Do you understand why 4-25-09

Do you understand why 4-25-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
I volunteer, I have not violated the law, I do this all to make life better for the citizens of the U.S. Newspapers mock Veterans with their cartoon about U.S. military not being able to identify the difference between hostile combat and rejection from U.S. citizens if we come home. We meaning veterans have given, to keep you free and the humiliation and rejection when we return just does not cut it. I met a Marine yesterday that came back from the Vietnam Conflict in 66. He was describing to a twenty year old lawn care person about dieing every second of every day. The words rang so true, as the words I have used so many times before. Someone actually knew what I felt for so many years. The situations of every day life back here which people can not conceive that some one whom is pictured as a outstanding citizen, can show no emotions or feeling toward others in pain or pitiful times. This was a man whom had been in trouble many times since returning because survival instincts took control in social situations that society could not understand or accept. People can not understand why we stand or sit with our backs to a wall or solid object when possible. People can not know that survival is to, at all costs complete the mission and once this happens this veteran joins a club that he can never leave. We return to a place that we do not belong, but try to learn silence is the only way to be accepted in. Having your complete social up bringing whipped out at boot camp and replaced with the need to Kill is reinforced in your memory with the practice until it can not be diminished. One night you kill a child with a bayonet to get your M16 back and escape, or you take a piece of the enemies throat out in your hand as you choke him. You watch one of your men cut in half with a deck pennant that snaps as the F-4 hooks and you just toss the parts to the side until the mission is complete. Can people back here in the “world” US understand that child will never come home. I volunteer every day because for some strange reason better men than me will never come home and I owe them this respect to not let what they gave for to be in VAIN.
I have four life changing disabilities from different times during my tour. I have to be thank full for everything the U.S. has given me. I can not let the NH supreme court violate the constitution against the peace and dignity of the U.S. citizens. Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal. Law enforcement tells me it is a crime to tell others a judge is a criminal. The NH supreme court was presented with a case that documented and proved beyond any doubt the facts. The NH supreme court covered it up. No matter how many laws and constitutional rights the NH government and VA have violated to stop me they can not. I am a member of a club that at all costs places the United States of America first. I publicly speak about the NH judicial being in violation of the law. I do it to make life better for all you, U.S. citizens. I do it because your children as U.S. Military give everything they have to protect the very rights you are saying can be diminished because the NHSC is to big and strong a branch of government to correct their wrongs by a citizen. I volunteer to make America better for everyone equally.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi