I might give the editors the benefit of the doubt for not printing the truth. To demonstrate how biased the system is the Veteran’s Administration Director in NH has asked me to commit suicide, the Boston Globe sent me an e-mail asking me to commit suicide, the NH governor sends the NH state police to my home to inform me that governor Lynch would prefer my suicide and judge Fauver uses the local sheriff to pressure me into suicide. These are documented facts the news papers will not tell. Stopping any individual’s right for the people to elect to public office can not be tolerated. I may not be the people’s choice but to allow the government and courts to use my medical condition and freedom to discredit me and to stop the people from learning the truth is beyond belief.
Some thing is wrong, when I can write these letters informing the government, editors and public of these criminal acts to intentionally defraud the people of the United States and no one cares. I accept every bit of this punishment because of what I did as a United States Marine. You the people of the United States of America better take note because it is your child returning from foreign soil today and this will happen to them and no one will care now, either. I wasted other human beings lives to defend you to come home for the people that I believe in, to punish me. I do not have to worry about the voters reading this letters because freedom of the press is an illusion to send our children to foreign soil to die to allow so few to dominate over the majority
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi