People are afraid 4-29-08
A copy to NH VAH Dr Potenza, NH Governor, Judges and government officials.
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
People are afraid of me. I place my name, address and Phone # on every letter that I write. Newspapers only print articles that degrade my image in the public eye. Newspapers will not print my letters. People comment that I need help. I should see a Psy. My broken back, loss of hearing and Traumatic Brain Injury are all service related disabilities that I received on active duty. The VA stopped my medical care as a weapon for NH Congresswoman Shea-Porters benefit. This is a crime that everyone wants to let slide by. I work very hard every day just to survive in your civilized society. Judge Peter Fauver violated the Constitution 29 or more times to intentionally harm a Madbury NH family to cover up the selectmen’s crimes. Most people are afraid to speak up. The newspapers refuse to print my opinion letters because they expose a judge. The VA and Boston Globe tell me to commit suicide yet no one wants to inform the public of the facts. The VA at 275 Chestnut St Manchester NH threatens arrest if I deliver a complaint letter to the VA office in person. The NH Governor Lynch charges me $200.00 to speak with him. He takes my money and refuse to meet. I was injured on combat support missions and the newspapers and citizens of NH can do this to a 100% service connected disabled U.S. Marine.
I lived since I returned in 74 with the flash-backs of what I did because people told me you never speak of what happen “in country”. It is not because we are ashamed or feel guilty. It is because people that never gave all for their country can not conceive the traumatic impact of waiting to kill, be killed, and the deplorable living conditions one survives in, for your freedom. I have no memory of the U.S. before my head injury during my tour. I fight today for every U.S. citizen because I will not shame every person over the history of this nation that gave to protect and defend our Constitution. I do need help. The VA and Globe want me to die and NH along with the VA stop my medical care. My opinion letters are not worth printing. I volunteer every day to help others. You do not have to be afraid of me. You should be afraid of what will happen if you allow so few to diminish the rights of so many.
I did not write yesterday because I volunteered for the NH Conservation district, Strafford county, Bambi Miller. I volunteer every day to help others. Yesterday was bad because I had seen my VA Psy. the day before with serious head pain, numbness on the left side of my face and dizziness. After a day of volunteer in which I lost reality several times I went home and with out cause my nose burst in blood, blood started coming out my right eye. VA Dr’s tell me nothing is wrong. My VA medical was stopped for 6 months now I receive substandard care. Rather than make my wife go through what she encountered when coming home from work yesterday just kill me. The VA and Boston Globe tell me to commit suicide, Why do they not just do the job they are asking me to do. The newspapers censor the truth. Why should any one be afraid of me.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Monday, April 28, 2008
Veteran’s dream is suicide 4-28-08
Veteran’s dream is suicide 4-28-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
I can’t remember but I believe today is the first time I see VA Dr Dan since I fired him. I like DR Dan even though I only met him because another VA Dr was so dedicated to the Veterans care above his own job security. You see the VA stopped my medical care for injuries that I received in the line of duty. I have been 100% service connected disabled since returning to the U.S. from a conflict in 1974. NH’s U.S. congresswoman Shea-Porter did not appreciate a letter to the editor that I wrote so she used my disabilities to teach me a lesson. I see it, the VA as a political move to get on the good side of Washington DC stopped my medical care. That is against the law. Dr Dan put my care above everything else and saw me even when under orders not to. The VA found out and placed a armed guard with in inches of me even when in the Dr’s treatment room. I wrote a complaint letter and delivered it to the VA office at 275 Chestnut St where a man that ID himself as the inspector general met me at the door. I was told by armed guards that my delivering a complaint letter to the VA was considered a crime and they will arrest me for it. The IG then told me “my committing suicide would be preferred before another letter”. The IG told me that my medical had never been stopped because I was seeing Dr Dan. One of my three disabilities is a head injury. I have no memory of growing up as a child. Was the VA playing with my head? This is why I fired Dr Dan.
The Newspapers will not write articles on what is happening to me. The news will not print my opinion letters. I for years was told Veterans never talk about what happen “In Country”. I lived daily for over thirty years with the flash-backs of what I did under the belief that I was a “Baby Killer”. You can never remove my memory of what I did as a U.S. Marine. I can forget most anything else except what I did. I do not feel bad or guilty for what I did. I dreamed of one day seeing the U.S. because while on my 31 months overseas I only had other Marine’s description because of my head injury. I came back to be spit on at the airport and called a “baby killer”. Now NH calls me a terrorist and takes my freedom. The VA stops my medical to help criminal NH government officials and the News refuses to inform it’s readers. Suicide! I never dreamed of it over there. I quickly learned that I did not belong in a civilized society back here. I did not belong among people that believe what I did was wrong. I learned to keep silent and I did for over thirty years. I now recognize what I am going though that our children returning from combat today are reliving my need to die. I have dreamed of suicide daily since I realized over thirty years ago that I do not belong. I relive the deplorable conditions and what I did every day. The Marine Corps takes our emotions, feeling, and will, to make us into killing machines U.S. Marines. Veterans return and society that expects we can regain what no longer exists.
I like Dr Dan and talking with him gives me hope. Not that Dr Dan can help me because to do so they would need to drug me. I would rather commit suicide than live in the U.S. with what little mind that I have altered to the VA thoughts. My hope is that some one will see the truth and tell the citizens of the U.S. Veterans are people also just we have been some place that you can not understand. My hope is that great Dr’s like these two can some how find a way to help the today’s returning Veterans. Hope is the public understanding that you can not understand. Hope is that what we did it for, you people back here will not let criminal elected officials diminish to benefit only a special class of society. Hope is that the news will learn that censorship hurts ever U.S. citizen and some day will hurt the news media also. I can not remember a lot of things but I can remember that the United States of America always comes first. Meeting Dr Dan I hope to remember as the first step to the U.S. remembering Veterans give so you can stay free.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
I can’t remember but I believe today is the first time I see VA Dr Dan since I fired him. I like DR Dan even though I only met him because another VA Dr was so dedicated to the Veterans care above his own job security. You see the VA stopped my medical care for injuries that I received in the line of duty. I have been 100% service connected disabled since returning to the U.S. from a conflict in 1974. NH’s U.S. congresswoman Shea-Porter did not appreciate a letter to the editor that I wrote so she used my disabilities to teach me a lesson. I see it, the VA as a political move to get on the good side of Washington DC stopped my medical care. That is against the law. Dr Dan put my care above everything else and saw me even when under orders not to. The VA found out and placed a armed guard with in inches of me even when in the Dr’s treatment room. I wrote a complaint letter and delivered it to the VA office at 275 Chestnut St where a man that ID himself as the inspector general met me at the door. I was told by armed guards that my delivering a complaint letter to the VA was considered a crime and they will arrest me for it. The IG then told me “my committing suicide would be preferred before another letter”. The IG told me that my medical had never been stopped because I was seeing Dr Dan. One of my three disabilities is a head injury. I have no memory of growing up as a child. Was the VA playing with my head? This is why I fired Dr Dan.
The Newspapers will not write articles on what is happening to me. The news will not print my opinion letters. I for years was told Veterans never talk about what happen “In Country”. I lived daily for over thirty years with the flash-backs of what I did under the belief that I was a “Baby Killer”. You can never remove my memory of what I did as a U.S. Marine. I can forget most anything else except what I did. I do not feel bad or guilty for what I did. I dreamed of one day seeing the U.S. because while on my 31 months overseas I only had other Marine’s description because of my head injury. I came back to be spit on at the airport and called a “baby killer”. Now NH calls me a terrorist and takes my freedom. The VA stops my medical to help criminal NH government officials and the News refuses to inform it’s readers. Suicide! I never dreamed of it over there. I quickly learned that I did not belong in a civilized society back here. I did not belong among people that believe what I did was wrong. I learned to keep silent and I did for over thirty years. I now recognize what I am going though that our children returning from combat today are reliving my need to die. I have dreamed of suicide daily since I realized over thirty years ago that I do not belong. I relive the deplorable conditions and what I did every day. The Marine Corps takes our emotions, feeling, and will, to make us into killing machines U.S. Marines. Veterans return and society that expects we can regain what no longer exists.
I like Dr Dan and talking with him gives me hope. Not that Dr Dan can help me because to do so they would need to drug me. I would rather commit suicide than live in the U.S. with what little mind that I have altered to the VA thoughts. My hope is that some one will see the truth and tell the citizens of the U.S. Veterans are people also just we have been some place that you can not understand. My hope is that great Dr’s like these two can some how find a way to help the today’s returning Veterans. Hope is the public understanding that you can not understand. Hope is that what we did it for, you people back here will not let criminal elected officials diminish to benefit only a special class of society. Hope is that the news will learn that censorship hurts ever U.S. citizen and some day will hurt the news media also. I can not remember a lot of things but I can remember that the United States of America always comes first. Meeting Dr Dan I hope to remember as the first step to the U.S. remembering Veterans give so you can stay free.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Desperate people Kill 4-27-08
Desperate people Kill 4-27-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
I wish that I could run out of things to write about. I know some of you wish the same thing. The welfare of the United States and the need for “we the people” to stay involved in government dominates over my desire to silently live a life out of the public eye. Do we need to ask is violence the only tactic to stop the newspapers from censoring the facts from the public? We live in a civilized society. Let us talk. Governor Lynch shakes my hand frequently and takes my number and tells me he will call. He never does. NH state senators boost about helping the citizens of NH yet they refuse to allow the government to hear a disabled Veteran’s words. The Governor can waste thousands of dollars storming my house with the NH State Police last week yet talking with a disabled Veterans is to much. NH and the VA took my VA medical as a weapon to stop my letters, put me in jail as a terrorist, harass my family constantly, depleted my money, arrest or detain me constantly, all in an effort to cover up Judge Peter Fauver’s constitutional crimes. Fauver intentionally with intent to harm violated the Constitution against a Madbury NH family for the benefit of the Madbury selectmen’s revenge against this family. Ask is the criminal acts of one judge worth the demise of our Constitution? Is yours and my wish of running out of things to write about worth the cost of the rights of the people?
I understand people will always have trouble conceiving as even possible the events that formed my life. I lived a fairytale life of horrors as a U.S. Marine. I came back 100% disabled to live a good fairytale life as a U.S. citizen volunteering to help others. To come back alive and (let the people back here shame every Veteran over the history of this nation that gave their lives for the defense and protection or our Constitution) allow Fauver’s crimes to go un-checked is saying what so many gave their lives for was in shame. We (the Veterans) killed for you and some day you (if you do not correct the wrongs in government now) will become desperate enough to kill to get your rights back. My flash-backs of killing makes me almost desperate enough to kill only my self. You the people of the U.S. may some day have these flashbacks as a desperate person. In a civilized, non-violent, legal manner I ask the governor of NH and the people of the NH’s house to listen to my words. Talking to me can only benefit the people. Desperate people kill and violate the law, I am not a desperate person. Only you in government and newspapers that violate the law to stop my letters are desperate. Communication is the only way for a civilized society to stop desperate people. I ask Governor Lynch is a 100% disabled veteran not good enough to be in your honors presences? Does any newspaper across the U.S. have enough respect for what Veterans do for you to print the request of a 100% disabled Veteran to speak to the NH Governor?
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
I wish that I could run out of things to write about. I know some of you wish the same thing. The welfare of the United States and the need for “we the people” to stay involved in government dominates over my desire to silently live a life out of the public eye. Do we need to ask is violence the only tactic to stop the newspapers from censoring the facts from the public? We live in a civilized society. Let us talk. Governor Lynch shakes my hand frequently and takes my number and tells me he will call. He never does. NH state senators boost about helping the citizens of NH yet they refuse to allow the government to hear a disabled Veteran’s words. The Governor can waste thousands of dollars storming my house with the NH State Police last week yet talking with a disabled Veterans is to much. NH and the VA took my VA medical as a weapon to stop my letters, put me in jail as a terrorist, harass my family constantly, depleted my money, arrest or detain me constantly, all in an effort to cover up Judge Peter Fauver’s constitutional crimes. Fauver intentionally with intent to harm violated the Constitution against a Madbury NH family for the benefit of the Madbury selectmen’s revenge against this family. Ask is the criminal acts of one judge worth the demise of our Constitution? Is yours and my wish of running out of things to write about worth the cost of the rights of the people?
I understand people will always have trouble conceiving as even possible the events that formed my life. I lived a fairytale life of horrors as a U.S. Marine. I came back 100% disabled to live a good fairytale life as a U.S. citizen volunteering to help others. To come back alive and (let the people back here shame every Veteran over the history of this nation that gave their lives for the defense and protection or our Constitution) allow Fauver’s crimes to go un-checked is saying what so many gave their lives for was in shame. We (the Veterans) killed for you and some day you (if you do not correct the wrongs in government now) will become desperate enough to kill to get your rights back. My flash-backs of killing makes me almost desperate enough to kill only my self. You the people of the U.S. may some day have these flashbacks as a desperate person. In a civilized, non-violent, legal manner I ask the governor of NH and the people of the NH’s house to listen to my words. Talking to me can only benefit the people. Desperate people kill and violate the law, I am not a desperate person. Only you in government and newspapers that violate the law to stop my letters are desperate. Communication is the only way for a civilized society to stop desperate people. I ask Governor Lynch is a 100% disabled veteran not good enough to be in your honors presences? Does any newspaper across the U.S. have enough respect for what Veterans do for you to print the request of a 100% disabled Veteran to speak to the NH Governor?
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Saturday, April 26, 2008
Veterans and Depression 4-26-08
Veterans and Depression 4-26-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
I have since being discharged from the Marine Corps in 1974 lived with what I did! Traumatic Brain injury left me with no memory as I started my over seas tour. To this day I do not remember any part of my life growing up as a child. At 17, I was a U.S. Marine fighting for a country that I had no memory of. I can remember landing at SF airport ( either when I was transporting a prisoner or discharged) and being greeted by hippies spitting on me with the words “Baby Killer”. The U.S. was like a foreign land to me. My entire memory of life was that of a U.S. Marine. Meeting, talking and going out with “round eyed girls” placed me in a utopia after discharge. I soon had difficulties socializing and conforming to a civilized society. No one told me what to do and I no longer had a platoon to command. I was lost in a world that I did not belong. One day I bumped into a child hood friend that recognized my difficulties adjusting. I did not remember him but he got me to sign up in college and gave me a room in his apartment. I started volunteering helping others that same year. Every day even 30 years later I volunteer to help others. It was my way of accepting that I for some strange reason was allowed to come back alive. It was my dream to some day live in the land (U.S.) that I only knew from what other Marines talked about. I met my family and home town friends but soon learned they told stories of things of my past I could only accept as true.
I married a great woman and have three great girls. Do you know what it is like some times not remembering your own child’s name. How about questioning everyday things that you do (if they are the socially right thing). How about even having your wife understand even though I do not show my pain that I do have disabilities. I live life as though nothing is wrong with me. I have for thirty years tried to fit into society. I have trouble hearing but I pretend to hear what people are saying so that others will not alienate me. I will work and carry items even with my broken back so people will not think that I am lazy. I give because so many that never came back deserve the respect.
Rob from the vine blog tells me he likes reading my letters but that what NH and the VA is doing to me is my imagination. What NH and the VA is doing is crimes against the Constitution. I volunteer my time to help this Madbury family that out of the blue called me for help. They were so desperate that they called in response to my letter to the editor. I brought Judge Fauver’s constitutional crimes to the NH supreme court case 2003-0477. The NHSC refused to hear the case. To stop me NH put me in jail as a terrorist, stopped my VA medical, use the police to harass my family constantly, use my service connected disabilities to inflict pain and suffering on me and much more.
The facts are all documented. People believe it sounds unreal so it is unreal. I am not depressed because of what NH and the VA is doing. I am not depressed for what I did as a U.S. Marine. Society tells me that people should talk about what is in their minds. People tell me that veterans never talk about what they lived through. The VA and Boston globe tell me to commit suicide. Society tells me that is wrong. People tell me government officials do not violate the law. NH and the VA have violated the law to protect a criminal judge (Peter Fauver). Society may believe that I am a mental case making this up but it is documented. What does a disabled U.S. Marine do when the Courts, Government and VA discriminate against you and the news approves of these crimes by censoring the public from truth. Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
I have since being discharged from the Marine Corps in 1974 lived with what I did! Traumatic Brain injury left me with no memory as I started my over seas tour. To this day I do not remember any part of my life growing up as a child. At 17, I was a U.S. Marine fighting for a country that I had no memory of. I can remember landing at SF airport ( either when I was transporting a prisoner or discharged) and being greeted by hippies spitting on me with the words “Baby Killer”. The U.S. was like a foreign land to me. My entire memory of life was that of a U.S. Marine. Meeting, talking and going out with “round eyed girls” placed me in a utopia after discharge. I soon had difficulties socializing and conforming to a civilized society. No one told me what to do and I no longer had a platoon to command. I was lost in a world that I did not belong. One day I bumped into a child hood friend that recognized my difficulties adjusting. I did not remember him but he got me to sign up in college and gave me a room in his apartment. I started volunteering helping others that same year. Every day even 30 years later I volunteer to help others. It was my way of accepting that I for some strange reason was allowed to come back alive. It was my dream to some day live in the land (U.S.) that I only knew from what other Marines talked about. I met my family and home town friends but soon learned they told stories of things of my past I could only accept as true.
I married a great woman and have three great girls. Do you know what it is like some times not remembering your own child’s name. How about questioning everyday things that you do (if they are the socially right thing). How about even having your wife understand even though I do not show my pain that I do have disabilities. I live life as though nothing is wrong with me. I have for thirty years tried to fit into society. I have trouble hearing but I pretend to hear what people are saying so that others will not alienate me. I will work and carry items even with my broken back so people will not think that I am lazy. I give because so many that never came back deserve the respect.
Rob from the vine blog tells me he likes reading my letters but that what NH and the VA is doing to me is my imagination. What NH and the VA is doing is crimes against the Constitution. I volunteer my time to help this Madbury family that out of the blue called me for help. They were so desperate that they called in response to my letter to the editor. I brought Judge Fauver’s constitutional crimes to the NH supreme court case 2003-0477. The NHSC refused to hear the case. To stop me NH put me in jail as a terrorist, stopped my VA medical, use the police to harass my family constantly, use my service connected disabilities to inflict pain and suffering on me and much more.
The facts are all documented. People believe it sounds unreal so it is unreal. I am not depressed because of what NH and the VA is doing. I am not depressed for what I did as a U.S. Marine. Society tells me that people should talk about what is in their minds. People tell me that veterans never talk about what they lived through. The VA and Boston globe tell me to commit suicide. Society tells me that is wrong. People tell me government officials do not violate the law. NH and the VA have violated the law to protect a criminal judge (Peter Fauver). Society may believe that I am a mental case making this up but it is documented. What does a disabled U.S. Marine do when the Courts, Government and VA discriminate against you and the news approves of these crimes by censoring the public from truth. Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Thursday, April 24, 2008
This U.S. Marine 4-24-08
This U.S. Marine 4-24-08
A copy to VA IG in Washington DC and Dr Potenza at Manch. NH VAH
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Understanding why I came back alive does not make sense. At 17 I joined the Marine Crops. Out of boot camp I lost my complete memory forever in a car accident. (Traumatic Brain Injury TBI). The MC sent me back to active duty with the mentally of a child and trained me into what they wanted. I was injured twice more in combat support missions. I was an American Advisor on Thai convoys across Thailand, Laos and Cambodia bringing friendly camps U.S. surplus supplies. I did thirty one months over seas for a nation that I did not remember. I had a bullet pass with in inches of my head and a mortar blow an outhouse I had just left. The MC taught me to control my emotions. I cry when needed, I show sorrow as called for, I do what society needs in order to be accepted. I thought that I had learned to understand what the U.S. stood for.
Government officials, Judges, Police and the Veterans Affairs violate the law to control or train me. The newspapers refuse to inform the people unless it is to degrade my public image in a biased manner. Elected public officials tell me that it is not their job to help me and to stop writing letters to the editor complaining. The VA and Boston Globe tell me to commit suicide before writing another letter. A lot of U.S. citizens understand my situation but refuse to speak publicly because of fear of government retaliation. Did I miss understand government officials and come back alive by mistake.
The MC taught me and I understood that the Constitution was to protect the citizens against government abuse. I volunteer every day since I returned in 74 to help others. I volunteered to help a Madbury NH family with a zoning issue. Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal that knowingly with intent to harm U.S. citizens violated the Constitution. Fauver knowingly allowed the Madbury selectmen to use government powers to seek personal revenge on local residents. The NH Supreme Court says this is OK case 2003-0477. NH to stop me has declared me a terrorist under the Patriot act, and many other criminal acts. I thought that I understood the government was here to serve the people. Commit suicide or not conflicts with understanding government policies. Everything I say is documented in paper work.
I violated orders by taken five trucks out of convoy to visit the drivers families. I was taken prisoner and killed with a bayonet to escape but could never tell anyone because I violated orders. I relive seeing that child’s face die in my arms every day. The part is I do not feel bad for killing. I feel bad because I violated orders. I relive the benjo ditches, leaving men dead or injured until the mission was complete, trying to understand why I could do things that I had no idea how to do. Situations, people back here scorn me because to conceive as the truth, to them means that I am an animal.
Newspapers hide the truth why? This U.S. Marine should never have come back alive. The Constitution (which I understood or tried) has become a worthless piece of paper government officials wipe their butts with! Understanding why a nation would alienate a U.S. Marine that volunteers every day (as I will today) to help others to protect a criminal judge does not make sense. Understanding why the MC taught me to kill and allowed me to return to a civilized society does not make sense. Understanding suicide is my payment for what I have done, does make sense.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC
A copy to VA IG in Washington DC and Dr Potenza at Manch. NH VAH
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Understanding why I came back alive does not make sense. At 17 I joined the Marine Crops. Out of boot camp I lost my complete memory forever in a car accident. (Traumatic Brain Injury TBI). The MC sent me back to active duty with the mentally of a child and trained me into what they wanted. I was injured twice more in combat support missions. I was an American Advisor on Thai convoys across Thailand, Laos and Cambodia bringing friendly camps U.S. surplus supplies. I did thirty one months over seas for a nation that I did not remember. I had a bullet pass with in inches of my head and a mortar blow an outhouse I had just left. The MC taught me to control my emotions. I cry when needed, I show sorrow as called for, I do what society needs in order to be accepted. I thought that I had learned to understand what the U.S. stood for.
Government officials, Judges, Police and the Veterans Affairs violate the law to control or train me. The newspapers refuse to inform the people unless it is to degrade my public image in a biased manner. Elected public officials tell me that it is not their job to help me and to stop writing letters to the editor complaining. The VA and Boston Globe tell me to commit suicide before writing another letter. A lot of U.S. citizens understand my situation but refuse to speak publicly because of fear of government retaliation. Did I miss understand government officials and come back alive by mistake.
The MC taught me and I understood that the Constitution was to protect the citizens against government abuse. I volunteer every day since I returned in 74 to help others. I volunteered to help a Madbury NH family with a zoning issue. Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal that knowingly with intent to harm U.S. citizens violated the Constitution. Fauver knowingly allowed the Madbury selectmen to use government powers to seek personal revenge on local residents. The NH Supreme Court says this is OK case 2003-0477. NH to stop me has declared me a terrorist under the Patriot act, and many other criminal acts. I thought that I understood the government was here to serve the people. Commit suicide or not conflicts with understanding government policies. Everything I say is documented in paper work.
I violated orders by taken five trucks out of convoy to visit the drivers families. I was taken prisoner and killed with a bayonet to escape but could never tell anyone because I violated orders. I relive seeing that child’s face die in my arms every day. The part is I do not feel bad for killing. I feel bad because I violated orders. I relive the benjo ditches, leaving men dead or injured until the mission was complete, trying to understand why I could do things that I had no idea how to do. Situations, people back here scorn me because to conceive as the truth, to them means that I am an animal.
Newspapers hide the truth why? This U.S. Marine should never have come back alive. The Constitution (which I understood or tried) has become a worthless piece of paper government officials wipe their butts with! Understanding why a nation would alienate a U.S. Marine that volunteers every day (as I will today) to help others to protect a criminal judge does not make sense. Understanding why the MC taught me to kill and allowed me to return to a civilized society does not make sense. Understanding suicide is my payment for what I have done, does make sense.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Letter to Governor about Veteran’s suicide 4-23-08
Letter to Governor about Veteran’s suicide 4-23-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
The Governor of New Hampshire tells me that he will hear my complains against the State but never calls. NH senators tell me to stop writing letters to the editor about my complaints that everyone is tired of hearing them. NH judges send the Sheriff’s duty to stop my letters. The VA and the Boston Globe ask me to commit suicide instead of any more letters. The VA promotes suicide to keep the VA budget lower. Every one is aware of the crimes in NH to silence a 100% service connected disabled Veteran, yet they refuse to print my letters in any newspaper across the U.S. The state of NH ’s hand to a veteran is a knife in the Back yet the public is censored from the truth by the news.
My Traumatic Brain Injury left me with no memory of my life before the Marine Corps. I have serious short term memory problems now. I have a broken back from a combat offensive and a loss of hearing from another combat offensive. NH believes it is to good of a state to hear my words. The only memories that I can not get rid of is living through hell fighting for the people of the U.S. as a Marine. I have kept silent on my experiences because of the ridicule and social persecution by the people that we did it for. These same people just can not understand that we are the children that left, that we just came back to a place that we love but no longer belong. You the state of NH cover up crimes against a disable Veteran asking for help. The truth does not matter in NH. The people in NH are expected to stay silent if it interferes with the cover up of crimes by judges and government officials.
Our children returning from service to this country commit suicide because it is the right thing to do. You have no idea how close I come every day to doing what the Boston Globe and the VA have asked. Do you know what it is like to be sitting in a restaurant and seeing a Asian girl walk past. Your head starts pounding, eyes get watery, you return to a place no one can get you from, then blood bursts from your nose as you rush for cover out side. This happen to me in Alton NH yesterday.
We have laws that do not apply to the NH elite. I am a no-body that even the newspapers believe should be silenced. I have returned to a nation that grew the belief that Veteran’s suicides is better that trying to hear what we are saying. I have not violated the law. I volunteer every day (as I will today) helping others to make the U.S. a better place for all. Maybe the governor of NH, the elected officials and U.S. judges should try living in a Veterans shoes before condemning us into silence. Maybe the newspapers should understand freedom of the press starts with a Veteran’s life. My suicide will not help NH but it will sure be a lot better for this 100% disabled Veteran. Maybe!
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
The Governor of New Hampshire tells me that he will hear my complains against the State but never calls. NH senators tell me to stop writing letters to the editor about my complaints that everyone is tired of hearing them. NH judges send the Sheriff’s duty to stop my letters. The VA and the Boston Globe ask me to commit suicide instead of any more letters. The VA promotes suicide to keep the VA budget lower. Every one is aware of the crimes in NH to silence a 100% service connected disabled Veteran, yet they refuse to print my letters in any newspaper across the U.S. The state of NH ’s hand to a veteran is a knife in the Back yet the public is censored from the truth by the news.
My Traumatic Brain Injury left me with no memory of my life before the Marine Corps. I have serious short term memory problems now. I have a broken back from a combat offensive and a loss of hearing from another combat offensive. NH believes it is to good of a state to hear my words. The only memories that I can not get rid of is living through hell fighting for the people of the U.S. as a Marine. I have kept silent on my experiences because of the ridicule and social persecution by the people that we did it for. These same people just can not understand that we are the children that left, that we just came back to a place that we love but no longer belong. You the state of NH cover up crimes against a disable Veteran asking for help. The truth does not matter in NH. The people in NH are expected to stay silent if it interferes with the cover up of crimes by judges and government officials.
Our children returning from service to this country commit suicide because it is the right thing to do. You have no idea how close I come every day to doing what the Boston Globe and the VA have asked. Do you know what it is like to be sitting in a restaurant and seeing a Asian girl walk past. Your head starts pounding, eyes get watery, you return to a place no one can get you from, then blood bursts from your nose as you rush for cover out side. This happen to me in Alton NH yesterday.
We have laws that do not apply to the NH elite. I am a no-body that even the newspapers believe should be silenced. I have returned to a nation that grew the belief that Veteran’s suicides is better that trying to hear what we are saying. I have not violated the law. I volunteer every day (as I will today) helping others to make the U.S. a better place for all. Maybe the governor of NH, the elected officials and U.S. judges should try living in a Veterans shoes before condemning us into silence. Maybe the newspapers should understand freedom of the press starts with a Veteran’s life. My suicide will not help NH but it will sure be a lot better for this 100% disabled Veteran. Maybe!
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Veteran’s Affairs Scandal 4-22-08
Veteran’s Affairs Scandal 4-22-08
A copy to Dr Potenza at Manchester NH VAH and VAIG
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
I am one of millions of U.S. Military personal that is a No-Body. We go off to fight and serve a nation to return as second class citizens. The artificial praise and flag waving makes the citizens that we protected feel good but does little to relieve the bad things that we did to keep you save. We as children went off to a war or conflict because our leaders told us it was the right thing to do. We lived in some horrifying sub-human conditions, killed and was killed or maimed our selves, to relive these events in flash-backs every day for the rest of our lives. The lack of emotion to different events is a error that our loved ones just can not understand. Elected officials send us off but will never understand or care for the ones lucky enough to come home. We become a No-Body that is a drain on the budget.
We as (children) make it so newspapers can print the truth with out fear of retaliation. The opinion page is the peoples way of informing others about the wrongs in government. Newspapers do not want to believe that a 100% disabled U.S. Marine’s medical can be stopped for political self gain. No one wants to believe that the VA in NH and the Boston Globe would tell a disabled Veteran suicide would be better than this veteran writing another letter to the editor. The truth is I have it in their writing to me. Disabled Veteran’s now must form groups to take the Veterans affairs government agency to court to get help. Not a single Veteran should be left on the street with out care. Healthy Veterans come home with silent demons not understanding the devastating effects destroying their remaining lives. Fears of retaliation censor the Veteran’s opinion because it does not meet the editors understanding.
Suicide among Veteran’s is high, yet the Veterans Affairs people lie to the public because we are No-Bodies. I got my dream of seeing the U.S. before I died. I have complete amnesia from an injury receive while serving. I have two other separate combat related injuries. Between society telling me what I did was wrong and my reliving my first kill every day in flash-backs my night mare never ends. I have everything, great wife, three great daughters, nice home, friends and I volunteer to help others every day. Why do I feel that I do not belong here. I have many times came with in inches of ending it. My first memory of the U.S. is being spit on at the airport and called a “Baby Killer”. The NH government put me in jail as a terrorist because I write letters to the editor. The State police and Sheriff’s office harass my wife and family. The VA has the local police do safety checks to harass my family to get me to commit suicide. Suicide by Veteran’s is the government secret solution to keeping the budget low for veteran’s care.
This is not a hate full letter. This is one No-Body Veteran’s belief. I will not violate the law but I will not be silent. I am a No-Body, so censorship by the newspapers and retaliation by government officials goes unnoticed. Suicide is a dream solution to something that you that have never been there will ever understand. I do not write for my 15 minutes of fame. It is every citizens duty to correct the wrong of government and see that our Constitution is not diminished. I am proud to be a No-Body U.S. Citizen and I love the United States of America.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
A copy to Dr Potenza at Manchester NH VAH and VAIG
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
I am one of millions of U.S. Military personal that is a No-Body. We go off to fight and serve a nation to return as second class citizens. The artificial praise and flag waving makes the citizens that we protected feel good but does little to relieve the bad things that we did to keep you save. We as children went off to a war or conflict because our leaders told us it was the right thing to do. We lived in some horrifying sub-human conditions, killed and was killed or maimed our selves, to relive these events in flash-backs every day for the rest of our lives. The lack of emotion to different events is a error that our loved ones just can not understand. Elected officials send us off but will never understand or care for the ones lucky enough to come home. We become a No-Body that is a drain on the budget.
We as (children) make it so newspapers can print the truth with out fear of retaliation. The opinion page is the peoples way of informing others about the wrongs in government. Newspapers do not want to believe that a 100% disabled U.S. Marine’s medical can be stopped for political self gain. No one wants to believe that the VA in NH and the Boston Globe would tell a disabled Veteran suicide would be better than this veteran writing another letter to the editor. The truth is I have it in their writing to me. Disabled Veteran’s now must form groups to take the Veterans affairs government agency to court to get help. Not a single Veteran should be left on the street with out care. Healthy Veterans come home with silent demons not understanding the devastating effects destroying their remaining lives. Fears of retaliation censor the Veteran’s opinion because it does not meet the editors understanding.
Suicide among Veteran’s is high, yet the Veterans Affairs people lie to the public because we are No-Bodies. I got my dream of seeing the U.S. before I died. I have complete amnesia from an injury receive while serving. I have two other separate combat related injuries. Between society telling me what I did was wrong and my reliving my first kill every day in flash-backs my night mare never ends. I have everything, great wife, three great daughters, nice home, friends and I volunteer to help others every day. Why do I feel that I do not belong here. I have many times came with in inches of ending it. My first memory of the U.S. is being spit on at the airport and called a “Baby Killer”. The NH government put me in jail as a terrorist because I write letters to the editor. The State police and Sheriff’s office harass my wife and family. The VA has the local police do safety checks to harass my family to get me to commit suicide. Suicide by Veteran’s is the government secret solution to keeping the budget low for veteran’s care.
This is not a hate full letter. This is one No-Body Veteran’s belief. I will not violate the law but I will not be silent. I am a No-Body, so censorship by the newspapers and retaliation by government officials goes unnoticed. Suicide is a dream solution to something that you that have never been there will ever understand. I do not write for my 15 minutes of fame. It is every citizens duty to correct the wrong of government and see that our Constitution is not diminished. I am proud to be a No-Body U.S. Citizen and I love the United States of America.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Monday, April 21, 2008
Response to VA suicide article 4-21-08 VA file no 27-537-156
Response to VA suicide article 4-21-08 VA file no 27-537-156
A copy to the VA inspector general and Dr Dan Potenza of the NH VAH
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
A New Hampshire Senator tells me that I should forget Judge Peter Fauver’s criminal acts to intentionally harm other NH residents that the NH Supreme court refuse to hear. He wants me to talk about good times so that the newspapers will print my letters. This is my most cherished memory during a conflict that I came back 100% disabled (two of my three injuries came during separate combat support missions).
I had just completed my first kill in hand to hand combat. The time was around 3am deep in the Bush of Cambodia or Laos. A scared young Marine ran through the Bush back to the village, awoke the drivers and started the convoy early that day. I had gone against orders by allowing 5 trucks to divert from the convoy to visit these drivers families that they had not seen for months. We met the other thirteen trucks in a village about 2 hours later. I carried my M-16 upside down on my shoulder as a friendly jester to the locals as I inspected the waiting trucks. On my way back to the lead truck I came across a little girl crying just off the path. With out a word she held her wooden doll up with a piece of the arm broken off. I looked up at the back of the near by truck and saw a nail sticking out of a pallet. I cut the head off the nail with my bayonet and sharpened the end. I took the broken arm and forced one end of the nail into it. I sat down beside the girl, smiled and she put the doll in my open hand. I pulled the sleeve above the break and forced the broken piece with the nail into the upper arm. I pulled the sleeve down and gave the doll back. The little girl returned my smile as a hand touched my shoulder and the first American words that I had heard in days filled the air. I looked up to see the hand was that of the lead driver saying Thank You in English.
The first words that I remember my first time that I remember setting foot in the U.S. was at the San Francisco Airport after a Hippy spit on me was “Baby Killer”. I very seldom ever spoke of my service to the U.S. after that. A NH senators letter made me realize this girl is why I am helping this Madbury NH family. I volunteer everyday to help others because one little girl smiled in the middle of hell, gave a Marine with no memory of the U.S. hope that some day maybe I could see the world that I was serving. Now that country wants to allow a criminal judge to harm the very Individuals that we the U.S. military veterans gave our lives for.
The NH VA and the Boston Globe have asked me to commit suicide before writing any more letters. I have it in writing. This contradicts the VA policy of saying they are trying to prevent suicide. I will die before I will allow the very meaning that so many U.S. military over the history of this nation gave their lives for to be diminished. If newspapers choose to censor my letters it is their choice that is what it is all about “FREEDOM”. A little girls smile reminds me that what I did was to stop acts like judge Fauver from ever happening in the U.S. I want to die because I do not belong back here in a civilized society. I will not because to tarnish what so many Veteran’s gave this nation U.S. with out giving every once of effort to correct the wrong of government is treason. The State of NH refuses to allow me to speak to the NH senate or house and the NH governor ignores the request of a 100% disabled Veteran, yet a NH senator can ask me to stop helping a NH resident because of a unfavorable NH Supreme Court act.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
A copy to the VA inspector general and Dr Dan Potenza of the NH VAH
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
A New Hampshire Senator tells me that I should forget Judge Peter Fauver’s criminal acts to intentionally harm other NH residents that the NH Supreme court refuse to hear. He wants me to talk about good times so that the newspapers will print my letters. This is my most cherished memory during a conflict that I came back 100% disabled (two of my three injuries came during separate combat support missions).
I had just completed my first kill in hand to hand combat. The time was around 3am deep in the Bush of Cambodia or Laos. A scared young Marine ran through the Bush back to the village, awoke the drivers and started the convoy early that day. I had gone against orders by allowing 5 trucks to divert from the convoy to visit these drivers families that they had not seen for months. We met the other thirteen trucks in a village about 2 hours later. I carried my M-16 upside down on my shoulder as a friendly jester to the locals as I inspected the waiting trucks. On my way back to the lead truck I came across a little girl crying just off the path. With out a word she held her wooden doll up with a piece of the arm broken off. I looked up at the back of the near by truck and saw a nail sticking out of a pallet. I cut the head off the nail with my bayonet and sharpened the end. I took the broken arm and forced one end of the nail into it. I sat down beside the girl, smiled and she put the doll in my open hand. I pulled the sleeve above the break and forced the broken piece with the nail into the upper arm. I pulled the sleeve down and gave the doll back. The little girl returned my smile as a hand touched my shoulder and the first American words that I had heard in days filled the air. I looked up to see the hand was that of the lead driver saying Thank You in English.
The first words that I remember my first time that I remember setting foot in the U.S. was at the San Francisco Airport after a Hippy spit on me was “Baby Killer”. I very seldom ever spoke of my service to the U.S. after that. A NH senators letter made me realize this girl is why I am helping this Madbury NH family. I volunteer everyday to help others because one little girl smiled in the middle of hell, gave a Marine with no memory of the U.S. hope that some day maybe I could see the world that I was serving. Now that country wants to allow a criminal judge to harm the very Individuals that we the U.S. military veterans gave our lives for.
The NH VA and the Boston Globe have asked me to commit suicide before writing any more letters. I have it in writing. This contradicts the VA policy of saying they are trying to prevent suicide. I will die before I will allow the very meaning that so many U.S. military over the history of this nation gave their lives for to be diminished. If newspapers choose to censor my letters it is their choice that is what it is all about “FREEDOM”. A little girls smile reminds me that what I did was to stop acts like judge Fauver from ever happening in the U.S. I want to die because I do not belong back here in a civilized society. I will not because to tarnish what so many Veteran’s gave this nation U.S. with out giving every once of effort to correct the wrong of government is treason. The State of NH refuses to allow me to speak to the NH senate or house and the NH governor ignores the request of a 100% disabled Veteran, yet a NH senator can ask me to stop helping a NH resident because of a unfavorable NH Supreme Court act.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Sunday, April 20, 2008
Emotions of a Killer 4-20-08
Emotions of a Killer 4-20-08
Give a copy of this letter to VA officials, IG and Dr Potenza of the NH VA hospital
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Understanding what can not be understood? The mad rush of information filling the spaces left blank by the short term memory loss. Tied of hearing it. I am tied of living it but my three U.S. Marine Corps disabilities leave me no choice. A civilized society where communication and living with in the limits of the law allows equal treatment for all. My vacation ended as every memory of NH disappeared. My only memory was flash-backs brought on by the thatched roof hooch’s on the beaches. I believed that I was that 17 year old Marine killing with out emotion or feeling. No guilt for what I have done. Am I wrong for not understanding what I know that no one back here in the world (U.S.) understands? Are judges and government officials granted special powers that allows them to violate the Constitution on the disabled?
The application in my mail for PTSD disability waiting for me caused my writing a letter about that. I had totally forgot that the VA in NH had stopped my VA medical to help the NH government officials limit my free speech. Understanding why the newspapers edit or censor opinion letters of the public is unethical (yes)? Government officials violating the law to harm citizens for personal self gain is against the law. Judge Peter Fauver using the Sheriff’s office to attempt to scare citizens is against the law. The Madbury NH selectmen using the government powers to seek personal revenge on local residents is against the law. The VA and NH government falsely harming my character to make the system’s checks and balances ring alarms when I speak stops the flow of the truth. Understanding a world (U.S.) that I had no place ever returning alive, to a civilized society does not make sense? The “truth is a powerful weapon” only when communicated.
Understanding that I seem to fit into society in appearances does not make sense. I have not violated the law. I have a great wife and kids. I volunteer everyday to help others, friends and even people that I had never met. I pay my bills and live what should be considered a good life. I to this day feel no guilt or emotion for killing. The law instructs me if I mention killing in my letters that I will be arrested again. My country, wife, kids and you, mean everything to me but I display false good emotions because I learned when I first came back that is expected if I was to fit in. Do I understand? Do the newspapers understand that the opinion of the people is what Thomas Jefferson said “is the basis of our government”. To Censor the people’s opinion is wrong. If what I say is not the truth then Judge Fauver, NH government, Town of Madbury and any one else has legal recourse. If what I say is the truth (and it is) The news media and the people of the U.S. have allowed a disabled U.S. Marine that gave every thing for his country die in vain. Censorship by the news media will kill this Nation (United States). What ever happen to the “American’s with disabilities act”? Is discrimination against a 100% disabled U.S. Marine allowed because my public images was purposely harmed by the powerful? I volunteer every day to say thank you to those U.S. military Veteran’s that gave to make the United States a Nation of We the People. Am I wrong?
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Give a copy of this letter to VA officials, IG and Dr Potenza of the NH VA hospital
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Understanding what can not be understood? The mad rush of information filling the spaces left blank by the short term memory loss. Tied of hearing it. I am tied of living it but my three U.S. Marine Corps disabilities leave me no choice. A civilized society where communication and living with in the limits of the law allows equal treatment for all. My vacation ended as every memory of NH disappeared. My only memory was flash-backs brought on by the thatched roof hooch’s on the beaches. I believed that I was that 17 year old Marine killing with out emotion or feeling. No guilt for what I have done. Am I wrong for not understanding what I know that no one back here in the world (U.S.) understands? Are judges and government officials granted special powers that allows them to violate the Constitution on the disabled?
The application in my mail for PTSD disability waiting for me caused my writing a letter about that. I had totally forgot that the VA in NH had stopped my VA medical to help the NH government officials limit my free speech. Understanding why the newspapers edit or censor opinion letters of the public is unethical (yes)? Government officials violating the law to harm citizens for personal self gain is against the law. Judge Peter Fauver using the Sheriff’s office to attempt to scare citizens is against the law. The Madbury NH selectmen using the government powers to seek personal revenge on local residents is against the law. The VA and NH government falsely harming my character to make the system’s checks and balances ring alarms when I speak stops the flow of the truth. Understanding a world (U.S.) that I had no place ever returning alive, to a civilized society does not make sense? The “truth is a powerful weapon” only when communicated.
Understanding that I seem to fit into society in appearances does not make sense. I have not violated the law. I have a great wife and kids. I volunteer everyday to help others, friends and even people that I had never met. I pay my bills and live what should be considered a good life. I to this day feel no guilt or emotion for killing. The law instructs me if I mention killing in my letters that I will be arrested again. My country, wife, kids and you, mean everything to me but I display false good emotions because I learned when I first came back that is expected if I was to fit in. Do I understand? Do the newspapers understand that the opinion of the people is what Thomas Jefferson said “is the basis of our government”. To Censor the people’s opinion is wrong. If what I say is not the truth then Judge Fauver, NH government, Town of Madbury and any one else has legal recourse. If what I say is the truth (and it is) The news media and the people of the U.S. have allowed a disabled U.S. Marine that gave every thing for his country die in vain. Censorship by the news media will kill this Nation (United States). What ever happen to the “American’s with disabilities act”? Is discrimination against a 100% disabled U.S. Marine allowed because my public images was purposely harmed by the powerful? I volunteer every day to say thank you to those U.S. military Veteran’s that gave to make the United States a Nation of We the People. Am I wrong?
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Saturday, April 19, 2008
Memory of a Veteran and suicide 4-19-08
Memory of a Veteran and suicide 4-19-08
A copy to Dr Dan Potenza and Mark Levenston at the Manchester NH VA hospital
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Everyone hears my words but no one will listen. These are the thoughts as I remember my life back here in the “world” U.S. One of my three service connected injuries from the U.S. Marine Corps is complete loss of memory of my life prior to my 17 birthday. I forget people, names, events and any thing else unless constantly reminded. My short term memory loss is a part of my daily life. I wrote a letter yesterday on PTSD because of a application from the VA that I received in the mail, my first day back from vacation. I completely forgot about Judge Peter Fauver and his criminal acts that the judicial system refuses to correct. I was reminded by an article in the paper today about Judge Coffey being suspended because she violated the law by tampering with evidence and fraud. If the average citizen did these criminal acts we would go to jail. Do we now live in a society with two sets of rules, one for the special class and the other for the rest of us. Our Constitution addresses this subject by protecting the people against such abuse of power. Judge Coffey violated the law and is not prosecuted, should we not ask why? Will we be put in jail because the people dare say Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal and Judge Coffey is a criminal? Everyone hears my words because the NH State Police, local Police and the Sheriff’s office harass my family and I to stop my free speech.
U.S. Congresswoman Shea-Porter interfered and used my service connected disabilities to harm me. The VA stops my medical care for injuries received in the line of duty. All because I dare help a Madbury NH family with a zoning issue. I did not understand the tears in my eyes yesterday as I wrote about PTSD. The desire to commit suicide seemed to create a doom of relieve from the constant reminder that I can kill with out feeling. Last week I several times laid in a thatched roof hooch on the beech which brought back my time on convoy as an American advisor. The judicial system is doing illegal acts to stop my telling the U.S. that judge Peter Fauver is a criminal. This Madbury NH family (whom I had never met) asked me for help. I obey the law and help this family, yet the government officials violate the law to stop me. The news media purposely censors the public from the truth which does not make sense.
I ask my self did I really serve in the U.S. Marine Corps? Did I really kill another human being for a worthless piece of paper (Our Constitution). I do not have PTSD. I have a constant reminder that I killed for a nation that just does not want to hear the truth when it involves judges and government officials miss using their powers.
The VA and Boston Globe have asked me to commit suicide, yet they refuse to print my response. I have the request in writing yet no one hears me. I have volunteered my time every day to help others no matter what, since I returned from a conflict in 1974. You would think some newspaper across the U.S. would see the need to tell the people that what the U.S. military veterans did was for you. I believe that I should not have come back from the conflict alive. I can understand how my thoughts of a nation, where all the people have equal protection of the law was a false impression built in the mind of someone with amnesia. Hearing my words or not just no longer matters, but I will continue to speak until death do us part.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
A copy to Dr Dan Potenza and Mark Levenston at the Manchester NH VA hospital
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Everyone hears my words but no one will listen. These are the thoughts as I remember my life back here in the “world” U.S. One of my three service connected injuries from the U.S. Marine Corps is complete loss of memory of my life prior to my 17 birthday. I forget people, names, events and any thing else unless constantly reminded. My short term memory loss is a part of my daily life. I wrote a letter yesterday on PTSD because of a application from the VA that I received in the mail, my first day back from vacation. I completely forgot about Judge Peter Fauver and his criminal acts that the judicial system refuses to correct. I was reminded by an article in the paper today about Judge Coffey being suspended because she violated the law by tampering with evidence and fraud. If the average citizen did these criminal acts we would go to jail. Do we now live in a society with two sets of rules, one for the special class and the other for the rest of us. Our Constitution addresses this subject by protecting the people against such abuse of power. Judge Coffey violated the law and is not prosecuted, should we not ask why? Will we be put in jail because the people dare say Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal and Judge Coffey is a criminal? Everyone hears my words because the NH State Police, local Police and the Sheriff’s office harass my family and I to stop my free speech.
U.S. Congresswoman Shea-Porter interfered and used my service connected disabilities to harm me. The VA stops my medical care for injuries received in the line of duty. All because I dare help a Madbury NH family with a zoning issue. I did not understand the tears in my eyes yesterday as I wrote about PTSD. The desire to commit suicide seemed to create a doom of relieve from the constant reminder that I can kill with out feeling. Last week I several times laid in a thatched roof hooch on the beech which brought back my time on convoy as an American advisor. The judicial system is doing illegal acts to stop my telling the U.S. that judge Peter Fauver is a criminal. This Madbury NH family (whom I had never met) asked me for help. I obey the law and help this family, yet the government officials violate the law to stop me. The news media purposely censors the public from the truth which does not make sense.
I ask my self did I really serve in the U.S. Marine Corps? Did I really kill another human being for a worthless piece of paper (Our Constitution). I do not have PTSD. I have a constant reminder that I killed for a nation that just does not want to hear the truth when it involves judges and government officials miss using their powers.
The VA and Boston Globe have asked me to commit suicide, yet they refuse to print my response. I have the request in writing yet no one hears me. I have volunteered my time every day to help others no matter what, since I returned from a conflict in 1974. You would think some newspaper across the U.S. would see the need to tell the people that what the U.S. military veterans did was for you. I believe that I should not have come back from the conflict alive. I can understand how my thoughts of a nation, where all the people have equal protection of the law was a false impression built in the mind of someone with amnesia. Hearing my words or not just no longer matters, but I will continue to speak until death do us part.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Friday, April 18, 2008
VA letter for help to the editor 4-17-08
VA letter for help to the editor 4-17-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
VA health care receives good review, they may deserve this in some area’s but what about the Veteran’s swept under the rug or lost by the system. I recently applied for PTSD disability because I got it from my time in the Marine Corps. My percentage is 100% disabled already and it has been since I was discharged from the MC in 1974. I never talked about my daily visions of my first kill, I just accepted them as my punishment for what I did. I broke my back during a combat offensive and lost most of my hearing from being blown off a runway during another offensive. I served 31 months overseas after I lost my complete memory from a car accident after boot came. I started life over. To this day my memory of any part of my life prior to the Marine Corps has never come back because of a damaged brain. I have still no memory of my siblings or parents. I learned every part of life over again as a U.S. Marine. I learned never take credit for any thing. I learned to deflect paperwork to keep my record simple and clean. I could do my job or any mission assigned to me with out failure. I learned never let pain or any weakness show. Marines like NH State Rep. Baldasario tell me that Marines do not talk about combat events. I was never in combat and how long is it correct to not talk about the wrongs that I committed. Life back here in the “world” U.S. has been confusing since I came here.
I did eight convoys as an American advisor to bring friendly camps, deep in the “bush” supplies. I rode in the lead truck across Thailand, Laos and Cambodia with men that did not speak American for days at a time. Until a few years ago when I wrote a book I would never mention these convoys. I never mentioned the reoccurring memory of the night that I was taken from a friendly village we stopped for the night at. The look in the about 10 year old boy’s eyes as I removed the bayonet and released my hand from his mouth as he fell to the ground dead. The scared young Marine that took his M-16 back, ran through the “bush” to the village and silently awoke the drivers to start the convoy early that day. My fear of the other two awakening and retaken me to a conflict our nation did not recognize. A nation that I called home and had no memory of. I was a naïve young Marine completing a mission as an American advisor with out question.
One night while stationed at MCAS Iwakuni Japan my unit CO sent me on a mission to repair unit gear on a isolated MCAS in Vietnam. A long ride on jets and a CH-53 to a place even God did not recognize allowed me to experience enemy bullets pass with in inches of my head. I used an out house only to see it seconds after I left be destroyed by enemy mortar. I completed the mission and with in I guess 36 hours I was back in Japan never to by orders speak about the mission.
Just while writing this letter I received a call from Dr Dan. Doctor Potenza is a VA doctor whom I think of as a friend. You see I left the U.S. on vacation last week and don’t remember most of my life back here. Parts will come back as I read and listen to conversations around me. This letter started out in response to a PTSD application that was in my mail today. I just this moment remembered that my VA medical was stopped. Confused, you should see this world from my eyes. It just at this moment does not make sense. Tears have started flowing from my eyes. Why? My shooting thoughts of death, destruction and people in hooch’s compels me to want to die. I will not do that because then the VA will win. The words appear from my fingers but I will have to learn more back ground before I can claim to understand what I have written here. I started out writing about VA health care and Dr Dan’s phone call appears to have reminded me of something best forgotten. I never thought that my night mares were a disability. They are just my memory of the places life started for me. The VA is a great organization but even they commit wrongs that need to be corrected. Maybe some day I will know why I wrote this letter to people that I assume do exist and may be they will read it.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
VA health care receives good review, they may deserve this in some area’s but what about the Veteran’s swept under the rug or lost by the system. I recently applied for PTSD disability because I got it from my time in the Marine Corps. My percentage is 100% disabled already and it has been since I was discharged from the MC in 1974. I never talked about my daily visions of my first kill, I just accepted them as my punishment for what I did. I broke my back during a combat offensive and lost most of my hearing from being blown off a runway during another offensive. I served 31 months overseas after I lost my complete memory from a car accident after boot came. I started life over. To this day my memory of any part of my life prior to the Marine Corps has never come back because of a damaged brain. I have still no memory of my siblings or parents. I learned every part of life over again as a U.S. Marine. I learned never take credit for any thing. I learned to deflect paperwork to keep my record simple and clean. I could do my job or any mission assigned to me with out failure. I learned never let pain or any weakness show. Marines like NH State Rep. Baldasario tell me that Marines do not talk about combat events. I was never in combat and how long is it correct to not talk about the wrongs that I committed. Life back here in the “world” U.S. has been confusing since I came here.
I did eight convoys as an American advisor to bring friendly camps, deep in the “bush” supplies. I rode in the lead truck across Thailand, Laos and Cambodia with men that did not speak American for days at a time. Until a few years ago when I wrote a book I would never mention these convoys. I never mentioned the reoccurring memory of the night that I was taken from a friendly village we stopped for the night at. The look in the about 10 year old boy’s eyes as I removed the bayonet and released my hand from his mouth as he fell to the ground dead. The scared young Marine that took his M-16 back, ran through the “bush” to the village and silently awoke the drivers to start the convoy early that day. My fear of the other two awakening and retaken me to a conflict our nation did not recognize. A nation that I called home and had no memory of. I was a naïve young Marine completing a mission as an American advisor with out question.
One night while stationed at MCAS Iwakuni Japan my unit CO sent me on a mission to repair unit gear on a isolated MCAS in Vietnam. A long ride on jets and a CH-53 to a place even God did not recognize allowed me to experience enemy bullets pass with in inches of my head. I used an out house only to see it seconds after I left be destroyed by enemy mortar. I completed the mission and with in I guess 36 hours I was back in Japan never to by orders speak about the mission.
Just while writing this letter I received a call from Dr Dan. Doctor Potenza is a VA doctor whom I think of as a friend. You see I left the U.S. on vacation last week and don’t remember most of my life back here. Parts will come back as I read and listen to conversations around me. This letter started out in response to a PTSD application that was in my mail today. I just this moment remembered that my VA medical was stopped. Confused, you should see this world from my eyes. It just at this moment does not make sense. Tears have started flowing from my eyes. Why? My shooting thoughts of death, destruction and people in hooch’s compels me to want to die. I will not do that because then the VA will win. The words appear from my fingers but I will have to learn more back ground before I can claim to understand what I have written here. I started out writing about VA health care and Dr Dan’s phone call appears to have reminded me of something best forgotten. I never thought that my night mares were a disability. They are just my memory of the places life started for me. The VA is a great organization but even they commit wrongs that need to be corrected. Maybe some day I will know why I wrote this letter to people that I assume do exist and may be they will read it.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
VA and Boston Globe push suicide
VA and Boston Globe push suicide
Civilized Society 4-8-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217 NH.veteran@yahoo.com
I have not and will not violate the law. I volunteer my time every day to help others. From defending this nation in combat situations I am a 100% disabled U.S. Marine. The newspapers have never lied but write the facts of my case in a manner to influence the readers to believe I am bad. I will not be violent toward any person. I have made that clear. Judge Peter Fauver intentionally violated the constitution to harm a Madbury family, in Fauver’s attempt to cover up the Madbury selectmen’s criminal acts. Fauver has the Strafford County Sheriff’s Dept acting as muscle to stop my exposing Fauver’s criminal acts. The Boston Globe sends me emails asking me to commit suicide. The VA inspector general in NH tells me to commit suicide. NH governor uses my medical service connected condition as leverage to harm me. The VA at 275 Chestnut St Manchester NH stops my VA medical for injuries that I received during my tour as a political favor for a NH a congresswoman. The local and state police harass my family to stop my exposing Judge Fauver’s criminal acts. The NH Supreme court is so biased they refuse to hear a case that questions the integrity of the NH judicial system by a high school drop out. Yes I dropped out of high school at 17 to join the Marine Corps during the Vietnam Conflict. As a Marine I am reminded in flash backs every day of killing other human beings. At 17, I did things that you people back here in a civilized society to this day still unknowingly persecute veterans for. We are the children that you send off to war that return to a place that silently despises us. Violence has no place back here in the United States of America. What should a 100% disabled Veteran do when government officials and judges have complete disregard for the law and the newspapers censor the public from the truth. There is no question in my mind that violence is not the answer. I will do everything humanly possible in a non-violent manner to correct the wrongs in government.
The News media’s censorship of the truth only harms the future of the USA
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Civilized Society 4-8-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217 NH.veteran@yahoo.com
I have not and will not violate the law. I volunteer my time every day to help others. From defending this nation in combat situations I am a 100% disabled U.S. Marine. The newspapers have never lied but write the facts of my case in a manner to influence the readers to believe I am bad. I will not be violent toward any person. I have made that clear. Judge Peter Fauver intentionally violated the constitution to harm a Madbury family, in Fauver’s attempt to cover up the Madbury selectmen’s criminal acts. Fauver has the Strafford County Sheriff’s Dept acting as muscle to stop my exposing Fauver’s criminal acts. The Boston Globe sends me emails asking me to commit suicide. The VA inspector general in NH tells me to commit suicide. NH governor uses my medical service connected condition as leverage to harm me. The VA at 275 Chestnut St Manchester NH stops my VA medical for injuries that I received during my tour as a political favor for a NH a congresswoman. The local and state police harass my family to stop my exposing Judge Fauver’s criminal acts. The NH Supreme court is so biased they refuse to hear a case that questions the integrity of the NH judicial system by a high school drop out. Yes I dropped out of high school at 17 to join the Marine Corps during the Vietnam Conflict. As a Marine I am reminded in flash backs every day of killing other human beings. At 17, I did things that you people back here in a civilized society to this day still unknowingly persecute veterans for. We are the children that you send off to war that return to a place that silently despises us. Violence has no place back here in the United States of America. What should a 100% disabled Veteran do when government officials and judges have complete disregard for the law and the newspapers censor the public from the truth. There is no question in my mind that violence is not the answer. I will do everything humanly possible in a non-violent manner to correct the wrongs in government.
The News media’s censorship of the truth only harms the future of the USA
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Sunday, April 6, 2008
TBI effects everyone 4-6-08
TBI effects everyone 4-6-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
I had dinner with a friend last night whom suffered a Stroke 5 years ago, Also referred to as a Traumatic Brain Injury (TBI). A retired engineer Bob was active all the time. After the stroke he was paralyzed on the left side and could not remember things. When I visited him in the hospital so many years ago my words were of encouragement that he would be better than he was before because this injury would give him a chance to see life differently. The part that he would have to work on was remembering to turn difficult times into fun events. Bob’s depression from his limited use of his left side and the fact that he had no short term memory ended his relationships and caused him to isolate himself more and more. Bob bought a little camper and a piece of property in a small town about 20 miles north of Durham NH. Bob decided to build a house and live out his life alone. A man paralyzed on the left side and a limited memory building a house, no matter how small would be a conquest. I discovered the location of Bob’s property one day as he was starting the roof. For the next couple of hours we walked around as he explained his dream. The difference in Bob’s mental and physical condition screamed of success. Bob still did not want company as he made it clear to me but as I was leaving Bob remembered he again forgot the measurement. He explained this was his third time up the ladder for the same number. Then he amaze me as he said that forgetting, he believes is his way or remembering to exercise his left side more. Bob told me looking for the good in every thing makes his days fun.
Bob built a beautiful house. After the shell was weather tight Bob started going places because being alone for so long was getting to him. His physical condition from building the house was normal in appearance. His short term memory gave him difficulty in holding a conversation but he made that into fun. He still can not remember numbers but he now writes them down. Bob carries a note book as a solution to his memory. Bob met a beautiful woman and together finished the inside of the house.
Bob knew that I suffered TBI from a car accident just out of Parris Island. Unknowingly, I used the Marine Corps as Bob used the house. My wife, Bob his girl friend and I had a great time last night. The conversation was fun as both Bob and I would forget things in the middle of conversations. I guess my entire point of this letter is that no matter what happens to you make the best of it. Don’t get angry, mad or violent. A fun solution will make your day and life so much better. Others will some day see that a stroke or any other difficulties life throws at you can be beneficial by your setting an example and having fun.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
I had dinner with a friend last night whom suffered a Stroke 5 years ago, Also referred to as a Traumatic Brain Injury (TBI). A retired engineer Bob was active all the time. After the stroke he was paralyzed on the left side and could not remember things. When I visited him in the hospital so many years ago my words were of encouragement that he would be better than he was before because this injury would give him a chance to see life differently. The part that he would have to work on was remembering to turn difficult times into fun events. Bob’s depression from his limited use of his left side and the fact that he had no short term memory ended his relationships and caused him to isolate himself more and more. Bob bought a little camper and a piece of property in a small town about 20 miles north of Durham NH. Bob decided to build a house and live out his life alone. A man paralyzed on the left side and a limited memory building a house, no matter how small would be a conquest. I discovered the location of Bob’s property one day as he was starting the roof. For the next couple of hours we walked around as he explained his dream. The difference in Bob’s mental and physical condition screamed of success. Bob still did not want company as he made it clear to me but as I was leaving Bob remembered he again forgot the measurement. He explained this was his third time up the ladder for the same number. Then he amaze me as he said that forgetting, he believes is his way or remembering to exercise his left side more. Bob told me looking for the good in every thing makes his days fun.
Bob built a beautiful house. After the shell was weather tight Bob started going places because being alone for so long was getting to him. His physical condition from building the house was normal in appearance. His short term memory gave him difficulty in holding a conversation but he made that into fun. He still can not remember numbers but he now writes them down. Bob carries a note book as a solution to his memory. Bob met a beautiful woman and together finished the inside of the house.
Bob knew that I suffered TBI from a car accident just out of Parris Island. Unknowingly, I used the Marine Corps as Bob used the house. My wife, Bob his girl friend and I had a great time last night. The conversation was fun as both Bob and I would forget things in the middle of conversations. I guess my entire point of this letter is that no matter what happens to you make the best of it. Don’t get angry, mad or violent. A fun solution will make your day and life so much better. Others will some day see that a stroke or any other difficulties life throws at you can be beneficial by your setting an example and having fun.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Saturday, April 5, 2008
Response to VA NH Medical care 4-5-08
Response to VA NH Medical care 4-5-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03024 603-659-6217
Dr. Dan Potenza is a great person and VA doctor. I fired him last week because I feel that the VA at 275 Chestnut St. Manch. NH is using Dan to build a record that my medical care was not cut off. I am 100% disabled from my tour in the Marine Corps during the Vietnam Conflict. The VA NH medical director Mark Levenston is the man that wrote a letter to the editor praising the care given to Veterans in NH. Mark is also the man that stopped my medical care for political self gain. To stop any ones medical care for any reason is a form of murder. To intentionally stop a service connected disabled Veteran’s medical care because U.S. NH congresswoman Shea-Porter wants to teach this Veteran a lesson is a crime. There is no question that my medical care was stopped for six months. There is no question that my restored medical care is a token jester just so the record demonstrates to the news media care does exist. A VA Dr. McCullom at the VA clinic in Somersworth NH along with Dan care so much that they saw me when it was not permitted. These two are great Dr’s willing to put their job on the line for a Veteran. The VA inspector general for NH told me “suicide would be preferred over my writing any more letters. The Boston Globe in writing sends me an email telling me that my “suicide would be preferred over any more letters”. The VA suicide hotline harasses me every day to get me to commit suicide. All this along with my letters is a part of my medical record, I give the news media my permission to pint my medical records in the News papers. Censoring a Disabled Veterans Murder is wrong.
Dr. Dan cares so much that he called me yesterday just to see if I was ok. I have a head injury so my memory is not that great. I forgot that I fired Dan and McCullom so I agreed to see them at the Somersworth Clinic. My head and body pain has gotten to the point that I sometimes can not do any thing. My flash-back as described just the other day by a 22 year old female bartender “Vietnam baby killer” was murder that I feel no regrets or guilt for committing. Does this make me socially unacceptable. I left the U.S. in 71 for my 31 months overseas tour just after receiving a Traumatic Brain Injury that to this day left me with no memory of life prior to the accident. I was injured twice more during separate combat support missions. I as many Veterans came back to a world that we do not belong. Suicide is an answer but it will not stop the wrongs pushed on Veterans that gave everything for the freedom of a nation that just does not seem to care. People like Dr Potenza and McCullom give veteran’s lives that they touch a ray of hope that this nation is quietly thank full for what we did, wrong or not. Is it not funny how a newspaper will in writing ask me to commit suicide but will not print my response.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03024 603-659-6217
Dr. Dan Potenza is a great person and VA doctor. I fired him last week because I feel that the VA at 275 Chestnut St. Manch. NH is using Dan to build a record that my medical care was not cut off. I am 100% disabled from my tour in the Marine Corps during the Vietnam Conflict. The VA NH medical director Mark Levenston is the man that wrote a letter to the editor praising the care given to Veterans in NH. Mark is also the man that stopped my medical care for political self gain. To stop any ones medical care for any reason is a form of murder. To intentionally stop a service connected disabled Veteran’s medical care because U.S. NH congresswoman Shea-Porter wants to teach this Veteran a lesson is a crime. There is no question that my medical care was stopped for six months. There is no question that my restored medical care is a token jester just so the record demonstrates to the news media care does exist. A VA Dr. McCullom at the VA clinic in Somersworth NH along with Dan care so much that they saw me when it was not permitted. These two are great Dr’s willing to put their job on the line for a Veteran. The VA inspector general for NH told me “suicide would be preferred over my writing any more letters. The Boston Globe in writing sends me an email telling me that my “suicide would be preferred over any more letters”. The VA suicide hotline harasses me every day to get me to commit suicide. All this along with my letters is a part of my medical record, I give the news media my permission to pint my medical records in the News papers. Censoring a Disabled Veterans Murder is wrong.
Dr. Dan cares so much that he called me yesterday just to see if I was ok. I have a head injury so my memory is not that great. I forgot that I fired Dan and McCullom so I agreed to see them at the Somersworth Clinic. My head and body pain has gotten to the point that I sometimes can not do any thing. My flash-back as described just the other day by a 22 year old female bartender “Vietnam baby killer” was murder that I feel no regrets or guilt for committing. Does this make me socially unacceptable. I left the U.S. in 71 for my 31 months overseas tour just after receiving a Traumatic Brain Injury that to this day left me with no memory of life prior to the accident. I was injured twice more during separate combat support missions. I as many Veterans came back to a world that we do not belong. Suicide is an answer but it will not stop the wrongs pushed on Veterans that gave everything for the freedom of a nation that just does not seem to care. People like Dr Potenza and McCullom give veteran’s lives that they touch a ray of hope that this nation is quietly thank full for what we did, wrong or not. Is it not funny how a newspaper will in writing ask me to commit suicide but will not print my response.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Thursday, April 3, 2008
NH Veteran’s goal (Suicide or not). 4-03-08
NH Veteran’s goal (Suicide or not). 4-03-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
A prayer group at Young’s restaurant meets once a week for coffee. I have become friends over the years. Today was different. They have heard my facts and know the hard ship that the government has placed on this 100% disabled veteran to stop my volunteer work The prayer group cared that I write a letter every day but wanted to know my goal. I explained the needless disregard for Veterans. I explained that the only time our political leaders or the public care about Veterans is during election time. Once the election is over useless political pet projects go to center stage. They were concerned about my welfare. I explained, jail, harassing phone calls, police interference as harassment, and all the other criminal acts of retaliation committed by trusted government officials was nothing compared to my time in the Marine Corps. Judge Peter Fauver committed in my opinion Constitution crimes to intentionally harm a Madbury family to cover up crimes committed by the Madbury Selectmen. I as a volunteer followed the law to help this Madbury family. Judges and government officials broke the law to cover up Judge Peter Fauver’s crimes. The NH supreme court refused to hear the case because of the impact it would place on the public’s belief in justice. The checks and balances failed because the newspapers refuse to print my letters exposing wrongs in government.
The government officials have gone so far as to stop my health care to stop me. I am a 100% disabled veteran from the Vietnam Conflict. Now the VA is trying to get me to commit suicide to stop my letters. I dream every day of committing suicide. I feel no guilt or regrets for my first kill. I feel ashamed that even at Telly’s bar in Epping yesterday a waitress reminded me during the Vietnam Conflict, we were baby killers. I have flashed back every day since I came home to what I did in the MC. Yesterday was no different.
I may be only one person but Fauver committed constitutional crimes to harm U.S. citizens intentionally. The Public believe in what I am doing but is afraid of retaliation from government officials. I am the perfect example of what power the elected trusted government officials have acquired. I continue because many children earned the right to be called U.S. Military Veterans to create and protect the Constitution. I owe the respect to these hero’s (no matter what these criminals like Fauver do to me) to give my life to the Nation that I trust and love. I have to believe even one Madbury NH family must have equal protection of the law. I have to believe some day the news will see the writing on the wall and inform it’s readers of the unbiased truth. I may be only one person but I am a U.S. Marine that never should have come home alive.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
A prayer group at Young’s restaurant meets once a week for coffee. I have become friends over the years. Today was different. They have heard my facts and know the hard ship that the government has placed on this 100% disabled veteran to stop my volunteer work The prayer group cared that I write a letter every day but wanted to know my goal. I explained the needless disregard for Veterans. I explained that the only time our political leaders or the public care about Veterans is during election time. Once the election is over useless political pet projects go to center stage. They were concerned about my welfare. I explained, jail, harassing phone calls, police interference as harassment, and all the other criminal acts of retaliation committed by trusted government officials was nothing compared to my time in the Marine Corps. Judge Peter Fauver committed in my opinion Constitution crimes to intentionally harm a Madbury family to cover up crimes committed by the Madbury Selectmen. I as a volunteer followed the law to help this Madbury family. Judges and government officials broke the law to cover up Judge Peter Fauver’s crimes. The NH supreme court refused to hear the case because of the impact it would place on the public’s belief in justice. The checks and balances failed because the newspapers refuse to print my letters exposing wrongs in government.
The government officials have gone so far as to stop my health care to stop me. I am a 100% disabled veteran from the Vietnam Conflict. Now the VA is trying to get me to commit suicide to stop my letters. I dream every day of committing suicide. I feel no guilt or regrets for my first kill. I feel ashamed that even at Telly’s bar in Epping yesterday a waitress reminded me during the Vietnam Conflict, we were baby killers. I have flashed back every day since I came home to what I did in the MC. Yesterday was no different.
I may be only one person but Fauver committed constitutional crimes to harm U.S. citizens intentionally. The Public believe in what I am doing but is afraid of retaliation from government officials. I am the perfect example of what power the elected trusted government officials have acquired. I continue because many children earned the right to be called U.S. Military Veterans to create and protect the Constitution. I owe the respect to these hero’s (no matter what these criminals like Fauver do to me) to give my life to the Nation that I trust and love. I have to believe even one Madbury NH family must have equal protection of the law. I have to believe some day the news will see the writing on the wall and inform it’s readers of the unbiased truth. I may be only one person but I am a U.S. Marine that never should have come home alive.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
Is Judge Fauver above the law. 4-02-08
Is Judge Fauver above the law. 4-02-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Yesterday on TV judge Fauver sentenced Dodd’s for the car accident. The biased judge stated the sentence was for Dodd’s after the trial TV statement about police. Dodd’s criticized police for their investigation and attitude. The Strafford county Sheriff’s office spends many hours a day investigating me to stop my criticizing Fauver in letters. Fauver is a public official that has sworn to abide by the Constitution. It, by the Constitution is our duty as citizens to correct the wrongs in government. In my opinion Fauver’s wrongs mount to criminal acts. The NH supreme court knows about Fauver’s criminal decisions but refuses to do any thing about them. Yesterday was just another day that the judicial branch of government diminished the Peace and dignity of the State of New Hampshire.
The Veteran’s Administration stopped my VA medical care for my 100% service connected disabilities to stop my letters. This is a crime yet no one will do any thing. The belief that the Sheriff’s office or law enforcement is here to protect the character of judges and other public officials is wrong. The Constitution was written to protect the people from dominate government officials. The VA now uses the VA suicide hotline to harass me. The suicide hotline now sends the local police to do safety checks to harass me. Just last night the suicide hotline started calling me after 8 o’clock at night to harass me. I have asked them many times to stop. My medical was stopped for 6 months before it was restored. Now I get limited care at a substandard, token jester to make the records show the public no harm was done. I expect my disability pension to be stopped next. How can the newspapers not want to allow a U.S. citizen to express his opinion in a letter to the editor?
Letters to the editor are the people’s way by constitution to correct the wrongs in government. My suicide will not correct the wrongs in government but they will sure stop the echoes of war from ringing in my head every day. As a 17 year old I became a United States Marine. Veterans every day since the creation of the United States of America give their lives to stop people like Judge Fauver from diminishing the Constitution. Have we lost sight of what the U.S. stands for? Have the newspapers become so unethical that they refuse to print the other side of the opinion.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Yesterday on TV judge Fauver sentenced Dodd’s for the car accident. The biased judge stated the sentence was for Dodd’s after the trial TV statement about police. Dodd’s criticized police for their investigation and attitude. The Strafford county Sheriff’s office spends many hours a day investigating me to stop my criticizing Fauver in letters. Fauver is a public official that has sworn to abide by the Constitution. It, by the Constitution is our duty as citizens to correct the wrongs in government. In my opinion Fauver’s wrongs mount to criminal acts. The NH supreme court knows about Fauver’s criminal decisions but refuses to do any thing about them. Yesterday was just another day that the judicial branch of government diminished the Peace and dignity of the State of New Hampshire.
The Veteran’s Administration stopped my VA medical care for my 100% service connected disabilities to stop my letters. This is a crime yet no one will do any thing. The belief that the Sheriff’s office or law enforcement is here to protect the character of judges and other public officials is wrong. The Constitution was written to protect the people from dominate government officials. The VA now uses the VA suicide hotline to harass me. The suicide hotline now sends the local police to do safety checks to harass me. Just last night the suicide hotline started calling me after 8 o’clock at night to harass me. I have asked them many times to stop. My medical was stopped for 6 months before it was restored. Now I get limited care at a substandard, token jester to make the records show the public no harm was done. I expect my disability pension to be stopped next. How can the newspapers not want to allow a U.S. citizen to express his opinion in a letter to the editor?
Letters to the editor are the people’s way by constitution to correct the wrongs in government. My suicide will not correct the wrongs in government but they will sure stop the echoes of war from ringing in my head every day. As a 17 year old I became a United States Marine. Veterans every day since the creation of the United States of America give their lives to stop people like Judge Fauver from diminishing the Constitution. Have we lost sight of what the U.S. stands for? Have the newspapers become so unethical that they refuse to print the other side of the opinion.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
Veterans Welcome NH is thank full 4-01-08
Veterans Welcome NH is thank full 4-01-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
NH news describes how well this state is to veterans, yet they refuse to print a letter to the editor from a Veteran. I under stand that my letters contain documented facts that expose the serious wrongs NH bestows on veterans that do not obey. A U.S. congresswoman from NH interfered with a 100% disabled Veteran’s medical condition to stop said veteran’s letter to the editor. The NH Veterans Administration stops a 100% disabled Veterans medical care to stop this veteran’s letter. The NH government takes this 100% disabled veterans freedom to stop this veteran’s letter. The NH VA and Gov use the suicide hotline and police to harass this 100% disabled veteran to stop this 100% disabled veterans letters. The news censors the public from the truth to protect criminal government actions. This is a readers response to NH media’s editorial claim of NH welcoming veterans, far better than California.
I have violated no laws. I volunteer every day helping others since I returned 100% disabled from the Vietnam Conflict. I dear tell the world that Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal that violates the Constitution to intentionally harm other NH residents against the peace and dignity of the U.S. Judge Fauver allowed the Madbury NH selectmen to use government powers to seek personal revenge against local residents. The NH supreme court allowed Judge Fauver to violate the Constitution 29 or more times to harm NH residents yet refuse to hear the case. NH to stop this high school drop out, 100% disabled Veteran from informing the public violates the constitution to use government retaliation to harm this 100% disabled Veteran’s family. The NH news refuses to even allow this 100% disabled veteran to tell the world what NH does to Veterans. Disabled Veterans in NH would be better off to commit suicide than be censored from the people that we gave our lives as children to protect. Ref. NH supreme court case 2003-0477
I dreamed every day of at least living long enough to see the U.S. while I serve in the U.S. Marine Corps. I lost my complete memory for ever from a head injury right after boot camp. I did a 31 month over seas tour receiving two more life changing disabilities in separate combat support missions. This year, 30 something years later I am diagnosis with PTSD because every day since I returned I flash back many times to during my tour. I came back to a nation that I do not belong and a state (NH) that inflicts torture in retaliation for my volunteer help to a Madbury NH family. After my first year back in 74 I have considered Suicide many times because I do not belong. I have done my best to volunteer to help others as a means to thank all those Veterans that never got a chance to return since the start of this Nation. United States Of America.
NH news media will grant themselves awards for their ability and dedication to inform the public of complete unbiased truth. The truth is this is a response letter from a 100% disabled veteran about NH’s claim of being better to veterans than California or any other U.S. state. No newspaper in the U.S. wants the public to learn the truth. NH treats the trash better than Veterans. I love the U.S. and will not violate the law to expose these government wrongs. God Bless America!
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
NH news describes how well this state is to veterans, yet they refuse to print a letter to the editor from a Veteran. I under stand that my letters contain documented facts that expose the serious wrongs NH bestows on veterans that do not obey. A U.S. congresswoman from NH interfered with a 100% disabled Veteran’s medical condition to stop said veteran’s letter to the editor. The NH Veterans Administration stops a 100% disabled Veterans medical care to stop this veteran’s letter. The NH government takes this 100% disabled veterans freedom to stop this veteran’s letter. The NH VA and Gov use the suicide hotline and police to harass this 100% disabled veteran to stop this 100% disabled veterans letters. The news censors the public from the truth to protect criminal government actions. This is a readers response to NH media’s editorial claim of NH welcoming veterans, far better than California.
I have violated no laws. I volunteer every day helping others since I returned 100% disabled from the Vietnam Conflict. I dear tell the world that Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal that violates the Constitution to intentionally harm other NH residents against the peace and dignity of the U.S. Judge Fauver allowed the Madbury NH selectmen to use government powers to seek personal revenge against local residents. The NH supreme court allowed Judge Fauver to violate the Constitution 29 or more times to harm NH residents yet refuse to hear the case. NH to stop this high school drop out, 100% disabled Veteran from informing the public violates the constitution to use government retaliation to harm this 100% disabled Veteran’s family. The NH news refuses to even allow this 100% disabled veteran to tell the world what NH does to Veterans. Disabled Veterans in NH would be better off to commit suicide than be censored from the people that we gave our lives as children to protect. Ref. NH supreme court case 2003-0477
I dreamed every day of at least living long enough to see the U.S. while I serve in the U.S. Marine Corps. I lost my complete memory for ever from a head injury right after boot camp. I did a 31 month over seas tour receiving two more life changing disabilities in separate combat support missions. This year, 30 something years later I am diagnosis with PTSD because every day since I returned I flash back many times to during my tour. I came back to a nation that I do not belong and a state (NH) that inflicts torture in retaliation for my volunteer help to a Madbury NH family. After my first year back in 74 I have considered Suicide many times because I do not belong. I have done my best to volunteer to help others as a means to thank all those Veterans that never got a chance to return since the start of this Nation. United States Of America.
NH news media will grant themselves awards for their ability and dedication to inform the public of complete unbiased truth. The truth is this is a response letter from a 100% disabled veteran about NH’s claim of being better to veterans than California or any other U.S. state. No newspaper in the U.S. wants the public to learn the truth. NH treats the trash better than Veterans. I love the U.S. and will not violate the law to expose these government wrongs. God Bless America!
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
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