This U.S. Marine 4-24-08

This U.S. Marine 4-24-08
A copy to VA IG in Washington DC and Dr Potenza at Manch. NH VAH
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Understanding why I came back alive does not make sense. At 17 I joined the Marine Crops. Out of boot camp I lost my complete memory forever in a car accident. (Traumatic Brain Injury TBI). The MC sent me back to active duty with the mentally of a child and trained me into what they wanted. I was injured twice more in combat support missions. I was an American Advisor on Thai convoys across Thailand, Laos and Cambodia bringing friendly camps U.S. surplus supplies. I did thirty one months over seas for a nation that I did not remember. I had a bullet pass with in inches of my head and a mortar blow an outhouse I had just left. The MC taught me to control my emotions. I cry when needed, I show sorrow as called for, I do what society needs in order to be accepted. I thought that I had learned to understand what the U.S. stood for.
Government officials, Judges, Police and the Veterans Affairs violate the law to control or train me. The newspapers refuse to inform the people unless it is to degrade my public image in a biased manner. Elected public officials tell me that it is not their job to help me and to stop writing letters to the editor complaining. The VA and Boston Globe tell me to commit suicide before writing another letter. A lot of U.S. citizens understand my situation but refuse to speak publicly because of fear of government retaliation. Did I miss understand government officials and come back alive by mistake.
The MC taught me and I understood that the Constitution was to protect the citizens against government abuse. I volunteer every day since I returned in 74 to help others. I volunteered to help a Madbury NH family with a zoning issue. Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal that knowingly with intent to harm U.S. citizens violated the Constitution. Fauver knowingly allowed the Madbury selectmen to use government powers to seek personal revenge on local residents. The NH Supreme Court says this is OK case 2003-0477. NH to stop me has declared me a terrorist under the Patriot act, and many other criminal acts. I thought that I understood the government was here to serve the people. Commit suicide or not conflicts with understanding government policies. Everything I say is documented in paper work.
I violated orders by taken five trucks out of convoy to visit the drivers families. I was taken prisoner and killed with a bayonet to escape but could never tell anyone because I violated orders. I relive seeing that child’s face die in my arms every day. The part is I do not feel bad for killing. I feel bad because I violated orders. I relive the benjo ditches, leaving men dead or injured until the mission was complete, trying to understand why I could do things that I had no idea how to do. Situations, people back here scorn me because to conceive as the truth, to them means that I am an animal.
Newspapers hide the truth why? This U.S. Marine should never have come back alive. The Constitution (which I understood or tried) has become a worthless piece of paper government officials wipe their butts with! Understanding why a nation would alienate a U.S. Marine that volunteers every day (as I will today) to help others to protect a criminal judge does not make sense. Understanding why the MC taught me to kill and allowed me to return to a civilized society does not make sense. Understanding suicide is my payment for what I have done, does make sense.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC