VA insights Veteran 1-4-09

VA insights Veteran 1-4-09
This letter is for the VAIG, Dr Potenza and Dr Levenston of the NH VAH
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
All my complaints of VA officials tampering with my health have been ignored. Can this be real? Have government and elected personal become so controlling that a 100% combat related disabled Veteran has no rights? Is my head injury a reason to allow the director of the NH VA office to tell me to commit suicide if I do not take mind altering drugs? This is a crime yet no one will do anything. Is it right that even though I refuse to take medication (unless the pain is so bad) that I can not get my prescription refilled. Granted I did just take the last pill from a prescription that was five years old but that just means I do not waste them. The VA stopped my medical care for awhile. This is a crime in it self, yet no one will do anything. It was restarted but it is sub-standard and limited. Yet no one will do anything. The facts are in the records, yet no one cares.
Is it right that the newspapers refuse to inform the public. My injuries came from my tour in the USMC. Yet my public opinion letters are censored. I learned to control my feelings and actions when I first came back to the world “U.S.” It took me five years just to start to get a handle on what life in a civilized society was. I am a U.S. Marine that killed before I remember my first kiss from a “round eyed girl”. Editors say that my letters are repetitive yet the crimes, VA and NH government officials is doing to me continues. The newspapers shelter the public from the truth. For over thirty years I lived with the reoccurring memories of what I did. Returning home meant I had to learn that people back here could not accept or believe what reality is over there. For this reason my PTSD was not diagnosed until last year. I am proud of my actions as a US Marine yet public comments insinuate that I am a baby killer. The privileges of rights others have; the newspapers and government personal diminish or stop for this US Marine.
I ran for elected state office this past primary, yet the newspapers ran articles harming my character in the public eye to control the vote. My opinion letters informing the voters of my platform were censored. Why because I dare tell the public of criminal acts by Judge Peter Fauver that the NH supreme court covered up. I dare ignore state and local police harassment to stop my free speech. I tolerate NH government officials taking my freedom as a means to stop my free speech. Fauver uses the power of the courts to help the Madbury selectmen get revenge on local residents that the selectmen did not like. I have violated no laws. I volunteer every single day to help others. Yet the newspapers have the public believing that I am a dangerous individual.
It is not just the newspapers and government personal. The VFW and American legion have distanced them selves from me. I have not wavered or slowed my actions to help this Madbury NH family have equal protection of the rights guaranteed by our Constitution. I just read yesterdays letter. I now remember the pain and questions of that dreadful repetitive pain. I have no complaints because there is no way out of this benjo ditch and these are not repetitive memories they are punishment for my being a US Marine. I am doomed to live in eternity of hell where it is believed all Marines go. No newspaper or elected official in the USA would allow such destruction of the individual rights to inflict pain and harm on a US Marine. I just have to learn that I will never come home. I thank the Veteran’s Administration for such insight of this Marine’s H-ell.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi