Writing from the heart 10-16-08

Writing from the heart 10-16-08
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
I write my letters from my heart because of the love I have for our country, The United States Of America. I do not think of the retribution our government leaders and editors will seek on me for writing the truth. I do not understand but can accept why the many people reading my letters do nothing, not even question? People tell me they are tired of my letters because they repeat the same thing over and over. My letters go out to thousands of people. These letters are published on the internet daily. I send them to the Veteran’s Administration and hospital. Our government stopped my medical care for combat related injuries to get retribution. Judge Fauver is a criminal getting away with intentionally harming U.S. citizens. Judge Fauver allowed the Madbury NH selectmen (for personal reasons) to use government powers for retribution against local residents that the selectmen did not like. The NH supreme court covered up Fauver’s crimes when presented to them in detail.
The NH government and editors interfered with a free election openly this past primary. I ran for NH state senate which would have given me an avenue to inform U.S. residents what NH and the editors are doing to a 100% service connected disabled veteran that volunteers every day to help others. The editors wrote great articles about the other candidates and destructive one liners to get the voters to dislike me. The editors refuse to print my opinion letters but print other candidates letters. My letters are public documents sent to the courts and government every day. There is no liability because the truth will stand on it’s own. I thought the opinion of the people meant something?
I will volunteer today and suffer in serious pain. But we have to ask is this the pain of a Marine attempting to survive to complete a mission. Has what I learned from other Marines during my tour transformed into the hel-l around me? Did I really come home or is this what my mind has developed as to what living in the U.S. is? I have dreamed every day of some day coming home to see the U.S. for the first time in my own mind. Is the hel-l that I live in every day of my existence on foreign soil as a U.S. Marine that living in the U.S. is? My mind has developed a conflict between how our government places the people first and the fighting around me here. Is my volunteering a catalyst to surviving living in hell, until some day I see the U.S. I learned to write letters as a U.S. Marine because I had nothing else. I have no memory from an accident. I get hurt and injured all the time but set the pain aside because that is what a Marine does. May be this is death and my punishment for being a U.S. Marine is to eternally dream of fighting in one way or another for the United States of America. Is my death to write letters to the U.S. and have no one read them. Did I die so my opinion can be stopped.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi