Editors Stop readers opinion letters 11-6-08

Editors Stop readers opinion letters 11-6-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Newspaper editors now send the local NH police to my home for harassment. It is not enough that the Boston Globe puts in writing that they want me to commit suicide before sending them another letter to the editor, now the editors waste tax dollars by using the police for harassment. Over the years the Veteran’s Suicide Hotline, along with the VA-NH director and NH governor Lynch have asked me to commit suicide. The VA even stopped my medical care to force the issue. I write letters telling wrongs in government, that editors censor the opinion of the people to protect those in power. I have a dream (recurring memory of my first kill) that I live with every day. I am not ashamed or feel guilty for what I did. I am a U.S. Marine that did a lot of uncivilized actions (according to society back here) in the line of duty to protect and defend our Constitution. NH and the Federal Government have alienated me from any Constitutional rights to cover up the Madbury NH selectmen’s use of government power to harm local residents for personal revenge. Judge Peter Fauver used the power of the courts to help the criminal actions of the Madbury NH selectmen. The NH Supreme Court refused to hear a case presented to them that exposed a NH judge’s criminal use of the law. All this and the editors refuse to print the truth.
I have not hidden the fact that I have four permanent life changing disabilities from my time in the Marine Corps. Three are combat related from the Vietnam Conflict. I try not to sleep because remembering events while American Advisor on Convoy across Thailand, Laos and Cambodia delivering surplus supplies to friendly camps make me more tired that if I do not sleep. The memory of sending Marines in my squad on mission, death was likely and many more are reminder memories of why I have to continue to correct the wrongs in government.
My wanting to die has nothing to do with the NH wrongs. I had no memory at all of the U.S. when I came back because of a Traumatic brain injury. I just wanted to see the country so many other Marines described to me. While over there with no memory I had to talk other Marines out of suicide because of a “Dear John Letter” or there fear or anguish over our actions as Marines. This was one of the jobs of a Sgt in the MC. I was good at it although I had no memory to draw from. The Mission always came first, but my men care and welfare was always next. I now realize that they new keeping silent of what we did was necessary because civilized society back here can not accept us. It is easy to die over there before facing a society that does not want to understand. The uncivilized actions of a conflict are the opposite of what the child in the U.S. learns.
Newspapers refusing to print my letters makes what we did to other countries in conflict of what we as a nation are representing for our actions. Understanding a Veteran must start with understanding why we did what we did. Understand we see things differently than those that use the freedom that we gave our innocents for.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi