Depression, Veteran, Suicide. 5-3-09

Depression, Veteran, Suicide. 5-3-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Feelings are what make my words appear on the pagers. What are feelings? Defined as a capacity for emotions. The opinion page on the computer has many great points today. Inflaming the public. Is this not how newspapers hype up news to make people want to buy. The facts in the article may be correct but are they slanted in a non truth full way to hype up the story. Like the Nazis opinion tells of committing crimes against humanity. I get a kick out of, unborn rights opinion, or torture is illegal, immoral. Do you the public ever look at what is happening in NH and the U.S. Do you even care that U.S. Military Veterans are being neglected and cast aside. NECN did a great story on disabled Veterans living years in hospitals and being scared to come home. The story is a start but it still refuses to discuss the veteran coming home believing they are ok yet the seeds in the mind are growing destroying the veterans right to live in a civilized society. The news and the U.S. people want to understand but can not achieve the feeling of what it is to be one. A U.S. Military Veteran.
Drum out of your mind every aspect of social, moral, character instilled since birth by your up bring. Learn how to kill in every inhuman way possible and then live the actual education. Survive in living conditions that the most discussing human in the world wood be appalled by, for years. Most Veterans come home and set aside the memories and live. Others come home and that once bright future is lost in a world of crime or homelessness. Divorce and lonely ness, loss of job are factors that society labels as a loser. How can we be close to our children when we are scared of saying the wrong thing or doing the wrong thing. Society tells us someone with no emotions that kills back in the U.S. (world) belongs in prison. Does society define the guilt that we should feel until the confusion drums to the reminder of what we became. Have we become Nazis taking unborn rights because we are neglecting the Constitutional rights of others. Can torture by the people around us toward the veteran be correct?
You call my letters repetitive but do you hear my words. Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal that used the court illegally. The NH supreme court refused to hear the case that question the courts ethics. The NH government uses the police and prison to harm a disabled veteran to stop opinion letters. The VA uses a 100% disabled veterans medical care to stop opinion letters. U.S. Rep Shea-Porter files criminally false police complaints to put a veteran in jail to stop opinion letters. Shea-Porter contact the VA to put a veteran in the nut house to stop opinion letters. The Newspapers only publish letters and articles that praise Shea-Porter so where is the Humanity. People tell me that I need medication but is drugs to silence free speech what disabled veterans need? Is it not repetitive to drug the veteran that questions crimes against humanity and unborn rights that you will witness gone if you do not wake up and protect your rights.
The constant feeling of being there and questioning reality never leaves as if it is a repetitive opinion. The constant reminder that I do not belong haunts my ability to socialize and relate to the ones that I love and care. I am a normal human being in appearance but do you see that veteran in your family. I can put my feelings on these pages but where do belong. A Veterans dream when we are there is to some day come home but once we get here the lesson is learned that we came back to a place where society does not believe that we belong. Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi