Frustration brings anger 2-3-09

Frustration brings anger 2-3-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
The Veteran’s Administration refuses to recognize a veteran in trouble. Help does not exist. Reality is a question the answer can not define. My letters I do not remember the content until I re-read them each time that I want to know what I said. Can the United States of America believe a 100% disabled veteran is so worthless; that the trash receives better care. I am not looking for your pity. It is not me. It is the thousands of Veterans left on the streets and broken homes because this nation does not want to help. My case is so well illustrated to the incompetence of the Veteran’s Administration that reality has to be questioned. My case stands out, but? How about the veteran’s that can not adjust or that comes back to not fit in or comes back a different person and society rejects as a once promising individual that turned into a looser. Ask your self is not death worth more to these veterans than trying to make life back here; understand, what you that have no idea of how to conceive what these veterans did for you. Veterans are not looking for any special hand out. We are not even looking for what we lost by going off to defend this great nation. Reality is that society believes by creating a once promising Veteran’s administration now refuses to see the political dismantling, there by creating an expensive sinking ship. Even the Veteran’s administration Inspector General department (rejects)(fails) to recognize the veteran in trouble from the VA’s own in competence.
My letters are from my heart to a nation that giving my life for is not enough. Try to understand that which I can not find the words to help you. Try to grasp the reality to understand “did I ever come home”. Can this nation be blinded by such fear that ones own comfort and the safety of ones own family is more important than the nation. Can reality be that elected government positions are a step to a quality of life better than the others. What the State of New Hampshire has done to this Veteran is so unbelievable that even the Veteran’s Hospital has joined to stop me. My medical was stopped. I can not even get pain medication for combat related disabilities. The VA suicide hot line hounds me by phone and using the state and local police to harass me. On one hand they tell me it is to stop my suicide and on the other the VA tells me to commit suicide. (the VA directors own words) I describe the confused thoughts pounding my head only to have society use them to question my sanity and reality. I volunteer to help people every day. I have not violated any of your laws. I endure the pain and suffering created by the state of NH to stop my opinion letters exposing government wrongs. I have been told that these wrongs inflicted by NH elected officials can not happen. I have been told the Veteran’s administration’s purpose is to help Veterans. You the American citizens should look at what is happening because it is harming the Veteran today and you tomorrow.
Once you realize what the VA is doing to veterans, Look at what censorship by the newspapers have done to you the people of the United States of America. Question your editors refusal to print opinion letters from a disabled veteran.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi