Classic Signs N.Y. Gunman’s letter 4-7-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
“A rambling letter” people describe other people’s letters that way when they are trying to deflect what the person is saying. “A glimpse inside the mind of an angry, paranoid man who saw himself as a victim” Da’ shar voo is this not another way of stereo typing people that someone does not like, to mask society’s values as correct. Can we say if friends or relatives should have noticed? Can we really say if this man was or not being harassed by police or government? The records may indicate that he was not being harassed but records kept by those whom did it, can be believed right? Look at the Alaska Senator, charges dropped for Prosecutor miss conduct. We the little people do not have the money or connections to have the law protect us like this. Look at me I am the last person in the world to be defending a VC but my pride can not interfere in saving the U.S. A little ironic huh! A U.S. Marine that should never have come back doing this:
The righteous do gooders tell me these exact same description of my letters all the time. The problem is I am a 100% disabled veteran and my injuries came from defending the very laws and society that calls me Paranoid. When society arrested me as a terrorist these are the very words that the judge used to put me in jail. The bogus charges were dropped but the records show no miss conduct on the part of the people writing the records. Society all the times tell me that I have mental problems and I need help. My medical was stopped by these very government officials keeping the records. My head injury is one of my four military disabilities from my tour. The records show my medical care exists. It does not. Now even my unanswered calls from Dr Potenza have stopped. The Dr called me to fluff up my record to imply my medical care existed. Funny how the government can cover up for public consumption with records. The government has painted me as a paranoid, angry rambling man whom believe he is the victim. An you the righteous do gooders suck it right up. I am a 100% disabled veteran that cares for you.
I have not violated the law and the records clearly show that. I have every day volunteered to help others because I did come back alive. You have no idea of the pain and mental anguish that I set aside every day to help others. I don’t want your pity or for you to even look in my direction. Am I suicidal as the indication should reveal. No, my death will be only what should have happen in a world that never should exist. When it happens.. That world exists because we want a country that has freedom for the law to protect us all equally. Stereo typing returning veterans is what makes our silence to what we did inevitable. I use myself as an example to demonstrate to society what you are doing to returning veterans. A record (of what you describe as rambling) letters of the torment and torture of veterans because society will stereo type rather than understand and help. May be the VC saw in this country what he was trying to get away from by leaving Vietnam. May be some one should question the records or whom is keeping them. Does a disabled veteran need the medical help that was stopped? No it is cheaper for the budget crunch to leave us on the street. We should never have come home any way!!! Ask why a Veterans opinion letters are censored by every newspaper in the U.S.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi