Ask Why 3-13-09

Ask Why 3-13-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Repeating the question of what it is like to not remember any part of your life before you were 17 can be monotones. Just like writing a letter that clearly explains and documents criminal constitutional crimes committed by Veteran’s officials, judges and government officials (State and Federal). Traumatic Brain Injury while I was in the U.S. Marine Corps left me this way even today. I left the U.S. and did a 31 month overseas tour during the Vietnam Conflict with no memory of where I came from. My next three disabilities are combat related received at separate missions. I came back to a world that I had no memory of ever being here before. American Bill Boards on the sides of the road and Round eyed girls were something that I could only hope to live long enough to see at least once before I gave my life for this nation that I had no memory of. I was proud when a girl spit on me at the San Francisco Airport and called me a baby killer. When I learned the meaning years later those words would haunt me for ever. Killing the enemy was the only priority of a U.S. Marine. Now I come back to a land where killing is wrong because the people have rights against oppressive and dominating government actions depriving any individual of Constitutional protection. Is what I have learned and done worth repeating or is it a memory kept alive by a Marine lost for eternity in a benjo ditch?
I have no place to go. I have no one that understands if I am really here. Can the perfect life be a dream? Can a nation that U.S. Military give every aspect of their lives for, come back to a place that the people recognize a theory but not the deranged U.S. citizens that return’s exist? Does the courts have a right to use publicity to win a criminal case as the Caylee case in Florida. Does the NH government and newspapers have a right to publicly destroy a candidate’s Character to sway a free election. Can a 100% disabled Veteran be put in jail as a terrorist to stop his opinion letters of government wrongs. Can the VA stop a 100% disabled Veteran’s medical care because U.S. Rep from NH Shea-Porter wants them too? Can the NH government use the State and local police to harass citizens to stop the person from exposing a criminal judge? Can a judge use the Strafford County sheriff to harass some one that tells the public in writing that this judge Fauver is a criminal violating the constitution to harm innocent U.S. citizens? Where can a 100% disabled Veteran go that reality exists. Can the NH Supreme Court cover up the criminal acts Judge Fauver committed and the public be ok with this?
Do I volunteer every day to help others. Did the cut on the top of my leg happen because I jumped to kill my self? How do you answer questions when reality only exists if nothing is real!
The Question is if I repeat such criminal actions in writing by newspapers and government personal in the land of the Free why does no one stop the crimes or stop me? I learned to kill as a U.S. Marine for a Constitution that must have died. Can my actions as a U.S. Marine go against the ethics of a civilized society so much that I must be for ever exempt from death to stop the torture. U.S. Marines never die we just go to H-ell for ever as you have placed me. Repeating the question forever is the place that I must be.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi