Answer to repeat conversations

Answer to repeat conversations
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Yesterday started out good. Then my left eye started to close, off and on with out my control. The Left side of my face was tingling and my head was pounding. It got so bad that I had to stop with my letter when my left eye did not open. My wife made me lay on the couch and before I knew it, it was almost noon. To get me out of the house last night my wife took me to a UNH women’s hockey game. I got excited during the game and my wife kept trying to make me sit quietly. My medical condition is what it is. I can not change it. What I can do is live life to the fullest, until I die. It is like the VA doctor telling me that my symptoms do not fit the criteria of my disabilities. I endure the pain and only take medication if it is absolutely necessary. I can not tell the doctor symptoms to meet his protocol. I sometimes forget that I have a broken back or I ignore that I can not hear what other people are saying. I forget things even while trying to describe to the doctor what has been my symptoms or conditions that I endured. I forget entire conversations while talking to the doctors. Some people say that my letters ramble on. Others say that my letters are to repetitive. My letters are my way of communicating to the world what I am thinking of, at that moment. Did yesterday happen? According to my wife it did. I remember the events but not when it happen.
I am a 100% disabled Veteran. The Veteran’s administration is playing games with my life and there is nothing that I can do. I can not even get the newly elected NH officials to help. It is the NH elected officials that are the catalyst to why my VA medical was stopped. I volunteer to help a Madbury family trying to stop the Madbury officials criminal use of government powers. Judge Peter Fauver criminally violates the law to help the Madbury selectmen. The NH supreme court covers up the case. The Newspapers shelter the criminal acts because they are to incredible to believe. The VA because of U.S. Rep Shea-Porter from NH is using my service connected medical condition to stop my opinion letters. Is this to repetitive?
I actually remember jumping the other day and how peace full the event was. The VA told me to commit suicide or take mind controlling drugs. I have no answers, only questions. I have no memory of my up bringing because of a head injury.
Ask the world how a disabled veteran can write such a complaint letter and get no help. My letters are not even worth the VA acknowledging as the law requires them to do. Has the truth become so mo-not-ness that repeating it only makes the cover up easier? Are people so reluctant to help because I am to repetitive? Is it just that I am considered crazy that my medical conditions and complaints can be ignored.
I do not want your pity. I want someone to say this is the United States of America and treating any veteran like this can never be tolerated. To use any citizen’s medical as a government control weapon can not be tolerated. I have written so many letters telling of my conditions. My repetitiveness only makes (when and if) something does happen the catalyst for the questions and consequences to come about. How many NH elected officials that stayed on the side lines for their own political safety will fall. How many VA and government officials will come tumbling down because they ignored the law and allowed U.S. Military Veterans to be tortured and humiliated for their own selfish reasons. I can not get medication for the pain. The VA uses it as a weapon.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi