I want 6 17-09

I want 6 17-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Has our society become so safe that now the less fortunate, ignorant, mentally ill citizens can lose their freedom for the sake of others. The homeless man in Portsmouth NH arrested 153 times, why? Drinking in public, he is homeless. Homeless, sleeping on a park bench. Or the latest trespassing on the RR tracks. Should this man be put away on a habitual offenders law? UNH Professor arrested for leaving his child in the car. I know and do not like this person but should not we consider that maybe he was ignorant. He left his child in the car because the child was sleeping. The professor was only sitting a few feet away hoping to hear the child when he cried. Dump act but a crime? Can we label free speech a crime if the justice department can for see a threat with intent even if the author meant only to enlighten the public on government wrongs. The newspapers write articles to inflame the public to reduce the sympathy for the bad side of society. (Less fortunate) Has our society become safer or the birth of a society where Hitler wrote the program?
The pounding, throbbing pain in my head from my MC disabilities continuously over the past few day makes my left side of my face tingle and my eye closes involuntary. The tingling in my legs from the pain in my back limits my sleep. The difficulty in justifying (WHY) my actions in the reoccurring memory that just will not go away. The actions of people around me wanting my help but do not hear my words. Strangers willing to need and want me to help them never to remember my short time in their lives that a stranger gave. The NH government pointing the finger at me but refuses to respond to the government wrongs that are identified. Police (State and Local) disrupt the life of my family, friends and me to make the point the my actions are angering government officials. The local sheriff sent by judge Peter Fauver to inform that the opinion letters pointing out this judges criminal act can not be tolerated. Federal Rep Shea-Porter filing false criminal complaint to stop a U.S. citizens opinion letters. Shea-Porter using U.S. Marine Corps disabilities to harm another U.S. citizen. But she goes free to do it to others. The VA stopping a 100% disabled Veterans medical care to stop this veteran. The VA suicide hotline pushing this disabled veteran into suicide. This society has become safer for some but did this disabled U.S. Marine ever really come back? Does reality really exist in my world even if my world does not exist accept in my mind?
There is no points to my letters because no one hears my words. I am like the Marine (or any U.S. Military) laying in the benjo ditch waiting for the action to start. Will I be the one to die? Will that round eyed girl back in the (world) states ever get to meet me? Whom is she? The questions just ramble through your head, then it starts and you no longer care if you live or die. The mission takes over and your life is nothing except a machine to complete the mission to protect and defend our Constitution. You indiscriminately kill against the norm of a civilized society to make the U.S. citizens safe even for the less fortunate, ignorant, mentally ill or even the rich responsible because our society is based on a law that all must be treated equally. This is in some eyes a repetitive, rambling letter but as I lay here on the ground knowing that in this free society the opinion of the people is what matters. Dieing to end the torment of being a U.S. Marine might be the only solution to get out of here.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi