Repeating over and over 3 6-09

Repeating over and over 3 6-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
I can not get it out of my head. People tell me that my letters keep repeating the same subject but it does not go away. I have military disabilities received in the line of duty, with the pain and limitations just continue day after day. The government and VA discriminate against me by limiting my medical care and now charging me money to get care, medication and see a doctor over and over. The save guards built in to our system fail to listen to my complaint letters time and again. Government (officials and departments) continuously day after day violate our Constitution yet people tell me that I repeat my self in my letters. Editors every single day trash my opinion letters describing government wrongs intentionally committed to inflict pain and suffering on U.S. Citizens with out regards for ethical or moral obligations to the people. Where am I? Does reality really exist as my dream to come home some day just continues over and over as if it is in a repeat letter to the people of the United States of America.
Did I spend the entire night last, on convoy trying to understand if the world did exist out side this mayhem called USMC? Do the people of the U.S. help each other or was that just words from other Marine’s mouths to get me to help? Can telling the truth be the only path to a better world? My experiences are adventures people imply would be impossible. I know so much but I never know when I will remember, if at all. I have done almost everything (building houses, wiring, plumbing, being a lawyer in court, a minister, friend, volunteer, a U.S. Marine and much more) yet it is in a world that I can only briefly touch for moments at a time. The government has built a wall between my best friend (wife) and me to win a conflict that placed me in this benjo ditch. Marines repeat (that four letter word) our job is to k-ill yet my orders on this convoy is to not lock and load until in interment danger of death. I have not violated the law back in this world if laws really exist. If I ever really came back to the world. (U.S.)
A high school drop out that joined the MC at 17 took a case to the NH supreme court about Judge Peter Fauver committing crimes against the peace and dignity of the U.S. The NH supreme court covered up Fauver’s crimes. The Madbury NH selectmen use the power of government for retaliation against local residents they govern. To stop my exposing the wrongs in government I am put in jail as a terrorist. My VA medical is stopped to teach me a lesson. Is this even humanly possible in the U.S.
Do you see the repeat? The mayhem is so vast that I jumped only to have the wind direct me to a tree top and lower me to the ground safely. I have a scare on the top of my leg that keeps reminding me continuing is not an option. Does repeating the crimes of government make the Vietnam Conflict real. Can U.S. Marines do and live through this and expect to some day come home? Did I ever really come home or is this repeat dream ever going to stop. I want to quit but my orders as a U.S. Marine are to protect and defend our Constitution until death if necessary.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi