Death Brings Peace. 2-17-09

Death Brings Peace. 2-17-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
I can not remember the time other than a few weeks, a month ago, or where it was! The peace and joy when I jumped to feel the air tingle my body and the strong gust that brought my body to a slight upward motion and carried me across the sky to the top of that birch tree. I felt relief from the question that are always there. Whom am I? For what purpose do I exist? Did I survive to come home to the land everyone described as a free nation? I am a no-body that exists in my mind only. My words are silent echoes drifting deep to no-where. The scratch on my upper leg from the tree top catching me as it safely lowered me to the ground is my only reminder and that is fading also. Surviving death on foreign soil as a U.S. Marine, or did I. Why can I not accept that everything is mine since I came back. I have volunteered every day for over thirty years, yet people are afraid of me. I have a comfortable easy life, yet I can not accept others have less. I have a smart, beautiful wife that is my best friend but a wall separates us. My children love and adore me but reality is not there. Did I ever come back, Really?
New Hampshire elected officials not only will not speak with me but they use the law to torment and persecute me. Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal yet law enforcement is directed to stop my free speech to cover up Fauver‘s crimes. The NH supreme court covered up Fauver’s Crimes. Newspapers claim freedom of the press yet cover up the opinion of the public. Judge Fauver uses the Sheriff to harass me yet the public is ok with this or to scare to speak openly. People claim that I am writing only to ask for pity for my self yet my only reward is to make life better for others. NH governor Lynch charged me money to speak with him yet this U.S. Marine is robbed. A 100% disabled U.S. Marine is charged money to speak with an elected official. This is against the law, yet the newspapers and public are ok with this. I still have the receipt for the money that I paid.
The editors and government officials make the public believe that I am a danger to society, that I am paranoid, mental, someone just looking for pity. I am a disabled United States Marine that has had his medical care stopped to stop my free speech. The public accepts this because we have checks and balances to prevent this. I must be a liar.
Did I really ever come home? Does the United States of America really exist, where it is “We the People” first and foremost that the government serves. The VFW and American Legion have alienated me. Did I ever make it home?
My head pain is so bad that I must go. Have a great day.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi