Suicide Possible 2-12-09

Suicide Possible 2-12-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
The VA leader at 275 Chestnut St ordered me to commit suicide. It is a part of my medical record. The VA suicide hot line uses phone calls to harass me into committing suicide. For further probing the VA suicide hot line uses the state and local police for harassment to provoke suicide. I do written complaint after complaint with no answer even thought a law requires the government to answer. The VA stopped my medical care to instigate my committing suicide. I now get token care to demonstrate to the public a record exists that I get medical care. I am a 100% disabled veteran with four service connected disabilities. Some are combat related. I had to pay for medication at a civilian pharmacy again the other day because the VA refused me. I was denied pain medication for military disabilities more than once.
The VA assigned a Dr Potenza to over see my case. Don’t get me wrong Potenza is a great person that will go out of his way to help any veteran no matter what the administration says. The VA wants to label me a nut case so that I can be written off. Put a nut doctor that is well respected and has a personality of always placing the patients care above anything else “problem solved” if public scrutiny arise. Everyone recognizes what is going on. Dr Potenza cares and places the patient first but he has limitation because he is a member of the system. When NH state and federal government officials conspire to use a 100% disabled veteran’s medical care for combat related disabilities to influence suicide “what has the United States become”.
I came back from my tour in 74 with no memory of ever being in the U.S. before. One of my disabilities is Head Trauma. I lived and adjusted in your world even though my flash back memories kept bombing my head. I not only accept what I did but I am proud to be a U.S. Marine even though society continuously tells me what we did is uncivilized and wrong. Society tells me we do not talk about over there. Dr’s tell me the only way to accept it is to talk about it. Dr’s (whom have never been there) going to influence how it was and should be. Dr. Dan’s phone calls are not going to stop a suicide, the phone calls exist so the government can say that they did not see suicide coming. The VA and NH officials are using my medical conditions to attempt to persuade society that my suicide was from the Vietnam Conflict. One has noting to do with the other. Judge Peter Fauver’s criminal acts is every citizens responsibility to expose and stop. There is no stress or anger from me, for what NH and the VA is doing to me. I have lived and survived situations that are inconceivable for you that have never been there to accept. You just can not understand the two existing worlds in some veteran’s minds. The world in which we are fighting for all of you to be free is one. The world that we came home to expecting one thing and returning to a place we do not belong is the other. The way you treat us and what you do to us is ok because we do not belong here. A veteran’s medical condition can not be used for retaliation and control.
This opinion letter exposing wrongs in government is the basic reason our forefather’s protected freedom of the press in our Constitution. It is too bad every newspaper in the United States of America feels it is not their place to print what a Veteran tells are wrongs against the human race and humanity. The public has been convinced that I am a nut this is the VA’s way of helping disabled Veteran’s return.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi