Veteran Apologizes 4-1-09

Veteran Apologizes 4-1-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
I saw the second letter that I wrote yesterday. I apologize, my memory of writing it is not there. I remember the situation as I was talking to a father who’s son is at Walter Read with combat injuries. The feeling of it was time to be alone came over me. I knew my second world was going to take over. My Geo Metro became my jeep as I flipped down the roof to keep some visibility of the trucks making up the convoy. I was sweating as the convoy proceeded through the Bush. It was time to cook diner when I next realized that I was sitting on the floor of my house. The reality of the letter did not come until today when I read it on the computer.
There are many things to talk about, like the people on the Concord Monitor blog that complain when I attach my letter to the comment section of another letter. I read the letters each one and decide. You in particular may not like my letters but to me, freedom is getting the message out. Ask the Monitor why they do not print my letters. People are reading them and many can understand because similar circumstances have hit their homes or lives. I am a 100% disabled Veteran that to stop my opinion letters the VA stopped my medical care. The only thing worse is if you can silence my free speech.
The pain in my head never goes away. When my left eye starts flickering and my cheek starts tingling getting prepared for the sharp pain crippling my life is needed. The sharp pain does not last long but others around me will not understand. Just as you can not understand remembering the good that we (veteran) did for a nation that marks our actions as criminal but celebrates our return. Can you the people try to grasp the deepness of freedom. I watch young people go off to boot camp every day. Accepting that life as they have learned is going to be wiped out. Your will becomes a government machine to destroy that which we are ordered to do. The chain of command is never questioned and the welfare of your men is only behind the completion of the mission. A person living through such inconceivable life must remain silent to protect the innocents of the civilized society if lucky enough he will return too.
My letters reach across the U.S. People can not believe that NH to stop some one that volunteers his time every day to help others would violated the Constitution to stop him. I am a 100% disabled Veteran that society has ostracized and the newspapers refuse to publicly print my letters. My medical conditions came from you keeping your freedom. It is not me that I speak for. It is you the American people. It is your child returning today that will live through all those memories that society will label them a wasted life because society can not conceive. It is your future that if you allow Judge Peter Fauver to criminally violate the Constitution will suffer. You the people have to keep the freedom to question and stop the NH supreme court when it knowingly allows Judges to violate our highest laws in their efforts to protect their monopoly of legal power over the people. A government that can use the newspapers to harm a 100% disabled veteran’s character to silence his words is unacceptable. The people that allows a government to torture and torment a 100% disabled Veteran with their own silence? Well if you do not get it reality can not be real. My letter was correct but I apologize because you ( The people of the U.S.) are not ready, willing or able to hear it. May be the cool temperature of 46’ yesterday could cool us down for what ever happens today.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi