Veronica from Craigs list 6-5-09

Veronica from Craigs list 6-5-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
I got an email from Veronica today. She read my letter on craigs list. Many thousands of people every day read my letters it is hard to understand why the newspapers do not publish them. Any way Veronica told me about her boy friend whom everyone believes is crazy because he served three tours in Iraq. This illustrates what I have been telling you all along. People believe that U.S. Military that return and are no longer in uniform should just fit into society. Veronica in her email to me indicated that she is a wonderful (unknowingly) person just like my wife. She may not understand but tolerates and hope that we last another day because there must be some good in us that just has not come out yet. It is our dark moments that are very seldom revealed to anyone in the present but are our ever lasting ghosts. This is why society just does not get it. Our rambling opinion from crazy repetitive unpublished letters escapes yours and our reality. In Veronica writing to me, understanding that some day citizens that have never been in country may some day accept U.S. Military veterans coming home.
I, was in a way lucky because my memory was taken from me before I left the U.S. from a traumatic brain injury. Learning how to survive and live as a Marine gave me a chance back here. I volunteer helping others every day. Like yesterday enduring the back pain and throbbing head pain until finally blood burst from my nose. Suicide is not my goal. Being on the government statistic of U.S. Military committing suicide does not interest me. Although the scare on my leg from last year when I jumped from a cliff to move on to a different place to achieve harmony is a reminder. I volunteer to make life better for others because it is the right thing to do. If dyeing in this fashion shames anyone it will not be the Military. My luck is that with three other disabilities from the MC learning how to survive back here as taken me on many adventures. Doing things others can even believe as possible. Helping others in situations where no one will go but silently aids society.
We (and I can put my self in this place) came back to a place that we do not belong. I believe in the U.S. as a place where the Constitution protected all the citizens equally. The NH supreme court covered up Judge Peter Fauver criminally violating this law. Fauver knowingly allowed the Madbury selectmen decide whom was good enough to live in Madbury NH. Those that were not good enough are driven out using the government powers illegally. I volunteer to help this family and our government put me in jail as a terrorist, took my money, VA medical care and much more. The Newspapers censor my opinion letters to protect their powerful friends. Some goody two shoes that read my letter mock them. Many in the public like Veronica see what is happening. Most stay silent because they are afraid of the power of government if helping me puts them on the bad list.
I thank everyone of you for and against what I am. Coming back alive was wrong because many better than I will never come home. I volunteer to show respect and honor so what they gave for will never be in VAIN!
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi