People are afraid 4-29-08

People are afraid 4-29-08
A copy to NH VAH Dr Potenza, NH Governor, Judges and government officials.
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
People are afraid of me. I place my name, address and Phone # on every letter that I write. Newspapers only print articles that degrade my image in the public eye. Newspapers will not print my letters. People comment that I need help. I should see a Psy. My broken back, loss of hearing and Traumatic Brain Injury are all service related disabilities that I received on active duty. The VA stopped my medical care as a weapon for NH Congresswoman Shea-Porters benefit. This is a crime that everyone wants to let slide by. I work very hard every day just to survive in your civilized society. Judge Peter Fauver violated the Constitution 29 or more times to intentionally harm a Madbury NH family to cover up the selectmen’s crimes. Most people are afraid to speak up. The newspapers refuse to print my opinion letters because they expose a judge. The VA and Boston Globe tell me to commit suicide yet no one wants to inform the public of the facts. The VA at 275 Chestnut St Manchester NH threatens arrest if I deliver a complaint letter to the VA office in person. The NH Governor Lynch charges me $200.00 to speak with him. He takes my money and refuse to meet. I was injured on combat support missions and the newspapers and citizens of NH can do this to a 100% service connected disabled U.S. Marine.
I lived since I returned in 74 with the flash-backs of what I did because people told me you never speak of what happen “in country”. It is not because we are ashamed or feel guilty. It is because people that never gave all for their country can not conceive the traumatic impact of waiting to kill, be killed, and the deplorable living conditions one survives in, for your freedom. I have no memory of the U.S. before my head injury during my tour. I fight today for every U.S. citizen because I will not shame every person over the history of this nation that gave to protect and defend our Constitution. I do need help. The VA and Globe want me to die and NH along with the VA stop my medical care. My opinion letters are not worth printing. I volunteer every day to help others. You do not have to be afraid of me. You should be afraid of what will happen if you allow so few to diminish the rights of so many.
I did not write yesterday because I volunteered for the NH Conservation district, Strafford county, Bambi Miller. I volunteer every day to help others. Yesterday was bad because I had seen my VA Psy. the day before with serious head pain, numbness on the left side of my face and dizziness. After a day of volunteer in which I lost reality several times I went home and with out cause my nose burst in blood, blood started coming out my right eye. VA Dr’s tell me nothing is wrong. My VA medical was stopped for 6 months now I receive substandard care. Rather than make my wife go through what she encountered when coming home from work yesterday just kill me. The VA and Boston Globe tell me to commit suicide, Why do they not just do the job they are asking me to do. The newspapers censor the truth. Why should any one be afraid of me.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi