Distorted Memory of a Marine 11-7-08

Distorted Memory of a Marine 11-7-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
I do not remember what I wrote the day before with out reading it again. I have no short term memory. I have no memory of life in the U.S. prior to my 17th birthday from a traumatic brain injury just out of boot camp. Some events and actions I will recall of what I do on a daily basses, other’s I will never recall even when friends remind me. I volunteer help to a friend with a lock and key business. I am quite good at re-keying locks and other. My problem is every time I help my friend he has to show me all over again. I honestly have no memory of repairing them before. Other things like my helping this Madbury family (I do have to read the papers each time) I remember clearly like it just happen. I believe my problem is that the respect for our Constitution our military give their lives for on foreign soil is in direct conflict with what happen. The Madbury NH selectmen used government power for personal revenge against local residents the selectmen did not like. Judge Peter Fauver violate the Law and Constitution to help our government use the power of the people for personal revenge to harm U.S. citizens. The NH Supreme Court had it spelled out in case # 2003-0477. The NH supreme court choice not to hear the case because it showed Judge Fauver criminally violated the Constitution to harm U.S. citizens. The “Blue Wall” calls for law enforcement to protect each other. I remember in flash-backs my time on convoy as American Advisor. I remember killing for the chance to see a nation that I had no memory of (U.S.))
I came back with three combat related injuries and TBI. I am 100% disabled service connected. The Editor’s across the U.S. are aware of the facts in this case yet choose not to even print my opinion letters. I have serious medical conditions caused defending this nation and the people (like editors) ignore the facts. U.S. Rep Shea-Porter used my disabilities to attempt to lock me up to stop my letters to the editor. I ran this past primary for NH state senate and the editors crucified me in articles to influence the voters decision against me. The Veteran’s admin stopped my medical care then restarted it in a sub-standard and limited care to help NH. I get to see a VA Psy to produce a record for public display. The Boston Globe, NH governor Lynch and the VA told me to commit suicide to stop my letters. I can spell these crimes out because they are documented truth. I volunteer every day to help others yet it is shown (by the news) that I am paranoid and nuts to keep the public from learning the truth.
I talk about death and suicide all the time. Death became complacent with me as I faced it each day in an uncivilized inhuman world. I came home to a civilized society where you all refuse to understand what a veteran is. The editors now send the police to stop my suicide as the NH governor and VA do. This is done for harassment. No body wants to look at what I am saying. I have not violated the law. I volunteer every day to help others. I did kill for you and every day I still see the face of the child (my first kill) as he gave his life for his country. I am reminded that Veterans do not talk about it. I lived over there dreaming of some day seeing a world that I only knew from other Marines words. The U.S. I survived to come back to understand why suicide is our military personals solution. People back here can not accept what we did and refuse to understand we did it for you. You say thank you with a Veteran’s Day but you will not try to understand a Veteran is no longer that innocent child that left.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi