Costs-vs.-suicide 2-18-09

Costs-vs.-suicide 2-18-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
The VA suicide hotline harasses me at eight thirty last night by phone. I get calls from around the U.S. Some calls came from Virginia, Calif and other states. The messages left on my machine yesterday, it is like our government has nothing else to do but harass me into suicide. The letters that I write detail criminal acts committed by State and federal government officials. No one, not one checks and balance built in to our form of government is activated. Ask WHY? Harass the 100% disabled Marine to stop him from exposing wrongs in government. The newspapers censor the story. The VA suicide hotline wanted to know if I had any evidence of NH governor Lynch charged me two hundred dollars to speak with him. I have a receipt. I can document everything that I write about. Facts do not lie. Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal that the NH supreme court covered up the crimes to protect the legal empire over the peace and dignity of the citizens of the United States. These are strong words spoken by a 100% disabled veteran that believes it is the people’s place to expose wrongs in government. The newspapers refuse to print the opinion letter of a disabled veteran. All this allows the government to inflict harm and harassment at a cost to the American people on other U.S. citizens.
Yesterday I felt so down in the dumps that I went off and volunteered the day away helping other people. It is my selfish act “Volunteering” to prevent me from doing something that can not be changed. “suicide”. I have no identity! Am I whom they say? Do I belong here? There is no therapy or drugs that can answer my questions. The VA has chosen to build a wall between my best friend (my wife) and I. They can not defeat me in any legal way so they commit crimes to stop me. They stopped my VA medical care. Do you realize I still have not received pills for my pain. The VA sends me bills for the VA having me forced by police escort to see a Dr to commit me. The VA forced me to pay for antibiotics last week that a Dr they sent me to ordered. All this to stop my opinion letters which the newspapers refuse to print. Heck I am not even good enough to speak with the NH governor after paying two hundred to do so. Where does it all stop. My words are silenced but they are what so many have given their lives for. U.S. Military fight to protect and defend that which you the American people are allowing NH and the Veterans administration to diminish. “our Constitution”. Is it that you do not see it coming? At what Cost is the death of a 100% disabled veteran justified to satisfy the NH government and VA. Ask if it is the VA suicide hotline firing the final built with their calls. Ask if the VA using the state and local police to build a wall between my wife and I is that magical bullet. Ask if judge Peter Fauver using the local sheriff to harass me is what determined the out come. At what cost will the American people see the light on the wall? Newspaper censorship is what will be the bullet that killed a nation.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi