VA Medical complaint 1-13-09

VA Medical complaint 1-13-09
Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
People tell me that the government has to reply to all complaints in the manner requested by the disabled Veteran. The VA has not responded to one of my complaints and I have sent a lot. The VA stopped my medical care. The VA person in charge of NH told me to commit suicide or start taking mind altering drugs. I have been physically removed from VA clinics because the director is aiding NH state officials in stopping my writing letters to the editor. I have been denied medication by the VA. The Federal U.S. Rep from NH Shea-Porter had a VA Dr file involuntary commitment orders to stop my letters. She then filed a false police complaint to stop my letters. The left side of my face periodically goes numb and my left eye closes; medical care has not only been denied but I have been forced out of the clinic and VAH. I have four permanent disabilities from my tour in the Marine Corps. The fact is that I send so many letters to so many government officials and VA personal across the U.S. that these VA officials mock my letters on the internet. People tell me that the U.S. has laws that government officials must follow but I can not get answers. Does a U.S. Constitution really exist?
I realize that I am not like other U.S. citizens. To this day I do not remember a single bit of my life before my head injury at 17, as a US Marine. I learned life during my 31 months overseas tour in and out of life it self with no memory. I received two more injuries during combat support missions. Every day since I came back in seventy four, relive different situation that I survived as if I am there all over again. I want so much to believe that I did come home and this is real. Is this a dream and reality is that I am still over there dreaming of what the U.S. is like? I have so much wanted to die with every rejection from the people that I believe that we were doing it for. Over the years I have learned to accept that I do not understand reality. I try to follow what has been demonstrated to me as the right thing to do. I volunteer to help people because that is what I learned as a US Marine. That helping other men under my rank would make the situation we were in better for all. I came back (if only in my head) to a country that can not accept whom I am and what I have done. Reality is not here.
Life is like a masquerade. I follow the rules and do what others say and do. It is like the USMCJ. Not all those in charge know what the law is. Not all in charge go by the law. Some violate it believing that they are above it. I stand and fight for my men because that is the job of a leader. These are the men that will defend this nation against over whelming odds. I remember the day (second) that I became a US Marine. Pulling that bayonet out of the enemy, was I right or wrong for doing it? That is the moment that this child became a U.S. Marine. Society continuously refers as wrong, the proudest moment of my life because it was a uncivilized action.
The newspapers refuse to print my opinion letters. My letters are so popular that they are reprinted and talked about across the entire U.S. People tell me suicide is wrong but if I am not really here is this reality ? If people are really talking why has these crimes by government personal been allowed to continue? Government complaints can continue because newspapers refuse to inform their readers of the truth. People tell me this is the USA but did I ever really come home?
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi