Suicide and H-ell 1-25-09

Suicide and H-ell 1-25-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
Do the U.S. citizens live by a standard of ethics and moral belief’s? Is not society set and capable of existence on rules and laws? Did God not create all men, born-equal, free and independent? Ask not to write another boring letter, Ask why the government wrongs are not stopped. NH government and VA have violated all the rules of a civilized society.? Tell me that the editors have not breached every ethical belief that created freedom of the press in the U.S.? Can one person make a difference? In a civilized society is not communication the proper channel to correct differences of opinion? Is it not the law that no one constitutional right of no one person can be violated at any time? If as a U.S. Military Veteran I can prove that the criminal acts committed by government personal that have been put in writing thousands of times do exist and are true facts why has nothing been done? Do the standards and laws only exist to protect and prosper a special class of citizens? Do Vietnam Veteran’s belong in the U.S.
My Veteran’s medical has been for all intents and purposes been stopped. Do you as a society believe that the medical conditions and situations expressed in my letters are false. The VA has asked me to commit suicide. Yet to pressure me to do it they send the police to harass me in the name (that I might commit suicide) so they can lock me up. My pain got so bad a few months ago from my service connected disabilities that I asked the VA to fill my pain medication. They have not done it. I get token visits to doctors only to fill the pages of my medical records for public scrutiny. My medical was stopped to help U.S. Rep Shea-Porter stop my opinion letters. Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal. I dare say this (even though the sheriff told me I would be arrested if I did) because it is true. Judge Fauver allowed the Madbury NH selectmen to use government powers for personal retaliation against other U.S. citizens. I volunteer to help this family and the NH government takes my constitutional rights away. The NH governor refuses to speak with a NH voter (Me). Did I come home to a place that I do not belong?
I have tried communication through the court, government and news. I refuse to be violent to others U.S. citizens so the government has me over a barrel. I feel like I am in the benjo ditch and there is no way out. I realize that you can not grasp the feeling and are bored with my repeating it. Even if it was a dream you have no idea the peace and friendship I felt as I drifted through the air. The joy as the wind caught my existence and took me up ward to the top of that tree. I felt as though this Marine was going to leave the benjo ditch for ever more. The sound of the mortar as the birch tree snapped safely placing me back in the benjo ditch for ever more. My two worlds are colliding and society exists only in my thoughts. Am I a coward because I lay here in this benjo ditch not firing my M-16 or am I dead already. Is communication not possible about ethics and moral belief’s if death exists.
We have many questions here that can not be answered because no one hears the words of a Dead Marine. I may be only speaking loudly in my mind for eternity but the pride I get from being a U.S. Marine and doing it for our Nation (even if a civilized society deems my actions wrong). We do it for the United States of America.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi