U.S. Psychology of a dead Marine. 11-12-08

U.S. Psychology of a dead Marine. 11-12-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
The Mental state of a 100% disabled U.S. Marine. Psychology “the art of understanding the human mind” says that my writing a letter every day causes people to reject or take offense to my words. This is the United States of America. I am disabled because of injuries received becoming a U.S. Military Veteran. I volunteer to help others. I have asked nothing for my self. I am volunteering my time to help a Madbury NH family that the NH courts and government have violated the law and Constitution to inflict harm on to satisfy the demented, vindictive goal of the Madbury selectmen’s desire for personal revenge by criminally using U.S. government powers to harm other U.S. citizens. I volunteer to help make the U.S. a better place for all and NH uses the courts and my military disabilities to stop my free speech. I talk openly and honestly with my letters. I talk about my reliving my missions day after day and the effect it has on my daily life. I have talked about my desire to die. I realize that I am not a person that belongs back here. I have done my best to camouflage my disabilities from even my wife and kids understanding my daily trips back into the “Bush“. The NH government and courts through the news labeled me a Terrorist when they arrested me several years ago. The charges were dropped after losing my freedom for six months. Locked in a cage could not compare to the daily terror of being a U.S. Marine serving on foreign soil. What this very day our children serving in our Military some are experiencing. These children now called U.S. Military Veterans will be praised as Hero’s until forgotten with the passage of time. The innocent child with a bright future returns as a useless, violent, unsocial debit on society. This Veteran is locked up or left homeless on the street as society relieves it’s need to show respect to the Hero’s. Society with a token parade and a day off work believes and feels good for accepting these hero‘s back. The silent demons of war slowly make this hero understand they returned to a place where they can not be. A place where no one can understand the mental tolerance for a different way of life that can never be forgotten. The Complacent understanding the Veteran has made with death as they served and dreamed of a place called home. Some over there realize that society will not have the ability to understand “whom or what” they have become so they kill themselves before it is time to come home. Some are so naïve they come home only to be rejected or swept under the rug as society tries to mask another social failure. The forgotten Hero.
Freedom of speech no longer exists. I have submitted a “Redress of Grievances to the NH government. This is a guaranteed Constitutional right of every individual. The News censors my words. The governor calls for my suicide, along with the Boston Globe and the Veteran’s Admin. My medical care was stopped and the VFW and American Legion have rejected me. I am a United States Marine in a world that fails to understand what the Veteran is. The Marine Corps Birthday was Nov. 10 and Veterans day was the 11th as the U.S. society once again relieved it self with a day off work. The Marine’s mental state is questionable but what about society’s. NH can not even respect this veteran enough to print the truth. Lets see what the next NH legislature does. I gave my life for a Constitution that society has diminished to a worthless piece of paper.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC