Answer to Sheriff Estes 1.8-09

Answer to Sheriff Estes 1.8-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Captain DiGegorio of the Strafford County sheriff’s office answered my email yesterday. “I can’t wait for people to ask me” A video tape of my arrest had to have been made. The “Blue Wall” must be so impregnable that protecting a criminal judge has no effect on their dominating position over the citizens of NH. The fact that my email was answered shows that the courts, government, newspapers and many others get my letters. How can any newspaper keep the public from being made aware of the truth. According to the Sheriff’s office my military disabilities are just a way for me to get attention. Where am I ? Why has the VA stopped my medical care?
The other day I got a sharp pain in my head and lost control of the left side of my face. Later in the day I got another sharp pain and my left eye opened up again. This morning I got a sharp pain on my way to the coffee shop. I am disorientated and have a question about reality at this very moment. I am not dysfunctional and I do not try to show symptoms to follow some medical theory. This has happen many times. I have had these medical disabilities since I came home in 1974. Did I ever come back?
I have a fantastic, beautiful wife and three great daughters is my death needed to allow them to have a good and effective life? Is this entire memory my dream of what I believe life back in the world would be if I ever get to see it. Questions of reality and how or what to do in any circumstance have been there since the day I woke up in a military hospital with no memory. The military shipped me over seas for a 31 month tour in and out of combat situation with no memory. I learned what the U.S. was as a Marine wanting to believe there was a better life than this h-ell here, from the mouths of other Marines. I remember helping a Private in another squared with a dear John letter yesterday. I volunteer to help others even though I have no memory. It helps me. Have I been in this benjo ditch so long that the people’s rights back home have evolved in my mined to Gestapo Nazi dominance. Follow orders and complete the mission at any cost even death. Is that what being a Marine has taught me. My death and that of my men mean nothing but to complete the mission because that is what I was ordered to do. How would a Marine that treats others as objects to complete a mission have such a beautiful wife and three great daughters other than in a dream.
I read the Star and Stripes when ever it is around. This is a military paper to make us believe freedom of the press exists. The U.S. newspapers fight to get the truth and print it no matter whom it may hurt. Freedom of the press does exist so I hear because that is what the United States of America is all about. The people and how to make life in the U.S. better for all. Is this not why we are here?
Nazi Gestapo armies roam in the U.S. to protect and serve those that dominate and master the people. The last thoughts of a Marine in a benjo ditch waiting to some day come home.
Sgt Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi