Letters from a Conflict 6-16-09

Letters from a Conflict 6-16-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
There is an entire side of this civilized society that can understand and wants to read letters from Veterans. What more important aspect of a newspaper than the opinion from Veterans that gave for this nation. People believe that since I can write letters and fill these letters with facts over and over that my disabilities must be a fake. The News and others flagg or censor my opinion. The VA stopped my medical care and they are waiting to pounce on me as an example to the power of government to catch some one cheating this great nation where all have equal rights. I have not hidden anything from you or the government. I speak openly and freely about my life and what I do. I broke my back during a Vietnam Offensive. I have nerve damage in both ears from being blown off a runway during another Vietnam offensive. From a Traumatic Brain Injury right out of Parris Island I have no memory of any part of my life before boot camp. Every day since I came back my mind re-lives what and where I have been. Volunteering is the way that I choose to attempt to live in a society that can not accept people like me. Some people want to understand what it is like but society blocks the truth to protect it self from the atrocities of what we did. Veterans understand and want to read opinion that tells the truth but do not want to reveal the silent demons that they have hidden for so many years. Some Veterans opinion do not make since to you individually BUT?
Volunteering allowed me to learn how to survive in a society where reality makes no since. Helping others is how I made it in the Marine Corps and how coming back gave me a chance to see, what we did it over there for. I believe so much in this U.S. society that exposing publicly that Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal is the right thing to do. Fauver allowed the Madbury NH selectmen to use government power to seek and drive local residents they did not like out of their town. The NH Supreme Court covered the case up. NH elected officials and Federal officials would rather protect the legal empire than represent the values and responsibilities of the U.S. citizens constitutional rights and stop judicial miss conduct. Enduring the pain and discomfort from my disabilities is a small part to give for a nation that so many gave their lives for to help the U.S. to continue to exist. Communication is what a civilized society says is the way to solve problems (Not Violence). The NH governor charged me money to speak but never met with me. I have been shunned and ignored by all government officials. The news media censors my everything. The VA stopped my medical care.
When in a alternate world attempting suicide has been my goal to stop the mind from trying to accept reality. Reality makes not since. For anyone to ignore the words of a Veteran. Not just me. Any veteran because Veterans have done something for you that society just can not conceive the gravity of. Our letters may be in coherent to some but the words ring so true to those that have been there. Should the ones that kept your voice from being censored have their words censored just because this civilized society can not accept the atrocities that made us this way.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi